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Thursday, December 31, 2009
my hse comp sucks
12/31/2009 01:08:00 pm
i hate my hse comp. its freaking useless. i m reduced to blogging at work.sth funny happen today xt: eh andrew i finish ytd's stack alrdy andrew: HUH u finish ytd's stack?!?! i was scared... cause i tot he thk i do too slow xt: arh. andrew: why you do so fast!!!! WAHLAU DAMN FUNNNNY. went to work & just kept youtubing & facebooking ^^ andrew was like telling me to do slowly HAHAHAHA. I damn slack today lor, actually everyday except tuesday! tuesday i rlly damn siao on :D gg countdown ltr! but shld be gg out first then go home rest :D :D I am asked to stop work ^^ yay chitchat & slack in office = the sex Tuesday, December 29, 2009
triple kill
12/29/2009 11:12:00 pm
went to work as usual, brought 10 汤圆 to work, like OMG-HOW-IS-IT-POSSIBLE but I did it lol. was the first one in the office AS USUAL, the stupid thing was tt my card nt working so I had to ask someone to let me into the office. thank goodness gt 贵人路过 or not I sure cui outside ):went in and ate 5 of my 汤圆 at one go, eat until can die ): then SH and M came( the other 5 went to them lol). hah, I call them by their initials! easier (: today only gt 3 of us! so we were like chatting & chatting away but still efficient lor :P then went for lunch with YT(nt yating) at Mos Burger. then I did sth stupid :\ I paid $10.50 for my drink la.. din even take the $9 back! luckily the auntie damn honest :D then went to top up my card! I am damn broke alrdy lor ): EMO I should die ): got my pay cheque today! cnnt wait to start my new acct. And I have a new money making plan, should review first :P buto verall today was rlly productive. considering I took break for 90mins lol. DOUBLE that of what was allocated :P the point is andrew is nt here and I did work, so discipline :P had random chats here & there w YT M AND SH! SH called me when she was helping me buy stuff. Then she called my hp, while I called HY with my house phone. then it was funny. SH told me what the auntie at the shop told her then I told HY then HY relay to his friend. Then HY's friend reply HY then HY reply me then I reply SH then Sh reply auntie LOL. it was damn funnnnnny. Esp when I was the middle person(literally)! Chatted w Bff just now. Told her to call me at 6plus she called at 8plus? in short, inefficient :P but I was glad to be able to chat (: I cant wait for 2010! :D & SH say wna go overseas must book NAO! ahhh HONGKONG HELLLLLLLLLO TO YOU! :D I cnnt wait to go countdown w bff! :D heh, need to rest more first. I keep staying up late :O damn bad lurh. all my pimples hinting to me tt I not enough sleep! At the rate my pimples are growing, I will be disfigured anytime ): emo, maybe should ask bff bring me to her doctor at the polyclinic! ok doctor dun belong to her, HAHA, sound so gay, but yeap, just the doctor that slogs his/her for the government :P I M GG TO WASH OFF MY MASK! finally use finish my own-time-own-target mask! :D gg to use the Shiseido mask given by Bestie! thanks again bestie!! :D I love you (& the mask)! Monday, December 28, 2009
叶子用坠落证明换季
12/28/2009 09:24:00 pm
went to work AGAIN. and the good news is tml Andrew nt working lol. nt rlly gd news because w/o him I sure die :\ but still have Mich & S.H!! =Dbut I quite emo because tml SF have outing ): then I have work cnnt go! for the sake of 60DOLLARS 60DOLLARS 60DOLLARS. basket of goods & svc ): I have been wanting to go to Sentosa for damn mother long, bloody shit. I shall look at it positively, I go Sentosa, I have to pay $3 PLUS TRANPORT FEES >.< but if I go work, I get paid (for my HARD work lol) :P doing origami nao, damn boliao I know. But I am bored :\ waiting for rdd tutorial to load ^^ ALL THE WAY XUETING! LETS WORK HARD TO SHOP :D Sunday, December 27, 2009
向日葵的约定, 王冠逸 is <3
12/27/2009 11:24:00 pm
yup, as can seen from the title, I watched the show alrdy! I really think it was a good show, and I cried like some mofo ): It was really touching, I had to keep wiping my tears off my face with my towel. So embarrassing to cry in front of my parents, while watching some Channel U shows. the point is I missed out the first 23(lol I am so anal) mins. Hope someone uploads it to youtube or sth! I can't wait to watch it, I actually missed out my FAVOURITE SCENE, like damn cui ): mother emo :(& now, after seeing Dom's nick, I am eager to find out who won SG idol. Argh. I just posted on FB "someone pls tell me who won sg idol" & I gt my answer lol, FB is better than google for once. I am nt a fan of SG idol, not even really interested, but wanted the female contestant to win. I am disappointed lol, sucks. Then again, I don't care. there's work tml ): I am damn depressed la, give my life to the air con room, FILLED WITH FOOD AND LAUGHTER & NICE COLLEAGUES. I was damn scared on mon because yating wont be working then I damn scared my colleague will PS me & go eat on their own! I was damn emo the whole morning, turns out that they are damn friendly. So I am thankful (: the news is reporting at Orchard central nao, totally reminded me of Somerset 313. I rlly wna shop! No, correction, I really want $$ to SHOP. I am gg to be a slave at work, or rather I am gg to act as if I am a slave at work.. OMG THE WORD SLAVE REMINDS ME OF YISHI.. yishi takes out sweet from bag Xt: oie I want one Raymond (yishi's bro aka devil's advocate): I also want yishi starts unwrapping a sweet and passes it to him Xt: you his mother ah Ys: no, I HIS SLAVE HAHAHHAHAHAH totally made my day! anw I was such a retard after svc today :P bff knows why ^^ ok I am gg to watch "Aug 29", by Lawrence Wong! he is <3 Saturday, December 26, 2009
