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敗 犬 |
I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
pondering
9/30/2009 12:54:00 am
There's no point giving so much love,when there's no one at the other end of the receiving line. Saw this from Zoe's blog, and yes bestie if you're reading this, PLEASE DO NOT FOR A SECOND THK TT I WNA HIT ON ZOE. Cause I alrdy did, nah kidding. a few updates. I GOT U FOR ECONS. HOOOOORAY! i tally walked past Miss A. L and said " thanks for your effort this year" total sarcasm, and yes I am a total bitch. she is nice but thats not doing any justice to my econs results SO WHATEVER. do I look like I freaking care? srsly WHATS THE POINT. people around me are disappointing. I dun wna go all emo but yea thats how I feel. and I realised I took a decade to find out what I want I don't see why letting go is wrong or stupid I mean if we let go and move on in life, THEN ISN'T IT BETTER? oh man I should just STFU. btw my GP essay has improved BY 3MARKS. congrats XT. and the teacher totally thinks that my POV on homo marriage is INTERESTING.
oh come on. he is an ANG MOH, so I guess he is open! :D congrats man! I dread thursday. GG TO HAVE ECONS MOCK EXAM FOR PAP 2. WTFISH. 3frigging hours after sch. LIFE CANT GET ANY SHITTTIER. just screw life la. LIFE IS A BITCH Monday, September 28, 2009
): I wont thk abt it
9/28/2009 08:45:00 pm
made up my mind.gg to do what I want. I HATE YOU. okay, maybe I just dont like you as much as I did the script
9/28/2009 08:02:00 pm
he hugs her close from behind.at that instant, she felt overwhelmed by her emotions. as much as she was tempted to reciprocate the love, she didn't. instead, she pushed him away and said "when is the exact wedding date?" there was an awkward silence, he clearly did not want to reply that question apparently he wasn't as ready to face truth, the harsh truth but she was ready, in fact, she didn't want this supposedly last meeting. she knew that it would be harder fer her to let go however, she wanted to see him badly to touch his face, to hold his hands yes, this will be the last time. .. tbc Sunday, September 27, 2009
no, I don't want to believe in you.
9/27/2009 02:26:00 pm
no, it is not jealousy acting up.okay, maybe it is. whatever, the only way to not be affected is to make you not-so-important in my life. you can do whatever you like and I won't care. f1 rocks ROCKS MY SOCKS
9/27/2009 01:30:00 pm
yes, I am not dead despite working from 3am to 430am this morning.but F1 rocks is rlly an eye opener. the plus side: at my counter, I get to see hot guys/gays. and I get to talk to them. I saw Pierre and Andrea, Adam Chen and plus plus celebs. I get to see BEP and Beyonce! my ang moh boss damn gd looking. we keep saying he is gay, but he quite man. OKay fine, a man GAY? why not? my pay is good i guess? i got cab to send me home (: i get paid to go for training which means sitting around my colleague say I look like dancer in the uniform HAHA. the shit: I work with a lot of CABs, they like to create trouble, fight fight and fight. they delay our working time they nearly hit my handsome ang moh boss I have to witness gays kissing in front of me! ahhh! I never get to ask this super duper hot guy if he is GAY got people say I man okay the main thing is F1 rocks rlly gt damn alot of stuff to do, but okay la, get to know more people and blah blah. Nt that bad (: ok gg to work agn! I M TIRED >_< Saturday, September 26, 2009
skeptical
9/26/2009 02:41:00 am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=azFkU99COZMAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Friday, September 25, 2009
嫁给我
9/25/2009 11:07:00 pm
小星星 亮晶晶 闪在你的眼睛里从此投入我的心 呼风又唤雨 我愿意 好愿意 双手奉上我自己 单身夜里找到你 再也不离去 爱是我 爱是你 爱是肯定句 oh~谁也不能阻挡我 永远守护你 日出日落 黑夜白昼 时时刻刻拥在怀中 清清楚楚这感动 分秒可以成永久 我望著你 你看著我 有句话我想对你说 今生今世跟著我 做你幸福的理由 嫁给我 i will marry freaking anyone who sings this to me lost
9/25/2009 10:17:00 pm
rlly wanted to blogbut realised i have nth to say or rather too much to say. i srsly dun care if you know that i m the one making all those cards for you. i mean i din lie or anything, i signed off as your friend. nothing wrong. and you din ask anything. so its nt as if i lied, you neh ask, i neh say. ARGH GG TO WORK TML. need loads of slp. 3pm to 3am!! 12hrs. CAN DIE ): and then rch home at 4 slp at 430AMMMMM! then go to work agn at 3pm to 3am AGAIN. monday slp in school again :D sometimes it funny how the person you are closest to can hurt you the most. sth funny!! [C]alvin sends: 嫁给我.mp3 (4240kb) Open(Alt+P) XD: Imsry says: wo yuan yi HAHAHAHAH Stand By Me - SHINee (not shiny -.-)
9/25/2009 04:25:00 pm
