敗 犬 |
I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Sunday, November 30, 2008
happy birthday bff =) i love you
11/30/2008 12:15:00 pm
Saturday, November 29, 2008
super bu shuang!
11/29/2008 03:13:00 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qb6FrXkkyY0&NR=1i was looking for jerry video online watching the video on the song YI BAN then got this so i click aw man. jerry kiss that girl kiss very very shuang. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ok this video about the same but more hiong nia from 3min onwards. OH MAN I DAMN EMO ALRDY. wo de jerry WHY SLEEP WHY SOME RANDOM WOMAN =\ i am not happy ):
11/29/2008 02:56:00 pm
kan dao ni kai xinwo ying gai ye gan dao kai xin dan shi.. wo zhen de bu kai xin wo ying gai dui wo zi ji, dui ni you xing xin. countdown to waking up: 14hours leh waking up at 5am tml! dunno i will sleep or not tonight i want to sleep now man. listening to MY HANDS which remind me. i NEED to put that song into the mp3 yea my mp3 is my life on the plane alrdy (: so much to say! i told myslef in a r/ or friendship whenever i feel that there's anything wrong i should voicei t out or not communication breakdown will happen. BUT WO MEI YOU YONG QI SHUO CHU LAI svc and china packing
11/29/2008 02:38:00 pm
last day in spore (:YAY zhong guo wo lai le song by david archuleta(sth lidat)
11/29/2008 12:26:00 pm
Accidentally, on purposeI dropped my watch behind the tire Threw my alarm clock inside the fireplace Yeah, and I put the parental control on, On the news and the weather channel I'm outside in my robe I'm looking for you, oh If everything'd stop I'd listen for your heart To lead me right to you, yeah I tried every way I can But it's harder to hold on to your hands and the hands of time I need a hand, girl, I'm trying to hold on Losing strength in these hands of mine I need you here I'm trying to hold on Standing here, open hands and I Know I can't do this alone Hold on, oh hold on Baby hold on (to my hands) Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands) Don't let go I don't think this is working Freezing so hard my hands are hurting Ought to let go in the first place And I put the phone on the front lawn Everything that shows time is gone I'm outside in this cold Still looking for you If everything'd stop I'd listen for your heart To lead me right to you, yeah I tried every way I can But it's harder to hold on to your hands and the hands of time I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here I'm trying to hold on Standing here open hands and I Know I can't do this alone Hold on, oh hold on Baby hold on (to my hands) Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands) Don't ever let me go If everything'd stop I'd listen for your heart To lead me right to you, yeah I tried every way I can But it's harder to hold on to your hands and the hands of time I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here I'm trying to hold on Standing here open hands and I Know I can't do this alone Hold on, hold on Baby hold on (to my hands) Can you hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands) Don't let go Can you hold on to my hands thinking (meaning emo-ing)
11/29/2008 01:11:00 am
i seem to have lost faith in many things.in MOST things. things i used to believe in. i used to think heaven was splitted into 4 1/4 for bhuddists 1/4 for christians 1/4 for muslims 1/4 for hindus. i used to think if a guy likes you he will hold your hand give you a hug send you messages that are just sweet nothings kiss you on the lips while embracing you in his arms i used to think that if i am faithful and loyal those that recieve my loyalty and faithfulness will reciprocate i used to think nothing can come in between a couple or 2 friends if their r/s is tight enough i used to think that the people that are closest to you will never ever hurt you i used to think that people look at the heart, like God i used to think i will never fall for a girl i used to think i will be happy as long as i think i will NOW I THINK MY MIND IS FULL OF BULLSHIT and i feel like smoking damn badly. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh and i want to drink so much but can only substitute with vitasoy(sian) its officially saturday and i am leaving on sunday i am not going to think about anyone alrdy bu zhi de xiang nian de ren jiu li kai wo de ji yi bah (: Friday, November 28, 2008
aw man jerry =(
11/28/2008 08:55:00 pm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V35jQnh4W98&feature=relatedthough i watched this part b4 but still.. jerry kissing cai shi.. STILL CAN ZOOM IN MOUTH TO MOUTH =( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AY5hn_fjzvg&feature=related my lover singing the jue dui wu di song =) dont care who is he, he my lover liao things to do b4 gg china
11/28/2008 07:22:00 pm
1. sort out my feelingswas talking to huanqing bestie about my feelings. i been i have been bottling things up. haven been feeling like THIS for such a long time or at least the last time i felt this way was during july if you're close enough you would have known abt the JULY event. i dont know la, just very confused. its all about trust right? TRUST! but i dont have trust. how can i be so easily defeated! by 2 people in my life! until i dont trust people now ): I LOSER. =\ 2. finish packing like totally. 3. put nicer songs in my mp3! =) 4. stop brooding over task1 EMO LIFE LIAO LA (as usual)
11/28/2008 06:37:00 pm
woke up at 1030?went swimming with yishi. din swim alot la, as in wasn't tired la but just din have the mood. i should stop thinking about stuff that makes me unhappy. anyway went bugis with yishi i bought belt and she bought her top then she brought lip blam and track pants for me AND SHE BOUGHT ME SLIPPERS FOR CHINA and this she said "a part of me will be with you in china" SUPER LESBIANIC which remindsm e i was watching UNDRESSED some gay series shows la. DAMN FUNNY ONE. and sweet also (awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww) i am left with a lil bit of packing la was intending to start tml one lor LUCKY I PRAGMATIC ENOUGH SIAH the past few days i have been watching YOUTUBE i sibeh no life ): but quite happy la this holiday got meet HUANQING got meet YATING JIE JIE(omg so gay) got meet ANGELINE(ah lian) its all part of my PPP(post promo plan) and i am happy but unhappy stuff is till china trip i will miss bff bdae lor.. then she will be going out with other people and not me.. unless science lets me teleport? and huanqing will be celebrating with xinyuuuuuu MY WORLD IS CRASHING i see your shawdow right behind me or is it just a hallucination it's just me missing you i saw the times when we were together those times aren't lasting forever it's just me not accepting reality memories of you are slipping away i dont know what to say memories of you are slipping away maybe they weren't meant to stay (stay..) you were the one that brightened my days always bringing a smile to my face that was you in the past you left without saying a word not knowing that you were my whole world that was you being you memories of you are slipping away i dont know what to say memories of you are slipping away maybe they weren't meant to stay with me, till death ever do us apart with you, in your heart i wish.. i wish we can go back to the start..... memories of you are slipping away i dont know what to say memories of you are slipping away maybe they weren't meant to stay memories of you are slipping away i dont know what to say memories of you are slipping away maybe they weren't meant to stay LOL COMPOSED THIS NEW SONG though not nice =\ OKAY I DONT THINK PEOPLE WILL THINK NICE but i think nice can le. BLEH countdown to china hell 2 days Wednesday, November 26, 2008
JUE DUI WU DI!