Quote of the day
12/26/2009 03:04:00 pm
Seduction isn't an art, it's science
Up on a sat morning/afternoon
12/26/2009 12:32:00 pm
Slept at 3 and I am damn tired nao! even though I have slept for damn mother long ): eating brunch, fish head bee hoooooon (I eat this every sat) with leftovers from ytd's steamboat :Obrowse through facebook & saw weiting's comment LOL, I look like paul2hill. I want his voice too, man but can sing! Mine is man but cnnt sing :\ I shall wait for my sore throat to heal! & the braces band made my teeth sore too ): & sth random, other than Lee Min Ho, I think yating has a picture perfect face too. Like I was looking at those pics tt baozhen tag us in and those of her own, I think she is picture perfect. Even those shots which I tried to take while she is unglam looks nice too! We're sisters, why genes diff. Because my dad is nt Eric (mega handsome), thats why :O & her mama's genes are good too I guess! Big eyes + sharp nose = pretty (naturalllllllly) Totally own the korean superstars who went through mutiple surgery :\ Anw sth funny & random, I think Hy was telling me abt women who go for breast enlargement(BE) look funny when they die. Cause when their body decompose THEY WILL HAVE 2 BAGS OF SILICONNNNNNNNN unchanged. I think thats quite gross! & if they cremate the body, the silicon bags will explode, no? plus when they grow old, it will be weird if they are not sagggggggging. Yucks lol. Plastic surgery is too extreme. I think gg for double eye lid is ok cause it won't rlly have side effect and it is just working with ur skin. but nose surgery is abit like BE, because they stuff sth in ur nose, MEGA SCARY & tlly reminded me of M.J. I was watching Du Shi Da Fa Xian & they were introducing abt Korea! My eyes were fixated on the Tv! Korea ftw! :D I wna go there someday, b4 SJ disband lol. Staying at home eating Tang Yuan with my mum's chanting is not the sex ): deprived of blogging ):
12/26/2009 02:12:00 am
my comp sucks, everytime song song can on, song song cnnt on. Basket of gds & svc & currency :\ damn annnnoyed with it. the last tym I used this failed technology was on TUESDAY. lol but I use the comp in the office everyday ^^Weds (: went to work then dental then went w bff to buy presents ^^ bought bff's present too!! :D EBC's gift exchange! (: then met Alex, damn qiao lor. and I met damn alot of Cjcians. Tian ye, Chinseng, Debra & bf, Deborah, badminton pple. The world so SMALL. actually, just Singapore! then went home w bff cause late :\ THE PERSON MAKING RING DAMN SLOW. & yes, EBC has EBC ring now :D I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the ring, gt chipmunk ^^ anyway went home prepare then went to meeeet ting & abel and baozhen to go Phuture. I think the place quite smallll though! Saw alot of Cjcians agn! enjoyed myself before cabbing to ryan's hse! EBC had gift exchange! :D Ryan gt EBC ring from ys and I. Ys gt earrings & necklace from Ryan and I. I got shoes and earrings from ys and ryan! Gift exchange was a great success. Thurs (: woke up damn early go work! :D quite slack! received alot of gifts ^^ met up w amanda wee! I missed her (: hah, I enjoyed myself at Soup Spoon! :D then went paragon ^^ rushed home to get ready to meet ebc! went svc with chong also! svc was ok lurh, nt too bad but nt impressive kind ): then went dinner w Raymond, Yishi, William, Ivan and Erwin! YISHI DAMN RETARDED, she flip chilli on my palm! then I tricked william for a HIGH FIVE :D lol, raymond was nice enough to let me and yishi take cab w him! he dropped us at novena so we could train to orchard for new yr countodwn w Yongqiang! the 3 of us countdwon to christmas on the escalator lol! and we lepak one corner at orchard :D THEN YISHI AND I WALKED HOMMMMMME LOR. basket damn mother long. 1hr plus. walk until my leg pain like no mother father sister brother :O rched home bathed and died on the bed! FRI (: merrrrrry xmas! woke up by phonecalls from HY CL AND YS! siao on, all damn punctual. I only woke up when they called. but they coming over to my hse so nvm LOL. we went to ntuc first to get steamboat ingredients! then TAUHWAYYYY :D steamboat was epic fail again, nt because nt nice, but because TOO MUCHHHH FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD argh! we always cnnt gauge ): after we wash up they left, I napped b4 gg somerset 313 w Chong and bff! FOREVER 21 SUCKS. gt too many nice things! I want damn alot of things from there. I EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO ): it's nt expensive on it's own but when u accumulate its damn ex! when for dinner at Korean Bbq at Cine! watched the tv there, I like lol. gt SUJU's SRY SRY! just nice (: then continued shopping agn! ^^ chong left so ys and I went taka! Pull & Bear gt sales! I like damn alot of stuff there. AT THIS RATE I NEEEEED TO ROB BANK W ANDREW ALRDY LOR. he everyday ask me GAN YI BI DA DE( rob a big sum) lol, evil boss! robbing is my only choice now HAHHAH. anw came home w bff and we were damn tired. Watched my Taiwan LJF & My absolute bf! nice show but damn emo! I cried at the end :\ despite watching it before :\ gg to slp soooooooon! I m tired! gg to shop agn ltr :D SHOPPPPING FTW! I saw nice stuff at Hula and Co & alot of places! I thk I am gg to sacrifice my december paycheck for the sales item. if I dun buy now, I will regret for sure, confirm! So I rather buy and regret than to regret nt buying. Even if i buy sth I dun rlly like or wun rlly wear, at least can admire :\ to yishi: PLS THK OF THE THING WE WERE THKING ABT ON THE BUS. I tried but cnnt recalllll ): Tuesday, December 22, 2009