Stand by me! nal barabwajwo ajik sarangeul moreujimanStand by me! nal jikyeobwajwo ajik sarange seotuljiman neoreul bol surok gibuni johajyeo nado mollae noraereul bulleo han songi jangmireul sago sipeojin ireon nae moseup singihande nae maeumi neo-ege danneundeutae i sesangi areumdawo ireon seolleimeul neodo neukkindamyeon budi jogeumman gidaryeojwo Together make it love! Forever make it your smile! neoui hwanhan miso gadeukhi Together make it love! Forever make it your smile! ije naesoneul naesoneul jaba Stand by me nareul barabwajwo ajik sarangeul moreujiman Stand by me nareul jikyeobwajwo ajik sarange seotungeot gata neoreul al surok gaseumi tteollyeowa naneun geujeo utgoman isseo neoege salmyeosi kiseu haebolkka jogeum ni mame dagaseolkka nae maeumi eojjeomyeon sarangilkka nan ajigeun sujubeunde ajik hangeoreumdo daga seojimotan naui sarangeul gidaryeojwo Together make it love! Forever make it your smile! neoui hwanhan miso gadeukhi Together make it love! Forever make it your smile! ije jogeumssik jogeumssik galkke Stand by me nareul barabwajwo jomdeo gakkawo jigosipeo Stand by me nareul jikyeobwajwo jomdeo meotjige boigo sipeo nan cheoeumen mollasseo nugungal baraboneunge ajikdo naemam molla geudaeneun geudaereul saranghae Together make it love! Forever make it your smile! neoui hwanhan miso gadeukhi Together make it love! Forever make it your smile! ije naesoneul naesoneul jaba Stand by me nareul barabwajwo ajik sarangeul moreujiman Stand by me nareul jikyeobwajwo ajik sarange seotungeot gata I am scared
9/25/2009 12:49:00 am
I think I have split personalities.I am supposed to be an extrovert. BUT WHY DO I FEEL SO TRAPPPPPPPED. like one moment I am happy then I switch. and I keep changing I rlly thk I am mad. its like I can talk but I canT talk. like I can feel but I canT feel. or rather I dunwan to talk. to anyone. I find it hard to express my feeeeelings. I cant say how I feel. I cant show what I feel. I friggggging suck. I want to talk to you, I don't know why. Every time I have a problem, I just wanna talk to you. No one else, and yes, you're still special. I don't know why I wanna keep you inside my heart. Lock you up like I wanna lock a bird up in a cage. I know I have the key, but yet I don't want to let you go. I wrote sth at shiuan's house when I din wna study for bio mcq. I was just thking of you. it doesn't make sense. But it made me cry. I forgot when I fell in love with you I don't want to remember it anyway It will just reflect what a fool I am How I fell so hard for someone who didn't feel a single thing Nothing that I ever did touched your heart You didn't do anything either, because you don't need to All you ever needed to do was to flash your smile once in a while But you're not doing that, okay maybe you DID Maybe I am asking for too much, who am I to demand anything from you I don't deserve anything from you, I brought all these upon myself If I had been a nicer person, you wouldn't have left And here I am, being so thick-skinned, demanding from you what I couldn't give I am genuinely happy when I see that you're happy But I am also genuinely upset that I am not the one bringing you the smile on your face It is always someone else, it will always be I'm sick of yearning for you, I never knew that I could want someone so badly At least you taught me something in life Things that you can never have leave the deepest impression in your heart People whom you once had, but now have lost, leave the deepest hurt and regret. And yes I am done. I dunno how I survived that Thursday night. Honestly, I feel like shit whenever I see you. DOUBLE BIO LTR. I SHLD SLP. ARGH. Austin Powers is too funny :D and thanks Bestie for Subway and Elmo and MASKS. you totally spam me! But yea, thanks dude. I LOVE YOU AND ZOE. hahah Thursday, September 24, 2009
HELLO WORLD
9/24/2009 12:54:00 am
i shld be slping. but waiting for clothes to be done.blooody washing machine no efficiency :\ I m tired. I wna slp. BUT LATER FIRST PERIOD GP. v gooood. econs tut also can slp :D hosay liao (: i just did sth for sum1. i think it looks pretty naise! :D so proud of myself HAHAH. ANW IDK WHY BUT PPLE IN SCH KEEP ASKING ME IF SO AND SO IS GAY. HELLO DO I LOOK LIKE I KNOW. EVEN IF I KNOW, WHY MUST I TELL YOU. TELL YOU SO YOU CAN GO SPREAD RIGHTTTTT. AND ITS NOT LIKE I ASK THEM STRAIGHT(NO PUN INTENDED) IN THE FACE YOU HAVE TO BUILD A F/S FIRST DUDE. ARGH. AND NO, I M NOT LESBIAN. SO DON'T ANYHOW ASSOCIATE ME WITH THE HOMOS. I AM NOT DISCRIMINATING THEM BUT WHATEVER, I M NOT HOMO. GRRRRRRRRRRRR. okay, back to sth happy (: meeeeeting bestie for subway ltr. she is giving me a treat. hw cute. and she is giving me an ELMO :D I LOVE ELMOs LAAAAAAAA! ni zhen you wo de xin (: i m frigggging tired. spammmmming SUPER GIRL (: Sunday, September 20, 2009
Tallie (:
9/20/2009 09:46:00 pm
