敗 犬 |
I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Sunday, February 28, 2010
the real update!
2/28/2010 11:20:00 pm
WED- find mum for lunch - went to sister's house HUANQING COOLGIRL YAP IS NOT MY BESTIE ANW. we decided to be sisters! yup, just like yating & I (: -keep slacking @ sister's house! -MQ-ed, CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY THURS -went airport! -went to meet Sheryl -went food market to drink SUGAR CANE JUICE, veh naise (: -went home -went meet sister! zhong dian is I HELPED AN OLD LADY ON THE WAY. SHE KEPT THANKING ME ^^ MADE MY DAY! -went sister's house! -MQ-ed, CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY -chilled out by eating & eating haha! -went out at 430am to buy cup noodles -looked at stars & thought they were damn pretty -talked some more.. FRI -IKEA outing w sister, christina & her bf! =D -went home take more stuff -went sister's house! today was really special! first time I fixed a cupboard FROM SCRATCH! totally energy draining. fixed a chair too! woah lurh. was damn tired! -MQ-ed, CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY -talk to sister -was emo, cried a bit :( then slept SAT -lunch w sister! -WORK @ Tampines 1 -SHOOK DAI YANG TIAN'S HAND -home sweet home SUN -svc -pm -sf -aunt's house visitation! aunt keep saying my face cui :( I HOW EMO? DAMN EMO! cousin was really nice (: to walk me to the bus stop. he is still the same old him.. always sending me to the bus stop & always smoking on the way.. was just talking to him abt our family problems. just like what he said, the older generation's quarrels should noot affect us (: -took bus 145 home -QUARREL W MUM >=[ -emo -cry -talk to sister -emo -emo meeting sister for dinner tml hah! =D she is gg to give me some KFC buddy meal treat! :D whooooo ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOON! I THINK YOU LOOK SUPER AWESOME ON STAGE TODAY (: TOTALLY HANDSOME, HAHA! sister put MQ into ext hard disk for me alrdy! tml can collect from her during dinner! 沒有如果
2/28/2010 11:13:00 pm
如果我說 愛我沒有如果錯過就過你是不是會難過 若如果拿來當藉口 那愛是不是有一點弱 如果我說愛沒有如果 真的愛我就放手一搏 還想什麼 還怕什麼 快牽起我的手 有人說 世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死 而是我就站在你面前 你卻不知道我愛你 我常說 如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住 那世界末日已來到 不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天 如果我說 愛我沒有如果 錯過就過你是不是會難過 若如果拿來當藉口 那愛是不是有一點弱 如果我說愛沒有如果 真的愛我就放手一搏 還想什麼 還怕什麼 快牽起我的手 別怕太快樂 別怕失去我 阮經天
2/28/2010 03:17:00 am
I NEED 阮經天 FOR MY BIRTHDAY, ACTUALLY ANY DAY.I AM SO FRIGGING ADDICTED TO HIM :( MAIN POINT: I AM NVR GG TO GET HIM! 2/28/2010 12:26:00 am
i must stop crying! 敗犬女王 is too emo :( have been crying since weddddddddddanw sth funny! bestie was entering the room after bathing, I was watching 敗犬女王 while she was bathing, when she entered the room this took place bestie: eh crying again ah?!?!??! xt: I .... (then watch show and continue crying) bestie: you got to stop it leh, crying is not going to work xt: (continue crying) damn lol. bestie: eh bring the tissue here xt: (brings the tissue and puts it back) bestie: aiyah just leave it here la you are going to need it again SERIOUSLY I HAVE BEEN CRYING EVERY EPISODE. like I wipe my tears until my eye REEED. 敗犬女王 is too tear inducing, I really don't want to cry but really buay tahan. and I am only 2/3 through it. the back like more emo I bet, freak shit. all besie's fault, she watched like 3 times alrdy. then now she just watch me cry, I feel damn paiseh :\ 敗犬女王 ftw (: I gg over to herh se to watch again! to cry again! :( Thursday, February 25, 2010
goodbye!