my long post
12/22/2009 10:07:00 pm
SUNwent for svc with yishi, her bro nt gg svc so we din get to cab ): but we had fun at tanah merah mrt station though. hide-and-seek still gives me the thrills. bought barley drink at HAPPY CHOW, lol what a name. then went for svc, wanted to do the sry sry thg on jiayu agn but she owned me.. i was like "sry x4" then she jitao "ty x4" me! but anyhow svc was great, I was fighting the Z dragon the entire time, nt easy. went for blood donation but iron conc was LOW. like what shit ): emo to the max! I wanted to go to sentosa de but decided to do for blood donation because I wanted to do sth meaningful before the year ends. was damn upset & disappointed lurh. went to Etude House with yishi! Lee Min Ho FTW! I love his poster :D and the stuff at Etude House are nice! I have so many things that I want to buy ): but din manage to find sth that I really need + like. Min Ho is not for sale apparently! & I probably cnnt affffffffford him ): went cotton on & saw shoes tt I liked :D but then agn I only gt one pair of feet lol, dun need so many shoes. Wear until my current one spoil first :\ then bff went to meet her mum then I just went home.. chased for the bus, mother joke. went home to slp (: at night went out to Ntuc with bff :D she was like damn happy telling me the stuff her mama bought her ^^ so happy for her also! then on the way to Ntuc i alrdy told her I neh change cause I haven bathe then went she saw me she was surprised cause I reallyn ever change :\ hah, I just took off my shirt :D BECAUSE I WAS WEARING 2 SHIRTS HAH. then her mum came to Ntuc also. THEIR FAMILY MACHIAM PARTY. bought like 8 bottles of DRINKS & much more siol. Party club lol. then we went home to put our things then meet up to go playground. talked for quite a while (: MON went to work then went for SF appreciation cg (: FELICIA SABO ME TO BOOOOOOOON. ahhhh make me damn awkward :\ I m freak sure tt Boon have bad impression of me nao. I ain't exactly pissed but yeah all this could have been prevented, by me. Facebook sucks. Get me into deeeeep shit. Argh. anyhow gg there early was a gd thing. got to talk to rachel & sth funny happened. only Fel Rac and Arthur know lol. SF appreciation was great la but I was late to meet bff to fetch ryan! then in the end we kept panicking luckily we found ryan's dad lol, moses lim :D uncle took us for bak kut teh! :D i only slept at 2plus lor :( TUES went to work. had a great time but damn sry to andrew, nearly gt him scolded :( cause some #TY$&$^&$%$%^$^$ tried to sabo us. BASKET, I was damn pissed w that MF. I damn bad mood alrdy still kaopeh us >=[ ate lunch w them & then waited tillI knock off. came home & went POSB w dad. he supposed to transfer $480 to me but I managed to get $500 lol, managed to con 2packets of vitagen too ^^ I love daddy lol damn moody nao ): life just sucks ALOT don't ever take people around you for granted. NEVER. Saturday, December 19, 2009
Spaghetti anyone?
12/19/2009 11:14:00 pm
went for cg today! was nice and fetched yishi's bro lor! HAHA, RAYMOND OWES ME ONE BECAUSE I SHELTERED HIM! :D I am kind lol. anw cg was fun! played game! had a fun time playing TABOO, Forest blahblah. The losing team had to do the gay dance! DAMN FUNNY. lol, I recorded it down. Owns much, led by William lol. anw cg was fun (: I made fun of ESJSB! keep trying to distracting him during praise HAHA & I drew on his leg LOL. sneaky (:after cg I went Kpop Krazy with all of them la. Keep RingDingDong-ing & I kept finding chance to sing Sorry Sorry. William damn pei he also! HAHA, I thk I freaked Jiayu out la, I was cutting the plastic then it screeched so I started sry sry-ing. She tot I was gg to sing sry 4 times but I spam the whole chorus & I go kuazhang on the dan dan dan part. WILLIAM RLLY PEI HE TO THE MAX LOL, made Jiayu scared lol. I like GG GAGA OVER KPOP! :D then went tpy w yishi to buy stuff to make spag! :D & we cooked at my hse lol. Nice :D cause I am the master & she was the apprentice! yay, congrats to Yishi graduate from spaghetti class! Next we can make desserts or sth. AND I TOOK PICS OF YISHI AT MY HSE LOL. SHE LOOKED DAMN AUNTIE CARRYING SO MANY THINGS HAHA. With the gay bag also lol. we watched Kpop videos, whoooooooooooooo! She loves G Dragon in Lollipop but also agree that he looks damn scary in Heartbreaker! but he looks like Jihooooooo ( even though Esjsb dun agree :P) I STILL LIKE TAEYANG & T.O.P, damn cute :D cuteness overload! of course I watched my Sj-M videos ^^ thanks to Esjsb who is so ever resourceful :D OH MY SUPER GIRL! work was too slack
12/19/2009 01:19:00 am
