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I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Sunday, May 31, 2009
love Ting and Abel
5/31/2009 10:42:00 pm
woke up early for church today. My leg look damn CUI! like the wound so sick and gross and disgusting ZZZ ): I need healing!! Hah, or nt my leg will look like pizza (blood and pus, YUK)ate an apple for breakfast! so poor thing, my house gt nothing siah? need to rob ntuc sooooon! =P went for emerge :D NAISE! i like strikeforce performance :D Yay! and all others too (: then went for BLING IT ON, nice event la. Did the "dont forget the lyrics", quite fun la. Sang CRUSH! haha, how can i forget the lyris for this song la. it will be in my brain forever! :D went to meet ting and uncle abel after tt :D YAY, i love u all :D and srsly abel damn joke la. ALL HE DOES IS WEIRD FUNNY STUFF. ting and i were thking abt"NEI GE ZHANG" hahahahahaah! its damn funny :D she rolled on the floor (not literally :P) i love them, damn cute :D we ate "di tie, chi xin xian"!! which is "subway (eat fresh)"!! so professionally translated by abel la! JOKE SIAL. which totally remind me, yishi treid to act lian today! hah, she was trying to say sth abt me in a lian way, then it turn out damn funny. she is too... not-lian, haha dunwan use the word demure... =p i demo-ed to her what is LIAN. i mean i am NOT LIAN, i am just good at imitating pple =p i HAVE CRAVINGS RECENTLY. carrot juice and eggs! last week was bananas and prunes! WEIRD WEIRD :\ next i will crave for HUMAN BLOOOOOD :D edward cullen (ok, random) I wna watch movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :\ I wna watch THE PROPOSAL! I wna watch it more than N.A.T.M2 and I.A3!! last movie was X MEN lor, damn long ZZZ ask me out to watch movie people! :D Friday, May 29, 2009
Conversation with Chongloon
5/29/2009 11:58:00 pm
Back from Bff's concert (: YISHI SO AWESOMEZZXXZZXX. I think you are great okay! I love the concert.SERIOUSLY RJC DAMN OWN LA. I HATE CJC NAO. actually din rlly like CJ in the first place. My kids must go to RJC next time! Or not better. HCI! whoo (: anw met Mel to go there. went to Far East Flora first. So yishi has 2 beautiful bouquet of flowers :D awesomezzxxzzxx. Mel and Xueting own :D and mel like YISHI'S GUITAR PRESIDENT. haha, kidding =P talked alot to mel, she was my senior in amkss.. then now my cgl! but we still can talk (: i enjoyed talking to her alot! must update each other okay! and randomly talk about YISHI. haha, see yishi this is what you get for dumping your friends after the concert to do your guitar crap :\ but bff treated me to dinner. DUH I DESERVE IT :P we cabbed home tgt. awww so sweet(not). Haha, i dunno why i say bye to the taxi uncle lor. think i very used to yating's dad sendingm e home. So i everytime will say "bye bye uncle" to seduce her dad. HAHA talking to chongloon nao, i think we rlly uds each other :D but too bad la chongloon i will nvr fall for you. HAHA. blame it on your short stature :P kidding la, we are jiemeiizzzxxzzxx 184(yi bei zi, lol) its super nice to talk to chongloon. and nao chongloon has my DDS(deep dark secret), lololol! but its ok, we have trust in each other :D RIGHT? just want to thank you for being such a great support :D continue to do what u have been doing: a. let me hit you b. let me suan you c. let me steal your food d. let me pour out my woes to you e. let me lend you my shoulder when you need it (awwwwwwwwwwwwww) yuan xiang wo jiu yue xiang bu kai! zen me ban gan jue tian you suan tou tou ai ni kuai le you gu dan Cowardice
5/29/2009 02:46:00 pm
I am so hopelessly in love with you. This feeling sucks. I am so pissed with myself for the fact that I cant control my emotions. I feel like a freak. I cant concentrate on my paper today because of you. I dont know if its a good or bad thing but srsly you take away too much of my breathe. Everytime I am alone with you, I just want to be honest with you, but I cant. It spoils whatever I have tried to salvage. Its the little things you do that draw me to you, all your cute actions. They drive me mad. I dare not get close to you anymore, because I cant treat you like a friend. I have to keep a distance away from you, just in case my emotions get to the better of me. It's nt fair for me to intrude your peaceful life..I hate this.. GP IS OVER. AND I AM OWNED(as usual)
5/29/2009 02:17:00 pm
okay la, Mr Wee totally COINCIDENTALLY spotted the essay qns for us. Hah, I did qn 4. Damn sian, no qn on education ): The qn was "Morality hampers on the progress of science. Do you agree? ", I just hope I pass! But the compre I totally get owned la. Hermit jiu hermit, I ACT SMART GO INTERPRET AS HERMIT CRAB :\ Mr Wee will be so disappointed! Sorry Gabriel, I hope you still love me =Xdamn moody after school ): but i dunwan thk alrdy ): went to buy bff's flowers! =D cant wait to go for her concert :D sth abt thurs! joshua actually decode my msn nick too! ZZZ, so u think u pro :P and he sent me really nice songs! thanks bro (: more emo songs okay!! u r my supplier :P i had a good time talking to chong ytd. thanks bro, you're the best to talk to :D hah, I wanted to talk to hongyun want he said he want to slp.. so I guess its fated that me and chong chatted. he really understands the situation. so bro, dun thk that u cant communicate or whatever okay! its nt true, i feel gd talking to you :D and yeah, we must talk moreeeeeeeeeeeeee so u can help me :\ jia an should leave india now! :D:D:D chongloon you shld be able to guess what this means. Hah, but dont a bitch and tease me. You know you will get it worse when I start on you so don't try :P John Ryan Adam Eric Calvin Samuel Collin Keane Larry Benny Peter Mark Ian Dominic Francis Paul Norman Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Conversation with Chong (:
5/27/2009 11:52:00 pm
[C]alvin says: when hav i ever won in an argue? Xt: VP HAS LOGICAL THKING. I HAVE NTH. lol says: u dump examples w/o arguments worsee.. as in present ur points u know. examples r helpful but first present ur argument.. or not example driven essays will get owned by derrick hoi [C]alvin says: ya Xt: VP HAS LOGICAL THKING. I HAVE NTH. lol says: i hate him la damn strict [C]alvin says: but i cant argue Xt: VP HAS LOGICAL THKING. I HAVE NTH. lol says: try la [C]alvin says: ya rite -.- Xt: VP HAS LOGICAL THKING. I HAVE NTH. lol says: can one pls my gp also suck. [C]alvin says: i juz write 'fcuk you' on my paper [C]alvin says: he can juz mark 0 Xt: VP HAS LOGICAL THKING. I HAVE NTH. lol says: dun siao [C]alvin says: duh i wont la i'll spell it correctly =) or else he say my spelling wrong then worst. -ve lol ok he brightened up my day with sth so silly. i love you brother! JIEMEIZZXX lol. thats was damn ghey :\ VP has logical thking!