2/25/2010 03:46:00 pm
goobye to SH, SY, ML! ): went to airport from bestie's hse! took like 90plus minute :( basket!slept at 430 this morning watching MQ! damn nice, I kept crying like some mofo, cause it is too touching. no wonder bestie said i can definitely relate to the story. anw i was verbally abused by bestie ytd! she always scold me 'f' ! haha, but the person we abuse most is from 183club. HE NEED TO GIVE US A BREAK! >=[ I am gg to watch more of MQ! =D nice story, rlly love CY! she did a damn good job at portraying the role. I thought it was damn touching. then I kept irritating bestie abt the show. like she said it is ok for CY to date ER even though in the show they are 8yrs apart, and CY is older. so I told bestie to date someone who is 11 yrs old this yr, everyday the boy will tell bestie "jiejie, I taking psle next yr, we study tgt" LOLOLOL :D she scolded me f like mad when I told her that, hah, bestie hates me :( and I love late night snacking at bestie's house :D her snacks damn nice, not like my house :( I am gg to finish the 2yr past expiry date chicken essence HAHA. must take more tonic for my BABY(HAHAHAHH JX HAHAHAHAH) gg back to meet bestie ltr :D came home to eat lunch ( I am cheapo) and to charge phone ( I am careless)! I DREAD NEXT FRI. I NEED SOMEONE TO GO TO SCH W ME TO COLLECT RESULT. BUT WHOEVER IS GG BACK WITH ME CNNT ASK ME ABOUT MY RESULT, CAN ONLY LAUGH OR CRY W ME. I GUESS I AM HAVING NO ONE. DAMN IT. Wednesday, February 24, 2010
i officially hate yap huanqing
2/24/2010 01:14:00 pm
Xt 我知道我的一切你已不想要 ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says: eh use ur hse fone call? ?!?!?!1 HuanQing says: as in my hse phone no batt i dont wanna waste my ho bill hp ur blog please cheap up HAHAHAHA u rock I officially hate Yap Huan Qing! but I am still gg over to her hse tonight ^^ (: bestie ftw (:
2/24/2010 12:01:00 am
first up, bestie shld stop being emo, cause we're guna spend the next 3 days tgt! so pls cheap up, dun fret over people tt are not worth ur time. hopefully things take a better turn.damn happy that I am staying over at bestie's hse today & tml! and we are gg to ikea tgt from her hse on fri =D to eat the nicest meatballs hah! haven even congratulate bestie for her good news on monday! was like super happy for her ^^ staying over at sushan's next week. very soon I am gg to forget what is home. Damn shit. sat is EBC outing ^^ I am so emo right now, emo for bestie and myself. FMYLIFE, seriously. I KNOW TT U R MAKING USE OF ME BUT I RESIST THE URGE TO EXPOSE YOU, SO SERIOUSLY JUST GET LOST AND LET ME BE IN PEACE. I FREAKING HATE YOU. and I am gg to freaking miss SH when she goes to taiwan =( emo much Sunday, February 21, 2010
spendaholic =(
2/21/2010 10:51:00 pm
I spent 150bucks in 1week. LIKE WHAT SHIT. I also cnnt believe it =( I hate myself :(goodbye my goodbye my I am damn emo now! and guess what? a leopard never change its spot. I am doing onlnie shopping now. Basket BASKET :(
2/21/2010 02:51:00 am
I AM SO FRIGGING EMO AND PISSED. WNA POST EMO LYRICS ALSO CNNT BECAUSE ONE PERSON TYPED THE WRONG LYRICS EVERYONE JUST FOLLOW. BASKET. I AM DAMN LAZY TO TYPE THE CORRECT ONE SO JUST GO WATCH THE FRIGGING MV =(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NN-j1iEkmRA IT'S SO EMO. THE CHORUS DAMN DAMN EMO :( BUT I HAVE A NICE KOREAN SONG TO INTRO THOUGH. A HAPPY ONE. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xw2h4VAcUJ8 my beautiful sat afternoon
2/21/2010 02:17:00 am
damn frigging tired, I was supposed to slp early! visitations tml EARLY IN THE MORNING. tsk tsk tsk.anyway I love saturday! waking up at 12pm is damn shiok, but dun envy me, I only slept at 6am okay! like WHATTTT THE. and the frigging fone keeeeeps ringing. MY MUM'S FRIEND DAMN ANNOYING friend: ah mooi in? xt: no friend: ohh.. long silence friend: can I have her number? xt: 9******* friend: oh.. let me get a pen and paper long silence (part 2) friend: her number is? xt: 9******* friend: oh 9***, then? xt: **** friend: ok, she is not at home? xt: no (like what the, what a duh qns) after that I just left the fone on the bed, didn't put the receiver back MUAHAHAHAH damn bloody annoying. I hate it when people call when I am sleeping. I will be damn pissed. Can totally ask hongyun or yishi. I will frigging scream and shout or curse and swear. Don't try anythg funny >=[ finally woke up then I ate breakfast and got ready for cg (: YISHI SAY MEET 1250 then SHE ONLY CALLED ME AT 1305. ask me go down then late! cheat my feeeeeelings :(
went cg and on the way I frightened Jiayu :D crept up on her and went "BOO"! damn funny her reaction =p cg was quite funny. IVAN DAMN SILLLLLY hah, RYAN'S SMS DAMN EVIL MUAHAH. after tt went to take train to meet SH & KW! went to SH to get present then went 313 to meet KW! anyway 313 got half naked men! hot hot! like mascots for RAMENPLAY. hehheh, I like =) we went for dinner! I ate beeeeef noodles =D I like I damn like! Super nice. Must bring everyone to eat next tym =D although the price went up! BASKET :( then Sh treated me Frolick (slurps), it's frigging nice. I am gg to have one every week ^^ I shall save up for it. The frolick girl damn pretty, only one of them though. The pretty one looks a bit like the girl in "Secret"! the other one just some ahlian aka CUI. then we chiong to Cathay for the movie! Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief damn naise, slept for 5mins though :\ overall I like the movie though at some parts I quite scared HAHA but din hold SH or attempt to bite her hand :p after the movie we went to buy KW's earphones (: then KW said if they dun let him use the member's card to get discount he will sit on the floor and kick his legs in the air. He wanted SH and I to join but we said no lol, OF COURSE NOT. hah then went ION! I introed the takoyaki to SH & KW! told them to boycott Wowtaco :p drank macha? damn bitter!! after tt wanted to go home. we alrdy parted then I just took out my fone from my bag and saw KW calling. when I picked up it was SH. she asked if I still wanted to chill out. the point is my fone on silent and non vibration so if I din take out my fone, I would have missed the call =( but lucky I took out lah! they tricked me about gg back to the same spot! then KW tricked me say tt he duno whr is SH! and then he said he nt meeting us. TSK BAD BOY! we wanted to find somewhr to talk till late night so we went to MAC ^^ talked till 12 plus then we went home! I love my friends, yeah friends, not just colleagues but friends (: damn busy tml. I am tiredddddddddddddddddddddd Saturday, February 20, 2010
if you need laughter, you have come to the right place
2/20/2010 01:46:00 am
有一个人名叫阿爽,他不辛被车撞死了。他妈妈在拜他时哭旁边的人就问,儿子死了你还爽什么?” 她说:“爽死了” Dear white、 something you got to know. When I was born、I was black. When I grow up、I am black. When I'm under the sun、I'm black. When I'm cold、I'm black. When I'm afraid、I'm black. When I'm sick、I'm black. When I die、I'm still black! . You---white people, When you were born、you were pink. When you grow up、you become white. You're red under the sun. You're blue when you're cold. You are yellow when you're afraid. You're green when you're sick. You're gray when you die. And you、call me ' c o l o r ' 一天母鸡飞上了屋顶,主人气气愤的说“你下来,再不下来 Friday, February 19, 2010
I love Timbre (:
2/19/2010 11:58:00 pm
woohoo back from Timbre w Nigel, Sushan & Huimin =DHad a damn fun day lurh! damn long nvr see sushan seriously! saw nigel and huimin last yr but just the hi bye kind of meeting! finally can meet today, wheee! met huimin @ 645, bought cake & candles! thn met nigel. huimin and nigel had very INTERESTING conversations. nigel is such a blurhead (a very cute one, hehe) :O then super-late-but-not-worth-the-wait(lol) sushan finally arrived! tsk, make us wait >< but you birthday girl, so we nice to you (for today!) walked to timbre and we ordered the happy hr promotion. I am seriously not a beer person =( vodka ftw hah :D ate pizzas and just sit there talk cock(make fun of huimin's height, suan sushan, sushan suan me back, laugh at nigel's chin :P)! we ate like damn alot. the bill was quite ok though, 3 of us split though because the treat was for sushan :D and then we gave her the gifts! dress & shorts & belts ^^ damn nice yo! then I invented a new dish, heineken pizza :( freak gross :( because I accidentally knocked the heineken over the NEW PIZZA. we ate 3 pizza in total. first was roasted duck & german sausage! (then we cut the birthday cake :D) then we ate seafood & tandoori chicken. but the 2nd one was chaota :( so after we ate like 3/4 we told them to change it. cause sushan damn anal :P then i spilled heineken over the 3rd one =( I HAD TO EAT THAT PART :( basket! i love it when the band starting singing! whoohoo! damn naise. I like Timbre @ old school better!! damn windy, went there on wed w A.W! anw wanted to stayover @ sushan's but couldn't so yup next week :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY(belated) MY 7YR FRIEND (: love you! wanted to ask NL abt sth that happened 2yrs ago! but no courage, I dunwan to know the answer also =( dilemma! i need to get drunk & get the courage hah :( meeting KW and SH tml ^^ thanks SH for being my listening ear ytd (: rlly needed to talk to someone & ask for advice :( and thanks Bestie for the nice nice takoyaki ytd :D I am gg to intro everyone to eat it :D I LOVE IT. I love shopping w u @ ION & 313. You're the best k! Love you ^^ Monday, February 15, 2010
EBC MOVIE OUTING (:
2/15/2010 03:20:00 am
watched Valentine's Day on Valentine's Day. The movie was damn awesome (: anything w EBC is awesome! =)Actually I woke up at like 1:30? damn ridiculous I know, but it's new year, I can be lazy =D changed & went to Aunt's place for lunch, rched tpy so I went to check my acct. Congratulations to me when I went to check my bank account. So awesome, left with 22bucks (wtf), oh it rhymes. So emo on the first day of CNY! but nvm, money can be earned (to be eventually spent away). sucks to be me, really. we trained down to bradell & my mum was surprisingly nice to me. she actually volunteered to top up my fare card but I rejected the offer, dunno what was wrng w me, I regret my action now :( had a damn awesome lunch, although it's the same food every year. I JUST LOVE MY UNCLE. he is such an awesome cook, even my mum was like asking him for tips lurh. and I simply love the way he addresses everyone, like he goes "eh peng eww ah!", like every one is peng eww. so cute for an uncle (: way to go peng eww. slacked around the house and watched tv and eat random cny goodies. I love all those crap stuff :D slacked till 6 then went off to meet ebc. I WAS EARLY, like seriously for once I am early!! :D met ryan first then met yishi. went to iluma w ryan to buy tix but they were sold out! the girl at the tix counter damn freaky, I was like thking if she could just shut up. AND LEE YISHI SO SLOW, sibeh inefficient, she reached when ryan and I walked back to