Slacked throughout the whole of yesterday. On thursday it was ok, first day of work, act act abit. but yesterday I was damn siao on alrdy. Reach office just fb anf yt all the way, watch videos like no mother. then after tt do abit of work. and started a viwawa acct just to play GROWORD w them lol. after lunch we just slack & relac one corner :\ EVEN ANDREW PLAY W US LAAAA. main pt is Andrew is my supervisorsth funny Andrew: eh xueting ah, you did something wrong Xueting: huh eerm wait ah (try to close viwawa) Andrew: nvm nvm u play first you finish ur game first dun close Xueting: huh no no i close now 9i thought he angry then sarcastic) Andrew: no la aiyoh why u close. eh what u playing huh, ltr i join ur game LOLOLOLOL. jitao I think is because I intro snsd to him then he damn happy ^^ haha thanks to Genie lol. & rlly after lunch we slack all the way :\ then Andrew rlly play game with me lol. lunch was supposed to be from 1230 to 115 then we jitao lunch till530 HAHA then act work till 6. OWN LA. I think I am beginning to like work. I thought Andrew will be damn strict la, turns out to be he just as slack LOL. Tsk la :D but I like lol. Shiok (: went town w ting after tt (: shopped for stuff :D the Warehouse dress I wanted is on sales :D from $259 to $109! LIKE WAHPIANG I SHLD TLLY GET IT but I am so broke. plus its nt like a must buy. NO CHANCE TO WEAR! prom over lol. and its has such a plunging neckline hah, according to leechongloon I am flat! hw to wear ): shld just convince myself tt I am flat chested & dun deserve tt dress ): GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH emo! why so freaking ex. Warehouse stuff forever damn ex ): I saw another dress that I like too, sales still $109 EMO >=[ but tt one dunnid big chest heh :\ & its blue! I LIKEEEEEEEEEEE, gah ): then again WHY DO I NEED DRESSES LOL. omg I watching Yu Le Bai Fen Bai, SJM OMG OMG OMG. I WATCHING :D Damn excited. my mum totally dun like Ryeowook Kyuhyun & Donghae. I like them eh! she like Henry Hankyung & Siwon though! She thinks that Zhoumi looks gay HAHA. mama has bad taste! I was like telling my mama tt I would die of HAPPINESS if I can marry like my lovers from SJM or SJ then she was like.. "you confirm taller than some of them"... EEE HEARTBREAK! ok back to watching, MUST PAY ATTENTION :D Friday, December 18, 2009
back off, thats what I'll do
12/18/2009 12:28:00 am
have you ever felt guilty for not feeling guilty?that feeling sucks. & I dun thk anyone from SF is gg sentosa this weekend! nvm, I'll go myself! maybe go there early in the morning to chop place :D then can rot there the whole day and walk arnd vivo aft tt. can go henderson's waves take pics in the evening all by myself ): Like some emo mofo. but sometimes being in solitude is good for the soul (: I shld try it. but I rlly wna hang out w SF. for once, I initiate sth for SF, like miracle :\ oh wells.. Sucks to be me ): Xueting Emo Day 1 at Sentosa even though I will most prob go alone, I will make it a rocking good outing with myself :\ AND DID I MENTION TT PEOPLE AT MY WORKPLACE ARE HOMOPHOBIC. totallllly funnnny. this girl was talking abt a butch that was damn hot then I thought tt she was lesbian, turns out to be tt she is homophobic, NICE. it's just so ironical/paradoxical, either one. Gabriel Wee didn't teach me well. & talking abt him just reminds me of the whole modelling incident. I think most of steven lim's models are CUI TO THE MAX. like wth, steven lim might be blind and siaosiao but surely those people know whr they stand? i scrolled through the models list and was stunned O_O if you're rlly ownage quality, I will admire but if you are just ZZZ & just because steven lim is desperate, you agree to be his clown, you just brought laughter to my world. i thk half of cjc popn knew abt it and laughed at it nt laugh at gab wee la, I ADMIT tt he is gd looking & his chest muscles owns. the other models rllllly damn cui. my idea of IDEAL models: ELVIN NG! & JESSICA LIU :D ELVIN NG IS SELF EXPLAINATORY! His height & body own! Jessica is like the-next-fann-wong kinda girl, so own. she damn freaking tall & she rlly gt gd figure even though she is skinny, the traditional qian tu hou qiao I thk. PLUS PRETTY FACE :D from malaysia somemore (haha, vivien) it's gd to have aspirations, it's even better to know where you stand lol I kinda miss Gab Wee now ): & my new love is YUAN SHUAI (: he damn shuai! Thursday, December 17, 2009
你不在
12/17/2009 08:21:00 pm
Was abt to check my mail but saw the msn page abt some Ris Low articles so I went to read it. Again, I am entertained by Rl. Was quite ok when she said she coined the word "boomz" & "shingz", but "Buang"? hell no please, I am pretty sure someone used tt before her. have much more opinions on her but I am damn distracted by the tv! JJ Lin is releasing his album tml (: yay, I am excited for it, but a big fan, but still.. I support gd music (:first day of work today, quite slack. The whole office DAMN SLACK. we just keep facebooking & viwawa-ing. Saying that we are overpaid is an understatement HAHA. got cute boy at workplace! motivation to go to work :D sth unhappy happened after work but thats nt impt. went home alone to emo ): nvm, shall slp early tonight then. dun thk abt anythg.. took 145 home & saw a damn handsome guy, but he alighted after 1 stop ): give me more reason to emo only ): & I found out who was the person I wanted to find =) zhong yu zhao dao ni le ! life ):
12/17/2009 12:44:00 am
my current msn nick!XUETING. I miss lion/prawn =( ESJSB+SUJU=IMBA(A) says: bff & I were talking then she so random say she miss lion! make me miss lion also ): EMOZXZX. anw went town w bff today! shopped arnd cause shitass wna go F21! & so we did. but inside dun have the leopard prints(pringsszzxzxzx) top tt she wanted T.T so we left! walked arnd Wisma & SHE WAS THE ONE WHO SAID SHE WANTED TO EAT SO WE LEFT F21 then she kept walking & walking... women are fickle minded, agree? agree. a random convo btw us.. Xt: whr u wna eat Ys: here gt food right, another lvl down Xt: no it is not here Ys: i rmb here gt Xt: dun haf la, any lower than this lvl u will be in hell Ys: no, we will just be underground