5/27/2009 11:12:00 pm
talking to VP nao, he makes sense. Haha, but I dun agree with what he says! Of course I wish that what he said was true, but I dont know (say this using the hongyun slang)just feel super CUI abt life nao. GP on fri, and well done I am nt done preparing. I forgot to mention, I haven exactly started. Regret the fact that I haven been paying attn in gp lectures and tutorials for 17months. Goodness. ZZZ sth really bothers me. Nithya and Xueting
5/27/2009 10:49:00 pm
talked to Nithya. she told me about Red Thread caused I forgot abt it =\ and then we were talking about stuff la, like people who say who dont study but they mug damn alot. Names shall not be mentioned, haha. actually I appreciate honesty alot, like for example if someone studies he is damn honest about it. Joshua Goh, he is super open about his studies and blah.. and nothiding. Chong also, in fact I like the way he is open and honest la. I think if you study you should be proud about it! And not say that you hate muggers but you yourself also closet mugger. ZZZ watching some channel u show. and sth random. yt totally broke the codeo n my msn nick. BU KUI SHI MY HAO JIE JIE. like so easy, goodness la, I thought bu hui you ren cai dao lor. YOU GD LA U STALK ME :\ thking abt stuff nao, talking to VP. hai ): NYDBSW, XSDSQLK!! if you are as pro as yating, decode this man Bored at home
5/27/2009 12:55:00 pm
Supposed to study GP for Friday's paper, but I am too slack! Wanted to go school to study but too lazy! X)have been facebooking since morning. Damn no life. ITS DAMN SIAN CAUSE SRSLY MY GP IS SPR BUANG! like ZZZ kind, and Derrick Hoi is the marker agn! Argh! HE DAMN STRICT. I btr impress him in someway or another rather than use 90mins to write crap essay, I shld totally write him a love letter. I migth PASS, right? listening to "next to you", haha have been making fun of Hongyun using the song. Of course, thats our secret :D
actually HIS SECRET. hahaha! the song damn nice..... Two 'o Clock And I Wish That I Was Sleeping You're In My Head Like A Song On The Radio All I Know Is That I Got To Get Next To You Yeah I Got To Get Next To You Sitting Here Turning Minutes Into Hours To Find The Nerve Just To Call You On The Telephone You Don't Know That I Got To Get Next To You [chorus] Maybe Were Friends Maybe Were More Maybe It's Just My Imagination But I See You Stare Just A Little Too Long And It Makes Me Start To Wonder So Baby Call Me Crazy But I Think You Feel It Too Maybe I, Maybe I Just Got To Get Next To You I Asked Around And I Heard That You Were Talking Told My Girl That You Thought I Was Out Of Your League What A Fool, I Got To Get Next To You, Whoa Yeah It's Five In The Morning And I Can't Go To Sleep 'cause I Wish, Yeah I Wish That You Knew What You Mean To Me Baby Let's Get Together And End This Mystery, Oh [chorus] Maybe Were Friends Maybe Were More Maybe It's Just My Imagination But I See You Stare Just A Little Too Long And It Makes Me Start To Wonder So Baby Call Me Crazy But I Think You Feel It Too Maybe I, Maybe I Just Got To Get Next To You Whatcha Got To Say? Whatcha Got To Do? How Ya Get The One You Want To Want To Get Next To You? [x3] Whatcha Got To Say? Whatcha Got To Do? How Ya Get The One You Want To Want To Get Next To You? Yeah, Yeah, To Want To Get Next To You [chorus] Maybe Were Friends Maybe Were More Maybe It's Just My Imagination But I See You Stare Just A Little Too Long And It Makes Me Start To Wonder So Baby Call Me Crazy But I Think You Feel It Too Baby Call Me Crazy But I Know You Feel It Too Maybe I, Maybe I Just Got To Get Next To You Yeah, Yeah, Yeah I Got To Get Next To You Tuesday, May 26, 2009
ALL IS GONE
5/26/2009 09:17:00 pm
a random convo w Chong on msn. was reading his blog then he so sad so just thought of encouraging him! my beloved brother :DXt: 在爱的世界里,没有谁对不起谁,只有谁不懂得珍惜谁 says: everyone is gd in one way or another. i dun say it doesn't mean i dun recognise the gd things in u! i am sure u have gd qualities, and thats y ur my friend! after knowing you for 1yr and 5mths.. i know u r someone who can rlly take care of others. u always rmb the special occasions and i will nvr forget hw u helped me during the china trip.. i would nt have made it to the mountain top without you. [C]alvin says: ya agree =) Xt: 在爱的世界里,没有谁对不起谁,只有谁不懂得珍惜谁 says: wah so thick skin [C]alvin says: lol well then duno why we digress to CCS agn.. he call me his mother.... I rlly feel damn lao alrdy lor! :P din rlly had a gd day this morning. Leg was freaking pain la ): Then my phone so stupid.. hai.. Spa was great! Breezed through it (: but sacrificed econs tut and bio lect to study and practice spa.. came home and bff came over.. she make fun of me because I was smiling to myself for no apparent reason. OF COURSE THERE IS A REASON BUT I AINT STUPID ENUFF TO WRITE IT HERE. Haha. chong is so silly. he just showed a sad face because he failed my fb quiz. hw gay! (: Monday, May 25, 2009
a bloody day in school, literally.
5/25/2009 08:16:00 pm
went up in class today! miracle la, usually will stay in Scc, but dunwan risk having to do morning asssembly duty :\ anyhow Gp was boring, Hongyun and I were chionging maths tut :P then maths Hongyun and I tried challenging qns worrrrrrrrr HAHAH, then went for break :D had bio tut, Mr Yeow totally made fun of Joshua and I la.. he say I draw too many circles Joshua never do! He say I hua she tian zu :\ YOU GD EUGENE YOU GD :P then went for chem and econs lect. I gt copy down notes for econs today! hee =D and I kept disturbing Nithya today. the lecturer was damn fierce.. then I kept making herl augh by doing cock eye face. HAHAH, totally saboed her :P then chem tut! whoa, was trying very hard to absorb everything!! :\ and then went for pe lect after pe lect went to do 5stations. did SBJ first cause I only had that to clear. the rest all A. WHOO :P and then Mr Ha was tching and blah blah then needed to try jumping like near steps. I SO CLUMSY I FELL. so there was abrasion. then tried agn right.. I knocked myself against the concrete so I hurry cover my shin la. i thought blueblack or sth.. I release right.. then blood kept flowing, not gushing kind la. but still... so my socks and shoe soaked in blood. my fingers also. Damn bloooody scene :\ in the end Mr Ha had to bandage my bloody leg. Hongyun had to refill Nithya's water bottle with water to wash my blooody leg. and the antiseptic wipe to clean my leg was bloooody too :\ the bandage totally caught too much attn. my mum was quite shocked.. then she was like asking if I went to the hospital or anything then I said no then she was nagging :\ dad came home and was unhappy! it was an accident what.. he was like saying " why accidents always happen to you, why must you always get injured " wo bu shi gu yi de lor! I dunwan to be injured also! My leg got one hole la :\ CHEM SPA TML! XT JIAYOU! omg my mum is being mean again.. she say I cnnt jump because I am fat. she asking me to lose weight. ZZZZ, child EMOTIONAL VERBAL abuse ): she hates me! damn emo nao. GRRR Sunday, May 24, 2009
CROCS NOT COCKS :D
5/24/2009 09:47:00 pm
have yet to mention that I bought CROCS today :Dturqoise! :D such a beautiful colour! And my flipflops from NUM are arrving. HEHE I only got 2feet, I dunno why I need so many slippers! :\ guna get scolding, own my ass :\ love CROCS Yishi Bully Me
5/24/2009 09:15:00 pm
ytd yishi bully me at ntuc!i was like "i wna buy banana" .. then she went like.. "WHY YOU WANT IT FOR? PRACTISE AH?" sick bitch :P then I was deciding what prunes to buy.. then she annoy me... she said in the ahlian tone "you buy this la you buy la you buy la" then she keeep repeating SO DAMN ANNOYING. so when she wanted to buy jelly I DID THE SAME TO HER. haha one more incident.. i was looking for the prune then I went to the alcohol section then she went like "i dont think the prunes are kept there you know" WITH THE SUPER SARCASTIC TONEEEE haha. i damn long neh drink liao lor!! the last time I drank was during march!! haha main point is yishi is being bitchy these days. YOU WATCH OUT HOR, KARMAAAA :P on the fone with ebc nao! I love my cutie pixie members! thinking.
