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I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Thursday, October 30, 2008
TO DO LIST!
10/30/2008 11:08:00 pm
JUST FINISHED PWWHOA WHOA WHOA what a day really had fun doing pw with CHERIE - ball smeller HONGYUN - ball-less NEVAA - BLACK KID (aww so cute) at least it takes my mind off DISGUSTING PEOPLE THAT PISS ME OFF and people that i miss.. i mean the PERSON that i miss xiang hui dao guo qu.. EMO EMO EMO things to do tml 1. I N R 2. perhaps swim 3. PW 4. COUNCIL MEETING (CI) 5. PW AGAIN! 6. get entire script into my head (and of course my well built brain) 7. dont let script diffuse out 8. FORGET HIM (almost IMPOSSIBLE) BROTHER PAUL IS SCARY
10/30/2008 03:59:00 pm
CHINESE IS FINALLY OVER (:yes i am so proud of myself now =p get a b or c also dont care. ytd i think vivien said to me DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS SAY i think i put too much stress on myself le. dont need to get A de lor. if get then good for me never then NEVERMIND suppose to go out today de. but india ocip people have to go shopping and pw grp coming over ltr! SO I GUESS EVERYTHING IS OFF. india goers: hongyun bokseng clarence nithya neva chongloon changyuan and MORE crazy oneeeeeeee. i gg china! SO HAPPY! on the 6th i will be back i guess? JUST IN TIME FOR SEOWLI N HUANQING BDAE heh heh. i guess this is fate? but must have no delay then can. or nt will be back on 8th! =\ i rlly hate op lor. HAI. but next year jiu no more OP le. NO PW MEANS DUNNID WORK WITH PPLE I DUN LIKE. erhem. if i can delete people i dont like with the DELETE botton. that will be damn shiok ANYWAY YTD HAD A RLLY BAD BAD BAD NITEMARE =( and i dont like it! but just very glad that after next mon i am freeeeee le must spend time with HUANQING sry dear i pangseh you today =( PW :( i will stayover soon okay? HUANQING IS MY LOVE! HANS IS LOVE TOO! I PROMISE TO GIVE YOU MORE TIME and sorry yating!!!!! I LOVE YOU JIEEEEEEEEEEE I WILL GIVE YOU TIME TOO i want bake at your house and TINGGGGGGGG(kwannniieee) we will watch the movie together yea? I KNOW U LIKE MY VOICE, i like yours too! ANGELINEEEEEEEEe MY EXAMS OVER WE GO DRINK SOOOOON like totally lor (: DONE WITH ALL MY CRAZY SCREAMINGS! now.. must emo le. brother ask me go see him i never i am prepared to die leeeee. like honest. somemore tml gg back sch. mon gg back sch tues gg back sch fri gg back sch ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh bwangsssssss BUT WHO CARES HECK HECK HECK al he cares about is the freaking skirt WHICH JEKSUAN FORCED ME TO BUY damn it seriously FORCE ME BUY AT WAIST then legs long wear at waist sure wont reach knee SO MY FAULT AGAINNNNNNN >=[ MAKE ME BUY NEW ONE YOU THINK MONEY FROM HEAVEN? money from god but it doesn't drop from heaven!! arghhhhhhh and one more thing I AM SO FREAKKKING PISSED. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH I AM SO PISSED I CAN SELL MY BLOOD HOT BLOOD: $5 per 10ml Tuesday, October 28, 2008
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10/28/2008 09:47:00 pm
SAT (;make up cg white sands shopping mel's chalet made fun of yishi and "MY MOTHER' aiyoh lazy updatte! LTR! stupid 966
10/28/2008 09:21:00 pm
BAD START TODAYgot knocked by bus 966 LIKE CRAZY i so stunned la. i freaked andre out =\ and my specs flew, whoa =\ LIKE HONESTLY LAH i also dunoo whats wrong with me and now my orcheh arm and HEAD anyway today took back chinese mock exam PAPER devastated. life is JUST STUPID i rlly rlly suck. i hate hate chinese WHATEVER. but had a great lunch (; with HONGYUN CLARENCE NITHYA NEVA SHAVI (; yay i love this random class outing vivien was with us originally =p but she went back to HOSTEl to do DUNNO WHAT =p rlly had a great day with my classmate but now had to study for chinese and do OP (: xueting all the way go go go! I LOVE LOVE LOVE 1T22 went to look for yishi for a while (: then went home i m tired and i realised I MISS YOU damn alot alot you too idiot too idiot i too stupid too stupid to like you NEH NEH Friday, October 24, 2008
他和她的故事
10/24/2008 11:01:00 pm
last day of school!for 2008 of course. had quite a fun day doing PW. wahlau sian =\ ANYWAY she is damn lucky only i know why. on a random note: I RLLY RLLY MISS YOU I RLLY RLLY CANNOT FORGET YOU I RLLY RLLY DUNNO WHY I AM TYPING ALL THIS I RLLY RLLY WANT TO TELL YOU.. I RLLY RLLY LOVE YOU goodness, i am being unglam(in a verbal way) whatever siah. TIRED. wna slp! Thursday, October 23, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGYUN
10/23/2008 10:32:00 pm
HAVE OP TML MORNING.FREAKKKKKKKKKKK. anyways today had quite a fun day la =p I GUESS RECESS FOR 2HRS DAMN COOL (: helped out with the OCIP fund raising =p 2 HIGHLIGHT of the day 1) stared at HIM throughout whole of BRO PAUL talk 2) SMASHED HY WITH CAKE (: happy birthday MR WONG 2nd highlight is the highlight of the highlight SPENT 5MILLION HRS ON MY HOTMAIL. pissing off >=[ wo hai shi hen xiang ni wo bu yao wang ji ni NA XIE TONG DE JI YI huo zai chun de ni tu li.... Tuesday, October 21, 2008
MOOD SPOILERRRR
10/21/2008 09:00:00 pm
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNi wanted to do the interview for orientation de but according to ZT i not chosennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn not good enough.......... SO NOW THERES ONE MORE REASON TO BE NOT COMMITTED TO COUNCIL yes! =D I NEED TO BE LIKE BARRO
10/21/2008 08:24:00 pm
got back results today! not fantasticbut i hope can PROMOTE. damn damn damn scared siah =\ hai improve from midyears though =) by 87.5 marks =p i mean GP+B+C+M+E so i guess i will be alright? dont dare to think so much! my maths IMBAR ok. improve by 230% which means i did pretty badly for midyrs, SIAN shall give some statistics then GP improve by 11.5 (2grades) B improve by 15 (3grades) C improve by 5 (1grade) M improve by 38 (5grades) E improve by 18 (3grades) KENNETH LEONARD CLARIGO BARRO GOT 98 for MATHS. IMBAR LIKE SHIT 给我一首歌的时间
10/21/2008 08:13:00 pm
給我一首歌的時間作詞 : 周杰倫 作曲 : 周杰倫 雨淋濕了天空 毀的很講究 你說你不懂 為何在這時牽手 我曬乾了沉默 悔的很衝動 就算這次做錯 也只是怕錯過 在一起叫夢 分開了叫痛 是不是說 沒有做完的夢最痛 迷路的後果 我能承受 這最後的出口 在愛過了才有 能不能給我一首歌的時間 緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠 在我的懷裏你不用害怕失眠 哦 如果你想忘記我也能失憶 能不能給我一首歌的時間 把故事聽到最後才說再見 你送我的眼淚 讓它留在雨天 哦 越過你劃的線我定了勇氣的終點 哦 你說我不該不該 不該在這時候說了我愛 你要怎麼證明我沒有說謊的力氣 哦 請告訴我 暫時算不算放棄 我只有一天的回憶 能不能給我一首歌的時間 緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠 在我的懷裏你不用害怕失眠 哦 如果你想忘記我也能失憶 能不能給我一首歌的時間 把故事聽到最後才說再見 你送我的眼淚 讓它留在雨天 哦 越過你劃的線我定了勇氣的終點 哦 你說我不該不該 不該在這時候說了我愛你 要怎麼證明我沒有說謊的力氣 哦 請告訴我 暫時算不算放棄 我只有一天的回憶 Friday, October 17, 2008
dum dum dee da dum dum dee da dum
10/17/2008 08:57:00 pm
sch was baddddddddddddddddd.chinese was boring. econs was BORING. BREAK WAS SUPER EXCITING. gp lecture was EXCITING CAUSE IT WAS CANCELLED =) and the last lesson was... erm.. OH BIO TUT. i slept through it and WHY AM I NOT SURPRISED. after school had ANCHOR TEST. stupid chinese. STUPID STUPID STUPID. oh nevermind. the worst had yet to come. the freaking check up. ASK SO MANY QNS! nurse: when was your last period? xt: sept nurse: exact date? xt: forgot nurse: not regular? xt: i think so nurse: are you pregnant? xt: no awkward conv ends and another nurse gave me the jab. xt: eh over? nurse2: yes over -smiles- oh man i felt nothing! nurse: you cnnt get pregnant for 3months after the jab. xt: okay GOODNESS. luckily the jab can last for 5yrs. hopefully the nurse would have resigned by then. HAH i finished MIRANDA'S BIG MISTAKE went lib and borrowed "BREAKING UP is hard to do" "SWEETHEARTS" i still miss you. Some memories are slippery. There are things I want to remember about you that I can't entirely, like the pajamas you wore when you used to sleep over, and your favourite cereal, or how it felt to hold your hand as we walked home from school in third grade. I want to remember exactly how we became friends in the first place, a definite starting line that I can visit again and again. You're a story I want to know from page one. My brain doesn't seem to work that wat. Most specific things about you are fuzzy-that day we met, how we got so close, exact words we said to one another. there are only moments, snapshots, pieces of the puzzle. Once in a while, I feel them right in my hand, real as the present, but usually it's more like I am grasping for vapor. I understand that you can never have the whole picture; inevitably, there's stuff you don't know, can't know. But when it comes to you, I always want more than I have, would like to be able to take hold of at least one or two more pieces, if only because I'm convinced there are parts of myself hidden inside them. Thursday, October 16, 2008
YIPPY YIPPY YIPPY!