LOL OWNED :D anw we walked to THE PLACE where we can find foooood lol. ate at Yoshinoya but n4 that went to buy LIMITED ITEM (some strawberry cheese pancake ZZZ). I was freaking full, but Bff treated ^^ & must blog abt some homo we saw! like damn tsktsk! freakkkk me out. I saw 2 guys that were quite metro then I was abt to ask bff if she thk they are gay then their actions just answered my qns. lol. I din even ask her.. then she turned and looked at me lol. classic. Hugging is too kuazhang alrdy, I cnnt accept. Hah, I cnnt accept this is public, in private I dun care lol. we then moved to ION! artbox first! :D to buy her gay calender :D then NET, I rlly liked this shorts, but PINK lol, freaking gay like srsly. LIKE PINK. bff saw a top & went to try. I was damn lazy to try the shorts cause I was damn full. I just felt like standing somewhr to laze lol. lazing is what I am best at :D anw while she tried the tops I was happily looking at the cute boy working at NET (: bff can take 1yr I dun care lol. anyhow she settled for a top & we left! then we went random walking :D went NEWLOOK, she was asking me to try sth so it doesn't seemed like I was waiting but I was too lazy LOL. i must reflect. sth stupid happened while I was waiting for bff. some anal lady like made a mountain out of a molehill. LIKE REALLLY. I wasn't the shop assistant but I rlly buaytahan tt lady! she mother anal, srsly, I would have pointed the finger at her lol. best, I will do the forbidden sign tt sends a shiver down yishi's spine =) anw bff bought her top & we left the store (& the anal lady, lol) & moved to MNG! the one opposite fareast. freaking packed. but saw some stuff there! then on the way home, bff & I talked abt hw F21 aint tt 21, like gt some clothes rlllly damn auntie. Or definitely nt 21 >_< saw this dress like thing at F21. but it's damn mature, like for those 20++, so I dun thk it will be nice on me, what more it is being hung up there so high, I cnnt even see the price! so better not ): I m broke alrdy!! ): sian. Tighten the belt LOL. I have to wake up at 7 ltr! so yup gg to slp soooon. YATING GAVE ME GD NEWS ABT NEXT WEDS! Yes :d I mother happpppppppy lol. YATING FTW! (: & must totally thank her for getting me this job :D whooooo. I dunneeed $ to shop, I neeed $ to give to the blood sucking vampire? no, bloooood sucking DENTIST. bunch of faggots. I am addicted to Love Like This by SS501, why din I appreciate them lol. Hyun Jong :D Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Souel, infinitely yours
12/16/2009 02:25:00 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G9lVzs4m6FQ&feature=player_embedded<3 this mv! but eunhyuk was out for only <2 seconds! GAHHHH! unfair to him ): & yes I am done with New Moon, gahhh, the ending SARKS(have to spell it this way to show how much it sucks). I rlly cnnt agree w people who said tt the werewolf was hot ): Jacob is nt hot AT ALL. I find his muscles revolting! Steroids, must be! I like Edward Cullen though, his body is way hottttttter :D :D but he reminds me of Tim :\ I am nt gg to thk of tim anymore1 gg w Bff ltr, AGAIN haha. we just saw ech other during Sheng Siong outing ytd lol, ok nt rlly an outing but still.. we met up! & the nooooodle is nice, bff shld hurry try :D and we are gg to F21 ltr! cause she wanna go! the funny thing is my F21 things is shipped here alrdy :D whats w F21 & me today! gahhh, I shall go online shopping for awhile! :D support Consumerism :D not so new, new moon
12/16/2009 01:08:00 am
watching new moon now, I think E.C is damn sweet. He said sth damn sweet to Belle in TW too, but I forgot. Damn, shld tlly watch it again urgh. but nvm, NM shall entertain me on a bored wednesday morning :D
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
a bored tuesday night..
12/15/2009 11:54:00 pm
went w bff to shengsiong (: stocked up on food(snacks) & came back to chiong dramas. failed to find Cruel Temptation drama series. was terribly affected so I made almond jelly instead (: NICEI feel accomplished today! because I did the laundry! finallly.. took a trip down the memory lane and realised I had been so much happier. Initially I thought CJ will make me happier, like really HAPPINESS in every aspect, guessed I was wrong. tim ):
12/15/2009 01:19:00 pm
talked to Bff on the fone in the morning :D she called to remind me of our date. Okay, that was so gay. and our date is to Sheng Siong, damn cui ):I woke up at 12. I guess I ain't any ordinary kid, I need 10hrs of slp everyday :O But bff inspire me to slp early & wake up early. esp when I am gg to work sooooon. I keep slacking, its disgusting. I am a free loader :O kept spamming Lollipop from BigBang & 2NE1. that song is damn catchy :D & I am in love with T.O.P, he is seriously damn cute. random convo btw me n bff on fone!! xt: the previous pic tt guy is way hotter than Rain, but he angmoh, Rain korean. so rain hotter bff: Rain is korean? I always thought he was Chinese. xt: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA OMG MY BFF OWN. Rain is CHINESE hahahahah. that makes me an Antarticacian :D koreans FTW! :P & I PROMISE TO FORGET TIM BY DECEMBER! I missed tim like crap when I went to Genting, but now I am FINE, I am nt talking to Tim ever, ever, ever again. NOOOOOOOOO! antiM
遗落
12/15/2009 01:25:00 am