5/24/2009 08:47:00 pm
在爱的世界里,没有谁对不起谁,只有谁不懂得珍惜谁I will treasure you with every part of me online with vp nao, talking and grumbling and complaining. EBC is now also BHC ): wei she me hui lun luo dao zhe yang de xia chang! =\ shall eat bananas and prunes to cheer myself up (: I hereby want to declare my love for this EBC club, YS AND RS are my favourite(and only) members! Hah, I rlly thank the both of you for being the best people (: and a word of encouragement, no matter what, we have each other!! :D Back from Mtt
5/24/2009 06:55:00 pm
woke up early to make myself breakfast! then bathe and went to church with bff (:heee. she din say I am yo yo today! :P we just talked on the bus then she slept on the train.. SLP W MOUTH OPEN. so cute(not) :P hah, was telling her abt stuff la, told her I felt damn idiot abt some issues. then she was sharing stuffs w me too. had an awesome svc with Ps Mike.C, he is damn good (: I think the ministering time was the best (: the cgl praying for me was like spot on abt everything. one day God will speak to me and use me to minister to people too! (: initially when they started I was just hmms nt v enthu or sth then worship started and I see alot arnd me manifesting, falling then I also started tearing.. then she came forward and pray for me.. din want to fall cause I knew there was no one behind me soI was freaking scared I might land on the chair or sth and break my skull/ neck :\ then when she prayed I just fell.. and she prayed really long.. very thankful for her (: Mel gave me a hug after tt, then she was like "aiyah so tall, very hard to hug" haha, Mel.. is you short lor :P but cute (: celebrated Ivan's bday! then went to meet ryan to collect Bff's book and fellowship w cg b4 gg for mtt :D I rched Riverwalk at 2plus la! so early lor!! but slacked there for awhile then practised Flightphesy with Cindy and her BOYFRIEND! haha din know she was from AMKSS lor!! one yr my senior!! What a coincidence! quite few people at mtt today.. cause mostly ndp and me. I shall get over ME.. opportunities will come (: should look at it with a positive attitude (: its better to stand there and learn than for me to be a joke and go up and play. its not just abt me, but rather the whole strikeforce.. I don't want to screw it up so I will be cheering on strikeforce! (: and thanks bff for being with me. I know today was like quite jialat cause everytime they make announcement abt ME, they will mention abt SF, then she knows I m upset so she try to smile.. and she told me she uds.. so I am just rlly thankful for her (: came home with Felicia after SF. haha, she totally sabo-ed me abt _____. BIMBO1, YOU THK YOU CUTE RIGHTTTTTT. shall have my chance at disturbing you next time (: and she tried to pair me up with people! Full of nonsense la :P but she was rlly nice to take bus home with me! Hee. thanks Bimbo1 (: Study hard and hope you can get your drumset! (: shall pack my stuff and DECIDE IF I WNA DO GP =\ dinner was pathetic!! I shall consider joining SF for dinner nxt tym! felt quite upset just nao cause Vanessa was asking people if they wna go for dinner.. then she saw me and was like "aiyah she wont go dinner w us one la".. and she said I am antisocial ): maybe I am la.. but there is dinner at home alrdy! plus dont want go home late (: called Ryan to talk just nao, or rather he called.. WAS TELLING ME WHAT I TOLD YS.. ): ): ): ): ): ALL MEMBERS OF EBC ARE FACING CRISIS WITH _____________ ): but life goes on! We shall stay strong. WO ME BU KUI SHI EBC :D nice worship song.. very special..
5/24/2009 01:14:00 am
I Just Want You Planet Shakers More than a nice melody, More than the sweetest of words This is the love i have found, And with this love i am found. I just want you Jesus I just want you my Lord, I just want you Jesus, I just want you. Never could I comprehend, The love you so freely give, Never could i be worthy But your love covers all of my sin. I just want you Jesus I just want you my Lord, I just want you Jesus, I just want you. There is no greater love than yours, Nothing else could ever compare, And even if i search all the world I will never find a love like yours There is no greater love than yours, Nothing else could ever compare, And even if i search all the world I will never find a love like yours. I just want you Jesus I just want you my Lord, I just want you Jesus, I just want you (Jesus) Saturday, May 23, 2009
mum's nagging nvr stops!
5/23/2009 10:49:00 pm
my mum is being mean agn!just nw she was ok de lor.. she was saying abt the F4 korean show. then say the JJB nt gd looking, ZH v gd looking then random ask me go find korean bf. then.. then.. she suddenly comment tt I am fat. ZZZ, ask me go lose weight. =\ so meann.. zai fei ye shi ni de nu er lor. SIAN. ruin my sat moood. I was so happily watching F4 korean boys ): RAWR. will it kill her if she quit saying tt I m fat. DAMN. on a random note, I think the songs in the show v nice. Shall pester Eliz for them. Damn long mei you wei le this kind of ou xiang er feng kuang lor. Korean guo yang bu yi yang :\ Sat (:
5/23/2009 10:11:00 pm
today was great (:went for cg! talked to President of Relations Committee wth, stupid Ryan, upgrade urself to P you are not allowed to overthrow me ting dao le mei you! anw random shot of us in the bus so happy to be chatting on the bus. so much to share. bu kui shi EBC :P met bff (: exploit my labour :\ but i love you k. bff!! random pics :D
5/23/2009 09:36:00 pm
so cute right.. yummy pasta at pastamania you do this when you are lovesick =\ bleeding ear hole :\ sex report card, whoo Pancake with Bff. Yay
5/23/2009 09:11:00 pm
step 1 to getting cancer =D maybe its not THAT burnt =\ she distract me while I was cooking =P she looks like she is selling pancakes. lai ah lai ah, 5 for $1 this is the i-dont-know-how-to-pose face she gobbles it up! -slurps- there she goes agn.. posing title-less all I see is love <3 she is so happppppppy ah ha! bff gt caught for eating pancake! yay, after the hardwork, finally get to eat :PFriday, May 22, 2009
Striking a Balance
5/22/2009 07:06:00 pm
Went to school early in the morning ):waited for bus for damn long ): had to do 2.4km AGAIN. but okay la, cause there was 2.4km challenge gg on, when I retake right.. it will earn pts for the class (: so I guess Nithya and I contribute (: Cherie ran with me while Shavi ran with Nithya (: Nithya finished with a GOLD timing of 15mins 36secs! Awesome... I got a silver timing, so actually was quite sad. but better than nothing la.. if I had gotten a gold timing, my napfa would be gold alrdy.. stupid 5stations got clear lor. 4As and 1C. then stupid run so lousy ): RAHHHHHHHHHHh. I WANT MY GOLD >=[ nvm, term 3 shall run agn! maybe can get Gold timing then hoooooray! (: must thank all the people that put in so much effort to help Nithya and I #1 Shavi - haha, our instructor :P #2 Mr Jeffrey Ha - the cutest PE tcher ok! he never gave up (: #3 Hongyun - always scold scold scold nag nag nag #4 Clarence - he ran with me last week, din pass but still effort.. #5 Cherie - I RLLY APPRECIATE YOU FOR TODAY. THANKS GIRL Edmund and Jinshi and Shengqi from Odac, thanks okay! Edmund always scold and nag at me! And Jinshi was cheering and Shengqi took my timing. Awesome Odac! And Shengqi was like super scared I wouldn't make the timing. She just kept cheering and and screaming. Thanks girl (: Although initially