bugis, tsk tsk tsk. THE BEST THING IS LEE YISHI WORE MY VALENTINE'S DAY GIFT TO HER LOL. to show that she truly loves me back(ewk, gross). Even ryan said it looks nice too :D of course, because it is PINK. when i was deciding on a color I was like thking either purple or green, then I realised it was supposed to be for her & not me so I took pink! SO GAY (just like lee yishi, hee) but yup pink looks fine on her, totally brings out the gayness in her :P but v happy she liked it! I thk if I am gg to get it, I will get the greeeeeeeeen one :D cause if I get purple, I will be gay-er than her HAHA. anyway we went to get out ticket at shaw! then went to find foooood (: walked for like 30mins before settling down at Yoshinoya. and ryan & yishi damn evil. they always present the harsh truth of reality to me. 1. there are many princesses, but only one prince. only one princess will marry the prince & the rest will be alone! =( 2. the train is packed but there is one cabin that has space, but not for us. 3. if ebc continues to spend, when we go to taiwan/hongkong, we will need to eat maggie mee cooked using a rice cooker :( So scary! but we were damn happy @ yoshinya :D I laughed at something for like 5mins, with mochi in my mouth, damn hilarious :P shopped at Cold Storage & bought snacks to smuggle into cinema! hee.. I had a random thought of being a doctor today when yishi was talking to me. she was just telling me tt the medicine she was taking for her face had side effects, then I had this NOBLE ambition of being a doctor to produce medicine that doesn't cause side effects. Like I felt it for like 5seconds and no more. that NOBLE feeling lasted for 5seconds, then I went on to thking tt if I actually succeed, I will win the NOBEL prize. So i concluded, someone like me who has no heart for people but only money cnnt become doctor :( sucks! VALENTINE'S DAY IS A MUST-WATCH. seriously damn freak funny! I shall be a spoiler.. Woman: I need happy, I need love, I need care. and I need you to give me all that Man: you need Jesus HAHAH, I laughed till I died. still got a lot of funny scenes. laugh till you drop, really! I love the part where Bradley Cooper acted as a gay, damn bloooooooody funny. and some broadcaster was like reporting about a sportsmen who just stepped out of the closet, then for the closing he said "I will be standing behind you, metaphorically! " guessed what, Lee Yi Shi didn't get it! you are so WOLS, heeee. while watching the adverts, we have decided on 4 other movies which we are gg to watch tgt! :D 1. Pope Joan 2. I FORGOT =( 3. Remember Me 4. Letters for Juliet the best thing is I am watching PJ&TLT this SAT (: yayness I wanna watch "Alice I W", "Hachiko", "I hate V's Day", "Dear John", "Being Human Being" too! Gg to be broke soooon, damn shit :( I am alrdy broke. Really sucks! I am tired. its freaking 3:52 nao ><> Labels: movies Saturday, February 13, 2010
I am an Asian.
2/13/2010 05:11:00 pm
Back from Huanqing Coolgirl Yap's house! (: Damn happy tt I got to spent the day/night w her! Yay, met her after svc today! thanks to Mel's uncle who fetched us to Bishan! trained to AMK w Bestie b4 taking bus to her house!Omg I ate damn alot at her house please. I ate like there is going to be a famine for the next 20years. HAHA like 8egg pratas, 4packets prawn maggie mee, 5litres sugarcane. BAGUS! then we watched BQNW! watched till 5AM. like no joke, my eyes were like O_O alrdy! after tt she slept... and I cried myself to sleep. the show rlly made me think a lot. I just couldn't sleep after watching. two words just kept lingering in my heart.. 真心.. I dunno why :( then I just thinking about a lot of things :( so couldn't sleep. Only slept at like 6? Kept crying and crying like some idiot. I seriously dunno what the point of 真心. finally woke up at 1pm & tried for 1hr to get Bestie out of bed. She seriously needs 12hours of slp everyday, what shit. We ate macs, I ate damn a lot (again) (: I spam like 13hotcakes 7hashbrowns and I finished Bestie's milo, although we supposed to share HAHA. I hate mac's milo :\ it was milky but I FINISHED IT ANYWAY LOL :P Wanted to eat some more but didn't know what to eat. So I hit the fridge for some sugarcane again lol. Nice Painted our nails then I went home ^^ I love the new french manicure thing that Bestie have! I am so motivated to do my french manicure nowwwww, yay! (: My nails are my pride! was damn happy last week when Rac commented tt I have nice nails! Mich said tt I have nice nails too ^^ MY PRIDE! On a random note, I know my mother is so glad her curse worked :\ She was cursing me tt if I continue to eat & eat I won't be able to fit into the new yr clothes tt I bought in Jan. TRUE ENOUGH. Damn shit I cnnt fit into my 2 skirts, sucks to be me, FML. I damn emo one corner now, no new yr clothes for me :( whatever. I just came home & I ate chicken noodles :D 1 whole drumstick. I need to marry someone rich or not I am gg to eat until he broke :( then I will eat HIM. the safest place is my stomach, taught by yishi lol. Watching Oh! now, I damn envious of Koreans & Angmohs9because I was reading HQ CG Y's magazines ytd). I think they are quite special in a sense like the females generally are versatile? Like girls & women can look girly & feminine whenever they want! :( when these girls are young, they can look feminine and womanly then those grown ups can look girly even though they have passed tt stage(in terms of age)!! NOT FAIR. They benefit when they are