11/26/2008 11:04:00 pm
aiyah too in love with this song le.jue dui wu di! sang be NESE? from HOT SHOT de (: but i damn sian cause the mv de words too small and my comp dunno why reformat le so stupid cnnt see chinese nvm! my cousin will save my comp when I am back from China. HE WILL HE WILL! (I pray) more or less START with packing for china trip le. gave up on orientation le, so I wont care le I just pray for those people in my IG and CATHERINE. sorry man people, I am going for the WROSE FACIL AWARD le you(my to-be-ig-JC1s) all dont suck, the council system does. so sorry dudes, wrong year that you chose to be born in or rather, wrong choice of school. =( okay xueting no more digressing! oh man, this feels like sec4 lit class (opps, digress again) OKAY RLLY BACK TO TODAY (: woke up at 11plus WHEN MUM CALLED HOME ASK ME GO TPY yay she went shopping with me (: bought stuff then went to eat DOU JIANG YOU TIAO! yummy! :D (super) went home and packed stuffs and did stuff la. met yishi to swim. talked some stuffs. then she was tired alrdy so we had to leave cause she went gym ytd la. then tired. then had to go! so was quite sian la! cause wanted to swim more swim de shi hou i feel so happy. forget about everything and focus on getting to the other end yea man, all I want to do is forget everything. and after that no choice go home bathe and wait for the world to turn then waitfor my SUPER YUMMY DINNER shared with mummy (: we had some strawberries for dessert (: YEAP. we watched XIAO NIANG RE AND THE 10PM CHANNEL U SHOW yeaps, family bonding. (daddy at work mahhh) talking to TING now. XIE YA TING GOT ME EXCITED DUE TO STUPID PICS SHE SENT ME. hai yo yo! (blush) and xinyi la! CHOO XINYI DECLARED WUZUN NOT SHUAI ahhhhhhh. i "punched" her for wuzun and all wuzun fans! =p okay la xinyi gna kill me when she sees this. BUT I WILL SAY IT: WUZUN THE BEST (: damn tired alrdy. need to sleep or not LOOK SO HAGGARD WHEN FILIMING FOR ISAAC (: my bff(from RJC) FAILED THEORIES
11/26/2008 01:57:00 am
her first theory: theory of push and pullhw it works: basically, she ll give me a push, den I ll pull her towards me. so dat we can go against e waves n move inner towards e wave pool. y it didnt work: we stay at e same pt=/ cos when I pull her, I ll b pulled back to e same pt. theory of up and down hw it works: helps us to breathe while drowning. haha. we ll take turn to push each other down so dat e other person can gt above e water surface n gasp for air. y it didnt works: err.. cos we gt tired. but at least it sustained her for a while(: heh theory of moving towards dat side of e train mre empty hw ot works: move away fr e centre carriage gt less ppl wat y it didnt work: cos every1 tink e same way=/ great minds tink alike yeah(: theory of missing a train if it terminates at a stop b4 urs hw it works: so dat u dun ve to change train? n it ll b emptier la. y it doesnt work: dis theory is complicated. lol. I DUNO WHY MY BFF SO KUKU ONE and I more KUKU I go follow her theories siah. BIANG (bang wall) oh I must update! MY BFF CUT HER HAIR YO =p went with her to cut hair SIAN NOT CUT BY JONATHAN. hai. jonathan dunno at which outlet lor. QI SI REN LE. ni zai na li. wo de XIAO JON =\ back to original topic abt bff not abt my secret crush on a hairdresser ORKHEY: then we went to CHINATOWN (: ate MR BEAN! pearly beancurd? NOT NICE LOR then walk around to look for stuff for CHEENA TRIP then walk here and there and tadah had to leave she went gym with weiting and weiying while I went to look for yating cant rlly sleep now. I want to do something for this SPECIAL SOMEONE (: even if I want to sleep I will still do it, cause YOU are worth it (: the closest will become the furthest
11/26/2008 01:20:00 am
thinking about china trip.first have to thank some people! thanks huanqing bestie for helping me out with the list. thanks YATING JIE JIE for: lending me suitcase (hush puppies, so cute) hand carrier (awesome looking) sweaters (GAP) and super-cool-looking winterwear (branded somemore) and pei-ing me go tpy even when you had to rush for school! but pls to nicer to eric can anot!! (he my love leh) thanks to my cousin & his wife for their winter clothings but I still not very ready EMOTIONALLY for the trip lor. and OF COURSE I HAVEN GO PREPARE THE LESSONS THERE and the songs that we are going to sing. I gg to sing WU DING and WE'LL GET THERE :D AND OH, I HAVEN BUY FOOD FOR THEM YET. wah shit freaking hiong siah. nvm, I(ben da ye) will chiong everything out by today! since I gt nth to do. NO PLACE TO GO. and back to emo abt china trip. WILL MISS ORIENTATION DE GET-TO-KNOW-PARTNER SESSION MISS SEOWLI 21ST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION CHALET MISS HUANQING BESTIE DE EAT-DOUGHNUT-TILL-DROP SESSION MISS YISHI BFF BIRTHDAY and I dont want things to change. 8days. hen duo shi qing ke yi fa sheng. i think a song describes my feeling. Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed? I dont want to be the last one to know when IT happens or rather I dont want IT to happen AT ALL. sth I want to scream out loud: I feel that YOU are slipping away from me. and no matter how hard I try, I cant seem to hold on to YOU anymore. losing YOU is the last thing I want. it never used to occur to me that this will happen between us I used to be so confident about US being inseparable but after so much have happened.. I dont know anymore. thing change, people change. YOU are human and YOU will change maybe YOU were meant to just leave some footprints in my life and exit from my life. maybe YOU weren't meant to walk with me forever. but man, those were large and deep footprints so huge and deep that whenever I look at my life I see YOUR footprint everywhere. and I keep wondering to myself: are the footprints stopping anytime soon? OKAY ENOUGH OF MY RANTING and oh, most imptly I HATE PEOPLE WHO JIA XING XING, TRY TO ACT NICE OMG SO ANNOYING LAH and pple who try to TIAO BO LI JIAN? jian si le lor! =p note to self: I dont emo over that idiot le! YAY Monday, November 24, 2008
EBC AT ECP! [ryan.shi.ting]
11/24/2008 09:11:00 pm