10/16/2008 11:00:00 pm
我不只想帮你挡风遮雨，我还想保护你一辈子。goodness sweet si le. ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM, though you just threw your tempet at me. HAI. slept just now AGAIN. my health is going from HERO TO ZERO. the doctor said NOT ENOUGH VIT C. and she made me do a test that freaked me out. spinocerebrum atrophy. sth lidat. freakkkkkk. i ZHONG KAN BU ZHONG YONG. happy to meet shavi and hongyun and SHI for lunch/tea/dinner. yishi waited with me to see the BLOODY DOCTOR. she was fine, the waiting time was not. SIAN LOR my throat still feels weird though. chionging I AND R now. so that ltr can read my MIRANDA'S BIG MISTAKE (: yippy yippy yippy! Tuesday, October 14, 2008
oh yan lei..
10/14/2008 12:07:00 am
yippy ya ya yippy yippy ya!actually nothing much to be happy also =\ for a matter of fact, i cried a lot today. not for some heartless man though! well done xueting! lunched with blackie shavi and hongyun. i really dunwan to think about my results alrdy. bwang then bwang. CANT BE BOTHERED. =\ shall go read my story book MIRANDA'S BIG MISTAKE Saturday, October 11, 2008
XUETING WANTS A NEW BLOG SKIN
10/11/2008 10:00:00 pm
shall blog about today (:woke up at 12! SINFUL VERY SINFUL eat brunch =\ as you know, it was 12 -guilty- went for cg after that (: today cg played bible verse games again! i guess everyone enjoyed it (: then sth stupid happeneddddddddd so i decided to go for svc. so tml can meet hongyun and clarence for council proposal HAI HAI HAI COUNCIL IS STUPID if i dont do sure get screwed by JON CHEN then MR LEONG CK. no intention of getting into trouble with MR LCK i will just do my job and get it over and done with (: i shouldn't be so anal and screw up other people de project.. JUST BECAUSE THEY SCREWED UP MINE =\ ok shalln't be so unhappy. happy things of today talked to YISHI for damn long on the fone. now hang up le but still SMS-ing you better not tell me sth like "i think we are too close le..." i will jump down. or maybe throw you down first. AND DO NOT ATTEMPT TO COME MY HOUSE ON TUES hee. only YOU know why i said that. i want to watch online shows ltr. OR RATHER NOW (: Friday, October 10, 2008
LOVE.