young and when they grow older :( Like I think in SG, those typical skinny girls you see on the streets "benefit" when they are young/ when they are schooling. Their petite size make them look adorable and oh-so-cute when they are younger, then when they grow older like when they hit working age, they look too kiddy for office wear. When it is time to show off their womanly figure, they are stuck with their small body frame that is girlish. A description I learn is tt it is hard to distinguish between their butt & boobs because they look 2D. Then those who are more shapely/have more curves look too mature for their age when they are young. They look way older than they supposedly are. When people guess their age, they will guess an age thats like a few years older! These ladies only "benefit" when they hit adulthood, when their curves are being appreciated, when they look feminine in those classy office wear. SO UNFAIR :( emo much!! I think for guys it is still not too bad? Guys cannt have boobs and butt & they cnnt have curves(so exclusivel to ladies)!! They just need to have broad shoulders and tall frame then will generally look good in boyish or manly clothes! AND I THINK SQUARE FACE BOYS ARE VERY CUTE (ok so random^^) enough of my ranting :\ I am so tired. Wanna sleep :( EAT SLP EAT SLP! I am a true EBCIAN! Yawns! Friday, February 12, 2010
I'll still remember
2/12/2010 11:35:00 am
It's been damn long since I last blogged. Okay fine, it has only been 3 days (Bestie will say I am exaggerating again). I have been such a procrastinator these few days, disappointed with self much. However, I do have some achievements I guess.First up, I managed to do some research at TPY library. Don't ask me what research I am doing, it's so complex I don't even know why I started on it. Being me, the one who find all kinds of ways to NOT do what I am supposed to do.. I went to read magazines instead! to justify(oh mr leong) my laziness, I shall present you some interesting facts I found out! Shall list 3 here! 1. Good gossip is needed in our everyday lives! Then again, everyone has a different definition of what is good. Sometimes we gossip too much and land other people (and ourselves) into deep shit. How deep? Damn deep. I am still trying to know what the definition of good gossip? Is it just merely talking about others without exposing too much? Or we can say as much as possible as long as it is true? Or we can talk about other people but remind everyone in the conversation that what you say are merely your opinions? (More research should be done on this, hah) 2. Men prefer butts over boobs BECAUSE they feel that boobs can be fakeThe first question that came to my mind is WHY ARE MEN SO SKEPTICAL. I think it's unfair for them(men) to over generalise! However, to be fair, I must say a word of justice(lol), I am disgusted with women with fake boobs too :\ Fake boobs in my definition: push up bras, plastic surgery to dump silicon bags into chest, adding 24533455paddings into bra lol. The action of faking chest when they are not there is wrong but no need for men to be so skeptical :( So the value of a woman is summed up in the 2 extended protrusions from their chest (be it real or fake). I think sometimes women do what they do to please their men/ attract men, no? Efforts down the drain girls/ladies :( To achieve a win win situation, women should learn to accept themselves for who they are (be real!)and men should learn to accept women for who they are (& be grateful that they do things just to please you. 3. Watermelon has the same effects as Viagra. Don't question me and ask me how I know, it's written in the magazine! I didn't research on this on purpose! The coolest thing about this is the caption was "Walermelon for his Banana", funny eh? I laughed when I saw it :P Ok, time to boast about my 2nd achievement ;) I PACKED MY TABLE IN ONE NIGHT (claps). Actually in 1 hour, I thought tt last night/this morning was the best time to pack it! Reason being I will be gg to Bestie's house tonight! No opportunity of me disrupting the order of my table, NO INCREASE IN ENTROPY! Third achievement, I have been managed to prepare present for DATE(haha, the mystery person will be revealed soon lol) & EBC! =) Meeting DATE later! YAY (: So excited! Enough about my achievements! I am gg to have a busy day ahead =( Going to meet date ltr! Then go for svc with N399! gg to TPY to meet Ken later before gg to Bestie's house for Prata & CNY goodies Party :D :D :D OMG I MISS BESTIE TTM! haven seen her for like 2356362252years :( Time to catch up dude & yeap, congrats to you for finishing your exams! =) I'm sure things will be fine k, don't worry too much about the results! I am gg to be damn packed next week! Busy busy busy :( Actually the business starts today! Sat: meet Bro? HE CALLED ME YTD :D :D :D then rush home for reunion dinner (steamboat YUMS!) Sunday: go visiting? movie w BFF !! (: Monday: party w botak boys at night! :D Wed: Outing w Amanda! Fri: celebrate Sushan's bday w HM & NL! (: maybe OK coming too :D I need to rest :( LAST BUT NOT LEAST, I WANNA SAY THANK YOU TO MIKE HAHAHA. only Shihui & Bestie knows abt Mike & THE GIFT lol, might consider posting abt it with further details. Then again, maybe not. Although I hate it when people think they know me very well WHEN THEY ACTUALLY DON'T & I hate it when people assume things but for this time, I will let everyone assume who Mike is (: Tuesday, February 09, 2010
MLIA.