I wasn't so confident of passing.. and she said "I taking your timing, so you must pass" WHICH WAS LIKE PRESSURE. but I guess I made it (: enough of my not-so-glorious results. Went for assembly and felt like I was the happiest person in the world. Then saw Chong's msg that my poster was used to represent Chinese Drama. But abit sian, the photo abit unglam only. I was wearing the auntie clothes lor!!! Pris's poster was rlly nice though! It was awesome in fact (: And I was shocked cause Mr Peng said he will be using Chong's poster and not mine, plus I was not the main main main character. The best thing is MY POSTER IS UNDER ADAM'S! Hehe, first man! (: but quite sian also, cause the picture damn auntie ): cause Hongyun saw Pris then he commented that it was pretty.. then he saw mine he said Auntie :\ okay la, but that means I very into the role lor. Cause I am suppose to be Auntie.. Maths lect was boring. Bio lect was fun!! I THK MR YEOW DAMN CUTE LA. he always makes us laugh. Had double break so I slept. Mr Teo came in and relief Mr Yeow and went through mcqs. Din do very well la.. compared to Joshua.. COME ON. 33/35. HE OWN OWN OWN. but still happy (: stayed in school till 6plus then decide to go home. Thought abt alot of stuff and I really regret about some decisions that I made.. Thought abt some stuffs that really affected last yr, I dont thk I have really moved on.. I should stop playing back past memories in high definition. today was a well balanced day! happy and sad stuffs... tml will be better (: Thursday, May 21, 2009
Hmmms, stop and thk
5/21/2009 07:29:00 pm
3) Issues of fatties I was once fat. I run my 2.4km in 30min. I was in taf from p4 to sec 2. During this period, I NEVER pass my napfa before. I ran every single day for 1 whole year just to slim down and now I’m in track. Though I’m still the slowest, but I bet I can run faster than some of you, skinny idiots who look down on fat people. I understand the sufferings of fatties cause I suffered that since p4. I do not insult fat people. ONLY those who are fat and their health are affected already BUT they do not wanna TRY to save their life after many encouragements. To those who are trying hard to maintain healthy, I give you my utmost respect cause you are trying. SERIOUSLY SKINNIES OUT THEIR. BETTER SHUT YOUR BLOODY MOUTH BEFORE YOU TRY TO INSULT ANY FAT PEOPLE. I SWEAR I WILL DEAL WITH YOU PERSONALLY. YOU DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THAT. LAUGHING AT PEOPLE. SO WHAT IF YOU’RE BLOODY SKINNY? IT DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO DO THAT PLS. Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Think Career Day
5/20/2009 11:35:00 pm
slacked in school today.did sth wrong.. HAHA. it's a secret :P but srsly who cares rightttt :P thanks HONGYUN NEVAA NITHYA for making today so wonderful :D and thks to Hongyun, today was the first time I stepped into LV, PRADA, GUCCI & CARTIER. well done (: and I rlly love my friends for the fun time at Pastamania and Shaved Ice shop (: you all damn cuteezzxxzzxx okayzzxxzzxx :P we shld go out agn soooooon (: like totally (: was on the fone with Nithya just nao and I decided to dlt some stuff from my comp. I ACTUALLY DID IT W/O HESTITATION. okay la, I hestitated for 2 seconds :P what Nithya(nutty, nutnut,nut) say is true, I shldn't be concerned anymoreee (: Shldn't remind myself of anymore unhappiness =D Nut rocks lurh, and Red Thread rocks too. AND YES NUTTY, CAROL WAS TRYING TO SET JUSTIN UP. use your brain to see through the plot la :P anw sth random that happen today, Chong and I just talking randomly then I was saying "ok, so what jobs should I do?", then he just turned and smiled. THEN WE BTH UDSTOOD WHAT HE MEANT. then just burst out laughing. Okay, if you get what I am saying, you get it. If you don't, you can sign up for "Hongyun class on how to become a pervert". HAHAH another random thing. At pastamania, nevaa, nut and I were asking Hongyun if he will screw Ayumi given a chance, then eh was just thinking and thinking and din tell us anything. then Nevaa was like: why are you considering, she should be the one considering! OMG HAHAHA. then she added: she shld be given CIP hours for screwing you. HAHAHAHAHA. Hongyun, must rmb this ok, no matter how much we suan you WE STILL LOVE YOU. we will never DITCH you! It's just a few more months of suan-ing and then you will enter Army, and escape us for 2years :D Hehe :D and yes, according to you, I will find my next victim to bully in University :D muahahhahaaha, the vicious cycle nvr stops! just ended phone call with Seowli, so nice to talk to her (: told her abt stuff that happened in the past 2-3weeks. ok, I din update everything la, but relevant stuffs I updated :D I thinking I am dreading the weekend.. Tuesday, May 19, 2009
thks bff
5/19/2009 11:18:00 pm
shi (: said: dun emo over sf le k u ll ve lots mre oppurtunities to perform hehe den nxt tym is nt u wan 2 gt selected 2 perform liao but is dey desperately wan u 2 perform 4 dem haha I am a pessimist when it comes to love. said: wait long long heck la nvm.. I think its sweet of her to comfort me, but I aint gna lie to myself also. But it's nt that I am nt gd, I am just nt gd enough YET YET YET. shld stop being emo over it. OMG I BROUGHT LAOSHI'S DRESS TO SCH AND BROUGHT IT BACK. damn, today is just a damn bad day. gd thing is, my printer din screw up! =D and my mum let me watch red thread. love me, love me not.
5/19/2009 09:34:00 pm
黑暗中的我们 都没有说话 你只想回家 不想你回家 寂寞深的像海 太让人害怕 温柔你的手 轻轻揉着我的发 你的眉眼说 你好渴望我拥抱 你身体却在拼命逃 当欲望在燃烧 你爱我还是他 是不是真的他有比我好 你为谁在挣扎 你爱我还是他 就说出你想说的真心话 你到底要跟我 还是他 爱~爱~爱~爱~ 这是不是命运 对我的惩罚 爱你也没办法 恨你也没办法 陷在这个旋涡 只想挣脱它 拉住你的手 却让我也被拖下 你的眉眼说 你不渴望我拥抱 每当爱变成了煎熬 你就开始要逃 你爱我还是他 是不是我可以做的更好 让你不再挣扎 你爱我还是他 我宁愿听到残忍的回答 也不要再被甩 你爱我还是他 我为你找了一百个理由 我就是那么傻 你爱我还是他 是否沉默代替你的回答 我应该明白吧 你爱我还是他 你都已看不到我们的好 我还为谁牵挂 你爱我还是他 是否沉默就是你的回答 我们都别挣扎 去爱他 I need a good day tml..我现在想去撞墙。
5/19/2009 07:48:00 pm
today is just damn bad ):it's just horrible and terrible. I JUST WNA KILL MYSELF ): sang national anthem and got suaned by jeksuan. OMG YOU PRO U GO SING OK ): bald man. then bio spa was pushed back to 4. I rather get it over and done with lor ZZZ but anyway it was alright la. din memorise word for word though. 6pages hw to emmorise word for word ): the only good thing today was the sports heat la. timing for 4x100 not that good la. but good effort. COME ON NONE OF US FROM TRACK LOR. and sth stupid happened! ): nvm, for once I think my LONG BUT FAT legs got use. went home and went Fairprice to buy bananas. I DAMN ADDICTED TO IT. =\ wanted to splurge at FP but gt nth to buy. I moodless until I cnnt find anything to buy. WHATS WRNG W ME. went to some random shop and couldn't find alcohol. I WNA BUY ALSO DUN HAF ): the world sucks. WORST EVENT OF THE DAY: DIN GET CHOSEN FOR MINI EMERGE. DAMN EMO. I realised I wasn't chosen at 10am lor. Imagine my whole day ruined.. Nithya and Nevaa was like comforting me. Bff comfort me also (: sry people, I have been such an emo kid today ): I thought will get chosen and I brought clothes so I could change for the training. I was so upset I threw my clothes under the desk. DUN NEED IT ANYWAY. I duno I so affected for what. I so noob, shldn't have expected anything. Shld reflect on my noobness. 不应该抱太多的期望 期望越大,失望越大。 也许我真的累了,在勉强下去也不会有好结果。 退一步,海阔天空, 我早就因该明白这个道理。 机会是留给做好准备的人。 我现在想去撞墙。 Monday, May 18, 2009
Bio Spa causes brain degeneration..