met ys for svc today,on the train she said I grew taller!! :( i duno why i dun like :\ but its just weird lor. I am 18 liao! ESTHERRRRR HAHAH anw i was talking to her abt David Archuleta. then I said D.A cause easier to pronounce mah! (disclaimer: rmb this part of our convo k) anw rched church then was getting to the seats then saw sean! what shit he become... become.. ERM I CNNT RECOGNISE! but yeap definitely add alot of muscles. army is gooooooood hah! then he commented tt I grew taller. HUHUH. within 1 hour I received 2 comments lidat ): i rlly bu yong jia le! unless my husband wear heeeeeeels (: haha. then after svc ate w cg! and went off w yishi. then she wanted me to bluetooth songs to her so i did lor then i say " eh i send that LA CHATA song to you k " i thought she knew what was LA CHATA cause I let her listen on the train on the way to church then she said " aiyah i think u better u better use D.A la, you rlly cnnt pronounce his name" HAHAH OWN LA LEE YISHI. YOU NOOOOOB is LA CHATA. not DAVID ARCHULETA. hahahah. you BANANA (: anw went mtt. v happy. had fun w them. then came home! (: but headache damn mother jialat. argh ): anw just thought of some psychology game i played w bff today. the result quite true but some like totally no link also. summarised result: I have low self esteem I am cold towards others I am realistic I am smart I have only 4 friends in life that are far away from me and I think they are gay The love of my life is not coming towards me and the love of my life is a clean person I have mini troubles that are moving away from me the end, i duno what this means. HAHA. maybe at times I low self esteem? Esp cheat and fail econs test HAHAAH THEN RLLY THK I STUPID TTM. cold towards others? bff says like maybe just like dun rlly trsut others. perhaps perhaps perhaps. rational behind this: no one is rlly trustworthy, seriously. realistic? MY MUM SHLD HEAR THIS! smart?!?!?! SINCE WHEN? smart in non academic ways? LIKE FLIRT W BIO TCHERS! 4 friends in life?!?! FAR AWAY FROM ME?? maybe I do keep people at a distant away. because I believe tt as long as I open up, I am vulnerable. Nt gg to risk it and let anyone hurt me. AND NOT GG TO RISK BEING CLOSE TO PPLE, TRY YOUR BEST TO BUILD A F/S AND THE PERSON JUST END THE F/S WITH "I THK WE'RE TOO CLOSE". no chance man. love of my life nt moving towards me! its like a so near yet so far? WHATEVER OH! clean person seems interesting :D mini troubles? ok this one rlly quite crap. cause no one can tell the future. let alone some stupid test. so urm, maybe its just showing that I WILL MAKE EFFORT TO GET RID OF SMALL PROBLEMS. like my freaking pimples! :D damn tired and headache ): i should be slping :\
9/20/2009 02:04:00 am
its 2 plus alrdy!i shld b slping. BUT I M NOT. HAHAHA. whats wrng w me! too nocturnal alrdy ): ok la haven been slping early these few days I M FINALLY GG BACK TO MY BED after 5days w/0 it! i sure missed it ): IT MISSED ME TOO I BET (: I am darn tired now la shld totally go slp soooooooooooooooon but wna watch some SJ mv and f(x) mv... AHHHH. totally into KPop nao! korean singers damn talented la (: ok i m tired
shld stop blogging b4 i leak out secrets. OF OTHERS. HAHAHAH just wna thanks chuan for being nice and giving me his econs stuff :D in good condition siol (: and yup thanks ting for wheelie and whitie :D sometimes it feels good to be able to tell others. hey I have tried this and this. I have more experience in life than you, i have been through much more than you (and blah) but sometimes it feels better to be laughed at, or looked down upon. because deep down inside of you, you know these experiences are just scars in life. you aint rlly proud of them yourself. as these experiences might not be something good. beause if these experiences were good experiences, everyone would have done the same anw came up with this quote if you cannot love yourself, don't expect others to. sth i thk make sense when it comes to confidence. if you as a human being, dont love yourself or accept urself.. dont expect others to do it. PUT IT IN ECONOMICS TERM.. you are the supplier/producer and you're selling a type of good(yourself), like your job is to increase the demand for your good and blah. SO if you as the producer don't believe in your own goods and services, and don't believe that what you have to offer is the best(or at least good), HOW ARE YOU GG TO CONVINCE YOUR CUSTOMERS(pple arnd you) TO BELIEVE AND HAVE CONFIDENCE IN YOUR GOOD(yourself). sth inspiring: First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do. -EpictetusSaturday, September 19, 2009
end of prelims, end of me
9/19/2009 06:28:00 pm