woke up at 11plus todayas usual! erm.. given that I slept at 2plus lor! woke up and WATCHED JJ's VIDEO! =) watch until the stupid noodle cook until like shit lidat =\ I ate half way then went to bathe CAUSE SUPER LATE TO MEET YS! and later she buay song WHACK me how? =p threw away the noodle in the end cause rlly damn nan chi =( went to meet ys (: we drank mr bean on the way! HONEYDEW SOYABEAN! super awesome nice leh! =) then we went to meet ryan WHO LOOKED SUPER EMO AT THE BUS STOP cause he waited damn long.. SORRY =\ we walked to ECP and on the way talked abt JJ (: then when we reached stupid ys want to take off her skirt! then I made her take off her skirt in PUBLIC OF COURSE WITH SHORTS INSIDE LA then ys and I cycled while ryan rollerbladed? DUNNO HOW TO SPELL rollerblade de past tense :\ we really had alot of fun lor. we travelled to a place then we u-turn to go the other side cause road block siahhh! after that we went to our starting point there and cycle to the other end! =) on the way saw this man DAMN BLOODY FUNNY he cycle like damn funny ryan and I laughed LIKE CRAZY PEOPLE! we travelled to a place to get coconut juice. then I told ys jj song is xiao jiu wo then she thought xiao jiu wo means FRIEND when it means dimple. LOL. I love jj =\ after ryan came back we travelled to the bedok jetty then we took alot of pics there DAMN ALOT OF FUNNY THINGS HAPPENED LA regarding black water and oil blotter! and the way ryan walked on those rollerblades. CLUMSILY we camwhored damn alot la. EBC MAHHH then we continue to DESTROY THE SAND! we wanted to draw a heart and write EBC and our names IN THE END, OUR HEARTS TOTALLY CUI LOR. so we just wrote and draw small hearts and smiley faces! and asked a passby to take pics for us. IS CHINA MAN LAI DE! WO DE TONG ZHI! then we cycle and play until damn late la as in we rent bike and blades at 210 so much return by 410 lor! but we play until 355 then realised.. so we chiong the 15mins to return lor! WE SPEED MACHINES SIAH managed to return at 415 lidat. HENG SIAH. then we went to macs WANTED TO STAY AWHILE EAT SOME SNACKS snacks = apple pie and 70cents cone END UP WE ATE SNACKS AND LIKE MAC MEALS LA! WAHLAU EH! so nvm, we decided to walk back to the place where ryan bought coconut juice(cj) WHICH WAS LIKE DAMN FAR AWAY LA. but for cj and SANDCASTLES.. we will do it and we cycled past that place when we returned the bike. SO ITS LIKE DAMN FREAK FAR DE. but we decided that it was worth it for the MAC MEAL must burn the calories or not people say I FAT agn. we embarked on our journey to find cj ON THE WAY SAW SUPER NICE BREAKWATERS LA! then we saw people walk to the breakwaters like damn easy de but for us.. not easy! cause when we walk its like the tides come in le and the sade super low so we like walking on water lidat! super yishi want to act like Jesus then ask me be Peter! HAH. "LORD IF IT IS YOU, ASK ME TO COME TO YOU" anyhows, we took turn to go and play at the breakwaters there got jump shots lor. I SCREAMED damn lot today. like honestly cause I afraid of heights but I jumped at the breakwaters! later I will post the pics.. YOU WILL SEE MY BRAVERY!! then we play finish le continue walk among the water and then talk about waves. WHY I NT SO INTO WAVES IN GEOG CLASS LAST TYM? we shld have excursions to ecp or what la! FEEDBACK! finally we decided to go and clean our feet. I SO PRAGMATIC. we at macs I took alot of TEESHEWWW then can dry feet (: THATS Y I PRESIDENT OF EBC after that we continue to walk to the place to find cj! on the way we went into a shop that sell alot of beach stuff de! wah super nice lor the stuff inside. then we rch the place to buy cj. stupid yishi want go play with PUSSY some random cat la. then insist on taking pics with the pussy which reminded me! on the way walking.. we saw this cute dog with shoes. and we took pics with it too! ok back to the pussy. after the stupid pussy not photogenic, we bought our cj! then after buying cj, we sat at one side to drink. and we talk damn alot la. then finally go see sandcastles. WAHLAU BEN LAI VERY PEACEFUL DE. then got some dumb ass boy HE GO DESTROY THE SANDCASTLES then in the end I went to stop the boy. I too fierce too fierce alrdy la. AFTER THAT WE WALKED TO THE BUS STOP TO TAKE BUS. walk okay. and its not damn near de. ITS NEAR 5KM LA! (joking) we at the tunnel THEN I SO STUPIDLY SUGGEST WE DO SILLY THINGS. like take pictures there!! then after that we walking to bus stop then we saw bus 31 SO YS AND I HAD TO RUN DAMN BADLY. then we goto n bus and ryan cross the brudge to go to the other side. we alighted at book keng then ys and i walked home. I RLLY ENJOYED MYSELF TODAY AND I AM GG TO BLOG ALL THE PICS! maybe not all la. but a few la =p WEIRD THINGS ABOUT ME. LOL
11/24/2008 01:38:00 am
GOT TAGGED BY DARYL TO DO THIS.
BUT NOTE: i wont tag others. I LAZY =\ The rules and Regulations: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habit/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names No tag back 1.I kind of secretly want to be a hairdresser. Thats why I like to cut my own fringe. THATS WHY ALWAYS LOOK SCREWED UP. Now you know. 2.I dont like female singers. I only like male ones. So in a sense I am sexist la. But still.. i just like male singers more. To add on, my voice not super fantastic la, so at home when I sing, my mum gets damn pissed cause I am somewhat like a broken recorder also, sing and resing till i reach the high pitch. WHICH IS SELDOM =\ 3.I am tall for a girl, so I should look out for guys like tall tall de. But I damn like cute boys that are short =\ LIKE OH-SO-CUTE that kind of short guys. Like short guys are super cute and nice to bully. AND I LIKE TALL AND SKINY GUYS ALSO. Like chopsticks lidat (: 4.I eat lemon like you eat sweets. I SUPER LIKE SOUR STUFFS. like sour plums are the sex? 5.I am not lactose intolerant BUT I HATE MILK. I think milk is disgusting. HOWEVER STRANGELY, I like yoghurt and cheese alot. 6.I think pets are cute but I have a tendency to torture them. Cause I am SUPER SADDIST. I can watch SAW 1-4 and laugh. 7.I have always wanted to be a housewife. LIKE SUPER HONEST. Because my other ambitions are like super far fetched. OH WITH LINK TO THE PREVIOUS POST. cause I fat. I want to be air stewardess or model but I fat thats why cnnt mah. HOUSEWIFE JUST NEED TO STAY AT HOME FAT ALSO NVM! 8.I am not lesbian. But I have liked a girl before. Keyword here: LIKED 9.I compose songs every now and then, but so far, I haven't really sang it for anyone. Except, one person. Reason: I dont believe that I compose good works. Or rather, I dont believe that other people will think that it is good works. AND LINK ABIT, i really suck at beat-boxing =( 10.I am fat but I like buffets. I strongly believe in eating gives one happiness. AND LIKE GO EAT BUFFETS VERY PRICE-WORTHY. lol i m fat i am FAT
11/24/2008 12:55:00 am