2/09/2010 01:38:00 pm
Today, I read stories about how the fear of palindromes is Aibohphobia and the fear of long words is Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia. Medical personel have a cruel sense of humor. MLIAToday, after taking my chewable vitamins, I was discussing with my dad how I have a difficult time swallowing pills. My dad said, "You've just got to learn to swallow!" My mom said, "I'm 57 and I STILL can't swallow!" Neither of them understood why I was laughing. MLIA Yesterday, I was studying really hard for my science exam and was getting extremely stressed about it. My dad walked into my room around 11:00, concerned, and asked if he could do anything to help. Completely exhausted and emotionally wasted, I turned around and yelled "No! You know, why don't you go bake me a cake or something. With sprinkles!!!" and went back to work. When I got home today after taking the exam, I saw a vanilla cake with sprinkles sitting on the table with a note from my dad wishing me luck. Thanks, daddy. MLIA THE GOOD NEWS EVERYONE IS WAITING FOR
2/09/2010 02:53:00 am
we are finally meeting again.. didn't think you will ask. both of us are such busy people... but yeap I am looking forward to that day! OUR OUTING! just for 2 of us =DMYSTERY LOVER WILL BE REVEALED AFTER THE OUTING <3 Monday, February 08, 2010
Change!
2/08/2010 11:31:00 am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xCMlVS-66hw&annotation_id=annotation_475935&feature=ivBurning Hot :D as hot as SUJU lol :D anw thought abt some stuff. I tried to give you a chance, but you disappointed me again. I am not gg to try anymore :( you probably don't know how much you've hurt me. I turned to you and yet you just showed me how much you didn't care about me :( RANDOM INPUT: I am done w the laundry! haha actually the washing machine did the laundry not me lol. I was supposed to do it ytd but the headache was kiling me. and the slp didn't help. Considering I slpt for 9hrs.. damn shit. Maybe I have brain tumour :O argh, I wna go back to CJC. I wna go back to eat all the nice food there instead of eating lame swiss roll at home. SUCKS. I don't uds why there are so much smelly cream inside :( Tight budget now, actually no budget for this week. I spent up this week's allowance alrdy :( my mum just came home, she is devastated to know tt I finished the entire swiss roll, not one slice, the whole log lolololol. EMO EMO EMO sth that I koped off Mummy's blog.. I will only bold and highlight stuff that are relevant to what I am feeling. she was talking abt another situation... It's easy to say that words will never hurt but they did. Like crazy. First off, XJ chose to share the story because she was feeling down with all the family stuff and she thought that she could trust her friends. But people judge. And no matter how much you want to go against it, you can't. It's a natural reaction. I was damn disappointed yesterday. If Lee Chong Loon was here, I didn't have to go through all that shit ytd. Screw army for taking away my brother. Damn it. But it really made me wonder.. does status matters in friendship? What is impt is the feelings you feel when you're with each other right? I was damn surprised when I called him like 2 mondays ago and the first sentence he said was like TOTALLY HITTING THE NAIL. like he could read my mind.. like he understood my worries and concern. If you are thking he understands because I tell him all my worries then you're wrong, thats bullshit, I didn't just tell him, but it's probably only him that really understood how I feel instead of rubbing salt to my wound :( Other than all the emo thing I was feeling, reading Joyce's post kinda reminded of tt I am adopted. It feels weird but I am past the stage whr I felt the just-because-I-am-nt-your-own,-you-ill-treat-me. the thing is my parents didn't ill treat me. I just cnnt find a better word then, hah. I am happy to be with them even though sometimes I miss my parents. People that I cnnt put a face too. Probably farmer X and farmer Y in China. I am eating vegetables that they harvest. Nice. Ok, that din cheer me up either. Time to read FMyLife.com ! Sunday, February 07, 2010
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2/07/2010 11:55:00 pm
songs to BUY ONLINE (:Danity Kane - Damaged SHINee - A.MI.GO Chris Daughtry - What About Now, Life After You D 12 - My Band Sean Kingston - Replay, Fire Burning Vanilla Ice - Ice Ice Baby 2NE1 - I Don't Care ZE:A - Mazeltov Flo Rida - Right Round Beyonce - Single Ladies BEP - Boom Boom Pow
Kanye West - Heartless T.I - Dead & Gone The Fray - You Found Me Keri Hilson - Knock You Down Kelly C - My Life Would Suck Without You AND CONGRATS TO HY WHO FOUND THE SONG I WANT. I was telling him the lyrics then I didn't mention the song gt a lot of "oh" then when I mention he said it was damn relevant HAHA. CHARCOAL IS MY BEST FRIEND.
2/07/2010 09:03:00 pm
chaota chaota 的女孩! thats me for sure. everyone is telling me I look chao ta. actually I am. I am having a headache. I shld rest.. but just wna get some stuff done first :Dgot to do laundry ltr. LIKE DAMN SIAN. grr. nap time now. I M TIRED spoil!
2/07/2010 12:33:00 am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAm9l39a-Tc&feature=relatedmy snsd OH gt male version. I am disturbed haha. anw I am watching 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 now, they are discussing abt the top5 kind of women that all women hate. then my mum so anti climax go switch channel. TSK. some women the host & guests hate are women that are fussy, non spontaneous, like to act.. could only catch those b4 mum act cute change channel. I hate those women too. Especially those that like to act, they even specifically mentioned like they hate women that like to act WEAK. hah, I totally agree. Act strong still ok, means they man or probably they wanna let pple know that they are independent. I CNNT STAND GIRLS WHO ACT WEAK. like the guests was like saying those girls that are always fine in front of girls but act weak and helpless in front of guys are irksome. I totally agreeeeeeeeeeeee. It's damn fake and disgusting. Oh, they also mentioned about women who snatch other people's boyfriend/husband. thats like a DOUBLE NO. and double gross. I m tired. Shall go to slp! I AM DAMN ANNOYED BY SOME MF. totally told Ryan abt my plan on hw to deal with tt MF. I OFFICIALLY LOVE OH! BY SNSD :D
Friday, February 05, 2010
the fone call
2/05/2010 10:18:00 pm
I was gg to update my blog when Calvin Lee called me. Now I dunno what to say.I was damn stunned when he called, i thought my mama called or sth. Then I saw his number I just picked up and told him I will sue my hse fone to call him. Damn stunned. anw we were fine then I started crying like so idiot. Like seriously. I duno whats wrong w me. I guess I kinda miss him too much =( I was thking on the bus all those stupid things that we used to do tgt. I guess I m getting emotional these days. I miss CJC too much, and I guess that links to why I miss Chong =( damn it lurh, when more and more people enlist I am gg to cry like some shit kid. I din expect myself to cry like seriously. We din even say anything sad. I just started crying. Damn idiotic. then eh was like asking me to stop crying because he would start crying if I don't stop. AND THE LAST THING HE WANTS IS TO CRY IN FRONT OF ALL THE ARMY BOYS. I kinda stop crying after like 5mins haha. I m such a water tap. I nearly cried ytd when I left after finale night. Nobody will ever understand how much I love CJC. I left when the principal was making her (fyi, it's no longer B.P.R) speech. I was leaving then I heard the school song I nearly DIED la. I almost wanted to run back to the audi and sing w them. Damn emo really. I miss CJC. although there were shit times, there were happy times too. mostly shit times like getting owned by LCK, getting owned by GP tchers circling my full stop because it looked like a 句号, getting scolded by P and V.P for having short skirt (when my skirt was knee length), going for detention when I rched school at 650 but rched assembly venue late, running 2.4km for 345365764524525times, train for SBJ and get 2 scars on my knees, screwing up my first SC project.. happy moments like my class celebrating my birthday, facilitating for orientation, rasing $11k for the sch w my grp of CI mates, wearing my SC tag for 1 yr, making announcements and conquering my fear of spking in public, gg for OCIPs, fighting for seaweed chicken w friends, sleeping in lectures, bandaging my feet to school whenever I don't feel like wearing shoes.. DAMN IT I WNA GO BACK TO CJC :( anw back to today! met up with SHIHUI :D she damn funny, I told her to wait for me at the BUS STOP, she don't uds english! she walked to find me while I walked to find her. Then couldn't find ech other. SILLY GIRL :P luckily there was sth called HP. we went to 313 for brunch :D 刀削牛肉面 damn nice yo! SH took pics! Must go fb to see :D It's damn nice! EAT UNTIL YOU DIE. damn frigging big bowl, super worth it. YUMMY :D and it was the first time I saw women standing on those automatic trolleys or whatever you call it. quite funny :\ after our meal we walked arnd 313! bought stuff ^^ she was supposed to intro me to buy stuff then in the end she bought stuff also! anw if you haven realised, 313 B# is open! FILLED W DELICIOUS FOOOOOOD. Sh wanted to buy food for her grandmama but she had to go to sch b4 gg home so it was quite troublesome :( nvm, we go there & try stuff next tym k? we walked arnd for like 1hr? then went to ION to drink starbucks :D OMG I LOVE ROTTING AT SOME KOPI CORNER AND JUST TALK. it would have been better if we had comfy chairs >:( but whatever, it's nt where I was that matters, it's who I was with that matters :D I mean I love just gg out w nth in mind to buy or do, then just rot at some corner and lim kopi. the feeling is damn naise, some people thk it's a waste of time but I love that feeling of just sitting down and chit-chatting. I drank Caramel Frappechino while SH drank Green Tea Mocha? it was some greenish thing tt tasted rlly NAISE. I am gg to drink it next tym ^^ then Sh gtg :( so we went to wheelock then walk to Tanglin. then the stupid rain started >< so I couldn't walk w her to her bus stop. Damn zzz. Went to borders! found some book tt I liked, might buy them (: the only book I ever bought was "Lucky You" at Carrefour because it was $3. I am such a cheapskate. The point is I have too many books at home that are unread. like 6 to 7? my basic theory for driving is also sitting that. make that 8. left borders and walked arnd town :D shopping alone is quite nice. went to P&B, I damn regret tt I din buy my jacket. I am such an asshole. I din buy it even though it was damn cheap and now I want it. I hate myself :( kinda walked arnd town for 3hrs? bought stuffs. WHICH IS WHY I DUN UDS WHY I DIN BUY MY P&B JACKET. it's too late to regret now, there was only ONE PIECE left. that alone was enough to convince me to buy it after trying it. BUT I DIN. somebody slap me (I m kidding). after tt went tp TPY. met ken. HIS RINGTONE WAS INSOMNIA! I din know eh. quite cool though! I was just wondering if it was Craig's version or Wheesung's version! went to VALUE DOLLAR shop. bought hangers and PRINGLES. ttly reminded me of CLCL. damn it =( it reminded me of him eating my chips even though he say he won't touch it :\ I thk when HY go army I will emo also. Everyday I shampoo my hair I will thk of him (& his mother lol). I have just finished dinner but I am hungry agn. TSK WHATS WRNG W ME. I thk my mother is gg to be broke/go broke if I continue emptying her fridge out :( I need to find someone that is rich enough to REPLENISH MY FRIDGE EVERY TIME IT GOES EMPTY. anw orientation had been rlly fun. I am officially white on the inside but black on the outside. SIGH. my skin is peeling & it hurts. I am so damn emo nao! BUT THE HAPPY THING IS I SPOKE TO KOREANS TODAY. DAMN HAPPY! I was telling Ken that I was damn happy lurh! when they said HELLO I was SMILING LIKE SOME IDIOT. haha pls dun ask why I could have the honor of spking to 2 koreans. I WILL NVR TELLLLL YOU. lastly, thanks SH for gg out w me today! You made me happppppppppy ^^ and thks for talking to me on the fone when I was so frigging bored. I love you, YAY (: Wednesday, February 03, 2010
quick updates =D
2/03/2010 11:13:00 pm
monwent to sch. stood in the sun for 4 STRAIGHT HOURS. looked like a lobster. went home after tt. DIED. totally. but had fun playing DOGS AND BONE W POKER CARDS lol. Xueting & Shiuan's station 2 for the win :D tues cabbed to sch w shiuan. went to kallang from sch. thanks to eugene lol. had fun there. was under the sun for 3 hours. looked like a COOKED lobster. went back to school. lunched w Francis, Josh Chan, Po, and JJ. THEY LAUGHED AT MY CHINA U(channel u). bathed. talked to the new Principal. nt that bad.. went to meet chong to pass him stuff & collect stuff from him.. met mike & ken.. then went home wed shiuan came over. I cooked spaghetti for her ^^ hope it was nice (: cabbed to kallang.. was under the sun for 2hrs. looked like an overcooked lobster. went back to sch to bathe. went to meet Nithya, Chong, Vien to go Qiao's hse (: LOVELY DAY W THEM! Hannah came at abt 8pm? I rlly love them! =D when Qiao & Vien went down to fetch Hannah, I talked to Chong & Nithya abt stuff. Din rlly tell anyone because I am too sian abt it. Or rather I am so disappointed I don't know who to talk to. I talked to Nithya & Chong because I knew they would uds (: and they did. the last thing you want to hear from your friends when you pour out your sorrows is that they think you deserve it and brought everything upon yourself. I think that sucks totally. thank God for Nithya & Chong. and hoped Chong <3 his card! Brother, I 'll miss you (: TAKE CARE IN ARMY YO! anw I rlly feel alot when I went back as a game master :( I miss CJC. its funny to have juniors waving at you, with smiling faces because I don't recognise them. But of course, super pro me will just nod and smile. I feel happy to be back in CJ because it feels like home.. that day daryl was asking me abt why I chose orientation over work.. I told him. Work is what I need. Orientation is what I want. I din know why I would say that. I guess I miss the sch too much, I suffered inside, changed into someone I don't know but I also learnt a lot. I actually miss Leong Chun Keong? Thats like unbelievable! I miss my juniors too :( too emo for anything.. but someone made me smile today (: hehe I told Chong abt my SPECIAL SOMEONE(ss)!! but when orientation end.. I won't see my SS anymore >=[ so sad! I cnnt take my eyes off ss :( anw today sth stupid happened.. was playing frisbee then I went to play vball instead w some juniors. then sth damn paiseh happened :\ I was paiseh until I kept blushing for 1345253635242525425252milliseconds la. could have died from excessive rush of blood to face! but after tt it was ok. Hah. lucky :\ I m gg to slp now. must wake up at 630 tml.. basket... I M SO TIRED. gg marina barrage tml. sure damn tiring. nt enuff facils :( I am gg to be healthy for one last day. so I can make it for orientation. for the JC1s and my SS <3 |
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