5/18/2009 07:24:00 pm
ran in the morning with Nithya (: And did my 100sit ups! =D dunno why I only train after fitness100 =\ It's retarded lah! then went to bathe! So shiok! had bio spa, mr yeow gave us time to memorise then i just fell asleep :\ but some stuff did go inside my brain la =D then pe and then break! =D econs lect was the best la, wanted to study bio spa BUT MR KWEE TALK DAMN LOUD. loud until I cnnt concentrate ): so I no choice, paid attn to econs instead :P gp tut was quite fun, went through a sample AQ ans that got 8/8. GOODNESS OWN OWN OWN. then chem was super boring and pointless. Violet was gg thru transition metal and I din uds a shit la, cause I haven even flip open the notes :x After sch went to run the 100sprint w Shavi and Hongyun and Nithya. My timing is damn bad. Should try agn tml! :D 2T25 must win :D:D:D I am the second runner... I scared.. If i kuku drop the baton then GOOD LUCK ): then we went to play volleyball and frisbee. Chinseng joined in for volleyball! HE DAMN GOOOOOD LA. make me feel bad ): I used to be a volleyball player.. then nao play likecrap, but we make a great team :D AGAINST HONGYUN! oh ya, before I forget, must blog about Hongyun!! He said some sick stuff agn. He was taking temperature then after that he kept his therm alrdy but he act cute go take it out.. then he said "oral sex" and he put the therm into his mouth. HY U THK U CUTE :P studied bio spa with Hongyun. I think I am gg to die la. 6pages leh, wth la! Argh ): Having dinner then studying bio spa liao. Suck my brain away only ): Sunday, May 17, 2009
Bestie thk she cute :P
5/17/2009 09:51:00 pm
huanqing is being annoying. she keep using some disgusting emoticon. everytime she types "wtf" on msn, the face will appear and scare me. ZZZ SHE THK SHE CUTE =P HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: hahaha very cute what not meh tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: no HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: zzzzzz u think scary ah tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: use somemore i nt talking to you' HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: eh u ask le rmb to tell me ah i scared i forget about it tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: OK LA FAT ASS :P HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: see i so good cause i can't think of anyone skinnier than me -_- tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: ME LA :D i so bony HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: one more time i shall put the fuck face OMG SHE JUST THREATENED ME tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: OKOKOK SRY OMG I JUST APOLOGISE FOR STH I DIN DO WRONG. HAH ): HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: hahaha x) tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: IS THIS HW U TREAT YOUR BESTIE I FOUGHT BACK HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: eh when u free go watch my queen ok =D tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: YES LA U DAMN LOR SOR! and my dp damn cool right. WAHAHA. g* f*ck y**rs*lf hahah HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: the cool part is would u like to buy a vowel hahaha "wtf" and the face surface again... omg SORRY SORRY IT'S UNINTENTIONAL HI HI HI HI tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: OMGGGGGG U DONT SEEM TO LEARN UR LESSON spank yourself ok!!! HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: hi i say WTF every sec of my life YES I KNOW, OR NT HW TO BE YOUR BESTIE zzzzz tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: YAH LA! the face is so disgusting HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: hahaha zzzzz it's not lah you'll have to learn to appreciate it tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: i need 1million vulgarities to describe it lah! APPRECIATE MY FOOOOOOT i rather u put ur face it would have been slightly better honestly. OK I AM BEING MEANNN hah
HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: hahaha =( tingXUE i can live without you. i just dont want to says: DUN GIVE ME ACT SAD FACE, IT DOESN'T WORK BEING MEAN AGAIN HuanQing LOVES | Tell me if you see kay. says: hahaha =D End of silly conversation :P hah, she is damn cute :D Nice song
5/17/2009 07:59:00 pm
幸福的瞬間 & 花香shall post lyrics 风没有方向的吹来 雨也跟着悲伤起来 没有人能告诉我 爱是在什么时候悄悄走开 风伴着花谢了又开 雨把眼泪落向大海 现在的我才明白 你抱着紫色的梦选择等待 记忆是阵阵花香 我们说好谁都不能忘 守着黑夜的阳光 难过却假装坚强 等待的日子里 你比我勇敢 记忆是阵阵花香 一起走过永远不能忘 你的温柔是阳光 把我的未来填满 提醒我花香常在 就像我的爱 this song damn meaningful la ): damn emozzxx nao ): AHHHHHHHHHHHH Decision Making
5/17/2009 07:37:00 pm
Made up my mind about some things.Yup, not going to change it anymore. It sucks, but I will stick to my decision. This morning I was telling Yishi about "Rumours has it" I was still thking that the line Jennifer Aniston said was damn sweet.. but now I think I rather stick to "I can live without You and I want to" Saturday, May 16, 2009
Rumour has it
5/16/2009 11:59:00 pm
i watching "rumours has it" now on channl 5 damn sweet ok la this girl gt affair after engagement and blah then she din marry the guy then she went to look for the guy the guy was damn hostile and then he said like " so what do you expect me to do? accept you when you come and say you cant live without me?" then she said "i dont need you to accept me. i am not saying i cant live without you. because i can live without you" then silence .... i thought she damn mean or what la then she said: i can live without you. i just dont want to... OMGGGGGOOOOODNESS LA SO SWEEEET Bu Kai Xin
5/16/2009 12:45:00 am
Want to listen to songs but cant settle on a song. Argh. Just watched House Bunny (: Naise naise (: Damn moody recently. and it is not pms. I cant pms for weeks, that will be damn abnormal. Just generally unhappy, disappointed. Sometimes once a damage is done, you cannot do anything about it. But yes, we can all pretend it never happened. I am a pessimist when it comes to love. Friday, May 15, 2009
Singing Competition.
5/15/2009 09:08:00 pm
Damn glad that its friday. HAH (:I rmb saying tt I love friday then Ys go thk of sth stupid! Duno whats wrong with her! :P Had Chinese Singing Competition in the afternoon. Won silver, lol. BUT QUITE SIAN. the individual category I wanted Skinnyjeansboys to win de ): but he lost to some ZZZ singer. apparently the ZZZ singer and miss ZZZ won for the duet. I CANT BELIEVE I GT OWN BY MR AND MRS ZZZ. its funny la, but got trophy and popular voucher :D love vivien. I WILL RMB THAT SONG FOR ETERNITY. thank god i have sore throat NOW, not JUST NOW. hah, or nt i emo and die. nice timing although i rather nt have it ): went out with Ccs people (: then ys and hy came my house for steamboat. HY AS USUAL WAS DAMN PERVERTED :P haha and he laughed at ys till she had to keep controlling toilet. and until his stomach cramps. AND YS TOLD HIM ABT HAMSTERS :x ahhhh nvm. no more spreading abt me and hamsters! or I kill ys :P Thursday, May 14, 2009
We are the Pancake People!