Cui TTM but nvm :\zhong dian is I had fun ytd (: went for lunch with Chong Qiao Hong and Vien then celebrated Vien's birthday :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY OBASAN! (: then we walked arnd and talk cock and stuff and then Chong, Hong and I walked to PS then Hong left! chong and I went to meet mummy and qiuling ah yi. HAHA ate dinner at the cathay. Bloody nice (: highly recommend "the Indulge" then after that went Clark Quay! hehe. Brewerks was packed so we just sat near the Sg River and talk cock! then Chong and Qiuling ah yi went home ): so mummy and I stayed. talked alot with mummy. THANKS MUM! YOU'RE THE BEST MUM =D and you have wonderful kids don't you think? hah, but it was a rlly nice talk. then we just hang around and blah blah. went Arab St, I thk the place thr nt bad (: had fun trying out new stuff :D thanks to MUM, hahahaha! stayed over at mum's place (: AND CAME HOME TODAY! so tired! can die! ): had cg and fellowship! :D gg out to find Chuan for econs notes ltr :D CJC HAS THE BEST SENIORS =D ok and my dad is back. i hate being at home when he is around i hate being at home when my parents are around I FREAKING HATE IT. its like why cant you just leave me alone. WHY MUST TALK TO ME. i dunwan to talk, DUNWAN DUNWAN DUNWAN. thats why I rather stay in school for night study. I rather come home damn late and stay outside study. THATS THE BEST. then by the time I am home I bathe I sleep. then next day when I wake up my dad is at work alrdy. my mum not awake. then I go to sch and the whole cycle repeats. but now I hate it that I HAVE TO BE AT HOME but gg out soooon le :D i wannnnna meeeet ting :D Super Junior M - Dangsinigie [ Because It's You ]
9/19/2009 06:09:00 pm
geudael angoseo sumeul meomchuni jageuneokkae wie tteollim majeo neukkilsu isseo dununi tto mutgo isseo
isaram matneunji na geureota hagetji sewori heulleo naiga deulgo geudae geomeun meoriwie huinnuni ppuryeojindwi naui dununi heuryeojyeo sumimeojeooneun geusungan hamkkeigil sarang itorok areumdaun mari dangsinigie ganeunghaetdeon sarmi naegen sesange deo keun gijeokgateun il geurigo selsu eomneungeu yaksokgwa dangsineul manna cheotnarui haessalgwa geuhyanggi majeo modu gieokhalteni geudael angoseo sumi meomchuni bulgeun nunmul wie ongi majeo neukkilsu isseo naui dununi heuryeojyeo sumi meojeooneun geu sungan hamkkeigil sarang itorok areumdaun mari dangsinigie ganeunghaetdeon sarmi naegen sesange deo keun gijeokgateun il geurigo selsu eomneungeu yaksokgwa dangsineul manna cheotnarui haessalgwa geuhyanggi majeo modu gieokhalteni uriegen neomu swipjianheun sesang aju jamsirado meoreojilkka duryeowo charari oneuri naui sarmi kkeutnabeorineun narimyeon heeojimdo eobseultende geudae itorok areumdaun mari dangsinigie ganeunghaetdeon sarmi naegen sesange deo keun gijeokgateunil geurigo selsu eomneun geu yaksokgwa dangsineul manna cheotnarui haessalgwa geuhyanggi majeo modu gieokhalteni yeongwonhi yeongwonhi Thursday, September 17, 2009
sth interesting I read..
9/17/2009 08:50:00 pm
found this while googling for pics. HAHA.I am not like some pro gay activist but this kinda makes sense :\ here you go! Gay couples... What do you think about that? Disgusting? Hot? Interesting? Weird? Mentally ill? I guess gay couples isn't a weird thing for us anymore gay and lesbian are everywhere For people who think that gay is a bad thing, (fyi, I thought that too! Because I've ever had a crush on gay?! bad experience!) I don't agree! Gay is not a bad thing Love is not about gender right? Love is just love, as long as it's not lust... I've ever heard someone said this "Gay people have mentally ill... I'm sure they won't be success, because they're SICK!" COME ON... Hey women weren't supposed to be independent too, right? I give u examples about "successful gay" 1. Domenico Dolce and Stefano Gabbana  A couple of Italian designers...They have their own brand "Dolce and Gabbana" Domenico and Stefano are one of a successful gay couple Their brand is very famous around the world They made come controversies But still, they do exist and SUCCESS 2. Clay Aiken and Reed Kelly  Clay Aiken is an American pop singer who began his rise to fame on the 2nd season of "American Idol"He admitted his sexual orientation after adopted a son names "Parker Aiken" He said he couldn't raise a child to lie or to hide things Is he success? Don't ask ;) 3. Neil Patrick Harris and avid Burtka  Neil Patrick Harris is an American actor and magician (and interesting fact ;)) He began his career as a child actor (hahaha..) Harris appeared on Sesame Street as the Sesame Street Shoe Fairy (hahaha again) Harris will be host the 63rd Tony Award on 7th of June 2009 David Burtka is an American actor He played The Boy in the American premiere of Edward Albee's The Play About The Baby, for which he won the 2001 Clarence Derwent Award for most promising male performer. Burtka and Harris attended the Emmy awards in September 2007 as an openly acknowledged couple for the first time The two actors have been together since April 2004. Harris refers to Burtka as "my better half" and "an amazing chef" MY BETTER HALF? NOT JUST HIS HALF.. BUT HIS BETTER HALF???? 4. Sir Ian McKellan  5. John Barrowman (hot!!!)   ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------See? Gays CAN be success Don't ever mock on gays They have hearts too They have a life to live They have same chance to be success too You know, there is a lot of discrimination about gay I've heard a kid who was only 13 years old was shot by his friend Just because he was gay... and he confessed to a boy he liked whether he wanted to be his valentine or not It's too violent... Many people look down on gays Like they're just garbage or even nothing I really hate people like that Ok I kinda guilty after reading this :\ I used to discriminate them but I dont anymore. ok the end, I know someone is smiling after reading this. HAHA, don't gay lol. CHEM EFFING SUCKS