read my archives & was reminded of the song in the title by Daren Tan. I personally thk this song is damn nice. Was emoing over B last yr :\ I am so disgusted to say that I actually liked him before. my brain must have been screwed la, I don't even WANT TO TALK TO HIManw took off the archives cause no one reads them anyway & jitao too troublesome to scroll down to my tagboard. I think my first post in sec 3 damn FARNIE though, I read through most of my posts, some were tears-inducing, some rlly brought back laughters, I acted like some MOFO. the most impt thing nao is I am mother hungry. Wanna eat sth & read my book cause bestie is toooo busy doing projects ): but I brushed my teeeeeth alrdy :\ & my mother made medicine for me just nao. talking abt this made me feel damn blooody guilty. Like no joke. She was using the mixer to grind some stuff then I was damn annoyed at the noise. Turns out to be that she was grinding the almond into fine powder so that when she make the medicine the almond essence will come out better. sth along tt line. When I hear the mixer sound I was damn pissed la, I thought she chose to make orange juice for herself when I have a cough and cnnt drink orange. I am retarded. I dun deserve the medicine but I finished it :D & disgusting me fought w my mum for the medicine, I am so selfish. SHE MADE THE MEDICINE AND I DIN EVEN ALLOW HER TO DRINK IT. I deserve a tight slap. & the mask is depriving me of my sneeze-time. Urgh. I am such an emo kid. I shld slash my wrist & die(hehe) It's you :D
12/15/2009 12:29:00 am
I am damn addicted to the remix version of It's You! :D It's the sex! Read "This Charming Man" just now, only to realised it has 885 pages, joke. Went to bathe & did mask :D I'm loving this after-exam-lifestyle but I feel like I am wasting my time away. Should totally do something useful(which is not blogging).Talking to Huanqing Bestie nao, don't be upset girl! I love you, you don't need E.P when you have got X.T! XT >>>>>>>> EP! Besties FTW (: I tlly gt reminded to do sth, urgh >=[ Monday, December 14, 2009
brunching with bff :D
12/14/2009 01:51:00 pm
woke up at 11am, NO JOKE. which means I slept for 10hours, nice one Xueting. And I woke up because of a fone call, WRONG NUMBER (basket). Called bff to chat about random stuff, heh, and then went for brunch! Yong Tau Foo was disappointing ): and so was chrysanthemum tea! it was bland (not gross, lol yishi) & we walked around to shop for her shorts & JEANS hah. Then we went to repair her shoe :DWas thking if I should cut my hair, but Jonathan wasn't at the shop near my house ): I want Jonathan to cut my hair! & yishi said it was only because he is cute ): he is not JUST cute :P but I m still thking abt the hairstyle tt I wanted since sec 2.. I am nt gg to sit there for 2 hrs for a haircut again! I fell asleep the other time Louise cut my hair :O shall blog abt ytd (: - went for svc with yishi and raymond(eee!) in cab :D -damn cheap, $4 EACH to cab from our hse to expo :D considering starting $ of 2.80 -svc was gd, pastor talked abt dreams -i thought TB was rlly shuai and awesomezxzxzxzxzx -bff agreed (: he rlly look damn ZAI -fellowship w cg after svc! was quite happy until sth stupid happen -its not YOUR fault but I am just annoyed >:( -went bugis with bff! she bought a cutie top :D -went to PL to meet YQ, but YQ was late =( -saw Ireanaus & YQ finally arrived :D -3 of us went for mtt tgt -both of them laughed at my voice & wanted to tell TB that I thk he is gd looking :( -mtt was great, learnt FHW agn! FHW FTW! -went to the mrt station w Jacob & Soon Wee -JACOB DAMN MEAN >=[ -went to Lavender & ate Mr Bean (KAYA), thought of Ryan :( -miss Ryan Seah Jia Piang (wei piang) to the max! faster come back from Korea ): -took 145 & gave up my seat to an old man after much thoughts -rched home & chatttted w bff :D -SLACKED MY NIGHT AWAY, watching youtube of SUPER JUNIOR (agn, lol) THANKS BFF FOR PASSING ME THE MAGAZINE W SJ INSIDE. I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE SJ SJ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> BFF , hahah! this charming man
12/14/2009 01:04:00 am
its 1am! and I am tired.yes... I am so damn happppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppy (: because I want to be able to sleep at 12am and wake up at 6am!! :D I want my body clock to adjust to that heh picking up story books once again! :D had an eventful sunday (: shall blog abt it ltr in the day, NT GG TO WORK :D:D omg I enjoy slacking SO DAMN MUCH Sunday, December 13, 2009
way back into love :D
12/13/2009 08:36:00 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TYH2dOXlNvgtaeyeon >>>>>>>>>>>>>> jessica! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfV7UGypE_Y this version of sry sry is MUCH CUTER :D 我不是你想像那麽勇敢
12/13/2009 12:30:00 am
this song is damn apt for me la, I think it will be an all time favourite for me from now on. It's the only song so far that really capture what I feel. and gt me reminded of what Hongyun said to me.. usually I only colour the parts of the song that I can connect to, but I just felt like highlighting the whole song.then again, do you care? 有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶 越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮 直到入到心底最深处 你不要追问我 还缺了些什麽 每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方 心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱 谁的心是我最後一站 我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案 我不是你想像那麽勇敢 多想让你保护能流泪一场 让我放下武装 像个孩子一样 单纯的把爱情放在你心上 每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方 心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱 谁的心是我最後一站 我强问我自己 现在还没有个答案 我不是你想像那麽勇敢 多想让你保护能流泪一场 让我放下武装 像个孩子一样 单纯的把爱情放在你心上 我不是你想像总是扮演坚强 多想让你知道我也要个伴 放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样 单纯的把爱情放在你心上 我不是你想像的那麽勇敢