5/14/2009 09:38:00 pm
haha, dont mind the title. It's just the compre paper the class just did and coincidentally Hongyun came over to make Pancakes today! Yummy (:School was great today cause it rained!! HAHA DUN NEED GO UP AND TAKE PRIZE FOR MATHS! :X I dunwan.. so embarassing. Everyone will think I damn nerd can! =X And had talk at Audi today with Bro Paul. Hy, Nithya and I were memorising bio spa! Hah, thats for slacking ytd :P Then went for Econs tut, I damn bad la.. today Miss Audrey super nice then during her period I just did my Bio Spa stuff :X I am always sacrificing econs =\ Time to reflect, hah. Break was fun la, got extra ingredient fron YTF uncle (: And then had to go for Bio Spa ): Funny thing at Bio Spa. I din witness but I heard from the rest. HAHA. Apparently Hy farted thrice and had to leave the Lt to go to the loo. And Mr Teo actually laughed at him! Mr Eugene also!! Hy is damn buay song haha :P After school went gym and thanks Hy for helping me with Chinese script. YOU DAMN OWN OKAY (: haha So ur reward is that you get to cook pancake at my house. Heart shaped de! =D I will cook it next tym too (: Its simple and yummy (: Great for the family! HAHA. Round ones for family members. Hearts for girl-friends and gay friends (: thinking abt what happen in school.. I feel damn guilty. You're very very very very very very important to me.. And I cannot even lift a finger to help you when you're upset. I feel so useless and redundant. Maybe thats why you left.. I just hope you will be happy tml and the days that follow after. Just received a super long sms from Bff. Dont worry.. I am fine. I am sorry I started this issue again, I am sry the whole cycle had to repeat. I hate vicious cycles. It sucks. But yeah, thats why its part of life. Sometimes you lose something, then you try to hold on to other things in life, too tightly. Finally you realise.. you cant keep everything. I dont want to be emo.. I shall just thk abt Hy's farting incident! YAY. but damn, SILVER for SYF DRAMA. sians ): NEH MIND. WE GT A SILVER WITH 4TABLES AND 6CHAIRS. own or what? Means that the actors damn pro la :P HAHAHAHA. Esp the one with tears, TEARS OF SALINE :P Damn itunes playing emo songs. To the wall I bang ): Wednesday, May 13, 2009
decision making
5/13/2009 11:59:00 pm
Xueting is tired! Super duper uber tired (yawns)supposed to be studying for Biology Spa tml.. but sian.. Gp tutorial bore me to death today. I think I slept like a log. then went for Econs lect. slept as usual. I rlly cannot catch. LIKE HONEST, I don't even know which page of the notes Alex Kwee is at ): I need help, OR MY MD YRS GD GAME. then went for PE. I am damn ZZZ, I missed my TARGET TIMING ): damn, I wonder hw I did 16+ for 2.4km last yr. I did 17 today. SUPER DUPER EMO. okay la, my bad, the 6th round I walked the WHOLE ROUND. Goodness, I am such an ass ): Nvm, next tym just run agn lor, SURE CAN PASS de (: gave out apples during break. haha, councillors gt nth to do go pack apples and give out.. Parto f some healthy lifestyle thing. Yes, I totally need to lose weight liao. Hy said I lost 2kgs (: and somemore today I wore my shoes to weigh (: HAHA NT LIKE IT MAKES A DIFF. yay 2kgs :D :D Xueting jiayou. and I lost it quite subconsciously. Must be due to the stress from SYF and waiting for SYF RESULTS. I SLPT THRU GP LECT ALSO. Hy and I best, We slp until the lecturer left alrdy still blur. Hah, the day when I stay awake for Gp lect is the day Derrick Hoi lectures :D which will never come ): Since he is not lecturing for Lt 1 ): Went for CCS and did the crap ): Sian la, most of the pple din turn up also! But neh mind. This time quite cool, Yuanmeng and I emceeing with Shuda but Yuanmeng and I singing also. We own lol. CCS rlly give me aloto f opportunities. Can emcee for Chinese New Year (first time I emcee - 800plus people!), SYF(first time), School SYF Concert(first time) and now emceeing agn! and singing competition. Quite exciting la :P then went for SF at Joochiat. Damn fun la, learn new stuff (: super tired nao. Rched home at only 11 plus ): XT NEEEEDS TO READ BIO SPA AND SLP (: *was talking to Nithya abt some stuff. DAMN HARD TO MAKE A DECISION. ): Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I forbid..
5/12/2009 09:41:00 pm
you from appearing in my mind..myself from thinking about you. Monday, May 11, 2009
Sth abt f/s
5/11/2009 11:01:00 pm
It's amazing when strangers become friends, it's saddening when friends become strangers.Just read this line from those chain mails, I think it makes sense. Time to reflect :D Happy holiday (:
5/11/2009 07:20:00 pm
woke up at 10plus, cause my leg damn pain. My knee keep kitting the bed, the blueblack I got from strikeforce ytd ): supposed to lie down and lift the drum up but the drum hit against my knee twice. so got 2 blueblack ): Anw, missed bio tutorial =\ But shld be fine, I din promise Mr yeow that I would go.. Anyhow, went out with vp! met at Cityhall. Saw Sameer and Karan. They had to go for hockey training, sad! Walked to marina shopping center(?) and ate LJS (: then tried studying for awhile. but vp keep sleeping! tsktsk! then we left the mall. went to raffles city shopping center(?) then started our food spree. on the way there alrdy start the food spree lor. HAHA. Pinle was vp's last purchase, because I stopped the search for bubbletea! I am damn pragmatic lurh! took train to tpy to deposit $, wah sian din want to go tpy de. cause dunwan take train buth ad too.. Mum nt efficient in depositing $. not like I have alot ot deposit ): school tml.. I damn dead, neh study from fri till nao ): fri gt excuse la, got SYF. results supposed to be out today. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH. I need to calm down! Super scared for he results la ): I hope Gold!! :D:D then Bao Luo(Brother Paul) wont be so mean to CCS. We're also humans okay! Treat us like dirt just because you don't uds chinese. ZZZ. Had dinner (: So full, wna slp soon ): so I wont thk abt stuff. Thking abt what Vp said abt __, hmmms. But I am glad I went out today, better than rot at home. THANKS VP (: I feel happier (: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nh_cHR5KJkk i miss this song (: Wait for You by Elliot Yamin, super nice lor (:
5/11/2009 07:19:00 pm
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you I'm wishing that you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know So now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed But you wouldnt give me a chance With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand And all my tears they keep running down my face Why did you turn away? [Bridge] So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside This is not how you wanted to be [Chorus] So baby I will wait for you Cause I don't know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you [Verse 2] It's been a long time since you called me. (How could you forget about me?) You gotta be feeling crazy. (crazy) Ooooh. How can you walk away? (away) Everything stays the same, (the same) I just can't do it, baby. (nooo) What will it take to make you come back? (ohhh) Girl, I told you what it is and it just ain't like that. (nono) Why can't you look at me? (me) You're still in love with me. (me) Don't leave me crying. [Bridge] Baby, why can't we just-- just start over again? Get it back to the way it was. If you give me a chance, I can love you right. But you're telling me it won't be enough. [Chorus] So, baby, I will wait for you. 'Cause I don't know what else I can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time. If it takes the rest of my life, Baby, I will wait for you. If you think I'm fine, it just ain't true. I really need you in my life, No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you. [Bridge] So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside. That is not how you want it to be. Baby, I will wait for you. (for you) Oooooh. Baby, I will wait for you. If it's the last thing I do, [Chorus] Baby, I will wait for you, 'Cause I don't know what else I can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time. If it takes the rest of my life, Baby, I will wait for you. If you think I'm fine, it just ain't true. I really need you in my life, No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you. I'll be waiting. nice mv
5/11/2009 10:12:00 am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2X5peH3D8I&feature=relatedthis SHE mv. abt 3girls like the same guy.. okay la, I knew abt the storyline before I watch so I expected the outcome. but if I din know abt it. I will thk that the guy like another girl. But actually he gay... so very unexpected.. I got OWNED. these few days damn emo. but gt nth to do w relationships. just generally emo over minor issues. Minor issues can lead to major frustrations ): EMO LIKE SIAO. THIS SONG.