9/17/2009 03:57:00 pm
damn depressed cause of chem alrdy.NVM TML IS LIBERATION DAY. urgh :\ whatever la ): F it alrdy :\ watching Tian Mi Feng Bao now, so sad de! but lets just hope it will have a happy ending! the world needs some injection of happiness ok maybe just me. Wednesday, September 16, 2009
a bright sunny afternoon (:
9/16/2009 01:04:00 pm
MATHS KILLED MEcjc keep committing murder. I RLLY CMI ALRDY ): prelims = die + no proper burial ): but I v happy. today got AI XIN REDBULL (: from bff! :D thanks .. she was funny ytd. she was telling me abt her paper and the qns then i was slping. so i replied " haha. you're cute" THEN SHE KNEW TT I WAS SLPING. omg i din know i was so nonsense when I slp :\ and I sleeptalk! can know all my secrets easily :\ TML BIO APPL PAP 3 and CHEM PAP 1 violet teo say chem wont be easy ): KNS :\ HONGYUN RMB 5NACL OKAY. 3Cl2 + 6NaOH -----> 5NaCl + NaClO3 + 3H2O WAHAHAHHA OWN. and I will rmb suitability of linear lines. WHATEVER! I FEEEEEEL TOO ENRGETIC. red bull gives you wings :\ Tuesday, September 15, 2009
SUPER GIRL
9/15/2009 07:20:00 pm
[圭贤] Oh~ 超级超级的女孩 SJ OWN (:
9/15/2009 11:31:00 am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awB1xnVRPBwAHHHHHHHHHHHH super junior gt new mini album! CHINESE SONG EH DUN PLAY PLAY. sound like sorry sorry but this is damn cute. but the mv stupid!!!!!! WHY WOULD HE WANT A GIRL THAT IS SO SUPERFICIAL. OMG Sunday, September 13, 2009
SHIU AN <3
9/13/2009 06:21:00 pm
gg shiu an house ltr! fu xuan xiao jie ni hao :Dyup, another week of chiong-ing for prelims and I will be free. temporarily. until the As are over, we're all in bondage. BLOOOODY HELL cant wait for fri go out w family (: cant wait for sat go cg andden probably go svc! SUN WILL BE RLLY SPECIAL :D okay lurh, but I am finally gg back for mtt. although i rly suck at whatever they're doing but i must admit for that 2hrs, i have no worries! plus my BFF is there!!!!!!!!! :D MON IS A HOLIDAY SO YUP. I WNA GO SOMEWHR. AND I WILL GO THR. NO MATTER WHAT SHIT BE IT RAIN OR SHINE. I WILL GO :D CUTE CONVO
9/13/2009 02:39:00 am
[C]alvin says: jie jie XD: updated blog (: says: wad [C]alvin says: how r u XD: updated blog (: says: fine? [C]alvin says: ok wad u doing XD: updated blog (: says: masturbating [C]alvin says: nv ask me along XD: updated blog (: says: HHAHAH no la sorting my stuff rched home at 9plus then dl abit of songs hehe [C]alvin says: u downloaad from where huh XD: updated blog (: says: WHAT SHIT U WNA MASTURBATE TGT??!?!??!? baidu la [C]alvin says: how come i cant bleah XD: updated blog (: says: cant dl or cant masturbate dl i can help masturbate i cnnt HAHAHAHHAA [C]alvin says: dl la XD: updated blog (: says: haha too bad i love my brother. HAHA Saturday, September 12, 2009
Ok, ok. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
9/12/2009 02:00:00 am
there is a meaning behind the lame title. HAHA. (: but thats my secret (:watched Why Why Love on tv, its damn naise la! but that means its fri (ok technically sat). 2 more days to prelims again. BLOODY HELL cant wait for next fri! island creamery after chem paper!! (: then after that dinner w FAMILY (: family includes Joyce(mum), Chong(bro), and maybe someone else. nt sure if that someone will turn up but nvm... I CANT WAIT TO DRINK. was telling mum we must drink and she ask me drink barley gao. BLEH, yao he ni zi ji he =p I am like dying from L Word withdrawal symptom. but then again, wo zi ji itchy hand go delete away the rest of season 2! and damn I am only at season 2. TSK TSK. cant wait for season 3! but Dana will die! of breast cancer! season 4 Bette and Tina will patch up! whoo (: AND SEASON 5 YOUTUBE SAYS (ok the video shows that the director says) THAT THERE WILL BE LOTS OF SEX. hah, totally interesting. but the zhong dian is, I want B&T to be together :D and yea, Jenny will die! ): but the most impt point is PARIS HILTON NEH GET A ROLE IN L WORD. she don't deserve it. she is nt getting anywhere near K.M! ok enuff, I am talking to bestie online. and she is being real bitchy. keep teasing me about ........... FINE RAH! you're evil! karma! talking to esb to. haha. SHEN MI JIA BIN become shen ME jia bin. joke :P its ok JOASHU(this is spelt lidat deliberately)!! Friday, September 11, 2009
funny!
9/11/2009 09:33:00 pm
http://mashable.com/2009/07/26/funniest-fake-facebook/#mb
Thursday, September 10, 2009
(: i feel some happiness
9/10/2009 11:50:00 pm
went to sch and studied with brian.i just kept sleeping. I SUCK ): happiness is having your bff eating dinner with you, and both of you fighting over sea coconut & soursop, at the same time trying to figure out which country has guys that wears skirts and and and having your bff trying to tell you a joke but cant make out anything she was saying because she laughed most of the time (: i dont mind giving up a few days of my life just to let that moment last a while longer. for us to stay in that laughter, for us to stop thking abt studies for a few more seconds. for us to grow up naturally, without stress. sometimes i feel like my patience is running out. but ok la, today studied with J1s, hw i wished i was back there. but whatever, its too late! i shld just forget abt the past and move on. was thking abt some stuff and rmb sth that AR BERNARD taught: how you treat the person after you have gotten what you want reveals your motive in beginning the relationship. i think its quite true, like you befriend someone or be nice, get what you want and leave. then you leave the person there like an empty shell. because it is all about you isn't it? it's all about you getting what you want, all about you getting your things done. is there anyone else in the equation? oh yes, of course, people around you are just catalyst in your life equations, nothing is done to them. they help you achieve what you want faster. then they are regenerated, for you to make use of them over and over again. urgh. why cant there be a FAFILY or a MAMILY. why FAMILY. why father and mother i love you. WHY. By Jennifer Beals
9/10/2009 08:29:00 pm
“I’m always shocked that gay marriage is such a big deal,” says Beals over coffee in a Lower East Side patisserie she loves visiting when she’s in town. “You have to realize how precious human life is, when there are tsunamis and mudslides, when there are armies and terrorists — at any moment, you could be gone, and potentially in the most brutal fashion.“And then you have to realize that love is truly one of the most extraordinary things you can experience in your life. To begrudge someone else their love of another person because of gender seems to me absolutely absurd. “It’s based in fear, fear of the other, fear of what is not like you,” she says. “But when you are able to see lives on a day-to-day basis, rather than reducing it to politics, then it humanizes a whole community of people that were otherwise invisible. I think pop culture is really helpful in letting people see another side of life.” Wednesday, September 09, 2009
sth meaningful i read today
9/09/2009 04:41:00 pm
We spoke about how one must be in peace with oneself or everything that one is doing will be meaningless even if one derives short term satisfaction from it. In essence, in the long run, are you able to make peace with yourself or will you die and old man/woman, knowing that there were things you failed to hold on to and things you failed to let go?And then there was the subjectivity of happiness. How do you define happiness? What does the equation encompass? Is it just yourself or do you consider the people around you as well? And if it is the latter, what if there is a conflict of interest? How would you resolve it? I'd choose to first make peace with myself and then with that answer hold on to it and allow the rest to see that I'm at peace with it. But first off, when you're holding on to so much excess baggage in your mind, how do you make peace with yourself? We spoke about a lot of stuff within that two hours. What do you fall for when you fall for a person? Is it his/her physical appearance? His/her heart? Character? Or is it just that unmeasurable 'spirit'? Why do certain people only fall for certain other people? What do you look for in your other half? Or is falling in love an irrational thing that cannot be explained by rational means. Imagine the person you are in love with. Then imagine all his/her qualities in another person altogether. Would you still fall for the other person? During sleepless nights, thoughts like these run through my mind and then I start wondering what life really has in store for me? Will it be something entirely different in the future? Will there be stability in my choices? Or will I look back and laugh at myself for not having found answers to any of the above? There's so much to think about but like everything else, the capacity of the mind is limited the abv is by my mother joyce chan!! teachings of Mr Lim