okay okay its like after 12 agn!!but i rched home at 11plus agn! nvm, last day of AC le. so nvm! woke up at 9plus today so can meet cg at 11am as usual got people late. but something unusual happen today! DAMN RIDICULOUS LOR stupid queue started at only 2plus la. like honestly. when svc at 530. WAHLAU but whatever la. went in to watch the MR & MISS ASIA CONFERENCE yeah mr cute and super cute and very very cute JONATHAN NG WON! 2nd runner up but still... super duper cute. and i break my own rule.. i screamed damn loud for him and i screamed till now no voice le. cause.. i ben lai no intention of screaming. but for mr cutsy jonathan.. ZHI DE (: then svc start le. liu geng hong and some other taiwan people sang. THEN JJ LIN SANG LIN JUN JIE. he sang his new song. XIAO JIU WO. omg the whole song cute la but b4 that he sang dou jiang you tiao and jiang nan GOODNESS LA. HE IMBAR LA his DIMPLE LIKE AWFULLY CUTE lor wahlau he cuteness la. YOU KNOW CUTE?? then ar bernard preach. =) super good word. at hall 8 he preach.. mr jj lin at hall 10 singing. WAHLAUUUUUUUUU!! i rlly want hear jj sing de. HAI SIAN. and thursday we guna do sth cool for isaac. i hope i got his name correct. but quite emo over this. cause i thought cg going to do video for me since i gg china but still.. i gg china only what. no big deal and not like they gg to have cg that week. so by right every one nt meeting. so wont even know that i am not there. suan le, cant be bothered. but after tt the finale session sing-a-long-and-cry v touching not so kua zhang la honestly, just quite sian la. cause at the train just playing with balloon then i say to yishi that her balloon is her baby then i dunno why LIKE WHY THE FREAKING RANDOMNESS william go say my balloon is my FATS OKAY FATS OKAY FATS OKAY FATS i get it. then i play along and i joke la. THEN I STILL JOKE OKAY I JOKE I JOKE ABOUT MY OWN FATS ABOUT MY OWN FATS ABOUT MY DISGUSTING FATS MY LIPIDS. MY FATS. FATS FATS FATS then he still go harp on the fats thing. i was like damn emo alrdy but i just heck and play along la. and i was suppose to get over it on the train back de. BUT I DIN. thats y i m freaking blogging about it. AND I WAS SO EMO THAT WHEN I CAME HOME I GO EAT SO MUCH. I WILL NOT WEAR SKIRT LE. ben lai bu yao wear skirt le. CAUSE I KNOW MY LEGS FAT DAMN FAT SUPER FAT FULL OF FATS but i wanted to wear skirt cause yishi wearing BUT I FORGOT MY BFF IS SKINNY SHE CAN WEAR SKIRT should have wore jeans and my formal shirt ALL BLACK DE LIKE GO FUNERAL LIDAT. then cannot see my fats. OR AT LEAST NOT SO OBVIOUS. then wont kena aim at. AIYAH SIANS LA I HATE MY FATS. BUT THEY HAVE BEEN LIVING WITH ME FOR SO LONG YOU GAN QING DE. hai... watched youtube.. JJ de xiao jiu wo video SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SWEET it just makes me feel worse that because i am FAT the scenes in the stupid mv wont happen to me. CAUSE THE WHOLE WORLD HATE FAT PPLE sian. mood spoiler. AHHHH wo hen lei.. zhen de hen lei.. Cries in a distance
11/24/2008 12:16:00 am
Cries in a distanceCan't stop the tremble Im just awaiting my turn Hiding will never Save me forever The guns gonna get me for sure Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend Come to me and take my hand Like mama would say Everything will be okay All I hear is 3 2 1 The scream from the guns And then 1 by 1 No one gets to run Someones dad or mom Sister, brother and son No... no... All I feel is 1 2 3 My tears start to bleed Smell of roses on my feet I feel sore I fall... I call I crawl Sunday, November 23, 2008
STOMACH PAIN PAIN PAIN
11/23/2008 12:43:00 am
back from DAY 4 of ASIA CONFERNCE (:its like 12plus le lor. but i reached home like 1hr le. reached at 11 plus. if rch after 12 my mother will jump! hop! bounce? met cg at 2pm lor. but hen duo ren late. in the end queue up.. but neh end up at hall 8 =\ BENNY HINN leh! =( tml die die die die must must must GO INSIDE HALL 8 JJLIN ah!! wait for me MR JJ!! so tml.. or rather later.. we meeting at 11 so i must wake up at 9!! so i shld sleep at 1 so i get 8hrs of sleep PROVIDED MY BLOODY STOMACH STOP ACHE-ING IS LIKE FREAKING PAIN and i dunno why and this reminds me of sth UNPLEASANT that happned tday! make me DAMN PISSED cause my BFF kena YUAN WANG for sth she din do. LIKE HONESTLY. SO SILLY LOR. this matter aside. i super buay song some PEOPLE. like super super super buay song. BUT NVM anyway i wanna post sth funny here. is 2 funny things. 21nov shi and i saw 3 people at hall 7 la 1 is pastor aries, then a chinese n indon translator. then the indo guy quite cute la. then yishi say: the indo guy rlly quite cute xt: but he speaks indo, you sure hav problem communicating with him yishi: HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAA the reason she laughed at me was because.. yishi: he can translate means obviously he can understand english right??!?!?! WAHLAU I JITAO SIASWAY. i shut up. LOL 22nov xt: eh i want swim butterfly strokes also la. ys: ok.. xt: eh u know that tmy i saw tao li anot? i saw her la she short n shuai ys start laughing... reason.. yishi: I WAS WITH YOU WHEN U SAW HER. AT BUGIS it sucks to have a friend from rjc. DAMN IT Saturday, November 22, 2008
ASIA CONFERENCE DAY 3
11/22/2008 12:56:00 am
went to school for COUNCIL MEETINGturn out to be that JON CHEN sabo-ed me to go. like honestly.. we only have like 4 of us discussing all that SHIT AND CRAP oh and i have to REDO THE POSTER wahlau! honestly man. WHY WHY WHY its like waste of LIFE and YOUTH but anyway POXIAN bought a rlly awesome book today AND HE SAID I READ BIMBO BOOKS poxian you good you damn GOOD. i dont friend you!! (nah, joking) so i went for asia conference! (: met joshua and william on the way yo! :D so we walked to hall 7 to find the rest SOMETHING DAMN FUNNY HAPPEN joshua walk faster so he walked off first to find the rest then william and i stood somewhere then i thought i saw seowli so i walked away from him thinking he will follow and i super confident de say "I SAW SEOWLI ALRDY" then he follow but after tt alot of pple scream my name THEN I SAW SEOWLI THEY ALL BEHIND ME wahlau. SO PAISEH!! i so blur lor. PLUS WORSE IS I SUPER CONFIDENT SAY I FOUND HER! ate dinner with them and went to queue. shared with them my super nice BUNNY GUMMYYYYYYS joshua said he dont like sweets! BUT HE ATE MY GUMMMMS! as in MY GUMMMMMYS! then he say " gums are different from sweets" !! OK YOU WIN YO =p then we queue damn long then go into hall 10 la OVERFLOW ROOM ALRDY LORRR! ): actually alot of unhappy things happen but THANKS TO FUNNY PPLE IN CG i din show black face la. =\ and plus plus rayner ivan arthur erwin damn FUNNY i was sharing a piece of timtam with YISHI then ivan said arthur and erwin will share with each other THEY RLLY DID! HAHA DAMN GAY ACTION! (like totally) but nvm! i did enjoyed the service alrighty? went home with cg la! so fun on the train SAW YUYAO! and sth super funny happen agn was walking with william then i saw yuyao he saw yuyao also! but i dunno he know yuyao and he dunno i know yuyao and yuyao dunno i know william then me and william tap yuyao together then we shocked that both of us know yuyao so DAMN FUNNY like suddenly three of us lame and play game! STEP LEG GAME =\ SERIOUSLY FOR PPLE OUR AGE haha PEPSI COLA 1,2,3! went to lavender to take 145 home. PACKED PACKED PACKED then when i eating maggie mee half way YISHI CALLED to say TPY no bus! then she poor thing cabbed home! so i went to bathe and then blog this! the time should be 1:07 now! but i shall change the timing to a friday post. YAY MAN. thking of JERRY agn! Thursday, November 20, 2008
still moody.. in fact.. WORSE!
