Just had self proclaimed break with Amber Fong, desert at Koufu is the sex! I am damn slack, I came to school, went facebook, slacked, ate Mr bean with Amber, slacked, did LTB and went for the self proclaimed break with Amber. I deserve instant death for slacking so much, I could have done sth productive like erm write a poet or compose a song!

I love talking to Amber, she is damn funny yet sincere and I really learn a lot from her (: was talking to her about DB haha, that’s like our common topic! And boys, haha but mostly DB (: I told herabout what I thought of when I was bathing this morning. I was thinking to myself: if 39 trainings cannot give me my medal, then I will train 78, 117, 156,195 times until I get my medal. I must bring it home. I am quite happy that we got a bronze plate but a medal would really mean much more.

WenYi was telling me just now about how she felt ytd and it was how I felt too.. the feeling that you did your best but you didn’t win simply because you aint strong enough is just sucky. I rmb after Semis when I knew we lost by 00:00:04, I was like damn damn damn sad. Then Jason asked us, what could have prevented that 00:00:04, was it the extra push during training, that extra 1.25kg during gym or an additional rep. I think we need to train so much more, but in the sense of having more trainings but pushing ourselves further in future trainings. Instead of kaopehing every training, I am gg to finish my set and aim to do even more. I really hate losing ): but like what Amber said, the seniors have trained so much more to come to where they are and we will have our time. Now we might think training is damn xiong but she said that during summer it is gg to be much worse, so I guessed everyone just have to prepare themselves mentally and physically (:

Everyone thinks dragonboat is damn time consuming. It is. I think it is more about balance. Wysen was saying on Sat during dinner that it is all about sacrificing and having your priorities right, which I agree. I think it is better to have a few priorities than to be all over the place. What’s the point right? I know that in school, I will focus on my studies and db and blog lol, at home I will be a filial girl, ok I try, and I will love God. That’s enough. God, family, studies, DB. Enough on my hands. I will really feel fulfilled if I can be my best for all of those. I don’t exactly need to have so much more. It is really about what you want in life, what are your priorities. Bff was telling me about how she want her double degree/major but then again how much more impt are other things. Studies is not EVERYTHING, really. At least for me, it isn’t.

I don’t want to be just a smugger who goes for class then heads home. With DB, it is TEAM BUILDING every training.

According to Ng (2010), dragonboat is home, so how do you leave home and never look back?

Something to ponder on everyone. Btw, Ng is Ng Bao Qi.

LTB meeting at 6pm :( I have got everything settled muahahah :D I'm awesome! hope it doesn't drag! I need to do my RMSS homework, rawr! >=[ and I am hungry AGAIN, omg, my stomach is a bottomless bit. I am the CUI.