Saturday, December 12, 2009
the 1000th post, congrats
12/12/2009 10:09:00 pm
had a long day today/ long night yesterdaycamping at airport is no joke. folding stars throughout the night is NO JOKE, I fold until my fingers pain like shit. the freaking star paper so hard (stiff, lol) but anw 5 hrs of star folding was a record for me, and yishi of course went to meeeeet LION KING at 430AM, then pass him the mysterious box and we went macs ate breakfast w hongyun & his friend junxian lol. junxian owns in braces hah, and he was from queensway sec too! same as hongyun WAHAH then ys and I slept till God knows when. then we went to lex hse to slp before cg starts :D cg was ok, I SURVIVED :D then went home to sleeep. woke up to eat dinner & watch TAO HUA XIAO MEI :\ the plot damn cliche. but sad lurh bestie called me and read to me her mama's bdae msg to her. & i told bestie i liked talking to her online and she ask me dun act cute. I am devastated HAHA, I so nice gao bai to you how can you like tt ): but really, I enjoy talking to you very much, because with you I can be myself (: BESTIES FOR LIFE ! cough syrup SUCKKKKKS Friday, December 11, 2009
funny :D
12/11/2009 06:41:00 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcm9oGBrNKA&feature=player_embeddedsaw this video in aug/sept, during prelims I guessed and thought it was damn funny so might as well share it with everyone else! Chong faster come back from Japan! I neeeed to rant, neeeed you to lend me an listening ear :D cant wait for Huanqing bestie to come online ): I want to know what ur mama wrote in that touching letttttter :D Actually, you have beeen the Best listening ear (: and credits to your mum who helped booked the Genting tickets! A million thanks to your pretty mum! I have an IAIM tonight with bff. that means I cannot chat with ESJSB abt YAB, nvm, that can wait! we have FOREVER :D I m gg to pack my house nao, so frigggggging messy! & time to do washing from GENTING, yucks :\ Genting Trip (:
12/11/2009 01:20:00 pm
Ebc came over to stay at my house on Sunday (: Because we have to reach TPY blk 179 on monday morning at 545pm ZZZ. thanks to Hongyun I knew where was 179 lol. Actually thanks to Google hah. Anyhow, Ryan reached first because Yishi had to go to Boonkeng. According to Ryan, the first thing I said to him was "eh why you look so cui", lol, I DIDN'T EVEN SAY HI. Since Yishi, the INefficient reached damn late, Ryan and I went to the playground with SWINGS! I love swings!! that was where I started singing "我不是你想像的那么勇敢 " and Ryan said it sounded ghostly. 梁文音 had a ghostly voice too, it was at 11pm so I guessed the atmosphere added to the ghostly feel. Yishi finally reached then I said "why we all look so cui". Because we DO. I think my parents were damn shocked to see Ryan but they din probe so we din say anything :D Ebc painted all our nails black, DAMN EMO.Ebc totally tried to sleep but FAILED. we slept for only 3 hours ): and we woke up late so no breakfast for us at Macs, we just bought takeaways and munched on the bus. The bus was realllllllly DAMN OWN. super duper comfortable lurh! Ebc just eat and sleep and eat and sleep. We stopped by YongPeng for toilet break and to stock up on snacks! Hah :D Ryan bought Muruku(sp?) and water filled with OXYGEN! we were thking of a chemical formula for H2O with more O, then we were thking abt H2O2 but that stood for Hydrogen Peroxide which was poisonous, so we had no conclusion. Yishi bought Bubble Gum heh. 60 pieces no joke, eat till die :\ I bought DODOL which was kena koped by my EBC members. totalllly! $8.90RM for endless fun with ebc, so I guessed it was worth it hah. It was a damn long journey lurh, 6hours of bus ride, but relatively fast alrdy. Platinum Cruiser or sth la, the name of the bus lol. We had a damn annoying bus attendant or whatever she is. Everytime she talked we just slept. That was the most cui thing :\ We reached Genting at 11plus I think. Damn early lurh! So we went for lunch at MarryBrown. Totally expensive and not as good as KFC but now we know, we won't make the same mistake again! It was like $19.45Rm for each of us! Something like a family meal :D Ebc is a FAMILY, so we must eat family meal :\ YISHI FOUND 16RM! so we used it to buy EYE MO. Contact lenses damn dry lurh! anyhow we had a damn hard time checking in, because we din listen to the bus attendant =\ But we managed to find our way to the check in counter with the help of a pretty lady :D she was attending to us then some random person called her away but I guess she rmbed us from our bright RED shirt lol, it was a smart idea to wear the same shirts :D I damn pragmatic! Waited for 2hrs for check in. In the midst of waiting, we went to buy sweeeeeet corn! Yummy. Finally checked in :D We went to Watsons to buy snacks and medicine! the panadol damn cheap $1.90RM for 4 tablets! Guessed what Ebc did at the hotel? SLEEEEEEP. Totallllly slept for 2 hrs of our life! Damn pig. then we decided to go for dinner! At some Stir-fry stall. Had to wait for bus 9100 lol. this number is damn 4D-worthy. the dinner was DAMN OWN. We had Fish, Egg, Pork(lol), Veggies, Prawn & Chrysanthemum tea! The tea was damn nice because its nt those canned ones but those trad. ones in a teapot! dinner was $36.20RM ech, damn worth it because our whole table was filled with fooood lol. Dinnerwas the highlight of the day(night) because we set a rule, whoever who makes fun of another person must do "Tuaji tolong, Yueniang bu gan le" and video it down! Guess who