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I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
ineedsleep,com
5/31/2011 11:57:00 pm
TIRED MAX
Monday, May 30, 2011
it's been so long
5/30/2011 08:39:00 pm
so freaking tired, aiming to sleep by 10 tonight?tml is gg to be a long day :( trng, ftb and tuition! contemplating baking now but I am too lazy D: shall wait for Sat night :) can't wait to make Summer Pudding with Anne Poi :) Sunday, May 29, 2011
higher (:
5/29/2011 07:13:00 pm
 it's taking me higher, higher, high off the ground :D dreading the week ahead but fuckkkkkk it, I will survive! looking at my schedule book alone scares me :( oh wells, that's what I get for signing up for so darn many camps I guess! ok emo nemo time. from awkwardmoments: that awkward moment when you see two people hug and you feel like a loner :( and I came up with my own awkward moment! THAT AWKWARD MOMENT WHEN YOUR CAPTAIN IS READING OUT THE LINE UP FOR THE RACE AND YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IN THE ROOM WHOSE NAME SHE DIDN'T CALL OUT. that one is really holy crap. anw just had HTHT was my dad in the kitchen, over dinner. asked about his love story. I was like thinking my dad damn brave la, go through all the bullshit then finally found courage to love again. but he is like muttering lots of "knnbccb" now because he didn't strike lottery BACK TO THE STORYYY I rlly thk he damn bloody tough and damn bloody lucky to have gotten rid of the ex-wife. another amazing love story I heard recently was about my uncle and his gf of THIRTY FIVE YEARS. my uncle was 21 when he got tgt with his gf, like freaking more than half his life with her :) totally sweet. no marriage certificate, no wedding, no kids, no obligations to be together but they lasted for so long :) :) sweet like (fructose)x(sucrose)x(glucose) papa Tay is off to fetch mama Tay back from work, everyday without fail :) Saturday, May 28, 2011
Glee - Pretending (:
5/28/2011 10:35:00 pm
Face to face and heart to heart Will we ever say the words we’re feeling How long do I fantasize Will we ever say the words we’re feeling Keeping secrets safe Will we ever say the words we’re feeling 49 days Xueting, 49 days
5/28/2011 07:01:00 pm
49 days later I'll be at the following: all ready to but in 42 days ... I will be at  all ready to :) and last warning to this girl!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OA0_yfKPPw8&feature=share I can only do half! basket! damn mother sad
5/28/2011 03:22:00 pm
 omg omg omg omg :( this is just terrible :( and I am so mad @ Confucius, he is a LIAR. when he said "It does not matter how slow you go as long as you do not stop.", he forgot to add that it does not apply for dragonboating. LIARRRRRRRRRRRR Thursday, May 26, 2011
Mr Almost Right
5/26/2011 10:33:00 pm
What happens when you meet Mr Right, but find out someone's got there first? Do you:a) bury your feelings, convince yourself nothing can ever happen between the two of you and move on? or b) fail miserably to bury your feelings and act like an incompetent fool in front of him? from "Mr Almost Right" :) and here is something from the book .. I hope he understands why I can't invite him. What am I talking about? I know he does. Today's told me we both know exactly what's going on. Now all we've got to do is slam on the brakes and avoid the cliff edge that's looming ever closer. She's right, of course, but I'm stupidly fearful that I'll sit opposite him feeling nothing because he's not Charles. I can't stand how sad that'll be, how trapped I'll feel by an infatuation that cannot bear fruit. I come so close to telling her everything, but I don't want to pass on the melancholia that's plaguing me. Much better I nip it in the bud in private. oh so pretty (:
5/26/2011 10:23:00 pm
 do you ever feel that you can't go long, maybe you're not strong, and every stroke is wrong? Monday, May 23, 2011
an ok Monday but tml will be hell
5/23/2011 09:55:00 pm
 omg omg this is totally ME (:  I say and hear this too often, LOL.  true D:  oh no :( :( time to sleep now. 510am everyday is nt a joke :( Saturday, May 21, 2011
harsh realityyyy
5/21/2011 08:56:00 pm
  
Thursday, May 19, 2011
New York Valentine
5/19/2011 10:19:00 am