5/11/2009 12:30:00 am
又站在你家的門口 我們重復沉默 這樣子單方面的守候 還能多久 我真的懂 你不是喜新厭舊 是我沒有 陪在你身邊 當你寂寞時候 就讓我走 讓我開始享受自由 回憶很多 你的影子也會充滿我生活 抱緊我 再抱緊我 這一份感動 請你讓我留在胸口 我真的懂 你不是喜新厭舊 是我沒有 陪在你身邊 當你寂寞時候 不要再說 或許這是最好結果 現在分手 總好過你不愛我一拖再拖 Sunday, May 10, 2009
Sth Emo ):
5/10/2009 10:26:00 pm
thking abt lyrics from irreplaceable.Since I am not your everything.. How about I be nothing Nothing at all to you.. changed my nick to: tingXUE there is a difference between being the first one, and the only one. cant help but feel emo now. today hasn't been a great day. my mood alrdy affected since like dunno when.. I teared damn badly during the drama today. It's just that Mothers' Day and Fathers' Day mean alot to me.. Then the drama so touching! I was controlling.. then the part the mum came out ans said sth about her baby, I thought the baby died early or have cancer or sth.. then I realised the baby died prematurely. the tears just flowed.. Goodness.. went for MTT, had a super hard time trying to get Flightphesy/ Flyphesy. Not easy, I am slow and I am slow and I am slow. I know I will get it some day lah! The end was super fun lor, but shirt dirty ): and my new shorts!! =\ After tt went to Central (: then came home (: tml meeting Bestie! =D So long never see her le! the last time was like on my birthday! 1month le! =D and we're meeting tml to get part 2 of my present. thanks babe =) you're awesome. Muacks. So happy tt we're seeing each other tml!! Excited, thank God for holidays! (: and nice of you to think of me, so random message me to go out and meet =P It's ok if I am nt impt to you. I know I am impt to someone else. I am nt going to fight or anything, I am too tired to do so. And worse, I might just screw up what I want to say, then you're going to be pissed. Why isn't there such a thing as "take a break" for friendships. Damn. More pics (:
5/10/2009 10:23:00 pm
Nike bag from Yating & Shiyong (:Phone by Ting cause UNCLE ABEl GAVE HER HTC DREAM. HAHAH
5/10/2009 09:21:00 pm
omg was looking at my older posts to search for the post abt TCHINGS OF A MOTHER. found it tgt with this sick joke that kelly sent to me when I was in sec 3. Quite funny. I din quite get the whole thing then, but now I get it! HAHA, was re-reading it then realised I missed out so much last time. wth, I am such a prude. Ok, I was =P Now I am more of a pervert, THANKS TO HY LOR! from kelly (: HOW A 7 YEARS OLD EXPLAIN SEX Message: Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting and getting all out of breath. His other hand must have been cold because he put it under her skirt. About this time Sis got worse and began to moan and sigh and squirm around and slide down toward the end of the couch. This was when her fever started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis told him she felt really hot. Finally, I found out what was making them so sick...... A big eel ; had gotten inside his pants somehow. It just jumped out of his pants and stood there, about 10 inches long, honest, anyway he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from getting away. When Sis saw it, she got really scared-her eyes got big, and her mouth fell open, and she started calling out to God and stuff like that. She said it was the biggest one she's ever seen; I should tell her about the ones down at the lake by our house! Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill the eel by biting its head off. All of a sudden she grabbed it with both hands and held it tight while he took a muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it over the eel's head to keep it from biting again. Sis lay back and spread her legs so she could get a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying on top of the eel. The eel put up a hell of a fight. Sis started groaning and squealing and her boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess they wanted to kill the eel by squashing it between them. After a while they both quit moving and gave a great sigh. Her boyfriend got up, and sure enough,they killed the eel. I knew because it just hung there, limp, and some of its insides were hanging out. Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired from the battle, but they went back to courting anyway. He started hugging and kissing her again. But golly,the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up and started to fight again. I guess eels are like cats- they have nine lives or something. This time, Sis jumped up and tried to kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35 minute struggle, they finally killed the eel. I knew it was dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel its skin off and flush it down the toilet. This is the second time I am reading it lor, I still find it funny. Innocently hilarious Next, from Cecelia Teachings of a mother : 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about STAMINA. "You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone." 11. My mother taught me about WEATHER. "This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it." 12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY. "If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!" 13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE. "I brought you into this world, and I can take you out." 14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION. "Stop acting like your father!" 15. My mother taught me about ENVY. "There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do." 16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION. "Just wait until we get home." 17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING. "You are going to get it when you get home!" 18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE. "If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to get stuck that way." 19. My mother taught me ESP. "Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?" 20. My mother taught me HUMOR. "When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don't come running to me." 21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT. "If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up." 22. My mother taught me GENETICS. "You're just like your father." 23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS. "Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?" 24. My mother taught me WISDOM. "When you get to be my age, you'll understand." 25. My mother taught me about JUSTICE." One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you. Yesterday. damn nice. can cry
5/10/2009 09:06:00 pm
I just can't believe you're goneStill waiting for morning to come Wanna see if the sun will rise Even without you by my side (ooh yeah) When we had so much in store Tell me what is it i'm reaching for When we're through building memories I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart Chorus: They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made) They can take the music that we'll never play All the broken dreams Take everything Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday They can take the future that we'll never know (no no) They can take the places that we said we would go All the broken dreams Take everything Just take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday You always used to stay I should be thankful for everyday Heaven knows what the future holds Or at least how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now) I know i'll see you again i'm sure No, it's not selfish to ask for more One more night, one more day One more smile on you face But they can't take yesterday Chorus I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny) 'Cause in my mind, we had so much time But i was so wrong Now i can, believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made I'm looking back on yesterday Chorus Ooooh... (All the broken dreams take everything) But they can never have yesterday Finally! Pictures :D
5/10/2009 01:30:00 am
Cake from 2T25 (:the cake supposed to look 5million times better... mishap happened when I took some of it home. will take nice pic of it next time when I go to the shop! Shirt from Luke & Chongloon (: so sweet (:
5/10/2009 12:54:00 am
Saturday, May 09, 2009
day before Mothers' Day
5/09/2009 10:22:00 pm