11/20/2008 10:56:00 pm
OKAY STILL V MOODY.nothing to do then i EMO. but po says: emo is gd, allows u to reflect and introspect okay.. coming from a lit student.. I HAVE TO BELIEVE? but super duper sian. went to gwen's blog. happy to see pictures of SHE AND MICHAEL. a cute thing is they started on 22OCT. 22nd! this number keeps popping out! too much things are happening around me. and reading all the adults storybooks not helping. read about love and stuff. about 41yr old ladies having botox and affairs. i cant bear to think about me being 21. let alone 41! its a scary thought. I DONT WANT TO AGE. NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRR when i was younger, i thought.. i will get married at 21, give birth to all my kids at max by 25. i even planned that my kids will give birth at 25 so when i am 50! i am a grandma! then my grandkids will give birth at 25! so will i am 75(i think i can last tt long) i will be great grandmother! well, i dont think thats going to come true for me now! because.. as far as i am concerned.. JERRY HAD GT HIS MODEL GF!! and ELVIN IS PORLLY GAY. lol.. wo ai de ren.. MEI LE MEI LE wo zhen de bu xiang HU SI LUAN XIANG browsing through some pics.. i think i still miss him. A LIL LIL LIL LIL BIT. super LITTLE ok. i want to slit my wrists for a while. GOODNESS. THE WAY THEY BLOOD TRICKLE. SHIT I MUST STOP THIS THOUGHT. bloody hell MOODY. moody. VERY MOODY
11/20/2008 10:24:00 pm
KEEP KEEP BLEEDING?no! KEEP THINKING ABT JERRY YAN totally hot-shot-withdrawal-symptom BUAY TAHAN. anyway today had a great time gg for ASIA CONFERENCE DAY 2 went for praise and worship then session 2 with PHIL PRINGLE session 3 with ULF EKMAN then lunch with cg (: followed by 2 electives. then i came home. for dinner and read my book! THE BOTOX DIARIES can SUBCONSCIOUSLY went to youtube watch JERRY's VIDEO. bloody hell la, why i suddenly so feng.. but nvm. the 9pm show too good. I SUPER LIKE ELVIN NG JUN XIONG LA he is the reason why global warming exists. okay off to msn. CAUSE BLOODY HELL THERE IS MEETING TML. FOR COUNCIL. REALLY SIAN. IT WILL DRAG TO FOREVER. if involve JEK SUAN he will freaking kaopeh me. so tml all i must do is act like a pussy =\ which is totally MY style (not) SIAN LA. COUNCIL SUCKS. maybe.. blah blah test blahhhhhhhh
11/20/2008 07:39:00 pm
You'll always be mine
11/20/2008 07:04:00 pm
(Verse 1)I really don't know what to do I really don't know how to say How much I really love you now I think about it everyday (Hook) And I still can't wait to hold you girl And I still want you here in my world' Cause I know that we are meant to be Forever, forever You know I'll always be there for you (Chorus) I like waking up in the morning babe Looking at your pretty face knowing that you'll always be mine And I like holding you in my arms at night Underneath the moonlight knowing that you'll always be mine I like kissing you while you're sleeping babe Whispering I love you girl knowing that you'll always be mine And I like waking up to your pretty smile Touching your soft skin knowing that you'll always be mine Be mine be mine be mine be mine be mine be mine.. (Verse 2) I love the smell of your perfume I love those sexy clothes you wear And every little things you do Just make me wanna be with you (Hook) And I still can't wait to hold you girl And I still want you here in my world' Cause I know that we are meant to be Forever, forever You know I'll always be there for you (Chorus) I like waking up in the morning babe Looking at your pretty face knowing that you'll always be mine And I like holding you in my arms at night Underneath the moonlight knowing that you'll always be mine I like kissing you while you're sleeping babe Whispering I love you girl knowing that you'll always be mine And I like waking up to your pretty smile Touching your soft skin knowing that you'll always be mine (Verse 3) Don't have to worry about those tears falling down from your eyes Don't have to worry about no secrets I won't tell you lies Don't have to be ashamed just tell me girl what's deep inside No I won't never let it go I'll make it alright (Hook) And I still can't wait to hold you girl And I still want you here in my world' Cause I know that we are meant to be Forever, forever You know I'll always be there for you (Chorus) I like waking up in the morning babe Looking at your pretty face knowing that you'll always be mine And I like holding you in my arms at night Underneath the moonlight knowing that you'll always be mine I like kissing you while you're sleeping babe Whispering I love you girl knowing that you'll always be mine And I like waking up to your pretty smile Touching your soft skin knowing that you'll always be mine Be mine be mine be mine be mine be mine Knowing that you'll always be mine Be mine be mine be mine be mine be mine Knowing that you'll always be mine Wednesday, November 19, 2008
NU REN BU YI ZUO!
11/19/2008 10:39:00 pm
woke up at 10plus got ready for church (:ASIA CONFERENCE DAY ONE! ate brunch at home b4 meeting them (: when i reached tanah merah, saw eliz and joshua =D so coincidental lahh! met up with the rest at expo mrt! seowli so nice! came early to register for the members such a dear (: she is my connect group leader! :D so we when to food court so that some of them can eat lunch then i bought drink with doucers? is pronounce as dock-kers i dunno how to spell siah! =x but she is a sweet girl. went for elective 1: choosing the right partner in life then elective 2: effective evangelism then dunno why my stupid stomach. so painnnnnn! bloody cramps. then okay i super duper lang bei! got to ask weiting keep helping me. but honestly dunno wth is wrong with me. suddenly so wimp. sit them look like cancer patient. then obviously weiting v skinny no strength help me!! cause i too fat (ok i repent) but she was really very sweet sherushing off to go home celebrate mum's birthday she walked from hall 4 to hall 7 get medicine from seowli from me you all might think 3 halls nia. but the hall distance very big! she must walk from hall 4 to hall 6 cross foyer 2, cross many road! go foyer 3! and walk to hall 7 plus hall 7 inside sure alot of people she must dig for them! and plus some part of the way is not exactly very sheltered.. and is raininggg she hurry there and hurry back to get me medicine.. then during that time, yishi called me to talk.. =) and warrior weiting was back!! only the thing.. is it wasn't menstrual panadol.. but cold relief panadol.. but the wimp(yours truly), ate it anyway with vitasoy.. then i was still in pain.. like super pain.. NVR LIDAT B4 then sho bo bian le.. cause i not getting better so she pei the wimp(yours truly) to food court where she helped me buy a hot drink =) unfortunately, the wimp(yours truly), after drinking.. go toilet.. and vomitted.... EVERYTHING.. heck so we walked to the train. then she had to help me here and there. and on the train. she help me ask a lady to give up her seat for me.. then reached lavender le i alighted and went to the bus stop. the first 145 crowded like shit. so i wait for the second one. so crowded again lor. no seat! then i look back got another 145 right behind! EMPTY. but after that someone alighted and there wad 2 seats (: BUT I FELT DAMN BAD. i really had to sit down!! and this time was like one of the 1st few times i din give up my seat to an elderly. felt very bad lor. they probably need the seat as badly as i do!! then went home. changed and went to sleep! only when sleep then cai hui bu tong! the moment wake up then felt the pain again! just not as bad. had dinner and went to bathe. PLS THE BLOODY CRAMPS DONT COME AGAIN TML LA. or not i angry with you. then dont friend you =x but rlly must thank all the people who msg okay. and kwan weiting! i want to say this to you! YOU! ARE! REALLY! AWESOME! (: thanks girl. i give you best bones award =p feeling abit better today. today pst zhuang said sth. that made me happier.. or rather less burdened =) i am glad i went for today's asia conference! but still.. missed session 1!! =( NVM TML I AM GG AGN! and mummy say she will give me $100 for my china trip (: YAY! which reminds me.. i need to honestly start packing. I SUCK Tuesday, November 18, 2008
luan si le
11/18/2008 08:42:00 pm
bu kai xinnnnnnnnnn.FEI CHANG BU KAI XINNNNNNNNNN xin li yi zhi zai xiang yi xie wo bu gai xiang de dong xi wo jue de ri zi guo de hen mei you yi yi xin li hen kong xu, dan bu zhi dao zen me jie shi ren wu suo shi shi jiu hui hu si luan xiang wo ye bu neng ba xin shi gao su bie ren wo hen xiang gen wo de ma ma shuo: wo bu shi mei you zhi yuan, bu shi yi ge mei you meng xiang de ren ni xiang yao wo dang yi sheng, lao shi, lu shi. na shi ni yao de meng xiang. bu shi wo de. ni bu hui ming bai wo de meng xiang geng bu hui ming bai wo yao de bu shi qian. cong xiao dao xian zai, wo men bu dou shi guo de pin kun de ri zi ma? mei you qian wo men ye huo guo lai le. zhang da ren, qian gu ran zhong yao dan shi wo de meng xiang gen zhong yao. ni bu hui ming bai de. bie ren ye bu hui ming bai. mei you ren hui dong. mei you ren hui li jie. dang ni bu ai de ren chu mai ni, na bu shi bei pan ni zui ai de ren chu mai ni, diu qi ni, na cai shi bei pan yi ge ni hen zai hu de ren pao qi ni yi ge ni ai de nan ren wan nong ni de gan qing na shi zui shen de bei pan. ni de xin ru dao ge. bu ye bu bu hui. YY! KJ! MTE! HOT SHOT
11/18/2008 07:31:00 pm
chiong finish my hot shot le!from 10-7 thats like... 9hours of continuous hot-shot-ing! honestly, WUZUN also very hot but the truth is.. IF DONT HAVE SHUAI GE THEN NO KAN TOU LE LOR! if ask some not shuai de people go act.. then all the girls wont go crazy le! so the SHOW is super must watch! i confirm like it too much too much! but the ending can be better la.. like "W" dont die.. although initially i want her to die cause i saddist = but i watch the MU HOU HUA XU rlly make me laugh like crazy la i think my holidays quite MEANINGLESS. waste my time away everyday! later i shall go read my storybooks (: was reading "THE BOTOX DIARIES" yesterday.. then some idiot suggest watch HOT SHOT. then wo ben lai watch abit decide not to zhui le.. then i so idiot become addicted so i zhui agn! but i dont ban tu er fei! i finish the whole show alrdy!! watch abit long the comp will hot la. but i dun think is cause i watch too long. i think is cause JERRY ALAN AND WUZUN too hot too hot thats why heat up my comp =x enough of crapping! DINNER TIME sth random: i want go arcade play basketball! then can go CHINA go own the CHEENARENS! actually i should play for china de! wo shi ZHONG GUO DUI de! qi lai qi lai! ok really dinner time =\ JERRY YAN =\
11/18/2008 12:10:00 pm
goodness la.woke up damn early today! but actually i slept at 9:17 ytd! how did i manage to sleep so early! must be the headache! and the 1l of cough syrup! =\ but still.. woke up at 10plus! thats means 13hrs of sleep. CHIONG FINISH TILL EP7 of hot shot. honestly. JERRY YAN IS SUPER DUPER HOT. CRAZY ONE LORRR 31 yrs old le still so hot!! haha, but when he reach 62 jiu bu hot le =\ he honestly is IMBAR one =p i chiongED 1-7 now lets start ep8! i love jerryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Monday, November 17, 2008
pictures of you, pictures of me!