9/09/2009 01:58:00 am
The darker the night, the nearer the dawn.Push on! And you will see the light. Mr Lim an extract
9/09/2009 01:05:00 am
google for katherine moennig's pics from goggle.saw that paris hilton is dating her. MY GOD and saw the comments from some other viewers. this is DAMN TRUE. HOW CAN IT BE POSSIBLE SOMEONE DOESN'T KNOW WHO KATE MOENNIG IS? EVERYONE IS GOING GAY BECAUSE OF HER. SHE'S THE BEAUTIEST SEXIEST GIRL ON EARTH. PARIS IS JUST ANOTHER MILLIONAIRE STUPID BLOND. BUT I WISH I COULD BE HER(P.H)..! OH MY GOD! HOLDING KATE'S HAND!! THAT'S WHAT I CALL HEAVEN..! damn it ): PARIS IS ONE LUCKY BITCH. URGH HW CAN SHE HOLD KATE'S HAND. when will it ever be my turn!! Tuesday, September 08, 2009
cute dad
9/08/2009 10:28:00 pm
my dad is freaking sweet and cute.he watching the tv in his room mum watching outside then he came out and take sth then we watching 命中注定我愛你 he freaking cute. he said 命中注定 then point to my mum and said 我愛你 what shit. so sweet. in front of me. ZZ Shane McCutcheon IS LOVE
9/08/2009 08:23:00 pm
Girls in tight dressesWho drag with mustaches Chicks drivin' fast Ingenues with long lashes Women who long, love, lust Women who give This is the way It’s the way that we live Talking, laughing, loving, breathing, fighting, f-ing, crying, drinking, riding, winning, losing, cheating, kissing, thinking, dreaming. This is the way It’s the way that we live It’s the way that we live And love I AM SUFFERING FROM L WORD WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS. AFTER As I M GG TO CHIONG ALL 6 SEASONS. NO ONE IS GNA STOP ME. and man, I love Katherine Moennig. how the hell can someone be so hot? she puts Lee Min Ho to shame. Sunday, September 06, 2009
借我一輩子
9/06/2009 11:19:00 pm
借你一輩子 借你我剩下的日子 答應過你的那些事請你讓我去證實 用你左手的無名指 借你我肩膀 借你溫暖 借你美好的時光 借你胸膛 借你瘋狂 借你放肆的飛翔 想不想永遠留著這些 不用還 永遠到底有多長 我知道生命太短 所以不要有遺憾 如果妳和我一樣 時間像個陀螺般的旋轉 差點把我們的愛打亂 我不要再這樣 我不要再流浪 我只能這麼想 這一次我看見了生命的答案 就藏在你身上 讓我完整的一半 最甜蜜的負擔 *借你一輩子 借你我剩下的日子 答應過你的那些事 請你讓我去證實 對天使發誓 借我一輩子 借我你所有的日子 寫下兩個人的故事 用你左手的無名指 時間像個陀螺般的旋轉 差點把我們的愛打亂 我不要再這樣 我不要再流浪 我只能這麼想 這一次我看見了生命的答案 就藏在你身上 讓我完整的一半 最甜蜜的負擔 * 我們都曾經在愛裡迷失方向 以為獨自生活 就不會受傷 不受傷 no no no no 我曾經把你錯過 我不要把你錯過我認定你 一定會是我 最 美 的 結 果 * WHO SING THIS TO ME I CONFIRM SAY YES reflect
9/06/2009 02:33:00 am
I want you to remain as someone special to me.but I think I have found enough reasons to let you go. you were never meant to live in my heart anyway. thought abt alot stuff. I rlly want to say alot of things I want to talk about who I love who I am annoyed by/irritated by who is nice who is not what I want in life actually just random stuff. but I find it so hard to open up and talk to anyone. its like I want to be quiet all on my own. I dont want to need anyone. I dunwan to be dependent on someone because one day you will just tell me you are going to leave and you just end everything we have during a bus ride and you will draw this line between us you will build up this wall and I will never be important to you. discontent. the best word to describe me now anw heard a damn disturbing conversation ytd. keep haunting me my aunt called to say my cousin gave birth to twins then she was talking to my mum and blah. then cause my aunt has 2 daughters and then my cousin who just gave birth like only got married 2yrs ago? the other cousin married for abt 8 yrs but no kids? then my mum ask my aunt to tell my cousin to adopt then they keep talking abt adoption its damn disturbing and the point is my aunt said someone wanted my cousin adopt her daughter cause she has 4 and she want a son so she want to give away what shit srsly just because you want a son you want to give ur daughterS up for adoption did u even consider what pains the kid will face as she is growing up if you cnnt have a son too bad la what crap and social responsibility do you have it sucks ok. WHICH PARENT WILL WANT TO GIVE UP THEIR OWN FLESH AND BLOOOOOOD. irresponsible parents. if you keep having daughters will you give up all of them just so u can have enough for a son ITS A LIFE they are bonded to you. how can you just dump them. give them away ENTHUSIATICALLY okay feels gd lettin everythg out. the point is i m damn depressed these few days. feel like smoking everyday the only thing that deters me is the govt TAX RATES SO HIGH. cigarettes so expensive. and its like i keep having thoughts of smoking. like can die. super tempted but I am not going to go agnst my pathetic pocket $ so unless I get free cigarettes, I am not smoking. i srsly need to find new ways to destress last time was alcohol but now no more parties nobody to offer absolute vodka ): ARGH. I M DYING. I duno when I picked up drinking. but I know WHO I picked up drinking from. MY DAD. my first drink was at the age of 5 I THINK then like during sec 4 I just got hooked. then when my dad drink I just drink his share. but smoking? nobody smokes in the family I AM ANTI-SMOKERS but I JUST NEEEEED A PUFF URGH CAN SOMEONE ORGANISE SOME PARTY FILLED WITH ALC AND CIGARETTTES. i just want to have fun for one day. then I will stop I promise THEN AFTER A LEVELS WE ALL PARTY EVERYDAY. ARGH. PULLS HAIR. damn the government. or damn my pocket $. Saturday, September 05, 2009