woke up at 12noon today. DAMN SHIOK. ate breakfast, bathed then went cg with Bff (: after tt went to eat at bedok with Bff, William and Seowli. 3 of us ate Ban Mian, Bff act cute wna wat laksa :PThen went Tampiness 1 with Will and Bff. we went to Diva, Bff and I bought our 'best friend' necklace :D Bff bought a damn nice top at Cache Cache! I chose for her de.. she good.. she make fun of me.. she say I CNNT PULL OFF CUTE SHIRTS CAUSE I NOT CUTE. U GD U WATCH OUT =P Bought a pair of shorts from NET. they say the colour damn gay! =( okay.. I step out of closet la.. I gay :P nah, then we shopped around somemore (: I FOUND 'BUNNY BOOK OF SUICIDE' AT TIMES IN T1 =D the mall rocks la, I thought the book not in print anymore. Goodness, the book damn cute la, I din buy though.. abit expensive lor ): Went over to Tampiness Mall. Yay, bought stuffs at Popular :D and bought couple tops for my parents. For mum cause Mothers' Day, for dad cause his birthday round the corner :D They sure look damn cute together la! Bff and I both bought tops at SPLIT :D Yay, shopping is fun. I am not gg to the canteen until school reopen TO SAVE $ ): Watching 爱就宅一起, damn sad ): Touching like siao.. Sth from that show: 两个不同世界的人要在一起,真的很难。 Thking about stuff today.. S Y M M F I, I D W T B T F O I Y H, I W T B T O O. B T F S B M P C B O B O E, I A N B P. A I A N E S I I A T F. S T B M, M I A J N T I T Y. hai ): I dont thk I can ever talk to you abt this.. CJC CCS SYF 09 IS THE SEX
5/09/2009 12:49:00 am
yay. finally SYF is over. I can only say that I am damn shocked. Cause I think I acted DAMN WELL :D compared to rehearsals :D and everyone else was damn awesome la! GOODNESS. we srsly onyl lose out in terms of props. But ours damn touching lor.. I think if I watch I might cry. JUST DAMN THKFUL I DIN BURST OUT LAUGHING.after tt went back sch to rehearse for SYF PRESENTS. damn sian lurh.. I screwed up both rehearsals, I kept laughing and I forgot my lines. LIKE ZZZ. I know ): but the final one was great. IT WAS LIKE TEN TIMES BTR THEN SYF LOR! Cause our sch sound system ROCKS. why dont hold in CJC PAC? nice and spacious! and NO SCREW UPS! =D Damn tired nao, spent damn long washing hair. will slp soon (: WHEN HAIR IS DRY. lao shi say I have back pain is cause I always neh dry hair go slp and neh dry hair after washing I just let it dry itself. she say its back and it will worsen will I grow older. Damn, I should be bald :P GG TO SLP LIAO :D THKS EVERYONE FOR ALL UR WISHES ALRIGHT? I HOPE WE WILL DO WELL.. WHEEEEE we want to do sequel! =D and the Stage Manager Xiuwen wna do R21 show! YOU AHHHHH! tsktsk. No wonder CJ abortion rate so high =P Thursday, May 07, 2009
its better to remain single than to marry the wrong person
5/07/2009 10:28:00 pm
thking abt marraige agn. THE CHNNL U SHW TOO EMO ALRDY ):its show abt love in 5generations I think. ike from one gnrt till 5gnrts ltr. HW COOL IS TT LAH. i agree with my blog post title lor. i dunwan to marry the wrng person. damn ZZ, divorce is the last thing i want... it is like a vicious cycle. my kids will kinda be screwed then they themselves end up in divorce or sth. and it continues. NO END ): quite emo nao. just rant to bff abt stuff. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, tml after syf presents shall go drink =D but jie jiu xiao chou chou gen chou :\ SIANZZZXXZZXX touching show.. crying
5/07/2009 10:12:00 pm
watching some show, DMN EMOOO ):damn tired today. went morning run then had pe and then had syf rehearsal. and photoshoot. mr peng was damn damn funny lahh =P but i dun thk mine will be chosen. afterall i also nt main character. but is my fault tt tym i chose to go for rockafella so din audition for tt main role quite glad though, not main role still chosen for photoshoot laoshi say our drama most impt is our last part whr we cry and blah DAMN EMO DE LOR ): i damn proud of myself today. DIN NG FOR A SINGLE SCENE. =D but now my hands damn alot of scars AND I NT BAD LOR MANAGED TO SQUEEZE TEARS OUT hongyun thought i fake one haha is real de lor :D ended rehearsal at 8 lor. by the time wait for bus and go tp, ROT ALRDY anw tml syf drama at ACJC. outs at 2plus :D so quite happy la. morning will have like 2000 rehearsals ZZZ then after syf still must go back cj perform. ZZZ go xueting. final lap (: DAMN ANNOYED NAO ): Wednesday, May 06, 2009
I love you (:
5/06/2009 10:04:00 pm
Bff rocks (:She came over agn. actually i was just smsing during council if she wna meet, then i thought of gg to look for her or sth. then she decided to come over. HAHAHA. used my comp to blog and we were talking abt stuffs la. then my mum at home spoil the atmosphere. girls bitching sessions sucks when parents are around. like for example you want to talk about a guy called... erm eg john then you must change to like erm jenny or sth. like as if all ur talks are abt girls. DAMN FUNNY. haha i have gp hmwk to do. DAMN STUPID PPT ABT IVF. but i learn quite alot la, NOT LIKE I WILL DO IT NXT TYM OR STH .. just like erm interesting lor. general knowledge. HAHA. will decide if i will study for econs test tml. i will try to convince myself that it is worht studying for. and damn there is PE and SYF drama tml. I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF. =( but there are crap in sch that makes sch life better. HAHA. eg: hongyun! and beauties that make life better: nithya and nevaa and shavi and vivien and blahhhhh moreee! sth random.. I WANT MY ANSWER ): Back home early (miracle)
5/06/2009 06:06:00 pm
home at 6 on a wednesday is a MIRACLE, like honestly, normal council meetings end at 6plus or 7. ZZZ. but today was another random but boring day. HAD MATHS LECT. poisonn distribution. shld be POISON lor, so tough >=[ damn sian la, then econs tut was boring also. but its fun to tease miss audrey. shei s nice actually. I KEPT TEASING HER ABT MR TEO SOON HOCK. haha, damn mean, but gosh, she is married!! GP was boring. COMPRE TEST!! then hongyun din use his iphone to cheat today! no more cheating boy. he damn poor ting, he gt caught twice right then mr wee damn cautious of him. both of us were referring to notes while doing our essay then our points very similar then mr wee went to confront him and thought he copied mine! GOOOODNESS. so unfair la! ate break today, YTF! yes, its YTF and not WTF, cause YTF is yong tau foo! =D damn funny =p CHEM WAS THE SEX (: i like annoying miss teo with my dumb questions. but electro chem si tough. after lectures and tutorials i am still lost in space! =\ shld reflect :\ then went for fitness 100! damn sian! but damn proud of cherie :D SHE SO AWESOME! SHE DID 98 IPU IN 100 SECONDS. damn awesome la. Nevaa did 60plus!! :D Shiuan and I did 74 sit ups in 100seconds :D was quite disappointed cause I was aiming for 80! ): then I made fun of Chongloon, cause he is a guy but he did 77! HAHA, I not bad alrdy la. towards like 1min I was damn tired alrdy ): but I just heck and pushed on la. Anw I sign up alrdy, if dont do is counted as zero, so even if I do 1 also contribute :P I was telling Shavi I am gg to do 30 then she was like gg crazy :P cause for Napfa 1min I did 50 :D thats the only thing I am gd at. 1T25 and 2T25 damn awesome for GST lor! we did 100GST in 12mins 47secs :D best timing was T13, wth la, 11min plus only! ALL SO FIT. and Adam damn zai can? He did pull ups but he dropped from the bar after 49seconds? thats like half the timing! I think pull ups Augustine Seng sure OWN pls. He did like 41!! CRAZY ARM MUSCLES. and When Hongyun saw Adam he was like "wah that guy abit buff only huh". HAHA I KNEW IT HY U R GAY =p council meeting DAMN DAMN DAMN sian. Mr LCK obvsly buaysong la, but I din rlly care. I faster zao home after meeting end. =D talked to Jas for awhile on the way to busstop :D but din talk for long ): the moment i rched the bus stop bus come liao ZZZZ. I AM DESPERATE TO KNOW HW I CAN NOT LAUGH DURING SYF. In a nice tone, the teacher will scold me and be unhappy In a slightly pissed tone, the teacher will be buay song In a harsh tone, she will screw me In a let-it-all-out tone, I will be f_cked (would you like to buy a vowel?) SO I MUST NOT LAUGH MAN. have been experimenting with alot of diff ways so that I wont laugh, I hope it works!! =D ALL THE WAY SYF DRAMA :D and this fri after syf end still must perform in school for "syf presents".. and next fri gt chinese singing competition... SIAO LIAO LA ): BFF COMING OVER LTR :D YAY |
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