11/17/2008 11:34:00 am
slack during chinese!slack during pe! see my badge! haha! din mean to cut them.. there! we are all in! =) Sunday, November 16, 2008
Father And Mother I Love You - family (:
11/16/2008 08:55:00 pm
woke up super early today! 730! so that can reach church by9! saw jiahao at the bus stop and so we chatted for a while. we were PRIMARY school schoolmates lor! he is still as SKINNY as ever! goodness! LIFE SO UNFAIR? anyway reached church zun zun 9am siah! 915 had prayer meeting till 945! super shiok to start the day off with prayer (: after that service was super great la! pastor talked about ASIA CONFERENCE! i think it is gunna be AWESOME alright! 5days with my beloved n399! most imptly is got MY DEAR BFF lor =p after svc we celebrated WEITING's birthday!! ting is 17 alrdy.. finalllyyyy you are almost legal le! went to find daddy and mummy at food-fair-expo! we din buy alot this time, but we had a great time eating lunch together lor! i forgot the last time we ate together! met yishi to go homje tgt from bugis cause my family INSISTED on eating CHINA NOODLES! super tired when i got home! =( went to sleep for like 3hrs!! goodness!! like ZHU lidat. eat then sleeeppppppppppppp. but then woke up for dinner! mummy boiled some herbal soup?!?! CHEEENA agn! but ate dinner with mummy and daddy so i VERY HAPPY (: and super happy i am done with the stupid sc poster, waste of life and youth... ZZZ!THE SAD THING IS.. I HAVING HEADACHE NOW. ARGH! Saturday, November 15, 2008
seowli scared me!
11/15/2008 10:13:00 pm
went for cg today.woke up at 12plus!! ate breakfast wash up then went cg. suppose to meet meishi and norman to fetch them i forgot to pick up norman!! =\ so in the end went to bedok mrt to fetch him! AND MEL.. I AM NOT GETTING MARRIED she was like .. " you go fetch him ok?" xt: okok mel: good good he very good. poly yr 1 xt: mel i not getting married! dunnid intro! but norman is super super very super very super cute =\ anyway had cg games as usual la. we playing some sar and fansar game and got bomb! i got freaking scared by seowli i think i teared! i always bei xia daoo oneeeee!!! EEEEEEEE lucky i dont have weak heart lor! if nt die le! CONFIRMMMMMMMMMMM but i must say it was fun la :D after cg went bugis with ys. shopped around. still very thankful that she is with me she might have left me.. gosh. she let me listen to DL song, omg so nice then my song like so kelian. but i shall improve and be inspired.. watching FACE now on crunchyroll not very scary la. but quite sad de! suppose to watch with huanqing at her hse but tt time i hum, not i solo watch not hum. HAHA. its worth watching. sad sad de. I AM BRAVE!!! :D Friday, November 14, 2008
happy birthday eric! i love you!
11/14/2008 10:24:00 pm
woke up damn early this morning!okay la 10am! went to tingggggggg's HOUSE (palace) yating looked super cute(auntie) in tweety sleeping dress! but still .. SAW ERIC!!! wo de ai ren (secretly) took damn long to do the STUPID poster for open house. waste of my life. HONESTLY not the poster la, is the whole of COUNCIL. bloody hell. but looking forward to FACILITATING =) orientation will blow the JC1s away! we too good too goodddd! then ting and i watch MADTC agn! stuart fogot new clips le! SUPER NICE (: then we REWATCH some classic clips la. really quite awesome la. STUART SO CUTE (: then went for snacks-session with CLARRRRR (: clarence made me a rose again!! (: super nice! pink rose to match PINKY. but he gg india leee! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ): nvm! if plane dont crash he will be back! =) yeah man! (: SO COOOLLLLL cause we will be gg china tgt!!! CHINA FOR THE WIN :D zhong guo yi ji bang! but too bad go there must do work de.. wo bu yaoo lorrrr! sianssxxzxzxzzz nvm! if it's not a good ending, its not the end! someone CUTE CUTE CUTE told me this (: Thursday, November 13, 2008
I NEARLY LOST BFF =(
11/13/2008 07:30:00 pm
woke upwent JE Swimming Complex laze around around the lazy river screamed my lungs out because of THE CAVE sorry yishi i am HUMJI and you are DAMN BRAVE. next point: waited for 40minutes at the WAVE POOL sorry ISH!!! yishi had patience because PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE. main point: we mastered art of wading and paddling how can miss out the slides? we slide like mad la NO IS SHI SLIDE LIKE MAD go sldie de yellow de.. BU SHI REN! so brave. okay highlight of the post MY BESTIE NEARLY DIED! =( SRY BESTIE!!!!!!!! BFF MEANS WE MUST BE TGT! ni bu ke yi bi wo zao si! bu ke yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii DONT WORRY! she alive! and she explained the concept behind saving your UP AND DOWN theory and also PUSH AND PULL THEORY for wave pool and another highlight is the lifeguard that saved her... lifeguard... is... is... NOT HANDSOME! some lao uncle la! but still.. they guard our life. LOL LIFEGUARD! another main main main point is .. i super happy that bff alife and the next point is our conversation when we changing .. xt: i cnnt imagine you die la, cnnt imagine i at the ambulance emo ys: i cnnt imagine you emo also. xt: of course cnnt la, you die alrdy hw to imagine THANK GOD FOR LIFEGUARDS. I WILL NOT GHEY KIANG ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE nickelback. NICE SONG!
