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敗 犬 |
I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Officially Yours
1/26/2012 11:59:00 pm
I'll never neglect you. A promise is a promise.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Discharged
1/25/2012 02:12:00 pm
With new social role comes new social expectations. It’s been long since I last stepped into this role. I am afraid yet determined at the same time. Afraid that I can’t excel, but determined to excel for you. So much has happened since the most magical Thursday of my life; when you first told me you like me. And it feels like we have been together for so long since then. But I know this is just the beginning of a lifelong journey. I am really afraid of commitment because the last time I prepared myself to commit, I didn’t get a chance at it. I was left to pick myself up. I am using the word lifelong now not because I know we will last forever. No one knows what’s going to happen in the future. I am using the word lifelong because I want to make an effort to stay together with you for a lifetime. It’s a personal goal. Challenges are going to come our way but I’m ready to overcome them with you. Forever is not a word to be said, it is a word to be lived out. Only when you leave the world having spent your life with the same person for decades, then you can say you have been together forever. Ever since you stepped into my life, I have been through many ups and downs, tears and joy, but none quite like last Saturday. I never felt so vulnerable until Saturday. When I was outside the OT waiting for your op to be over. I was in a frenzy but I had to remain cool and calm because it felt like the right thing to do. You weren’t in a life threatening condition but I was nonetheless in fear. Fear of what would happen to you. I was overwhelmed when you were pushed out of the OT. It was a moment of relief for me, for D, you bro and dad. I guessed we never really know how much someone means to us until something like that happens. It’s not to say that I have taken you for granted. I have never, and will strive never to take you for granted. It wasn’t easy for the both of us and I will always remember that. It’s just that I never knew something like this would happen to us. I’m glad to see that it brought us closer. And I know for sure that when I said yes, I meant it without a doubt. No doubt about you, no doubt about me, and no doubt about us. Last but not least, a foreverphobic person wants to tell you: Forever is a long time, but I wouldn’t mind spending it with you. Friday, January 13, 2012
I'll rather break my own heart, than let you break it.
1/13/2012 09:03:00 pm
Tiring, emotionally and mentally. You thought you could do it. But you're not strong enough. Maybe you don't want to be. You just want to have a simple life. You just want to be a normal nobody in school. Unrecognized. So nobody will give a fuck about who you are, or who you like.this video is totally for me. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IZD49weSFk Saturday, January 07, 2012
crumble
1/07/2012 04:20:00 pm
Thursday, January 05, 2012
what do I mean to you
1/05/2012 12:34:00 pm
I hate this feeling, this feeling of uncertainty. Even though it might be quite evident that you have some positive feelings for me at least, I just cannot be sure. I have so much to ask you about her, but I cannot. I have to pretend that I am not affected by her, or your past with her. I have to fake a smile even though I am always thinking about what you're thinking. Sometimes, I doubt you and I doubt myself. I doubt your liking for me. And I doubt my own ability to make myself believe that you are over her. And I don't see the point in me convincing myself that you're over her if you're not. So I'm stuck once again.
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