tio? YISHI :D hah, cause she scolded Ryan pig. It was really damn fake for all of us because we started being nice to everyone until it was so damn FAKE. Ebc is not Ebc if we are nice :D So yishi beggggged us but to no avail lol. We went for Haunted House after dinnner. I screamed my heart out can, as much as I know it was fake, i was damn humji lurh :\ $18RM for endless screams :\ I forgot to mention we make new friends! This couple that was with us during the haunted hse experience! After tt we went to walk around the mall and bought TEA EGGS for TEA-EGG-PARTY lol. $2.40RM for my 2 tea eggs :D We went to buy toothpaste at watsons because the hotel was so cui there wasn't any toothpaste, damn ZZZ. I contributed $1RM lol. and pathetic me bought lozenges because my throat was damn cui :\ freaking $6.50RM for some cui lozenges, but it was the cheapest there alrdy :\ back at the hotel we took turns to bathe and then we carried out Ebc's main core values LOL. Ebc just E,B,S,S. We usually S to E & B then when we don't do the other 3, we just S. Anw, we B all the way till we slept :D AND AND AND YISHI CARRIED OUT HER PUNISHMENT! :D I think we laughed till we died. I woke up at 3plus to take medicine, thanks to Ryan's Sorry Sorry ringtone. then we all woke up at 745 for breakfast! :D I was damn pissed when Genie rang, guessed SNSD dun have as much power as SJ :D First World's Hotel buffet breakfast not fantastic at all. But reasonably nice lurh! We met the Haunted house couple! :D but the stupid thing was tt even though 3 of us shared a room, the breakfast was only for 2. so we each forked out $8.65RM to pay for the 3rd person. Then it was for the funnnnn! :D I love the theme park! The freaking ticket was $44RM, no joke lol. & we had to pay extra $10RM for the flying coaster! FREAKING CHEAT MONEY! then because we cnnnnnt carry our bags, we had to purchase a locker. cheater theme park ): Oh, we took pictures with the clowns too! and mr energizer lol. then we went to take all the rides hah! we spent like the bulk of our time Q-ing lurh. and I spotted ITALY3! this random cute guy & we saw him for almost all our rides :D so near yet so far hah! we also spotted HUNTER & CO. it was damn enjoyable la. we were playing corkscrew and then I had to sit with this random lady because I was sitting alone then she kept screaming I was damn irritated. the only thing I was rlly thrilled by was the spacelift?? it was quite scary :\ because I felt that I was lifted out the seat! cyclone was quite fun also, the sound effect was the sex hah. pirate ship was the most $%#%$&$, I was sitting opposite ryan and yishi because I wanted to sit at the end, then gt this weird uncle keep screaming. ZZZ. the rest I din scream because I was mostly sitting alone a bit stupid to scream with myself.. so I rather act coool, I mean I AM COOL :D and I just conserved my voice lol. I bought a canned drink and it cost $4RM, like wtf. Damn expensive. Confirm scheming ): We wanted to play car racing but in the end we gave in to foooood and went for steamboat! :D Whoo! It was quite cheap! like $22RM only and we ate forever :D kept spammmmming all the food! and we saw ITALY3 while eating, as in I saw Him, FATE haha! Yishi said I probably saw everyone else just that I never bother about them ): ok fine, maybe you're right ): Anw on the way back to the hotel Yishi did something reallllly funny. And Ryan caught it all on tape, nt rlly ALL la, but most of it :D IT WAS DAMN BLOOOODY HILARIOUS. Yishi owns much (: anyhow, we bathed and went to sleep. NO. we all couldn't fall asleep so we kept talking till it was late :\ finally woke up at 10plus. DAMN SLACKKKK LURH. someone mixed up the check in time! HAHA. but we just spent time walking around the indoor area. I bought my COFFEE BEAN CHEESECAKE! damn bloooody nice but $10.40RM lol, not cheap ): but cheaper than Singapore.. DUHHHH! Went to Watsons to buy my medicine cause it's like damn goooood, can eat when have flu/fever! $9RM for like 20tablets is mother cheap :D then went to spam snacks from all kinds of shops! spent $10.10RM altgt! bought a gift too, my fav number LOL. on the way bought drinks too. lol. 2 bottles of HONEY LIME that taste weird :\$7RM! & when rched my fav yongpeng, I bought dodol! :D cheaper because I cnnt afford the damn nice one, so that was $7.90RM. but sucks lor the taste ): rched Singapore & we went for BAK KUT TEH. so random but we had cravings lol. Then we ate SATAY also lol :D ebc nehver stoppp eeeeeee-ting lol. EBC FOR THE WIN! Wednesday, December 09, 2009
HELLO SINGAPORE
12/09/2009 11:00:00 pm
back from gentinggggggggggggggggggggggggg :Dlazy to update YETTTTT gd news is I DUN HAF WORK TML :) and ok I was on the fone w bestie and then I kept repeating the same line "the policeman is gg to die, omg omg omg" 5 TIMES, no joke. and I am done with my rantings so we put down the fone. She was like asking me to chill, yes I am so COOL, I am CHILLED (nt funny :\) I AM TALKING TO ESJSB NAOOOOO. WO HEN XIANG NI :D We're finalllly reunited hehe (: Sunday, December 06, 2009
WELCOME BACK TAN SHENG YAO!
12/06/2009 01:00:00 pm
TAN SHENG YAO IS COMING BCK TODAY! :D YAY! And I am leaving for genting ): Life sucks!* find me ep 15! hah MY VOICE IS THE SEX NOW. OWNNNNS MUCH. I AM GG TO SPAM HERBAL TEA LTR! I M GG TO PACK MY HSE & PACK MY BAG FOR GENTING :D I LOVE CAPS :D sth random, Chong & I talked abt *** ytd! I RLLY THK *** DAMN HOT & HIGHLY RAPE-ABLE HAHA! random 2: 梁文音 ~ 我不是你想象那麼勇敢
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