11/13/2008 12:32:00 am
Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback
This time I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I´ll be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when we´re meeting Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I`ll be holdin’ my breath Right up to the end Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with CHORUS: Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me like that. Cause nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. Somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight And damn it this feels too right It´s just like Déjà Vu Me standin’ here with you So I´ll be holdin`my breath Could this be the end? Is it that moment when I find the one that I spend forever with? CHORUS BRIDGE: You can´t give up! When you're Lookin´ for a diamond in the rough Because you never know when it shows up Make sure you´re holdin` on Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on CHORUS: Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. And everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me. Ohhh.... Nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere? There `s gotta be somebody for me out there. Nobody wants to be the last one there And everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere? There has gotta be somebody for me out there. Wednesday, November 12, 2008
I LOVE YATING JIE JIE (:
11/12/2008 11:14:00 pm
woke up at 1130 i guessed?GOSH WHAT A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP and.. WHAT A DREAM. ate BRUNCH then YATING JIEJIE SMS ME wahlau DAMN LONG neh contact me lorrr though i know u secretly admire me. HAHA. okay i zuo meng. IS I SECRETLY ADMIRE YOU. but really very very very happy to be with YATING JIEJIE (: but she say ERIC AND JENNY DONT MISS ME its okay if jenny dont miss me.. but eric.. anyway eric is yating's DAD sorry, lemme rephrase that.. HOT DAD =) anyway main point is i very happy today (: cause of yating. zhi yao wo zhu shuang shou.. yi MIAO zhong... bu gu dan ji mo. and daddy mummy buey song agn! =( talked to bff on the way back home (: thanks for calling me dear I AM VERY CONFUSED NOW you are becoming like HIM but i dont want to treat you like HIM. you are different.. i guess? what is happening.. maybe I am thinking too much. btw on a random note, i am WHITEY WHITE now is blackie black gimme de name. i love blackie. nithya is my love forever (: Tuesday, November 11, 2008
LIFE SUCKS
11/11/2008 09:11:00 pm
went swimming with BFF this morning (:we ate TOAUHWAY AND PANCAKE! then she ate porridge while i ate beehoon! YUMMY she said i seem to be irritated by ** i guess so.. because ..... -bu neng shuo- ... then went home to change and went out to meet william and weiting! went to cafe cartel to eat (: i ate the set lunch! SUPER DUPER NICE awesomezzzxxx! then we talk all kind of crap la then walked around somemore so eventually met up with BFF for dinnerrrrrr (: wo cong lai mei ai guo, suo yi ai cuo SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN Monday, November 10, 2008
PISSED
11/10/2008 02:06:00 pm
I HATE MY COMP!now cannot see CHINESE. so i cant even open the chinese songs that i want to listen! CAUSE I CANT READ SQAURES! argh and i cant open link in new tab. freaking annoying. I AM DAMN PISSED DAMN PISSED it is like hindering me from wanting to use the computer BUT THEN AGAIN, IT MAKES ME MOTHER HAPPY she grumbles at me watching youtube. argh. I WANT CHINESE LANG ON THE COMP AGAIN!!!!! Sunday, November 09, 2008
basketball. BASKET BASKET BASKET
11/09/2008 10:49:00 pm
went for prayer meeting today!815-915 POWERFULLL and svc was good too (: LOVE MONDAYS AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE SUNDAYS after tt fellowship with CG thansk kwannie for pei-ing me buy food i love you girl (: and poor BFF, sorry i wasn't there to stand up for you. WHEN YOU WERE BEING MALIGNED anyway skip skip skip! the whole point is I AM DAMN PISSED TODAY argh >=[ forget it forget it ate with weiting n shi at macs to pei kwan!!! (; then after tt shi came my house for dinner AND MICHAEL KRYGSMAN BUYING IPOD FOR GWENNNN of course nt alone, people sharing but still.... i guess its sweet! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW SIANZZZZZXX WO MEI YOU AI REN Saturday, November 08, 2008
POEM BY A DAD
11/08/2008 09:51:00 pm
TO MY CHILDJust for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys. Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you. Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry. Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars. Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours, and miss my favourite TV shows. Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray, I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given. I will think about the mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms. The mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming inside that little body And when I kiss you goodnight I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask him fornothing, except one more day the poem so sweet... the child dying =( Friday, November 07, 2008
JURONG EAST SWIMMING COMPLEX SO FUN
11/07/2008 11:54:00 am
woke up at 730! AT YAPPIES HOUSEnt funny siah! so early then get ready and WENT TO EAT PRATA. very super fantabulous! chased after 167 then changed to 132 to get to school! what a hectic morning =( went to school to collect results (argh) okay so the result is that MY RESULTS ARE NOT FANTABULOUS whatever, honestly! submitted my results to keane woo (: then met up with my class de people who gg for china trip. eh we sat there and discuss on what songs to sing and there settled : WU DING & WE'LL GET THERE then jitao clarence suggest go JE SWIM then i jitao say no but in the end not funny lor, i AGREED. gosh -smacks self- went to my house, got ready, then went to queenstown with clar while mr wong (vagina wong hong yun) get his stuff CUT THE STORY SHORT we reached JE SWIMMING COMPLEX at 430? then jitao swim =) okay we swam and played slide and played at wave pool and swam somemore. so okay la, clarence din laugh at me in my stupid looking swimsuit AND HE LOOK SUPER HOT (abit) HEHE HEHE HEHE HEHE HEHE HEHE and he swam butterfly strokes HEHE HEHE HEHE HEHE HEHE HEHE i very motivated now .... TO SWIM? no! to go swimming pool and slack! IN CONCLUSION, SUPER ENJOY AND SUPER FUN epilogue (right spelling?) went bugis ate dinner and walked around everyone bought NOTHING. except at the last part .... (builds suspense) we went spring beauty and bought shampoos and bottles? WE AUNTIES! (MULTI-TASKING) but i decided to buy CK SUMMER next week. omg the bottle so nice la, red then yellow then green! ALL BLEND TOGETHER SO NICE (: -rlly got summer feel- I DAMN FREAKING WANT IT FOR XMAS! =( its is freaking nice ehhhh!! omgosh! red yellow green are the colours of XMAS! damn ittttttt. wo yaoooo wo (wo) wo yao (wo yao) wo yao ni (wo yao ni) wo yao ni de (wo yao ni de) wo yao ni de CK SUMMER! MAYBE I SHOULD WAIT FOR MIRACLES! i had my first miracle during birthday! DNKY (mega big bottle) on BDAY (: so maybe will have CK SUMMER (mega big bottle) during xmas! MEGA SMALL BOTTLE ALSO CAN!!! gosh! $45 is freak dirt cheap for mega big bottle lehhhh! when i grow up, i will learn how to print $$$ MAYBE I SHOULD JOIN SCIENCE HONORS SOCIETY NOW! and quit council! IT IS JUST FREAKING STUPID! a CCA which you join to get your badge. IF RLLY TT GOOOOOOOD, why would PEOPLE wanna quit lor councilors neh obey sch rule tio gan double loh by a very disgusting looking man with NO HAIR ON THE HEAD although everyone knows who i m talking about BUT WE HUSH HUSH OKAY. DONT HURT PEOPLE'S FEELINGS! lol. i am SUPER MEAN =p -did my sarcasm hurt you? live with it- back to main topic! I DAMN TIRED NOWWWWW. xueting wants to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep (: YAWNS! goodnight sleepyheads <3 at huanqing's house (:
11/07/2008 12:06:00 am
yeaps, at huanqing's house nowusing her bro's lapppppy had such a good night sleep on weds la slept from weds 11pm to thurs 2pm damn shiok den hongyun came over to fix my stupid comp lol after tt chionged to HQ hse. ate dinner (: yummy, very delicious but btw, stupid hy enlightened me abt sth at my hse. DRAGON HUNTERS. lol. what on earth siah. bobby lee damn funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny but at the same time disgusting siah! and i still not dirty minded cause i din get dragon hunter =p even when it was like so obvious to hongyun. wtf la, i deserve death. but now very enjoy at hq house just did mask (: shld be done with blogging collecting results in like a few hrs. argh.. hhaa and i am booked for MADAGASCAR (: going to watch with woaideren =p Wednesday, November 05, 2008
SWIMMING IS THE SEX (:
11/05/2008 10:01:00 pm
woke up at 825 in the morning!thanks to PITBULL - GO GIRL nah, chongloon missed call 8times. i picked up on the 9th time! GOSH PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE MAN. went swimming today with hongyun and chongloon we are happy looking at each other's fats. LOL but it was really quite fun =p we just wobbled around and i swim damn slow. I NOOB I NOOB I NOOB but after that we went to eat and we ate damn alot so much for swimming and burning calories. LOL. then we went to see doctor. they damn uncle forced me go see doctor we camwhore damn alot lor. it was a "MEN outing"! I THE MOST MAN (: then after that we went novena le. HIP HIP HORRAY we continue slack eat slack eat sing song talk cock play mahjong and EAT AGAIN. wahpiang we damn bwangs la, all we do is EAT. somemore i so fat =p but neh mindddddd. we went DONUT FACTORY and played TRUTH OR DARE. YES CHONGLOON I AM __kg. LOL then we went walk walk around, then went home BUS 131 came and then i left. HAH. so HONGYUN and CHONGLOON er ren shi jie =\ came home and ate somemore. SHIT SIAH. keep stuffing mouth with food =p i m tired i hate the 4th of every odd month 040508 BAD 040708 bad 040908 BAD 041108 FREAK BAD Tuesday, November 04, 2008
screw mr tjs
11/04/2008 08:06:00 pm
arghhh! cause i had a bad day ):got scolded by jek suan by really thanks chongloon and hongyun i am so sorry i wasted your time. and thanks chong for the NOODLE KING i treated hongyun to milo. lol i damn shock by myself today =\ dont know la. but happy thing is china trip confirm got opportunity fund yayness lor but go there must do alot of saikang =p and i m the leader =( so quite sian but for the benefit of the chinarens =] we will do it at mac blogging now so happy eating my fries then chongloon keep looking at me blogging. kpoh =p and hongyun busy eating big macs =p and i frightened the both of them today slurred speech. siannnnnnnnn =\ BUT NEH MIND. i guess i am okay la tml gg swim and play basketball =) challenging chinarens basketball eh. we must win i guess we can la, since yaoming nt on their side main point today is i watched HSM 3 okay la stupid chong wna watch video now finished blogging! 1234 (:
11/04/2008 12:05:00 am
1234 LyricsOne Two Three Four Tell me that you love me more Sleepless long nights That is what my youth was for Old teenage hopes are alive at your door Left you with nothing but they want some more Oh, you're changing your heart Oh, You know who you are Sweetheart bitterheart now I can tell you apart Cosy and cold, put the horse before the cart Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes Too scared to own up to one little lie Oh, you're changing your heart Oh, you know who you are One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten Money can't buy you back the love that you had then One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten Money can't buy you back the love that you had then Oh, you're changing your heart Oh, you know who you are Oh, you're changing your heart Oh, you know who you are Oh, who you are For the teenage boys They're breaking your heart For the teenage boys They're breaking your heart http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l844cI1MdsI&feature=related Monday, November 03, 2008
CJ114
11/03/2008 11:14:00 pm
I HATE CJCI HATE THE PRINCIPAL I HATE THE VICE PRINCIPAL I HATE MY COUNCIL TEACHER THEY JUST FREAKING SUCK ALL YOU WANT IS FOR ME TO LISTEN TO YOUR INSTRUCTIONS WHY TALK TO ME WHY WHY WHY DONT TALK TO ME LA JUST EMAIL EM TELL ME U R PISSED THEN I WILL DO UR BIDDING LA SUCK UP TO YOU ALL CREATE THE PROBLEM THEN PUSH THE BLAME TO THE STUDENT DAMN PRO LA. TOTALLY LOR BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I WOTN LET YOU KICK ME OUT OF COUNCIL I WONT. IDIOTS. BALD MAN AND SANTA SUCKS ARGH but i love PW today pw was great and i neh laugh. i too good too good (: WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER CJ114 is not a PW GROUP it's A FAMILY (: and cj114 was STEAMboatING at my house =p I LOVE MY FAMILY Sunday, November 02, 2008
OBAMA THE SEX (:
11/02/2008 10:38:00 pm
Under Barack Obama Lyrics - Obama, Clinton Umbrella ParodyBarack Obama: Uh-huh uh-huh, uh-huh uh-huh. Yo, my girl Hillary former First Lady, will she be president? Who knows, maybe. Yo, Barack Obama! I’m a black democrat, no I ain’t no punk, Hillary’s a hot mama. She’s got her eyes on the prize and I’m talkin’ bout my junk. Hillary, where you at? Hillary Clinton: I’m in the front, but what I want…is a little bit of mandingo love. Bill had Monica playin’ like a harmonica. So can I be blamed if I want to get some strange? Yes I am a firm believer in some hardcore jungle fever. He’s my boy I am his girl. Hells yeah, we’re both down with the swirl. We may have differed on Iraq, but noone’s stiffer in the sack. I can’t lie I that’s why I wanna be under Barack Obama, Bama, Bama, ay, ay, ay, under Barack Obama, Bama, Bama, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay ay. The polls have me in the lead, but your pole’s the only one I need. Barack Obama: Girl you’re making me really hot. I’m gonna put my ballot in your slot. Hillary Clinton: Pour your chocolate rain on me, and I’ll make you my VP. Barack Obama: Gonna put my lovin’ on ya. Hillary Clinton: I wanna be under Barack Obama, Bama, Bama, ay, ay, ay, under Barack Obama, Bama, Bama, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay ay. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HFGM5iEgVKY Saturday, November 01, 2008
screw life ):
11/01/2008 11:49:00 pm
sunchurch service op stuff inr letter for brother mon OP 1145 till BP council poster get hy do comp tues briefing weds currently suppose to be used for BUYING WINTER CLOTHING FOR CHINA dont let the past grab you
11/01/2008 01:02:00 am
i will do inr by 130 (:I M SO TIRED. yawn lor ); i think jay chou makes me sleeeeeeeepy ): i wna lsiten to du de wei song ): never knew i could hurt like this
11/01/2008 12:07:00 am
I HATE JC LIFE!omg la PW IS SUCKING MY BRAINS all of it, well given that my brain is BIG =\ i am so freaking stressed tml morning need find BROTHER. okay for the sake of that BLOODY BADGE BLOODY SHINY GOLDEN COUNCIL BADGE I WILL JUST LET HIM SCOLD ME seriously, its not funny having 150kg in ur brain ALL THE TIME IS JUST FOR THE SAKE OF THAT SKIRT WHICH I WAS FORCED TO BUY. FREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK CAN I TURN UP IN A WHEELCHAIR? AIYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but nevaa and hy say will be there for me tml leeeeee. GOD. HELP ME. and there is pw! ARGH. MUST REDO WR! MUST REDO OP SLIDES MUST REDO SCRIPT nevermind. after mon i will be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. but there i still china trip briefing still got TAKE-BACK-RESULTS day and just the thought of it was revolting most imptly I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I HEARD AT COUNCIL MEETING TODAY councillors that cnnt promote GOT MR LEONG HELP CAN ALRDY like honestly then we study so hard for what? JUST WHOLE DAY GO PLEASE MR LEONG CAN ALRDY LA omg why councillors so privileged? but then again. after meet the BROTHER session tml i might have to study damn hard just in case no more councillor le. because of long legs+short skirt AIYAHHHHH WHY LIFE LIDAT ): for the past 2 days since now its SAT so meaning fri and thurs PW HAD BEEN HEATING UP AT MY HOUSE omg la chiong and chiong on thurs cherie nevaa hongyun left at 10plus on fri clarence nevaa hongyun left at 11plus!! GOODNESS LA pw just kill all only. AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO COMPLAIN ABT PW but this will take place after MON. AND I AM SO PISSED NOW. i hate to be reminded of something that i have tried to forget. NOT SOMETHING IS SOMEONE. i dont know why i so loser i really thought i was fine ): THAT I WILL BE DAMN OKAY WITHOUT YOU. because you chose to LEAVE me. because you think we were spending too much time together. AND OMG SCREW THE TV suddenly talk about "BEYOND CONCERT" SCREW THE TV. no mood for anything |
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