當你離開的時候
9/05/2009 08:48:00 pm
我只能低著頭發呆讓回憶滲透腦袋 漸漸變空白 我把它當作個意外 但內心還想不開 以爲我明白 其實你都還在 我想起了遇見你的時候 想起你眼神中的溫柔 我想起了我們第一次牽手 我閉上眼 想起當時你懷裡的顫抖 似乎那麽害怕失去我 然而到後來我什麼都沒有 當你離開的時候 我可以裝作已釋懷 他對我也算關懷 他看不出來 我知道這樣不應該 在他身上找依賴 算不算是種出賣 因爲你一直在 我想起了遇見你的時候 想起你眼神中的溫柔 我想起了我們第一次牽手 我閉上眼 想起當時你懷裡的顫抖 似乎那麽害怕失去我 然而到後來我什麼都沒有 當你離開的時候 我想起你親吻我的時候 想起你眼神中的沉默 我想起了我們平靜的分手 我閉上眼 想起當時你美麗的承諾 把你整個心都交給我 然而到後來我什麼都沒有 越是沒有你越是心痛 我想起了遇見你的時候 想起你眼神中的溫柔 我想起了我們第一次牽手 我閉上眼 想起當時你懷裡的顫抖 似乎那麽害怕失去我 然而到後來我什麼都沒有 當你離開的時候 9/05/2009 12:02:00 am
Girls are like apples. The best ones are at the top of the tress. The boys don't want to reach for the good one because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the ROTTEN APPLES on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there's something wrong with them, when in reality, they are AMAZING. They just have to wait for the right boy to comekope this off other people's blog. i thk quite meaningful. I AM DAMN TIRED. MY PRELIMS SCREWED ): I M DEAD anw watched FD4 ytd. chongloon damn hum lor. keep holding my hand EH LAO XIONG U LIKE ME U SAY LA. and mustard not equal cheese (: i love you brother. came home and slept for damn long. stupid fever ): i think i m better now. went to meet shiuan just now HAHA. she shopped till damn long!!!!!! i m watching WHY WHY LOVE. damn sad. watched MZZDWAN too. OMG WATCHING THE SHOW. what the guy said damn you logic. He: BECAUSE I KISSED YOU AND IT WASN'T OUT OF LOVE SO I DUN HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THAT. I DUN DESERVED TO BE FORGIVEN. srsly SOME PEOPLE SHOULD REPENT. sui bian kiss ren. jian nan ren ): Wednesday, September 02, 2009
don't believe everything happiness says
9/02/2009 04:45:00 pm
XD: I AM GG TO KIDNAP WILLIAM AND SOONHOCK'S GF says: nice song eh send me the lian ai ping lu [C]alvin says: dun hav deleted i tink XD: I AM GG TO KIDNAP WILLIAM AND SOONHOCK'S GF says: U HAVE!!! in ur ipod [C]alvin says: in ipod but not in com XD: I AM GG TO KIDNAP WILLIAM AND SOONHOCK'S GF says: F NI [C]alvin says: come wait i go toilet stomachache XD: I AM GG TO KIDNAP WILLIAM AND SOONHOCK'S GF says: DUN BLUFF [C]alvin {toilet} says: REALLY XD: I AM GG TO KIDNAP WILLIAM AND SOONHOCK'S GF says: confirm masturbate HAHAHAH haha srsly duno whats wrng with me! I huai yi my closest friend in school HAHAH. but thats just for fun. MAYBE FOR ONCE HE IS RLLY HAVIN STOMACH ACHE. anw on the way home w shiuan we talked quite abit ): yea I agree w her.. everyone is selfish when it comes to studies. pple who are good want to be better. only people like me so slack cant be bothered abt competition :\ and yes I want to specifically talk abiout SOMEONE but dunwan name who (: I am nt saying tt you mugging is a bad thing. but yea you're a closet mugger. and you come school and pretend. BOO. since you wna act, then we all act tgt (: so disappointed by hypocrites that are so close to me. and for the rest of the CJCIANS out there, all the best for prelims. lets lose our virginity today and get screwed by all the papers. my bio paper confirm 30/100 or worse.. less. I laughed at all my answers. omg duno what shit I am doing. screw it la. i just pray he dun do anything like show my answers to the whole cohort I WILL FREAKING JUMP DOWN. anyway someone cheered me up today. HIVP ROTEASE (: CONGRATS. i also congrats. BACTERIOPHAGE, T4 PHAGE. HAHAHAHHA congrats congrats. we all die tgt MISSION TONIGHT: KIDNAP WILLIAM AND SOONHOCK'S GIRLFRIEND! chong is back and lets continue the conversation! whoo [C]alvin {toilet} says: yaya masturbate back le lo -.- XD: I AM GG TO KIDNAP WILLIAM AND SOONHOCK'S GF says: so slow i thought u 1 min ): [C]alvin says: lol ah XD: I AM GG TO KIDNAP WILLIAM AND SOONHOCK'S GF says: fail. go masturbate again and CUM back. Tuesday, September 01, 2009
emo ZZ
9/01/2009 07:30:00 pm
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9/01/2009 07:09:00 pm
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