It's our biggest challenge, working out how we can do the best for the people we love while remaining true to ourselves.From NYV, another Carmen Reid book :) currently reading Mr Almost Right, rather nice toooo :D :D and I want this!  sure looks yummy :D the following is what I feel towards DB :(  and this is just :( :( :(  one more :(  BUSY BUSY DAY AHEAD!! today was crazy okay! let X be the number of minutes of paddling. I thought last friday was bad but no, today was ^&&&^%%$^#^^&*%&%%*))%^%# last fri was X warm up 3X set 2X set then X then end .. so total of 7X today we did 5X at ONE GO. like WTFFFFFF but it was just one 5X set :D and obviously we had 0.5X warm up! still bloody tired. Imma die :( but Coach said that today marks the end of our long dist trng :D from now on, the longest set will be 1.5X :) YAY YAY YAY and EV made me rather happy la, obviously I slowest for run again but got improve a bit so ok :) water ev damn cui though D: pull ups also disappointing. as in pple were disappointed in me but for me I am rather contented :D Tuesday, May 17, 2011
food heals your soul
5/17/2011 11:21:00 pm
applesauce muffinsbread&hotdog&crabstick&egg bundle
toast hard boiled eggs charsiew rice pear tea Frolick egg tart xlb truffle xlb fried rice yam xlb veggie&pork dumplings :) who needs Friday? Monday, May 16, 2011
5/16/2011 02:15:00 pm
I really need to sleep before gym ltr but I am stuck to Y U NO's twitter. damn funny.here goes Monday, Y U NO fun fun fun like friday? Bruno Mars, Y U NO go catch grenade in Libya? Justin Bieber, so many girls like you, Y U NO find somebody to love yet? Dad, Y U NO buy me car like in Sweet Sixteen? Lady Gaga, Y U NO pick up the telephone? Rebecca Black, Y U NO like everyday? and this is my favourite: ABS, Y U NO HIDE MY STOMACH FATS. like what the, damn funny 16/07/2011
5/16/2011 11:21:00 am
16 JULY 2011I AM WAITING FOR YOU BRING IT ONNNNNN Sunday, May 15, 2011
Jet Lag
5/15/2011 10:16:00 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntSBKPkk4m4omg this song is really nice, and NEW :D baking mania
5/15/2011 07:38:00 pm
 holy crap, you must in heaven if you are faced with this every day ! anyway, macaroons or no macaroons, life goes on. and my day was awesome because I spent it baking with Vera Anne Poi :) wake up early to eat breakfast with Mum :) it has been a LONG time man. then went to VAP's house! I am so unfit I sweat and pant like a dog by just walking 750m. we started out with APPLESAUCE MUFFINS :D yummy like wtf man. actually we just keep eating the applesauce as we baked, like URMMMMA but it was damn fun. it looks similar to  mmhmmand then we made BERRY-BANANA SMOOTHIE MUFFIN ! it looked similar to  then to top it all off, we made Cranberry cookies :D  hooooray and of course, I must POST THIS Lyricist: VAP Song Title: Dry Leh Dry leh, dry leh, gotta get down to dry leh x infinity like seriously, parady of Rebecca Sad Black is wtf. but I had a good time laughing! last but not least... I want this !  awwww so sweetzxzx Saturday, May 14, 2011
don't turn off the lights
5/14/2011 01:38:00 pm
Xt: Robert Pat is too cool Bestie: eh 你还有喜欢谁? Xt: 你是说 angmoh 还是 ..? Bestie: then 你是要说李南星 meh?!?! Xt: HAHAHAHA
why my Bestie so cool? :D ok short update b4 I hit the streets, not literally though :D actually I think it will be a rather long one. because I am a blogger BUT I keep posting pictures. feeling so guilty. so yup. let's start with Monday. Monday was good because my breathing was rather ok. No hyperventilating. mmhmm. then Monday did Ergo too. like wtf Ergo damn tiring. but I think Rachel was more tired than me beause she was like screaming all over the place. like so excited to see me on the Ergo hah. damn bloody good buddy. Tuesday was alright because I gave way to my hyperventilating habit :( but overall, it was still OK. then went for tuition b4 meeting lovelies for dinner @ CSM! yummy dinner to make up for every exhaustion Wednesday was awesomezxzx because BFF came over :D she bought me the best thing on Earth ... GONG CHA WITH PUDDING like OMGOMGOMG right love it and love my bff, hee. we had a really nice lunch tgt and an awesome time reading smartphowned.com and fmylife.com bff outings JUST ROCKS. then had gym b4 gg to Swee Choon for dinner/supper with my lovelies. SMU DB 2010 is really the best thing ever (: but of course stupid things happened and made me emo :( however, there is always food to brighten me up. haha and that was DURIAN mmhmm :) I am living everyday just to eat what I want. and I just took my weight on Wednesday :D YESSSS MAINTAIN MAINTAINNNNNN. damn bloody happy. I don't aspire to be 50kg at my height and I don't ever want to hit 70kg. so I am damn happy with my weight. can go Batam and spam food again HAHA. okay shouldn't jinx myself D: Thursday was movie date w QJM (: WATER FOR ELEPHANTS WAS AWESOME AND STILL IS AWESOME. Robert Pat is the sex, hehe. then tuition and then headed home :( Friday was water training and then gym training before gg for 4 hours of Sports Camp meeting. my name is Xueting Superwoman Zheng. and today was water training plus run. damn bloody tired now :( :( need my right arm to recover. like wtf man. it is really killing me. and now I need to bathe and RUSH OUT! and WTF, I just ate at 1130 but I am hungry again. stomach, Y U NO satisfied? life, Y U NO chill? Thursday, May 12, 2011
2 months 4 days
5/12/2011 10:12:00 am
still regretting the vow I made 9 months and 26 days ago but it will all be over soon. was tempted to break it, but I didn't. my friends around me are even more supportive and determined in helping me fulfill this vow. lovely people (:going movies withzxzx QUAH JIA MIN ltr :D yay yay! can't wait :D then tuition. and then come home for dinner and SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEPS. because there is mornng trg tml. can't wait for next mondayyy! (: anw just sth to describe myself.. 
so full :D
5/12/2011 01:09:00 am
     gooodnight world. argh. 46. urgh. Wednesday, May 11, 2011
picture for thought
5/11/2011 12:40:00 pm
  it is true :(
How Not To Shop
5/11/2011 10:52:00 am
Took this from a book I was reading:If you marry for money, there will always be someone richer. If you marry for beauty, there will always be someone more beautiful. But if you marry for love, you'll never find anyone else who can compare. so true (: rotting @ home now, waiting for lunch with BFF ltr! I'm cooking :D :D mmhmm :) :) it's been so long since I spent decent time with BFF (: and next Monday we get to spend time with Ryan too! hope he doesn't look too funny with his BOTAK head. have gym ltr and tml will be excitingzxzx! probably gym then meet QJM for movie! ARTHUR ARTHUR :D and then head to Senette Lane to give tuition :) thanks to Sherrie, I have some income now! and Jerome is actually rather cute, when he does his homework haha :D Monday, May 09, 2011
abrasion, Y U NO go away
5/09/2011 09:35:00 pm
 THIS IS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. and yes, a recap of AS anyone? the following is a good example of CAUSAL SLIPPERY SLOPE  and of course, nobody leaves here happy.  totally.  this is what I SHOULD BE and NEED TO feel towards db.  damn, so true.  oh-no.  take that, weird classmates. emotionless. there, I did it.
5/09/2011 02:51:00 pm
        anw sth I read ... "We've got your cards and presents at home," Lucille told Harry. "Don't worry. I've got everything I could want." Harry kissed the back of Suzy's knuckles again. awww :) Sunday, May 08, 2011
No Strings Attached
5/08/2011 08:02:00 pm
Hey, you can’t call me and tell me that you miss me. I don’t want to have that conversation on the phone. So you can’t text me and you can’t e-mail me and you can’t write on my wall. Like, if you really miss me, you need to grow up and get in your car and come and see me.and and and, I love this tumblr (: http://etiquetteforagentleman.tumblr.com/ damn bloody awesome mmhmm. runaway
5/08/2011 11:05:00 am
when everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.omg love this song by Bruno Mars. heard it some time back but never bothered to dl it. will dl it now :D love B.M ttm! anyway: 8 months down, 2 more to go! :D and yes, like I said before. Nobody leaves this blog HAPPY. 
Saturday, May 07, 2011
yes no maybe
5/07/2011 02:03:00 pm
shouting doesn't help.and crying doesn't help either :( spamming "Get It Right" because I can't get it right. and because the lyrics is really what I feel. Friday, May 06, 2011
each to his own
5/06/2011 11:18:00 pm
   found mine in pri school and sec school :)
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