2. you're craving for Cadbury Gold chocolate in the freezer but you're still stuck to the chair.
3. concurrently you're also craving for pasta salad from Astons.
4. you get irritated by the song(the one you picked) iTunes is playing & proceed to choosing another song.
5. you try to gather your thoughts & put them down on a blog post but end up coming up with a list of signs to show that you're moodless.
6. you get frustrated with yourself & decide you should go to slp instead, at least the bolster offers some comfort.
7. you move your ass to bed & hope that you'll have a sweet dream.

screw iTunes. of all songs, it had to play 沉默玩具. super emo, emo like NO MOTHER.

Back from Convocation :D

had an awesome time with the REDBULLS (: bet Alicia is like super happy ok. HAHAH TOMMI FINALLY DID STH USEFUL IN HIS LIFE. after Convo went to Vivo rooft top to chit chat. Ky, T & Yl went to buy food then I HTHT with B & Jw! I love HTHTS :D really amazing how we can have HTHTs with people we only knew for a weeeeeeeek!

poor Ky fell today, hope she still can give birtttttttth in future haha. I damn pek chek because I cabbed home. $4.80 okay, damn midnight charge. w/o midnight charge it would be $3.20 only DAMN LAMEEEEEEEEEE. stupid charge. hate it :(

a lot of things in my mind now. I am just not ready for school I guess? but heck it alrdy. sch is gg to start whether I am ready or not. screw it. I just neeeed to make friends and be a good friend to everyone. You nvr know who is gg to be the one for you.

anw I wanted to blog this for so long alrdy.

I went for Acad Briefing @ SMU some time back. I wasn't supposed to sit where I sat. I sat at some corner but some personnel told me to move. so I moved. then JY msged me, super timely. she sms me when this girl sat beside me. JY msged me to make friends, like super random of her but she super super timely. so I spoke to that girl, Michelle. who helped me contact her FACI, Nicole, to help me get an FTB grp. thus I was placed in Incendia 3. I would been in a totally different grp if I actually approached Kriff's FACI, Langer. I wouldn't have been part of the awesome girls power Red Bulls. I wouldn't have met awesome pple who I find comfortable hanging out with, whom I can just be loud with, talk dirty(hahah), act crazy(or be crazy), kaopeh at anything, make fun of their mothers and imaginary lovers. then again, everything fell into place so nicely so the rest of it, which is to maintain these friendships is rlly up to me! :D my first friends in SMU. come to think of it, HTHTS rlly bond pple tgt. shld have more of it. shld tlly introduce this to companies. for employers/ees to have HTHTS (:

I am so tired right now. time to slp so I wouldn't slp in the office ltr. meeting JW for lib training & she is gg w me to collect my card, awesome :D I know she loves Bro John more than me :(

anw the Xtreme channlenge 2nd game was like ****. LIKE SERIOUSLY WHO CAN WIN THIS CRAP. I was damn pissed >=[ stupid game. the few subsequent games damn fun. Caterpillar agn! damn easy because all girls haha. some games we disadvantaged la but the rest we did ok. haha. the last game killed Belinda because the moment we started she was like "**** this!" I was quite shocked but not judging ok, I used like damn a lot of vulgarities on the last day too. 2nd day used 6 hahah. OH I MUST TALK ABT KY!!! she laughed @ me while we did the rolling on sand thing :( so baddddd lor, I keep kping her abt tt after we washed up! washing up was the best thing ever. actually had to rinse shoes b4 entering the main campsite then there was a water pipe so we all tried the shampoo commercial thing hahah. NICE ONE. anw I damn blur because I forgot to bring shorts to bathe lol. Yen Lin had to take for me :\ then the previous day I forgot to bring bra in hahal what shit. My brain cuiiii one :(

anw I think I under-packed for the camp. had to borrow things here & there. thought the packing list a bit exaggerating but it wasn't. guess I shld be more kiasu in future. lunch was the usual agn! chicken EVERYDAY. had some time to slack :D then I think debrief & evaluation time!! I really enjoyed the camp a lot but I am obviously damn weak :\ knock out after 2 days :( sucks to be me :\ should spam more vitamin C as abel suggested! our grp had special recognition!! because we're the only girl grp & ONLY 6 girls. not 16 haha. we damn awesome =D took bus back to SMU with Bel, Haena & Erin. damn lucky they provided buses. alighted @ sch of Acct then walk to Bugis to take bus with my SUPER HEAVY BAGSSSSSSSSSS. died.

06 Aug 10

went to work. nearly died cause it was so cold. met Bestie @ Bugis Mrt to collect my present. I was so shocked to see TURQUOISE iPod SHUFFLE :D niceeeeeeeee to the max lor! my 1st apple product yay! super duper happy lah! thanks Bestie once again (:

07 Aug 10

my mum damn shocked to see me in my cui state. she actually asked me to see the doctor. normally she will kp me if I wanna see the doctor but today she actually suggested it. I was damn shocked. guessed I look too shitty :(

Hy came over to collect his stuff and he keep asking me to rest. srsly i damn cui. i keep spamming medicine! i wna get well soooon!

I am so in love with Jessica Jarell's Key To My Heart (: