我不是你想像的那么勇敢

敗犬

I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart.

I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web.
Love is an addiction I can't quit.
Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings.
Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance?
Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs.
When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Sabbath day :D (edited)

1/31/2010 09:51:00 pm

Fri ..
went Kbox w ting & Abel (: we sang from 1315 till 1700? It was supposed to be 3hrs. We went in at 1315 then the person tried to cheat us say it was till 4 so I anal.. I said "but now it's 1315 alrdy, should be until 1615" then he gave in and ssaid "1600" but we stayed there till 1700 :D nobody chased us out anyway! and $8 for abt 4 hrs? with one free drink =) Had fun with Ting & Abel! We did damn silly stuff inside. CAN DIE OF LAUGHTER! anw I did sth stupid.. I was singing Kiss Goodbye then I asked for bread, then they were like saying " you show me now la how can u eat n sing at the same time ". I did it lol, every time got break I ate HAHA. the best is when we sang some 12min song. LIKE DAMN LONG LURHHHH. overall the deal is damn worth it. the trick is you must be anal, bargain for the best deal. and go to some cui looking ulu ulu kbox. so nobody will go they wont chase you out. so you get the BEST DEAL.

Sat ..
went sch w Shiuan. Had facil briefing. After tt walked to BHPS's bus stop to talk bus home. Talked a lot w Shiuan. I miss my prelims buddy! hah, we are partners for Orientation 2010 too (: yup yup, 4 days on interaction agn! :D

met up w mum & aunt for brunch :D then went SS to buy stuff before gg home. slept for a while b4 gg for svc :D Svc was damn funny, got a lot of funny movements :\ after tt went movie! MY EX DAMN SCARY! its like the plot is okok, with twist here & there! just like "Alone". after tt went to Ryan's hse for slpover w bff! Dong Gua Cha party damn funny! We can only party w budget stuff like TEA EGG & DONG GUA CHA! lol, cui, ebc needs to save!!! We wna go Thailand at the end of the yr but too much horror movie is bad for us. so we r gg to hk/taiwan :D EBC TRAVELS!

I slept at 5am and woke up at 8am! damn tired. went home and slept some more! then went for mtt. I love today's mtt (: nice!

Boon talked abt "Idle Words", I felt damn guilty la. Not like I am not convicted, but I guess we believe in different things. what he said made sense too.. I duno what I wna say too :\ celebrated Ede, jason, soon wee's birthday at Pastamania! I had fun fellowshipping. Boon talked to me for damn long hah. I guessed it was ok. He taught me a lot of things too (: He said he want me to stay in strikeforce until I get married and have kids. THAT MEANS I WILL BE IN SF FOREVER LIAO LA!

went home after tt. talked to Shane abt braces and face structures. he rlly knows a lot!! I am damn noob lol. rched home and was damn tired. ate dinner and here I am blogging (:

ORIENTATION TML :D WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Shiuan & Xt for the win :D

Friday, January 29, 2010

HI RUI EN.

1/29/2010 11:16:00 pm

OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT TO BLOG ABT RUIEN. I SAW HER YTD WHILE EATING PRAWN NOODLES. SHE DAMN FREAKING CHIO. CHIO LIKE NO MOTHER. RLLY.

CHIO UNTIL YATING ALSO CNNT TAKE IT. LOL.

RUIEN WAS BUYING DRINK. THEN TING SAID

"I WISH I WAS THE KOPI AUNTIE LA"

OMG SHE RLLY DAMN CHIO.

and yes, enough of caps. I thk I have emphasize enuff of my love for Ruien. heh (: when she walked in I was like thking she damn familiar then I realised she is RUIEN then I was like :D :D :D :D :D :D :D she is slim! wanted to write skinny but I thk slim is a better word. she looks damn awesome in that outfit. i thk her role in an upcoming show is some career woman. RUIEN FTW (:

I m tired..

just wanna say THANK YOU to SOMEONE who chatted on the fone w me today. for like 1hr plus? I rlly wanted someone to talk to.. and yup, thanks for lending me a listening yr! SEE YOU SOON (:

Thursday, January 28, 2010

though shall not laze

1/28/2010 11:19:00 pm

if sy did mention, I wont even realise tt I haven been blogging :\

TUES:
went to meet chongloon for LAO BEIJING. the food was damn nice but nvm.. shall go into the details HAHA. I ended up complaining tt I am full for 1hr lol. damn basket I know.

then we went to orchard :D saw grace working! my pretty mistress hah!

anw I told chong sth tt Yating told me which abel told yating. omg such a long chain. it is just tt abel thk tt guys should be able to sue girls who wear push up bras to make their chest look bigger(nt just that, erm like putting like 123456789paddings also counted). I thk it quite funny but true lol. Its like a scheme! then we both agreed that make up is the same too. It's just this "fake" thing revolving arnd it. It's funny to say tt guys can sue girls for tt, maybe one day it will be valid! I still thk it's quite comical. I will be a lawyer then! Fighting for the guys. Although I should support the females, I am against girls who are guilty of such acts! It's like you buy sth, only to realise tt it's nt what is displayed in the store. SCAM!

anw we walked arnd town b4 he went to collect his pay & I went tpy (:

Weds:
went to work! had lunch at keypoint. SUDDENLY CRAVING FOR CHICKEN RICE ^^ ate chicken hor fun though :P yummy

went tpy b4 gg home then met bff at playground agn! bff small talk session..

& yishi.. the big boss rlly came in while I was slping =(

Thurs:
went to work! I love crapping in the office. today more lively lurh, gt more people to talk to. Ytd only me and andrew, damn boring HAHA. I slept in the office agn :\ damn freaking tired! Luckily, I woke up before MN came in. such impeccable timing la.

went off w ting (: so happppppppppppy to finally see her. only get to see her once weeeeek. tml we r kboxing w abel. I hope i dun lose my voice within the next 24hrs. Or not I am nt gna sing, cnnt afford to pay if I spoil the mic! lol

anw LEGGY talked to me today ^^ hah, leggy is YANTING (: she calls me leggy because we you ti tui, lol. nice (:

IMPT IMPT!! the great news is I am gg to cut my hair on sat(finally). damn sick of my hair. I wna trim it and get it ready for perming. straight hair damn bloooooody boring. had straight hair for 18yrs(ok maybe not, given that I was bald when I was born..), time to go gay(perm, lol) :D was tempted for 5milliseconds to rebond my hair when I saw some offer.. $38 for cut& treatment& rebond. rlly wnted to go in & get my hair done. Luckily I didn't, the last thing I want is straight hair. everyday I have to curl my hair manually, damn pek chek. maybe 2-3yrs ago I will want straight hair, not definitely not now! it's damn out of fashion alrdy!! and I rather perm my hair then to leave it like tt, boring! shall do sth new in 2010! heh.

AND EBC OUTING IS ON SATURDAY! CNNT WAIT. I am gg to watch "MY EX" with "my ex". Nice one. EBC FTW!

anyway yishi cheered me up today.. GREY fat cat vs GAY fat cat! (: my bff so cute^^

talking to chong now :( we're oh-so-fickle. sucks to be us! anw I showed him someone's fb ^^ that person totally made my day(night). I keeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep smiling to myself. Heh (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

Monday, January 25, 2010

I am tired, oh no, I am DEAD

1/25/2010 11:34:00 pm

Frigging tired. I am so worn out :(

woke up at 10 today (so late I know) because I din have to go to work. 1, don't ask me why I didn't go to work. 2, don't assume I am retrenched. I just haven found the appropriate word to describe my situation(when I find that word, I am gg to teach Chongloon tt.. so he wouldn't go arnd saying I am retrenched).. then I won't have to end up explaining the situation (again & again..). BACK TO MY DAY. went to boon keng to settle stuff then went home because I WAS SO TIRED :( just from walking, I am so old :( but I felt young today because I wore my amkss sec 1 orientation shirt lol. I AM ONLY 13(I wished..)

went home and I saw tt my mum had SWITCHED OFF MY COMP by offing the main switch. MY COMP WAS STILL ON.. like wth, I told her like 24535345253563235times NOT to do it. I was pissed but I was distracted by the thought of gg down to Whampoa Market for lunch w dad. Food has this weird effect on me hah. So the Tay family went down for lunch lol. DUCK RICE FTW!

sth funny at the hawker! and sth random: I accomplished 1/12 of my goal for 2010. as in 1/12 of 1 segment of my goal. I managed one family lunch time together! well done :D OH I MEANT, FAMILY TIME TGT IN PEACE :D double whooooooots!

mum was SUPER funny while ordering food.
it was like self service so we have to wait then she was thking abt adding one more dish & asked for my opinion but I said no.
she asked like 5 TIMES. then in the end we were abt to take the food she added the dish, even though I said NO for 5 TIMES.
I think we are quite alike. Or rather most women are alike, we ask for other's opinion not to decide on sth, actually we have alrdy decided in our hearts, we just wna know if the pple we ask have the same opinion as us :\
normally, this kind of expts are conducted on men. however, there are exceptions. I am one such example.

anw mum was just being cute today (even though she was anal towards me ytd)! she kinda made me feel like getting married :\

dad was eating sth then I thought he loved tt dish (the one my mum insisted on buying lol) because EVRYTIME my mum cook, he will finish the dish even though its damn salty then my mum will nag(ironical I know). then he started complaining abt the dish so my mum said..

M: why not eating
F: not nice
M: I know, because it is sweet right
F: mmmhmm (nod nod)

LIKE OMG, it is quite sweet to know tt my mum know my dad so well heh. I thought my dad was being fussy & stuff but my mum understood him so well. I think it damn sweet to grow old like tt :\

anw mum & dad went out for a date (double sweetness) and left me alone at home to rot. HAHA, she did jio me but I was being lazy because I had mtt today :(

slept for a while w mask on before waking up for dinner :D pasta AGAIN. can die from eating it lurh! but it's damn cheap. I am so gna post abt MY CHEAP DEAL lol.

pasta sauce: $3.25 5 servings
pasta: $1.80 for 5 servings

SO FOR EACH TIME YOU EAT IT'S JUST $1.01 :D okay, thats it hah.

anw pasta wasn't tt bad, but not damn good also lurh :\ BUDGET!

went mtt. DAMN EMO BECAUSE BUS 21 WILL TAKE DAMN LONG SO I TOOK BUS THEN TRAIN. damn waste money :( urgh.. I topped up my fare card MYSELF. I have officially spent $90 on bus fare ever since I stopped my concession. Damn it. $60 from dad, $30 from MY OWN SAVINGS. I am gg to WALK to those places that are damn near. Save my $0.69! I hate adult fare, damn.

anw mtt was ok I guessed. Actually I have a lot to say abt today's mtt session(but I am lazy). Not just the bad stuff, but also the good stuff lurh. There is always 2 sides to a coin right? I am just damn drained.. I mean within 2 hours, I laughed and I teared so I guess is like mixed emotions?

anw just wna say tt Chongloon knows me too well! Hah, when I called him after mtt, he went STRAIGHT TO THE POINT & asked me what I want. hehe, jiemeis forever lol. Okay, so gay. I am just thankful for such a friend in my life ^^

& "^^" totally reminded me of bff AND HER GROSS ANALOGY. she said TWISTER FRIES are like HER DAD'S HAIR. like omg, how can I eat my twister fries in peace :( not tt I am a big fan of twister fries but I just have the urge to buy MEGA PROSPERITY BURGER w TWISTER FRIES and GREEN TEA. Ok, I am so hungry right now :(

I am so darn tired RIGHT NOW but I wna watch TLW. haven watched it for DAMN LONG. & chongloon is BEING ANAL abt it. Hah, talking abt TLW I was damn proud of myself for dropping the series for A levels!

shall blog in CHINESE now, suddenly I feel so cheeeeena :\

ok after some thoughts maybe not.. I will take 342363633535nights to complete a post.

was thking abt some stuff just now.. but before I go all emo & soapy.. Shall say sth funny :D lighten up the mood a bit.

Nic was asking me why I look so stress then Yq said I am under pressure and before I could say anything he added "everyone is under constant pressure of 1 atm". Nice one, cracked me up and saved me the effort of faking a smile.

I think I have just been moody the whole day. Phone calls after phone calls just make me more and more STRESSED. *fun fact: stressed is just desserts spelled backwards (:

anw I emo abt sth stupid today.. not gna blog abt it here. if you ask I will(might.. depending on who you are) say.. but yeah, just tell me the keyword.. which is FOOT STEPS. damn stupid I know. but it triggers my memory lol.

I miss CJC food (again).. I wna go back for breakfast! Maybe after Chinese New Yr lol. When I am sick of all the crap food.

AND STH RANDOM: I wna eat STEAMBOAT. anyone wna come over? :D organise sth & I will open up my 3room HDB(kitchen) for a steamboat PARTY! yay (: OR YOU CAN OPEN UP UR HSE & INVITE ME :D

best is get abt 8 people in total (including me lol) and budget per person abt $10 - $15. SO WE DUN END UP EATING JUST FISHBALLS AND FISHCAKES. a budget of $15 can get EVRYONE SOME PRETTY DECENT FOOD (:

steamboat FTW!

I m officially tired :(

goodbye cruel world D:

emo much :(

1/25/2010 06:37:00 pm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v9Ox3wmKJRc&feature=related

ntm y first time watching, nt my first time crying..

Sunday, January 24, 2010

updates! :D

1/24/2010 07:30:00 pm

I am damn tired but I will not PROCRASTINATE anymore, must totally blog before my memory fail me, actually it alrdy dead.

went to school(CJC IGNITE lol) on friday for breakfast. With CHONGLOON, romantic hor? My foot. Someone was LATE. ask him give me morning call at 730 after he called at 7 then he OVERSLEPT. I called his house then he picked up & I think then his mum also picked up then I said WAHLAU damn loudly because I din know his mama picked up :\ then I was like omg so paiseh so I hung up lol. I was early. EVRYTHG WAS FINE. I walked to the bus stop then 186 damn zun came on time :D saved my 5cents from IRIS-ing the bus. THEN GUESSED WHAT. I was so glad I FORGOT TO TAP MY CARD WHEN I ALIGHTED. I was damn looking at this girl who was alighting then I forgot to tap my card. I was thking why would she alight at CJC bus stop. SCREWWWW IT SRSLY. I was damn emo. then waited for Chongloon for DAMN DAMN DAMN LONG. he finally arrived. He galloped in, lol kidding. Ate breakfast ^^ DAMN NICE (: cjc food ftw!

walked arnd, talked to damn a lot of teachers. I miss all my teachers man, damn it lurh! I only miss them when they are not in the classrooms and lecture halls :\ now I feel bad(a little). after tt went to TPY w chong. we walked arnd (: then he was so MEAN to me(as usual). on the way out from this shop he pointed to this breast enlargement thing then I was like "tsk, do I look like I will be turned on" cause he gave tt bian tai face. then he said "no, it's a sign". SO DAMN EVIL. then I complained abt him being mean and he wasn't even remorseful :\ I HATE GUYS haha. he still said "your chest small my fault ah?!" SO CUI RIGHT. Hope you nvr find a girlfriend HAHAHAHAHA.

then we went to the library. he went to the 3rd floor because he wanted to read TEENS. then I went to the 2nd floor because I wanted to find books on making accessories then he went like "girls...." with that annoying tone. tsk!

then after tt he came down to look for me with a handful of magazines, so girly :P then I showed him this magazine which was featuring like some sexual stuff. Like damn funny, they had this whole section abt sex then IT WROTE "nt for minors under 18", srsly I dun thk minors will skip tt section lol. GUESSED WHAT? Lee Chong Loon flipped through every page. TSK. then I went like "guys..." with that SAME annoying tone lol. I am evil ^^

went to grab WAFFLES then went home SEPARATELY. hah (:

went to meet A.W at bugis. Both of us were late lol. For 1hour. So zun lol. had lunch then went to alk around! then we walked from Bugis to City Hall & finally to Dhoby Ghaut (: I went to Novena to meet Weiliang then went to TPY!

met Christina! I saw her then I thought it was someone else so I walked away lol. I am such a blur sotong :O walked around TPY before gg home & was damn tried lurhhhhhh. rched home and watched tvvvvvvv :D

had CG ytd at Lex's hse :D damn sad abt the new arrangement. but nvm, I love N399 too (: I have ESJSB IVAN RAYNER ELIZABETH( <3) and RYANNNNNNN SEAH JIA PING (Wei Piang) !! the best thing is YISHI is still w ME (: and EBC is reunited once again lol. EBC FTW. went to meet colleagues after tt (: walked around city hall while walking for them.

SOMETHING DAMN FUNNY HAPPENED. I saw on Weiliang's fb(on fri )tt at city hall he was stopped by some random guy from "a modelling company". then he tricked the person by giving a false name & number so as to get away. I thought it was a damn NAISE trick. Then ytd while waiting for my colleagues I got approached by some china woman. she looked DAMN NORMAL. she hid the "name card" damn well la, when she was approaching me I thought she looked so china confirm ask for direction so I stopped. then she was like "hi, we're looking for free lance models, I think you have to potential..." then I was like "nonono". the best thing? she sounded like so she waying "hi, we're looking for freel ance MOTHERS, I think you have the POH TANK SIA ..." like mega cui. I kinda laughed then walked off cause it was damn funny. Some other guys ACTUALLY STOPPED TO LISTEN TO THEM. confirm desperate. I just thk tt it was such a coincidence tt I saw wl post on his fb on fri then I met w the same incident just one day after. Damn funny.

anw met them at marina square! saw Poxian & girl, hehe sneaky la Poxian :P said hi then went off. TOOTH FAIRY DAMN NICE LEH. must watch must watch. anw Michelle & Shihui DAMN EVIL. they said I act cute because when everyone was laughing I was damn calm then when nobody laughed I will laugh damn loud. Tsk, I am special okay! :D and michelle said I act cute because I used my new clip from F21. HAHA I told her yating also has the same clip as me LOL. anw we went to MACS after the movie and ate dinner b4 gg Timbre :D Timbre is a damn nice place to chill out ^^ I love Timbre Sunset, the drink DAMN FREAKING nice. PEKING DUCK PIZZA IS THE SEX also. Saw Zaiyou & Junwei at Timbre too. nvr see them for 2yrs, looked the same though, heh. Anw chilling out w colleagues DAMN NAISE (: I love them! which was why I was in such a dilemma these few days. nvm, nt impt :\ went home at 11plus because I din want to take NR because damn ex :\ they were damn worried tt I had to walk alone but I was fine heh (: went home safely & msged SH because she was worried. AND IT WAS AN ORDER lol. wasked up and slept

woke up for svc today :D had the luxury of eating breakfast :D which was leftovers from last night, basket :O cabbed down. met w Ryan! :D Ebc ftw :D svc was gd! went fellowship w cg after svc. then left to meet Yq at paya lebar. I thought we were supposed to eat lunch tgt so I din eat proper food was cg :\ I thk it was miscom :( so I was damn hungry during mtt.

MTT WAS AEWSOME. I played fhw on the drums. I know I screwed up big time BUT AT LEAST I TRIED. on the way to mtt Nic spoke to me abt grabbing every opportunity to perform. I duno if I agreed w him abt the part on me finding excuses nt to play. I know it is just tt I have no confidence when I play because I KNOW I SUCK. it's nt even I THINK I suck, it is I KNOW I suck. It's freaking hard to catch & even though I have been learning FHW for damn long, it doesn't rlly sink in. I have had help from June and Darryl and countless pioneers in SF. I guessed it is just tt I learn things differently. No single teaching method can benefit everyone I must say. Thank God for Nic and Yq, I learnt A LOT today (: hw I wished drumming was as easy as acting :\ like go on stage cry a bit, hug a bit and get everyone clapping. Even if you SCREW UP UR LINES, NOBODY WILL KNOW. thats the best part. In FHW, or any performance in a group with everyone playing the same thing IN A ROW, it's damn obvious if you play sth wrong. It will be damn amplified. I really wna improve. Zhong Shen & I damn joke though :\ the saddest thing is I screwed up the part that I like most! so cui ):

after mtt, Jasmine and Darryl fetched me to lavender to take bus home. Was damn happy because I saved 69cents on transport. nvr knew I could be so thankful and of course pathetic. I HATE ADULT FARE. grrrrrrrrrr

Argued w my dad abt my transport. I hate the fact tt he refused to pay for my transport. LIKE WHATS WRNG W HIM & MY MUM. I cnnt even ask for transport. He expect me to walk to work?!?! If that the case, I am not gg to work. Everyday just eat home food, EAT UP EVERYTHING. I JUST LIE AT HOME ALL DAY. he will be damn EMO if I just slack at home. But I will do just that if he refuse to pay for my transport. They keep harping on the fact tt I am working & should provide for myself and they said I am damn miser. So unfair. I have to save because I am worried tt I have NO MONEY when it comes to uni. And I want to go taiwan w Bff and Bangkok w EBC. WHO IS GG TO PROVIDE FOR ME. I paid for Genting trip. Srsly, everyday they just tell me we have no money for my uni, THEN MIGHT AS WELL I DON'T STUDY. so damn pissed.

this is one reason why I told my mum I am nt gg to have kids IF I CNNT GIVE THEM A GD LIFE. I told her I think it is very selfish of parents to give have kids when they cannot give them a good life. I wouldn't want my kid to grow up in poverty ): everyday worry about money when they can be happy kids having a happy childhood. WHY MAKE THE KIDS SUFFER AND MAKE MYSELF SUFFER. if I can just afford to have ONE KID, I will have TWO just because I want two. I will be contented w one kid be it boy or girl. At least my kid will grow up having a GOOD LIFE. I wont go to the extent of spoiling my kid with all the coolest & latest gadget but I want him/her to get whatever he/she NEEDS (: so such thing as one family emo over dinner passing biscuit tin around. Thats too sad :\

was thking some random stuff & I duno to be happy or sad. Damn disappointed with some people. I wished I could write it all here, just let go of my feelings. It's not that I am scared that I will offend people, I just dunwan to think abt it after posting this. Don't you just hate it when you do sth out of concern but the person does it back JUST BECAUSE YOU DID IT. Or because the person is SO AFRAID of losing out. let me give an analogy, a lousy one though :\ A asked B for B's result then B asked A for A's result not because B cared abt A, but because B felt tt since A know B's result, B should know A result. What has education done to us? Make us "care" about others because we want to track other's progress & see if they are getting ahead of us? I hate this superficial crap tt I am gg through. I need new REAL friends.

the word analogy reminded me of another lousy analogy I came up with last sun. It's not only lousy, it's also gross. here it goes..
yishi was telling me abt her skin condition that the medicine she was taking for her face has resulted in more breakouts. I was confused(lol) so she was explaining to me (scientifically lol) abt how it works, like it order to get rid of all the acnes, the medicine she eats must first cause acnes to remove all the impurities. then I wasn't tt sure if I got the meaning so I came up w some analogy..
I said "is it like you have stomach pain then to get rid of the stomach pain you have to LAOSAI till damn jialat so all the cui stuff will come out?"
she said it was the same idea but it was such a lousy analogy. AND YES I USED TO WORD LAOSAI LOL. I think I said it damn loudly on the train lol. XUETING AND LAOSAI DUN MATCH. I should come up with better analogies next time, like those not so crude ones. Laosai is not a joke :\ I am officially gross. HAHA

I am done w blogging. Spamming AGN & AGN! I love 2PM :D

Friday, January 22, 2010

313 is the SEX :D

1/22/2010 01:16:00 am

short updates because zzz I zzz am zzz damn zzz tired :(

went to work w PANDAN CAKE, lol no joke.
ate breakfast at work again hah.
I HAD FUN WORKING TODAY
damn tiring but at least today gt more people.
I need to see my colleagues :( BADLY

had lunch w ting, went to HAJI LANE. omg la, damn a lot of things to buy!
I might buy my BLAZER after all. FREAKING EX.
need to starve for ONE MONTH. no freaking joke.
though not branded, but damn chio. I seldom use chio to describe clothes
SO IT MUST BE DAMN CHIO OK.

saw my eye candy at work today ^^ DAMN HAPPY! (:
din have to courage to offer my eye candy sweet :(
basket @#%#%&$%@%&%^#$@W$^$%U$&$%&
its ok, next week :\

went 313 w ting..

on the way sth stupid happened..

duno why la, the 5 girls.. me, yating, yanting. jamie, jasmine talked abt avatar..
then i slapped high5 w yanting cause she also neh watch..
then at somerset i just muttered "avatar" to yating then she was like "v nice meh?"
i told her i din watch then she was like.. "then why u slap high 5 w yanting??"
so i said "cause she also neh watch mah!"
so her reply was "THEN WHY U NEVER SLAP HIGH-5 WITH ME, I ALSO WANT HIGH-5"

yating is 21 years old this yr lol.

Today, my colleague/sister/amkss senior demanded a high 5 from me, I am 19, she is 21. FML.

WAHAHAHHA

anw shopping was a kill today. did the calculations and I realised I spend 200 on "new yr" clothes. I SHOULD DIE.

I only added those that I rmbed lol.. and I excluded clothes that I extort from my mum :\
congrats to me. I should die.

I need to reflect on my spending patterns alrdy :( but then agn.. I wna get a credit card lol. CUI LA CUI LA I CONFIRM CUI LA.

tired now. waking up in 6hrs. WOAH

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Work is de-braining ):

1/20/2010 11:31:00 pm

damn freak tired nao, work was damn tiring la. learnt to do sth new today, nt tt used to it, made some mistakes then have to redo ): damn repetitive also.

just nt in a gd mood today ): was late so din manage to eat breakfast at home! basket, so hungry on the bus :\ my stomach growled like some lion lol.

anw ate my pasta in the office w cereal, separately of course. DAMN A LOT FOR BREAKFAST I KNOW. but I am constantly hungry lol. AND YEAH I ATE PASTA FOR LUNCH ALSO. packed lunch because I wanted to go bugis to exchange sth. I drank cereal for lunch too. din drink my jiajia liangteh :(

ANYWAY THE SHIT THING IS I din manage to change anythg. was damn pissed w the auntie. BASKET. AND I DIN SEE MY BUGIS CUTE BOY :( double pissed off lol.

went back office & just talked crap w yanting & andrew. THEY MADE MY DAY with the crap talk.

& I started this thing abt yanting & I. we 有一腿 lol!

anw the highlight of the post agn. everytime i go to work, andrew will say sth silly/funny. so here it goes..

A: 诗慧讲找得到你的blog，就找到她的blog
Xt: 对ah, 我跟诗慧有一腿
A: 怎样有一腿
Xt: 我第一眼看到她就爱上她了
A: then你第一眼看到我没有爱上我?
Xt: 没有
A: 你那里可以回答得这么快, 应该考虑一下再回答!
Xt: 不用考虑啦, 没有就是没有 HAHAHAHAHAHAH

damn funny convo, I died la.. I told this to yanting too lol. SHIHUI DUN FREAK OUT. I dun have ill intentions towards you HAHA (: anw sat can see you lerh! HAPPY :D

DAMN SHIT SOMEONE WNA FIGHT W ME FOR BUGIS BOY(hahahah)! SO EVIL. EEEEE. anw reminded tt chongloon tio from me on monday. he damn random choosing clothes for me then he said

c: eh u dare wear tube dress not?
xt: NO. DUNO WHO SAY MY CHEST SMALL LOR
c: eh no la no la. whr gt. hehe
xt: gt lor. now still wna act nice

HAHA I am evil :p but so is Chong >_<

anw below is my schedule for this week and next week!
alrdy highlighted the available slots, sms to meet, tell me which slot & activity intended (:

21Jan/ Thurs: morning till evening - work, evening - meet A.W
22Jan/Fri: morning - meet Chong, noon till evening - meet A.W
23Jan/Sat: morning till noon - cg, noon till night - meet colleagues, after 12am - meet D.C 24Jan/Sun: morning till noon - svc, noon till evening - SF, night - available
25Jan/Mon: morning till evening - available, evening - SF/ K (tentative)
26Jan/ Tues: morning till evening - available, evening - booked
27Jan/ Wed: morning till evening - work, evening - booked
28Jan/ Thurs: morning till evening - work, evening - booked
29Jan/ Fri: morning till evening - meet Y.T & Q.F, evening - K (tentative)
30Jan/Sat: morning till noon - cg, noon till night- available
31Jan/ Sun: morning till noon - svc, noon till evening- SF, night - available

note to self (to plan):
1. Dimsum/ Tauhuay session w Bro
2. Kbox w Vivi & Bro & Q.Y
3. Outing w Mum(s) & Bro to either Flyer/Sentosa
4. Do EBC goal card 2010

thats all folks, lol

忘不了

1/20/2010 12:14:00 am

翻开一本旧日记
记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么的甜蜜
往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨
曾说过要到那里去
曾做过觉得傻的事
爱过在这城市里

昨晚下了一场雨让我
忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好象紧紧抱着你 no
so sorry baby
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖
你是否孤身一人

*分手两年后我还是想着你
多久没有见过你现在你住在哪里
只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆
能够让我们依靠

我在一个咖啡店
透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影不所不在
无形无魂的想你

昨晚下了一场雨让我
忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣
好象紧紧抱着你 no
so sorry baby
有一次从朋友口中听到你消息
我的心都在发抖
你是否孤身一人(我不停追问)

repeat *

damn nice song with mega lots of high pitch. super easy to go off pitch but super hard to even reach that pitch. 施文斌 ftw!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

again & again!

1/19/2010 10:48:00 pm

suddenly rmbed sth..

chong & I were walking then I was singing 2PM's song "AGN & AGN"like..

again and again and again and again

then he thought I sang ..

and I am a gay and a gay and a gay..

nice man, now my english officially sucks

ECP IS FUN :D

1/19/2010 03:39:00 pm

woke up damn early today. LIKE SERIOUSLY. 8am is no joke, IT'S A MEGA BIG CHALLENGE. managed to bug dad to send me to boon keng to go to dbs :P although he kept complaining.. he sent me there :D queue was quite alright (:

went ot buy food for picnic at ecp. BOUGHT BEEHOON cause Chong wanted. then walked to bus stop. I damn retarded :\ he told me the bus plate no. was 8412 I boarded 8241 ): I SUCK. then both of us emo on the way there cause we alone ): so sian. I rched first then waited for him for arnd 10mins! YAY

walked to ecp! rented tandem bike! we had some difficulty but luckily it was solved :D cycled to this place that HY intro-ed! had our mini picnic there :D CHONG COOKED SPAGHETTI WITH A LOT OF INGREDIENTS. damn bloody nice. I provided beehoon & JIA JIA LIANG TEH lol. then we went to the beach to walk walk and take pics (: damn fun.

chong + nice food + nice scenery + nice weather = HAPPY XUETING

damn happy just taking random shots. I hate taking pics but taking random shots is fine. I mean don't you just hate it when you're taking pics then one person always forces the grp to retake. I mean if you are not photogenic, too bad, why must I strain my face muscles for you. the result WILL STILL BE THE SAME. and yes, don't blame the camera. Anw chong was evil to take a pic of my leg that tio the sand. LOOK LIKE SHIT GOT STUCK ON MY LEG, damn gross lol. but epic. anw we had fun singing at the beach, no one there so we sang as loudly as we could HAHA (:

then we cycled back! damn fun lor. climbed trees! the exact one which yishi and I took our pics for new yr countdown. but the tree damn nice in the day, less sinister looking (: I was more daring to climb like some monkey! we had lots of fun la (: then we went for coconut juice! then sat at some corner to drink & talk! went to return bike then went to take bus 13. saw playground on the way back then we acted like some kids and played at the playground. then I knocked onto sth because I too tall. BASKET ): took more pics before leaving.

took 13 and we were damn quiet on the bus. CAUSE TOO TIRED LIAO! srsly :P I directed him to the bus stop to get to tpy before gg home. DAMN TIRED.

anw sth damn funny happened today. I was on the bus then I saw this girl staring at me from outside the bus. Then I was like thking why she stare at me. and she was like smiling and stuff. then she start to fix her hair a lil, TURNS OUT TT SHE WAS LOOKING AT HER OWN REFLECTION. luckily I din smile back or anythg lol. Or not mega cui

this totally reminded me of yishi! she looks at every reflection or mirror available. UNTIL SHE NEGLECT ME haha. I was telling her on sun that she dun maintain eye contact with me when she is talking to me. Then when I was saying that she looked at the reflection again. BFF DUN CARE ABT ME haha. but yeah I tried to get her to maintain eye contact but din work :\ she ended up replying the reflection. HAHA happened a few times alrdy! she look at the mirror/ reflection on glass panels while replying me. then we both look crazy. I look like I talk to air, she looks as if she talks to the mirror :p SRSLY LEE YISHI JUST LOOK AT ME LA, DON'T SHY :P

I am gg slp now. tired ):

Monday, January 18, 2010

I WNA BULLY HY :D

1/18/2010 10:26:00 pm

Dreamscape says:

i damn sad

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

Dreamscape says:

i had diarrhoea the whole day

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA

Dreamscape says:

evil sia

laugh until liddat

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

SO FUNNY

Dreamscape says:

karma i tell you

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

my karma left what

but u coming back

so i guess karma will come back

Dreamscape says:

i tell ht you bully me

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

GO AHEAD

Dreamscape says:

yea

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

Dreamscape says:

he beside me only

in my dp

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

OH SURE

u cut him out

he say he cnnt be bothered

HAHA

Dreamscape says:

ya suuurreee

he loves meee

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

u cut ht out because he too cute! he

he crying on my shoulder ^^

Dreamscape says:

no lorrr

he tell me le

he say its fine

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

HAHAH WHAT SHIT

Dreamscape says:

cos he loves me

Analysed by Xt. Psychedelic, voiceless monochrome ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA says:

STOP LYING LA

U DAMN GROSS I POST THIS CONVO ON FB

U F-ING DEAD

Dreamscape says:

NO LOL

YOU BASKET

haha this is just a joke. HY IS KIDDING ONLY. I know who HY likes! and it is A GIRL lol. but "uncle" took "guotiao" away from HY! ):

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I LOVE SNSD & 2PM :D

1/17/2010 11:02:00 pm

watched Genie(again) :D I LOVE SNSD TO THE MAX. Hah, I will never get sick of Genie :D
bloody hot, 9 girls at one go! I sound like some chee ko pek :\ but TAEYEON RLLY DAMN HOT :D

anw just a short update!

SAT(:
woke up & had breakfast.. received text from SH! :D woah, so happy! she rmbed tt I wanted to watch tooth fairy. she planned everythg (: like the movie & the chill out area after tt(: damn bloody efficient! & I am damn impressed tt she totally planned the itinerary for her taiwan trip with ML and SY! AND I WNA KOPE HER ITINERARY! :D (hint hint SH)

back to sat :\ then went cg with bff! :D sry I was late to meet u at lavender :( NOT LIKE BFF CARE HAHAHAH I ACT REMORSEFUL ONLY LOLOLOL. anw went for cg. OK I HATE CG GAMES. SRSLY. i only hate it when it's combined w N399. I think I am fine when E493 have games. I HATE(ahbor, detest, despise) PEOPLE WHO CNNT AFFORD TO LOSE. no need to mention who. basket(of goods and services). anw I was glad tt Rachel, ESJSB, Eliz and Erwin were in my team. Bff nt with me =( I ACT SAD AGAIN HAHA, nah kidding, wished I had bff with me :D so I can make use of her brain juice :D

after cg fellowshipped for awhile. then wanted to leave. then Evonne was like molesting Yishi. Like they damn FUNNY. they hold each other hands machiam titanic( romantic, not).

E: you put sth on ur face issit
Y: why you today wear so nice
E: you put sth on ur face issit
Y: why you today wear so nice
E: you put sth on ur face issit
Y: why you today wear so nice
E: you put sth on ur face issit
Y: why you today wear so nice
E: you put sth on ur face issit
Y: why you today wear so nice
E: you put sth on ur face issit
Y: why you today wear so nice

repeat this 5 million times. lol

Xt: eh you both cute. why cant u answer ech other's qns?! ok Evonne why you wear so nice
E: ltr got family dinner
Xt: ok yishi faster answer her qns then we zao
Y: i put make up on my face la!
Xt: OK ZAO!

heh, I felt like a teacher HAHA. for that moment only. then back to reality :\
walked w BFF to bedok then trained down to AMK, she went home at TPY ):
shopped with ME, MYSELF, I at amk hub lol. bought stuff. HAHA. got no one to control me I just buy lol

then met Chong! (: it was like damn FATED. cause he called me to say tt he rched, i told him to come lvl 2. I was expecting him to find me in any shop la. then I went into artbox. then I just had this feel tt I shld go out. AND TAHDAH I SAW HIM lol. we are so fated we should totally fall in love and get married WAHAHAHAAHAHAH no way. anw we walked arnd looking for light sticks :D then decided to get mummy to go to s11 for dinner!

ate dinner with mummy then went ntuc to buy drinks lol :D and lighter(for sparklers) HAHA. took 138 to MANDAI! I made jokes abt angmoh, sth abt bus 130 and 138. and mummy made a joke abt BUS 280 WHICH CHANGE NUMBER EVERY 30SECONDS. lol. I was damn sleepy. I kept falling asleep and keep jerking lol. scared mummy and bro! anw damn heng tt mummy could get us in for free :D DAMN GD DEAL LA. paid for the tram though :D worth it. $10 for the whole experience :D ROCKKKKKKK! I am so gg there agn! :D I LOVE IT. the animal show was great too! I just hate screaming kids :\ then mummy sent her kids home :D thanks mummy for paying for cab fare! (: I appreciate it! :D and just thanks mummy for EVRYTHING. my life have just been damn blessed ever since I met you :D YOU HELPED WITH NYAA AND EVERYTHG THAT CONFUSED ME IN LIFE. hah

I JUST WNA SAY: I love everythg abt THE NIGHT SAFARI :D

SUN (:
was early to meet bff! meet downstairs my house. I mistook some auntie as bff. lol. I nearly did some stupid sign like asking why she late. luckily I never. that auntie damn fierce looking ):

EBC met up :D yay! finally!! svc was great (: actually anythg w ebc is great! then went bugis to have lunch with XIAOMEI haha. we ate wanton mee! then walked arnd bugis before heading down for mtt!

MTT WAS AWESOME. DAMN HAPPY BECAUSE DAMN LITTLE PEOPLE :D :D then get to learn everythg agn :D

after sf went to seowli's grandma's wake with bff.. I was quite scared because I nvr go wake before :\ but it was ok. glad tt seowli is fine! william too ..

damn tired. rched home at 10. had dinner then bathe :D
planned out my schedule for tml ardy :D

anw other tt SNSD's GENIE, I am addicted to AGAIN AND AGAIN by 2PM! what shit right, I dun even like 2pm! but that song nice. ML intro-ed HEARTBEAT to me, then I din like it so I clicked on agn & agn and I tot it was nt bad. ytd pple who lost in games were supposed to dance to agn and agn. BUT THEY DIN. or nt sure damn funny.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUgReo37ECw&feature=fvst

watch that mv! 3min 34 that part DAMN OWN. SEXY TO THE MAX LEHHHHHH =D

slurps :D

gg to slp soon. it's like 1:49AM, congrats. another 11mins then 2AM lol. WHAT SHIT. ok I am tired & talking nonsense. I need to eat medicine & slp..

slp all the emo-ness away ):

saw *'s fb just now, nearly burst int tears...
LIFE JUST SUCKS.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

i love my colleagues ):

1/16/2010 01:10:00 am

many funny things happened at work recently..

weds..

A: eh 借我 eraser
Xt: ok 我找一下
A: there 在那边，我看到了
Xt: aiyah then 你自己拿啦

after using..
A: nah, 还给你啦
Xt: 你要说什么，两个字的
A: 好啦好啦，谢谢啦
Xt: good
A: then , 你要说什么，三个字的
Xt: 不客气啦!!

he srsly damn anal right! use back my trick on me.

ANW ANAL TLLY REMINDED ME OF MICH (:

Xt: eh the candy cane hook can dig nose. HAHAH, you use the hook part to put into one of ur nostril then can push the shit out from the other nostril
Mich: you say some more I stuff this (the candy cane) up ur ass ah!
Xt: wahlau why you so lidat!

I love work (:

Friday, January 15, 2010

FML. seriously

1/15/2010 07:58:00 pm

TODAY JUST SUCKS. LIKE SRSLY. I HATE LIFE. URGH :(

CONGRATS TO MY SUCKY LIFE AND I.

I haven decided to escape to Penang for a week in Feb. Like totally. ESCAPE THE EFFED UP LIFE IN SG.

my life sucks so much I have to freaking suffer even for a haircut. it's nt even friday the 13th. like WTF. today is indeed emo friday.

started the day emo & I ended it emo. WELL DONE.

can someone just volunteer to organise my funeral? like seriously

Thursday, January 14, 2010

hi i m xt the procrastinator

1/14/2010 02:39:00 pm

rotting in the office. there's work to do.. but I aint moving.. ok i m moving my fingers to type. but nt doing any work related thing :\ I dun deserve anythg HAHA. AND I AM FACING RETRENCHMENT. lol.

had a ok day at work. rched the office at 820. thk I am a lil late today. whatever, i nearly missed the bus :\ but I DIN :D haha. thank god. I hate waiting for bus, I always IRIS. ALWAYS. but sometimes Iris cheat my feeling. 16mins of waiting for 186 became 56mins. SERIOUSLY.

din use youtube today BECAUSE I FORGOT ABT MY FRIGGING EARPHONES. basket :( no music for me today
):

din even have the mood to facebook.. just moody. not exactly moody but nt exactly happy. quite sian.

gt teased by colleagues agn! abt me and *. LIKE SO RIDICULOUS! wont even happen HAH. the other victim is still in the dark. lol like SERIOUSLY. but gd, nt like me, know the truth only get teased lol. alex kwee once said : what u duno cnnt hurt you. WAHAHAHHA DAMN TRUE. Since when I become victim lol. normally only I tease people, nobody teast XUETING. nobody! haha nobody nobody but you lol

chatted w ting thru fb just now. LIKE WTH she was just 2 seats away from me. TOTALLLY NOT CUTE. but we had some funny talk.

SHIHUI JUST CALLED MY NAME. haha, i tot she was gg to ask me to nt type so loudly(I AM CONSCIOUS ABT THIS) but she just wanted me to have shorter entries lol. how cute (:

anw I was damn annoyed w ** this morning. I totally wanted to give attitude, but I din, lol. anw gg out w ys ltr!

tml gt nth on after work. cause we r gg on sat :D yay night safari for the first tym! with my family. means Chong bro and Joyce mum. Nice. DADDY IS SO NOT COMING ALONG HAHA. hope we get to take pics( of the animals and not us).

was reading XX's blog just now. i thk it's quite a gd read. entertained myself. actually just wna read the post abt her bf's proposal :D sweet (:

I WNA GO BUGIS TML. DUNNO WHATS THE DEAL BUT I RLLY WNA GO THERE. anw i forgot to blog abt this last sun.. ys and I were at bugis then we saw this girl wear some tube dress or sth.. then it was seriously falling off. like she was trying to hold it up in front. her bf was trying to hold in up from the back. HOW VERY CUTE NOT. quite an obscence act! on the streets, cause we were at bugis street! HAHA. I also very cute, NOT.

lol anw reminded of sth I wanted to blog abt before. ys and i were walking at bugis. then she said she wanted to see bikinis then we just walk in awhile which reminded me of the shop sea folly. I JUST THOUGHT TT PPLE WHO BUY THINGS THERE REALLY DAMN SILLY. FOLLY = SILLY :D only silly people spend 200 bucks on a bikini top, LIKE SERIOUSLY. haha.

ok I am gg to stop blogging and drink my JJ LIANG TEH. it's rlly sibeh nice :D

AND YES BACK TO WORK :D

Monday, January 11, 2010

gt bullied at work!

1/11/2010 11:37:00 pm

woke up late today! like what shit, din have time for breakfast ): no time to put contacts and comb hair also! CUI to the max lol. so rushed to work first then sit there wear contacts & then eat breakfast (: yummy!

then slacked through work today. ate lunch at Coral. OMG THE SET LUNCH DAMN NICE :D

then went back slack agn! talked to SH and KW damn a lot today! haha, I love talking to Sh, she always gt gd intro! :D and she has been a damn great help since I started work.

I totally gt bullied at work today ): by MICHELLE AND SY! srsly, I damn owned ): A ROAD WITH NO TURNING BACK! How can I gt bullied lol.

anw after work went bugis after work. shopped ^^ AND I RLLY HATED MYSELF FOR STH. i suck ):

then went paya lebar for sf! I was damn scared tt I might have to walk alone but luckily I met darren! then we walk tgt! AND HE DIN RECOGNIZE ZS LOR! haha, actually i also doubt tt it was zs! anw mtt delayed ): was damn tired!

sth stupid happen! I WAS RLLY DAMN SCARED. like srsly, it totally reminded me of chicken. LIKE NO MORE. I AM NT GG TO LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF. thank god for my dad! urgh, cnnt post here, but if u ask me I might say lol.

anw gtg slp. I m mother tired

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Sat & Sun

1/10/2010 11:59:00 pm

Shall combine both posts. Went out w Hy ytd to find Chong, met Irish & Jessica, Irish tot Hy was my bf, nice one Irish, HOW CUTE (not) lol. talked to Chong abit then we zao. Went to 313, eeee, on the way there got stalked by gays HAHA. I got stalked by gays, not Hy, anw it wasn't rlly stalk, hy just came out w tt phrase to make it funny.

I was crossing the road, then I saw this damn handsome person, then I was talking to Hy about that person. then that person walkedp assed me and that person spoke.. it was a girl. OWNED. I got owned. then I was talking to Hy halfway then this person knocked onto me then he said sry then i was like heck care also, dunnid so anal so I continued talking to Hy so I said "it's a woman!" , because I was continuing my story. then the person who knocked onto me turned back and stared at me. Yea you are gay but I din say you are a woman ok, damn freaking ridiculous. then that person told the person beside him abt it, then they both walked to one side. ANDDEN THE OTHER GUY WALKED BESIDE ME, TURNED TO LOOK AT ME THEN GIVE ME ANGRY STARE. damn bloody shit, then I just told Hy to walk faster then only in F21 I told him what happen. So thats the whole stalked by gay thing :\

anw F21 gt new things agn lol :D I like! I was glad tt my "Rain jacket" is gone and those stuff tt I like are gone. So i dun have to thk abt them anymore. Not much to see at lvl 1 and 2 though.. then lvl 3 gt damn nice stuff, I love their formal tops :D NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TTM! took a few pieces.. wanted to try then realised the queue got 3482456582587857892 people. so decided not to try ): I should go there agn on a weekday :D I alrdy gt a few items to buy, yay! I am happy.

then chong joined us and we walked back to orchard, away from somerset :D on the way Chong kept disturbing me abt *, eeee I so bad share secret w YOU, YOU lidat. YOU good. watch out haha. I know Chong is HONORED because he is the only one who knows :P and I know he wont betray me right? :D anw took bus home. gt this damn cute boy on the bus ^^ he alighted same stop as me BUT he nt staying my hse area, he hopped on to another bus..

THIS MORNING (:
woke up at 6 :D congrats to me because Hongyun wants to meet at 715 for breakfast at Changi. Anw we took damn long to get everything done because the queue was mother long. then finally done so we went to eat dinner. then his friends came! to give him a surprise visit! then it was like so awkward. cause his friends wanted to eat breakfast with him, then his friends were like "we can eat with you ah? will disturb you anot?". then awkward to the max, although it was just a joke. then I so SHY(ya right) I nearly died haha. we rushed thru breakfast then Hy had to board the planeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. so we sent him off (: then the rest of us just chat! :D before I went to meet yishi. AND MY JIHOO PLAN FAILED, yishi knows why. grrr.

svc was great, Ps Tan always give those damn own word. Like the sermon is the damn enlightening kind. I like lol (: anw before svc yishi tried to own me, she was like "haha your hair like mine alrdy, frizzy alrdy" then I was like "ok.." then I told her "but I dyed my hair 3 times before" HAHA, I own back :P but anyway I think I should learn to comb my hair :\ my colleague always ask me comb my hair when i go to work HAHA, can tell that I am such a lazy person. and I din comb my hair today also. EVEN WHEN I GO AIRPORT ALSO DUN COMB. actually there is no link btw airport and combing hair, I just wna be lame :P

after svc went Bugis w yishi! took train w yishi bro. Raymond say I shld go to the gym ): hint tt I flabby, actually nt hint, is outright say in my face, literally lol. anw at bugis ys own, she happy she bought stuff. i emo, both stuff that I wanted to buy are gone. Good job to me, procrastinator plus hesitator lol. then on the way to the train station Ys was consoling me abt my braces. she was telling me tt i shldn't worry abt my face structure. but I thk I still regret the braces. i spent 4k to destroy(lol) my face ): sucks to be me. I am gna change my name to Xueting the Moon alrdy, Xueting Deifonid is dead ):

went Sf with ZS and YQ. talked to I there.. I was asking abt my face.. like telling me to take care of my complexion :\ I felt was emo cause srsly I have no stress but yet my face so cui. I know make up can cover up the flaws but I dunwan to use :\ and dunno how to use and LAZY to learn. Laziness is my trait :\ anyway MTT was quite fun today. I think June is srsly damn nice to me. I am forever grateful to her :D then Fel told me tt my complexion cui also ): so I guessed its true ):

reflection of the day: be nice to face & go gym

but then again, the day I hit the gym is the day I HIT THE GYM haha. get it?

it's mother late now, i got work tml ): SUCKS TO BE ME.
tml got mtt, I sure damn mother tired on tues. I wanna quit my job and slack at home ALL DAY :D
but thats nt gna happen. my mother will slap my face and stuff shit in my mouth ):

LIFE SUCKS. FML.

Saturday, January 09, 2010

today is a saturday

1/09/2010 01:33:00 pm

back from Sheng Siong lol, srsly. I damn con my mum. She wanted to go there to buy toilet paper & tissue paper then I keep putting things in the basket :D she go pick things for a while then came back she saw so many things in the BASKET :P I owned her at shopping ^^

woke up damn early today. 9am.. damn early considering the fact tt I slept at 2plus ytd. Stayed up to watch Coffee Prince, damn nice (:

I am so broke, I am left w $4 next week. Like wth, how to survive :( Emo alrdy. I think I just bring foooood to work ^^ it should be sufficient haha! because must save up for night safari. sucks to keep using next week's allowance. like last week i used this week's allowance. I srsly suck :\ must repent :(

AND I AM GG SHOPPING LTR :\ what shit! so much for saying tt I am gg to save up. My stinking foot, I am such a liar. I have no passion for savings. And the old pple always say, save alrdy the $ also cnnt bring to my grave. but i am so far away from the grave lol. still got damn long way to go :O lol plus I dun have CPF :\ next tym sure die! confirm.

tml will be a busy day for me. I sending hy off at the airport. damn mother early. but we eating breakfast so i guess its ok. can talk talk. he leaving for 2 months! no joke :( then having svc then SF. so I think I will be home by evening. by then I will be too tired. think I am just gunna BATHE and SLEEP :D

313 is WAITING FOR ME! I am gg there agn ltr :D YAY

Friday, January 08, 2010

bitches, hags, grr

1/08/2010 10:14:00 pm

HI I M XT, I GT OWNED AT WORK TODAY BY SOME OLD HAG WHO HAVEN HAD SEX FOR 5 YRS. I CAN TELL JUST BY THE WAY SHE GLARES AT ME & TELL ME OFF FOR USING THE INTERNET. BASKET. AS IF IT WAS NT ENUFF, SHE WENT TO TARGET MY PB ALSO :( HIS BDAY TODAY LOR, WTH. STUPID OLD HAG, NO WONDER NOBODY WNA SCREW HER, I WONT EVEN FINGER HER FOR 5MILLION DOLLARS.

ok I m done ranting, other than being owned by an old hag, i had a pretty fun day at work (: celebrated PB's bday (: then went for lunch at a nice place :D on the way talked w abel, ting and kw abt some stuff, totally made me grossed out HAHA.

& sth damn sick happened today.
PB was shaking everyone's hand. then AW just came back from the toilet so he just wipe his hands on hisp ants then shake PB's hand. then PB was like trying to be funny then he said "eh why sticky one". haha like totally sick :\

AW said the word CUM for more than 30times today. like seriously. every few seconds u know. then we playing some itouch game then we said the word "COME" he just kept smiling, damn funny but disturbing :\

AW also tried to murder my 2010 diary. every minute he will threaten to burn it. I dun even dare to go to the toilet w/o it. but of course i trust AW lol (:

& today I was enlightened by AW that steroids will result in smaller testicles, like the balls will shrink. I DUNO WHY HE TELL ME, LOL I NOT MAN. hah, then just slack slack around before work ended. came home after work, I was super tired. I slept on the bus and I drooled on my shirt. Dun thk anyone saw, but felt damn sick. EWWWWWK.

wanted to go overnight cycling alone but given that I am so freaking timid, I cnnt make it. Halfway I will call home & start crying alrdy. sian la, realised i haven been putting on the rubber band for my braces. I really regret putting on braces. and no I am nt complaining abt the pain. its the structure of my face tt i am buay song abt now. SY was telling me abt braces & the way they change ur face struture, I tot it was quite minor but I realised it's freaking serious. I compared my present pics and former pics, like wth, my face is becoming too sharp. I hate it seriously, I am turning into a moon, yeah totally like Chen Wei Ming, I dun wna morph into a spoon :( if u dun get the seriousness of this, go goggle chen wei ming or sth, seeing (his moon/spoon face) is believing. I am gg to quit on my braces before it ruin my face structure, urgh. if i morph into a moon, I will hate myself, grrrrrr.

shall focus on coffee prince & stop emoing abt the disaster :(

sth random

my colleagues told me to do a version of FML on my blog so here goes

Today, I asked my colleagues about work, they laughed at me non stop and did not answer my question. Reason being it is funny that I can be serious at work. FML.

THIS RLLY SUCKS HAHA!

Thursday, January 07, 2010

mum is nice lol

1/07/2010 11:58:00 pm

went to work today & GUESSED WHAT I am nt the earliest. I am usually the earliest :( yating ownedddd me :\ HAHA Sy also, actually I rched the lift first, should have went up w/o him LOL. but I was kind! he is my BB, cnnt ps BB! :D then ML came damn early, like mega WOAH, she is usally late :P anyway shared my breakfast w yating. HAHA i thk i din heat up ytd's dinner enough :\ I gt stomach ache after eating but after awhile it was fine (:

celebrated PB's bday :D yay, hope he like the card & the wallet we bought! he commented on the cake tt I drew on the bday card. he say look like algae, dun look like pandan cake ): but is SH colour de :P anw I thk he was just kidding (:

started work but like DAMN slack, like to the max. I was like reading my own blog then andrew read also. HE JUST WANTS TO SEE IF I WRITE ANYTHG ABT HIM. Haha, he say if i write nice things then can tell him, so he will go read lol. typical uncle :P

then lunched w abel & ting (: went to post office first. AND DROP MY PAY AT THE BANK ALSO :D :D :D mother happy ^^ so damn excited when I saw my pay slip :D :D :D then went NTUC buy drink lol. then went MACS :D sth DAMN FUNNNNNY HAPPPPPPPENED

xt: eh my double cheese burger, want extra pickles dun wan sauce.
abel: ok

abel recounted this..

abel: *his order & yating's order* , double cheese burger !! sauce
counter auntie(CA): huh, 不要 sauce? 只是 mustard 和 ketchup 而已 leh, 真的不要阿?
abel: 不要
C.A: 真的不要?
abel: 对

HAHA LIKE WHY CANT THE C.A BELIEVE TT I DUNWAN SAUCE LOL. Yating & I laughed like mad.

xt: eh abel, can help me take a cup of ice please
yt: huh, 只是 ice 而已 leh, 没有水的 leh, 你真的要阿!
XT & ABEL: HAHAHAHAA

when leaving..

yt: 打包 fries la
xt: how
yt: plastic bag?
xt: 只是 plastic bag 而已 leh, 没有 fries 的 leh, 你真的要阿?

HAHAHA, the C.A totally made my day.

went back to work 7 slacked some more. OBSERVED STH. I youtubed a bit & facebooked a bit then got down to serious work :D for once lol. I think it was quite an ok day ^^

ting & I had a damn funny convo though.

ting: if you are a guy, will you like *?
xt: nope
ting: if I am a guy, I also wont like *
xt: haha we sama sama what
ting: if I am a girl, I wun like **
xt: -haven answer lol-
ting: eh what if I am a girl, I AM A GIRL WHAT

LOLOLOL, today has been filled with much laughter!

anw before I forget, I must tell the whole world, I have gotten a 2010 planner! from Prints, damn mother ex. but I look from damn alot of places alrdy & I found THE ONE for me (: same as ting, damn fated, because only gt 2 left lol. wanted to buy those tt I saw w ebc at kino but like damn small lidat ): the one tt I got was 1 page per day! I like :D NOT CHEAP AT ALL. REALLLY NT CHEAP AT ALL. LIKE NOT EVEN WITHIN MY BUDGET. totally exceeded my budget ): but I no choice, Prints had the nicest. I did try finding one from artbox but I din like any of them. like they look cute but so kiddy :\ I like the one tt I bought! I will treat it with care because it is worth my whole day in the office. it's freaking mother EX, I emo.

I am quite glad tt there isn't cg this sat, can spend some tym w mum/ myself/ hy (because he gg china, TVXQHC must have outing soon)! I wna go chill out or sth! :D cousin called and I was damn surprised, turns out tt my aunt wanted to talk to my mum. then after the fone call, my mum said I lied to my cousin, I promised him I will visit him during the hols, then I din, then she said he missed me. then I said: " he dun miss me, he just wants me to bring his cards for him". HAHA, but ok la, he offered to be my chauffeur when I am there :D so nice ^^ mum wanted me to go to Malaysia to take break/shop shop with my friends la. like just one friend so I dun have to travel alone but like I also cnnt find anyone :\ Yating HATES PENANG like how I HATE MILK :D so I told her I will go alone bah. Can go there shop, eat, shop, eat, shop, eat! I srsly just need the $ to shop. anythg else is covered :D SO I GUESS I MIGHT JUST GO AND SPEND.

and I have decided to get the dress I wanted. I will just let the 魔女 RIP me. I came up w this name because refuse 魔女 to charge me cheaper for that dress ): OK FINE, I LOSE HAHAHAHA. grrrrrr

anw mum was nice, she asked me to take the extra $ from our joint acct to buy new yr clothes. HAHAHAH suddenly blessing! Like I am damn shocked la, she damn nice can. Ok la, she offered $100 but I keep pushing her for more! yay, I love MUM. the next thing u see on my blog is tt I quarrel w her abt sth. ALWAYS LIDAT. our r/s so on-off haha. so I must hurry get the $ before she angry me agn :P shopping ftw!

I M GG TO CHIONG WORK TML. dun wna take the $ for nth. slack this week le, no more. shld slowly start to improve. AND YEAH I KENA BACK STABBED AT WORK. OWN, I START WORK HW MANY DAYS ONLY. nt rlly back stabbed, more like tio kaopeh. but andrew din rlly scold me. he just clarified matters w me! uncle is still nice :D

talking to chong(we are always talking). I keep thking abt the thg I msged him abt.. only he knows abt my secret. haha silly brother better feel honoured. I din tell anyone except YOU. like totally SEXclusive haha. & thanks bro for planning everythg! thanks for the effort (:

my fav song today: 飞机场的10.30, I kept singing this during work, SAME LINE OVER & OVER AGN. my bad habit :\ my mum hates me for this. HAH, but I do it for a reason. i just cnnt stand it when I cnnt hit the note, so will try until I hit it. she shld have wished tt I was born tone deaf, so I wouldn;t know a shit lol. then she will enjoy peace in the house haha.

gg to slp soooooon!

it's 1am nao.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY P.B, you're officially old (:

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

shopping = pocket gt hole

1/06/2010 11:59:00 am

i think I stopped blogging after lunch. anw went for curry chicken ^^ NICE (: recommend all to visit "Coral Reef Village", ask me for directions! :D its kinda near Haji Lane & the place whr I work :D lunch was damn blooooody shiok good, bagus :D

after lunch yt & fb, then THEY THROW ME WORK :O but dunnid to finish lol, I wanted to finish all by tml then andrew say dunnid (: so kind

sth happened during work..

andrew: we need to talk
xt: dunwan, u sure correct all my mistakes, sure gt a lot
andrew: nvm la, slowly talk
xt: ok u move over

HAHA SERIOUSLY I DAMN BULLY ANDREW CAN, I repent.. TOMORROW (:

andrew: aiyah nvm la, we take break awhile

& so he plunged into a chair next to me

andrew: see I damn gd, I slack w u
xt: haha okok we take 5 till 2:16 .. aiya nvm 2:15
andrew: okok
then I start to choose songs to listen to & adjust vol & stuff..
AND I HAD TO TOUCH MY CONTACT LENS
then it DROP :(
but I picked it up

xt: eee sian 2:14 alrdy, 1 more min to rest only :(
i literally did the ":(" face!
andrew: then rest till 2:20 ok?
xt: eee a few more minutes
andrew: aiyah dun worry la, break time is we set one, how long also can

HAHA OWNAGE. I AM SO LOVING WORK :D

anw this person, lets call him kind-boy :D kind-boy was in my office fixing sth for some other people. then he tot andrew & I slacking at one corner when we were discussing work. then he saw "MN" walking towards over office then he shout damn loud "OH M, YOU ARE HERE" then he look at our direction. HAHA damn kind boy! hint to us that we shld close any irrelevant IE lol. damn freaking dramatic. then MN came in & talk to Andrew, Yanting & Chris. I slacked :D

anw MN was sitting facing andrew and I was sitting behind MN but nt facing andrew la, perpendicular to andrew. THEN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUN TO DISTURB ANDREW. so I turned, sat myself facing andrew, nicely behind MN & did damn alot of silly faces while MN was talking to andrew, NICE ONE, andrew was trying damn hard not to laugh. OWNED BY XT :D then MN thought sth was fishy, when she looked behind, i pretend to read newspaper :D lol.

then MN left & Andrew and I slack time agn. WE SERIOUSLY TALK WHOLE DAY. I act act do another 2 forms only, cause urgent so I do lor, bo bian.

then 5plus we pack stuff switch off comps and talk agn. then 6pm zun zun we zao! I loitered arnd bugis junction while waiting for latecomer Hongyun lol. then we walk walk :D

I DAMN HAPPPPPPY TODAY. went shopping, bought alot of things ^^ LIKE AS IF I GT $ NO WHR TO THROW. but whatever, pocket alrdy burnt :\ hy damn alot of shou huo also. I still haven buy finish!! anw I want to buy this dress like I SUPER LOVE IT. but the person was damn anal to nt let me get it at $1 cheaper. So i walked away. then when I wanted to go back & give her what she wanted, SHE CLOSE SHOP alrdy. I EMO. AND TML I AM GETTING THE CLOTHES I BOUGHT ONLINE :D i love blogshopping & forever21 lol.

I got damn alot of things I want from Bugis Junction & Bugis Street. I wanted to buy this blue top I saw w YS the other time, but HY tot it was quite lian, cause of the gold strap :( actually it's quite lian. it's either you look lian then u wear it and be lian or you just look like a nerd trying to act hip. I dunwan to look like a nerd acting hip. HAHA AND I LOVE THE WAY ANDREW PRONOUNCES THE WORD HIP. it just sounds FUNNY lol. but the top is nice! I should just buy it and cut the gold thing away. I also DESIGNER (omg madtv project runway... ), I saw damn alot of nice stuff lurh! I EMO :( whatever man. I hope my mum dun kaopeh me :\ the pink top I bought today can wear for new yr, cause PINK is a subset of red. HAHA. the other blue top like abit non cheena new yr :( my other shirt & shorts also abit cnnt :\ life sucks :(

anw THANKS TO HY, I GOT TO EAT DURIAN :D I ATE ONE FREAKING DURIAN. DIE. CAN VOMIT. luckily I neh vomit on bus lol.

Mum & dad bought dinner but srsly the durian spoilt my appetite. I drank Yakult to aid digestion. and I realised mum & dad bought Vitagen. whats the diff btw Y and V? packaging?!?! shall find out lol. I am tired. i m gg to bed. MORE SHOPPPPPING TML & FRI

4 forms today. OWN

1/06/2010 10:15:00 am

from 830 till now.. I did ate my leftover dinner, 2 slices of pandan cake, drank milo, wash chopsticks and cup, did 4 forms(I ONLY HAD 4, I din slack), watched youtube, listened to ~~music~~emo love songs with andrew, read fmylife, talked to andrew about ~~life~~love, print documents, ogle at 2m giant near printing machine, sms yating & hongyun, replied yishi, talked to yanting, passed forms to yanting, gave yanting her christmas card(so damn overdued i know), took a 30seconds nap, crack my neck(like for the sound effect, not rlly cracking it), sang in the office (:

I lead a fulfilling life, no?

I am gg to brainstorm about places for lunch & blogshop

during lunch I am gg to transfer $ to the owner of the blogshop & brainstorm about my list for shopping trip with hongyun & hanting later.

I have my ~~life~~day totally planned out ^^

& I must totally emphasise tt I am gg to Night Safari next fri, freaking $22 but I guess it's ok. I will be freaking broke next week la, alrdy paid for KW'spresent so I dun have much left, then the safari trip! & I must top up my mrt card, my dad gave me 50bucks, i topped up 10 & spent the 40. so now I have to fork out 10bucks from my weekly allowance to put it back. Damn it. with my super folded brain(filled with knowledge HAHAHA), I have an estimated allowance for next week! $7(no, I din miss out on a zero, it is SEVEN only). congrats to me & my pathetic life. life officially sucks.

the emo thing is my cute boy never take bus 145 anymore. din see him ytd & din see him today ): nth to cheer me up on a working day, eeeeyer. & this totally reminded me of an incident at lunch ytd. we were eating at macs, then some cute boy walked past so my eyes just follow la then in the end andrew caught me :\ then he was like "so ni xi huan de shi zhe yi lei xing de ah". EEEEEEEEEEE I paiseh :\

I am really freaking damn bored. YAWNS.

andrew saved my life just now, I was trying to print sth then I couldn't so I was damn flustered & emo, lol dun ask me how this 2 emotions can be put tgt, it just can. andrew totally saved my life by printing it at the correct printer. HAHAHAH WTF I SENT MY DOCUMENTS TO BE PRINTED AT SOMEONE ELSE'S PRINTER. sucks to be a IT dummy ): so much for gg to school. I cannot even print a document lol. Andrew is my superman today, TODAY ONLY.

I am so free I am gg to blog abt every minute detail of my working day life. but there is nth to do so there is nth to write. I am gg to continue reading fmylife :D maybe I will read mylifeisaverage too. I AM BORED. can some kind soul sms/fb me PLEASE

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

teachings from 台湾龙卷风

1/05/2010 11:05:00 pm

walk the longest route

give up the dearest things

attempt the toughest task

i hope..

1/05/2010 08:40:00 pm

watched 妻子的诱惑 , damn nice. though I keep missing episodes, I can still catch up with the story. I think the plot damn own though, so damn freaking complicated, damn full of twists. I think it is a true reflection of life, people who look ordinary always get bullied. Those who are good at acting gets everything at first then they lost everything in the end. So a piece of advice to people who pretend to be angels in front of everyone, continue your act well, lest you lose everything because of your poor acting skills.

heard sth from the show that was quite true.. "when you cry, you're just gaining sympathy from people around you". So yes, I am damn determined not to cry, I am gg to be brave. I recall the ecp to changi moments, I was so scared of everything ys had to practically scold me to get me moving. I was so reluctant to walk those ulu paths because I was so timid. thank god for MANKIND that appear every now & then! or not I would have died from fear ): I must totally catch a horror film myself. DARE MYSELF TO BE BRAVE! resolution of the year, be brave lol.

work was damn slack today. I did 6 forms & nth else wtf. I only work for 15mins today. seriously & it was like the kind of brainless work :\ easier than what I usually do. then slack, come on, i even have the luxury of blogging. I went online shopping & bought sth from a blogshop. thanks to my colleague aka pandan buddy who was friends with the owner, i dun need to pay for postage :D I LOVE WORK. seriously, life is good or what.

chit chatted for damn long & then waited for lunch! ate at MACS :D then went to find SH's wallet. cnnt see ): also din get my bubble tea! ): but had fun walking back to office. & thanks SH for all ur tips ^^ anw I keep gg toilet w SH & ML today. toilet bodyguards! lol, thats what the cleaner auntie call ML & I. we're SH's toilet bodyguards :D how cool lol.

anw went back office & facebook ^^ keep playing bejeweled blitz! then after tt I was damn tired so I slept for 1hr? woke up & bejeweled again. damn blooody annoyed, neh beat my high score :(

chit chatted some more with SY/BB, ML, SH and J. damn shiok la, work is just pure socializing. guess this skill is useful eh? then 6pm everyone zao! was supposed to go out with CTZY but she had sth on so we're meeting on friday instead :D

AND I GG TO NIGHT SAFARI. DUNO WHY THE HELL I SO HAPPY BUT I DAMN HAPPY. CAN GO WITH 心爱的人! finally our first official outing! :D

I am gg to bathe soon :D and change out of my dress! this morning I had a tough time deciding if i shld wear my dress for work today. was damn paranoid tt the dress would not hold & just slip off. or the way vivien puts it, no SARPOORT (the way she pronounces it lol). i have no affinity with tube top/tube dresses ): maybe I am just paranoid :\ but generally girls with flat/smaller chest wear anythg that needs chest wont look nice also. should have totally forced myself to drink milk when I was younger, now too late for salvation! nvm, I will minimise the time I wear this dress! :\ dun make myself malu ): ltr rlly slide down my 飞机场 i will emo & slack during work (like as if I am nt doing tt now HAHAH)

BATHE BATHE! & wait for 师奶兵团 & 台湾龙卷风 to start! :D

I'm itching to do work

1/05/2010 10:58:00 am

damn bored leh. Gt nth to do :O slacking in office. waiting for ~~death~~lunch! :D eating McDonald's later & gg BHG DURING LUNCH, ownage. must totally see SH's wallet with RIBBON ^^ pink lol. Now everyone shld know why I love working so much. I love shaking leg & getting paid. Shaking leg is a skill. You must shake leg w/o letting your boss know, slack but look dilligent. All these skills are learnt in school :D but ok la, i did some work just now :D I helpedSH & ML helped me :D lol colleagues help ech other out

ate my breakfast in the morning but still feel damn hungry. anywaybreakfast wasn't great :\ almond paste tasted like ~~SHIT DIPPED IN URINE~~milk after a few mouthful, nearly died from eating the whole portion D: pandan cake was fine lol.

shall blog about 4 stupid things tt I did in the past 3days. avg of 1.33 stupid things a DAY lol.

stupid thing 1:
yishi & I were at a shop then she was buying bubble tea. then we were looking at the pearls that the person was cooking then we discussed abt it. then she said that the person gave damn little. then I said its ok cause pearls aint tt nice after all. I RLLY HATE PEARLS, GET STUCKED IN UR TEEETH & BRACES, ok just the entire mouth cavity :O then she was like "but chew alrdy can get jaw muscles and my face can be rounder .." then I looked at her with so much attention la, like I was ready to take down notes. like I was seriously LISTENING. then she went like "eh u dun look at me like I am talking serious". WAHLAU, i totally got owned. I rlly thought she was serious! and I din know she will joke, some more she did the hand gesture of making her face rounder. I was like thking that chewing pearls damn powerful la. OMG I GOT CONNED BY LEE YI SHI. like I also cnnt believe it hw I can be so GULLIBLE(lol). cause her face is like moon shaped so I thought tt she is into making her face rounder/less sharp so she would know how to make it rounder plus SHE FROM RJ, haha, got more credibility. EEEE then I got owned :(

& moon shaped face reminded me abt MY QUEEN. I am supposed to watch it with Bestie! inside gt this guy damn funny! I thk is Chen Wei Ming, he has moon shaped face (side view) but this mean girl, which is the main character(BESTIE'S IDOL) just keeps calling him spoon( front view). like omg, I din uds it initally & needed bestie to explain it to me. Omg I am a total retard :O

back to being stupid :P

stupid thing 2:
when ys & I were walking out from chalet. then i was damn paranoid that the rain will give me seaweed. ok seaweed was a term i came out with to describe yishi's hair tt time. I thk it soundscute lol. cause she went www i think, then it spoiled her hair or sth, so i termed it seaweed. SOUNDS CUTE RIGHT :P yah anyway i was scared tt my hair will become seaweed so I lifted my bag pack above my head and walked like retard. I thought that wasnobody. then damn sway we saw mel & our 2 new friends. congrats zheng xue ting, you officially look RETARDED, happily retarded lol.

stupid thing 3:
went to police station w my friend then the policeman was talking to my friend then I answered. wth.. the policeman stared at me like I was weird ): EMO

stupid thing 4:
i boarded the bus today but when i alighted i forgot to tap, then i was damn scared but I was walking down the steps of the bus alrdy so I like HOPPED back backwards. the bus passengers stared at me. what shit. I was malu. but its better than NOT TAPPPPING out.

I m officially bored now :D

Monday, January 04, 2010

Xueting is tired

1/04/2010 11:34:00 pm

anw today work was DAMN SLACK. productivity? zero or worse, negative :D
but I think this morning I rlly conned KW to the MAX. jitao SY is my conning buddy ^^ actually SY wanted to help KW, but KW din see ): in the end I confess my sin lol. Anw SY and KW did a gay act at work today, in exchange for caramel drink at Starbucks/Coffee Bean :D ML gt owned, big time!

Went to the 4th floor to learn new stuff, quite easy to absorb lurh, went w abel! :D then SH helped me out abit (: so nice of her, damn bloooody patient. Patience is something I WILL NEVER HAVE, don't intend to pursue it also. I am an instant-noodle kid - I seek instant gratification. Anw abel & I shared comp today cause he lazy go 4th floor also. So SINCE I HAVE NO COMP, I just relac one corner lol. Chit chatting is fun (:

then LUNCH. beef noodle is the SEX eh but taogheyssucks :(

after lunch lepak one corner agn :D chat w ML, SY, SH, KW! then suddenly gt this BLUE MAN walk in. then we all silent :O when he went out, we back to square one agn lol. SY say I keep diao-ing the BLUE MAN, lol where got. SY was like saying "you keep diao-ing him, I wished you would go and punch him". oh man sy is wrong, the person I wna punch was SOMEONE ELSE.

after work I had an interesting conversation w Andrew. I must admit that he is damn nice( for once lol).

xt: eh 你不是要辞职lor
at: 对lor, 你有没有朋友有lobang
xt: 我的朋友不是靠爸爸妈妈，就是跟我一样打工的，哪里会有lobang
at: 找男人养啦
xt: 男人全部不可靠的
at: 我啦，像我这样就很可靠
xt: 你哪里会可靠！
at: 你看整个office里有谁比我更可靠
xt: (speechless, cause I agreee...)

at least Andrew can take jokes & he neh tell me off for anything. Andrew is a supervisor who has developed much tolerance towards me lol.

after work went police station to make report, gt damn handsome policemen lol. I like (: the policeman corrected my english. cheating is not fraud :(

then went aunt's hse. called & only my uncle was in. then I said i will go over. then after tt decided nt to, then i called. he said aunt back. so i decided to go over. (women are fickle minded)we walked to city square (lol agn), had dinner then I went home. my aunt and uncle damn concerned abt me lurh. after all I grow up living with them.. I call them papa & mama! (: went to charles & keith. the pair of heels I wanted was gone. WELL DONE. I should have gotten them on Saturday. I freaking suck. I deserve to die ): LIFE SUCKS ): walked home emoing to hongyun lol. not rlly emo. we just ended up bitching. HAH.

talked to chong on msn when I was back.. talked about hypocrites :\ weird topic & damn random but then I like (: sometimes I feel damn hypocritical, or rather, I never say out what I really feel. I guess it is not that I wanna be hypocritical, just that I think that person don't deserve my comments, congrats. I wished I can be like A, just say anything he/she likes, at least A is honest. rather than bottling it all up ): and hide my feelings.

I am just moody ): ytd i clean off my nail colour then i apply the same one again. meaning red & gold alternate. then i didn't like it so i change to all red. then i changed to all gold. then i still didn't like it. so i change it to pink. then i thought it would be fine. but i cleaned it off again. now i have no manicure ): nvm, i shall let my nails be. wait till i m not moody i shall do my diy french manicure. if i moody i sure drink the nail polish >.<

XUETING IS HUNGRY AGAIN

>=[

1/04/2010 11:24:00 pm

I OFFICIALLY HATE TODAY'S LUNCH TIME. because I DON'T APPRECIATE IT WHEN I M ASSOCIATED W NEGATIVE THINGS (lol only hy will get this, I rant to him for like 20mins)

Lunch - where the tragedy happened. I SHLD JUST FREAKING NOT JOIN ANYONE FOR LUNCH. I SHLD EAT BY MYSELF. DIE ALONE IN THE OFFICE. OR RATHER I SHLD EAT W THEM BUT DUN FREAKING SOCIALIZE. like I am there but I am not THERE. like freaking damn it. I was freaking pissed w myself and part of me just damn buay song. No, the whole of me buay song.

Sunday, January 03, 2010

nice

1/03/2010 08:37:00 pm

saw this from a friend's blog. Nice, simply perfect picture to express what I want. Though I dun need the extreme F word, hah.

Woke up at 9 today for svc. Slept at 3! So I guess 6hrs is still good? Ate breakfast then cab w ys & bro. saw Rachel on the way. svc was gd, I shared bible w Raymond. Quite unexpected but ys was slow in flipping to the bible then I feel quite bad if I dun share w him hah, so I just moved my bible between us. It's nt tt hard to be nice to raymond, after all he is ys's brother & ys is my friend! after svc planned some stuff w Will & ys.

rched whitesands. STH DAMN STUPID HAPPENED IN THE TOILET. like srsly(omg sound like shawn) it was damn funny. so stupid = funny :\ but the content is too explicit to be here. it will be etched in my memory foreverrrr though. gosh. quote of the day: "you have been THERE"

managed to complete our mission impossible then went chalet. my very ~~lazypig~~nice Esjsb came to fetch ys & me! nt fetch, he appear to give us a signal then zao! :( ps us! chalet was quite ok. I gayed with Rayner :D so fun :P we against Ivan HAHAH & against Esjsb also :P who ask u dunwan give me tisssssue ): & he kiamsiap give yishi one piece only! then had appreciation cg. damn fun chilling out. then after tt left to go home. took 403 to P.R to top up card then took bus 21. SIAO the ride ~~53568348753857~~1.5hours la. finally home & happy to eat dinnner ^^

ANW MUST THANK HY FOR LENDING ME HIS HARD DISK (: heh, & we checked out eco mall ytd! quite ok la, I thk I might wna walk there to buy my heels (: yay, heels ftw! but the mall quite boring ): nth much rlly :\ no wonder so ECO. Ntuc high class though lol. Hy & I walked home with me carrying my 24cans of JiaJia Liang Teh. then we were talking abt stuff. then I was talking abt A then he tot I was talking abt B. then we talked abt C, D, E....

I cnnt wait for 930pm! I wna watch the channel U show!

THERE IS WORK TML. ADULT FARE SUCKS. RAH. I officially have $12.50 this week. means $2.50 A DAY. congrats to me a.k.a the poor shit.

Saturday, January 02, 2010

happy new year, pull ur year! :D

1/02/2010 04:19:00 pm

I am one day late to wish everyone happy new yr, thanks to my mum :( but now my comp is alive & kicking!

31Dec09
went to work then had lunch in the office :D then slack my day off. went shopping at Bugis with ting (: then went home to rest! had dinner then wash up & stuff. slept for a few hours :D packed for ECP with BFF!

damn funny lurh, we tot ecp will be damn ulu & quiet but it was damn crowded. anyway we walked from ECP to Changi! :D before we flag for a car! the person was damn nice to stop for us & send us to changi beach ^^ I LIKE :D but the walking was tough. everywhere was damn ulu & dark then I damn humji, it was bff who kept on telling me that it was ok & we shld continue! great job to both of us heh! (: we din exactly see the sunrise but still.. it was worth it ^^ took bus 2 home! she took my jacket :( then I woke up on the bus cause it was too cold lol. & the shit thing was tt we had to pay adult fare. SO STUPIDDDDDD, I hate paying adult fair, grrrr!

01Dec10
reached home, rested then had brunch :D rested somemore then went town w bff. bought my skirt for work :P work is just a illegitimate reason to shop ^^

02Dec10
cousin came over to fix comp. thus I have the luxury of blogggggggggging. gg out w HY ltr! shop agn! :D owns muchhhhh I am lazy. I eat sleep shop :D

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