10/10/2008 02:44:00 pm
went blog hopping.or rather skipping or jumping or bouncing =\ went to school for pw. oh man. 9-2 FREAK. only our class came lor. AND J2s who are graduating =\ SO EMO. all the seniors graduate means no more help alrdy SIANS. why they so lidat? hah. but pw we went ASSISI HOSPICE. was quite unhapppppy la. we did so much for them.. they still want more.LIKE HONESTLY JOKE PLS. i m NOT gg to do it. not that i dont care about them, but i think too demanding. we are just doing this for our PW lor. if dont have pw, i dun even really care de. heck la, i am doing ti for testimonial also. the rest DONT CARE. like we JC students got alot of time lidat. and thisi s a smart way IF YOU KNOW YOU CANT COMMIT, DONT GET INTO IT. IF YOU HAVE GOTTEN INTO IT AND WANT TO COME OUT OF IT, DO IT QUICK i just have alot of gan chu due to the people around me. and some people arnd me are feeling the same way too. gan qing bu shi yi chang you xi shuo kai shi jiu kai shi shuo ting jiu ting. you xi you gui ze, gan qing ye you. ru guo ni zhi you zai you kong de shi hou cai neng gei yu ni de ai, na jiu bu yao tan lian ai. ni ying gai zhao xie peng you. peng you bu xu yao ni yi zhi ai. ai ren bu yi yang. xiang ni zhe zhong ren, zui hao yong yuan bu yao tan lian ai. ni yi bei zi dou hui you ze ren ni xian zai you xue ye jiang lai you shi ye. zhe xie bao fu hui yi zhi gen zhe ni nan dao ni yao ai ni de ren yi zhi deng ni ma? you kong de shi hou ni jiu tan lian ai mei kong de shi hou jiu ba ren diu dao yi pang. ni gen hua xin de ren you she me liang yang? kan bu xia qu ni ai ren de fang shi. hen qing xing wo bu shi ni de ai ren. bu rang wo hui hen tong ku! dan wei ceng ai ni de ren gan dao bu zhi! to the past we go
10/10/2008 12:58:00 am
damn emo now.not gg for STF alrdy. abit sian but then... HAI DUNO WHAT TO SAY ALSO listening to SK8TER BOY now. i seem to like old songs. and ENGLISH SONGS. given that i sang 4MINUTES NO AIR LEMON TREE and MANY MANY OTHER ENG SONGS IN KBOX. thanks to LEEYISHI =p and she is damn pro with the frigging JJ AND JAY songs. so i conclude she CHEENA too (; i made herbal tea for myself but now not gg STF le.. dunnid drink le. can change to alcohol instead =\ I DUNO WHY I KEEP BLOGGING SIAH! I KEE SIAO =\ and i have this blog for 3yrs also! but so lil post. MUST IMPROVE. LOL and the main point is blog in pargraphs =p XIANG HUI DAO GUO QU. stupid jay song damn emoooooo 林宇中：我再也没办法形容她有多美 她的周围 有太多人献媚 抢一朵玫瑰 抢得我好累 林俊杰：我再也没办法预知她的迂回 进而又退 我精神快崩溃 一堆傻男人为了她不睡 太愚昧 却舍不得撤退 CHORUS HERE (: 林宇中：抢手的玫瑰 迷恋等于给她水 林俊杰：虚荣在作祟 越抢她就越陶醉 林宇中：她没有 不爱谁 林俊杰：也没有 选择谁 合：放机会让人想入非非 林宇中：抢手中的玫瑰 总有一天会枯萎 林俊杰：会否没人追 怀念当初有我陪 林宇中：她的泪 太虚伪 林俊杰：让我飞 让我追 合：抢一颗心碎 抢到所有人伤痕累累 林宇中：我再也没办法形容她有多美 她的周围 有太多人献媚 抢一朵玫瑰 抢得我好累 林俊杰：我再也没办法预知她的迂回 进而又退 我精神快崩溃 一堆傻男人为了她不睡 太愚昧 却舍不得撤退 repeat CHORUS (: 林宇中：就算最后爱到面目全非 林俊杰：我一再温习爱的初衷 林宇中：为何心动 林俊杰：越被撤退 林宇中：越要发威 林俊杰：喔 repeat CHORUS again omg the song so nice. i like this song QIANG MEI GUI and of course GARY DE NEW SONG so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee called NI WO Thursday, October 09, 2008
kbox is the SEX
10/09/2008 10:09:00 pm
happy happy day.woke up then wash up and went to meet yishi! (: KBOX FROM 1130-230 yeap we had so much fun with the fish and chips! klunch is not bad siah. went shopping after that too (: so shiok la though bought nth =p its just the experience. met mel for dinner together. LOVE MEL LOVE MEL. then went tpy buy food for seniors =) TML YEAH! oh man graduation =( so emo la =\ EMO IS BADDDDDD. LOSER
10/09/2008 01:14:00 am
WO SHI LOSER.i cried for him again while reading our.. messgae history on msn YET.. i dont have the courage to delete message history. ARGH Wednesday, October 08, 2008
sweetest line
10/08/2008 03:52:00 pm
你是我呼吸的唯一理由以后你说什么 我的心都不会说不 You're the only reason why I live Whatever you say in future, I'll always go along with you DAMN EMO. TEARED. =( PROMOS ARE OVER =)
10/08/2008 03:14:00 pm
FINISHED WITH PROMOS!the best finale ever! FINISH HALF MY CHEM PAPER =x 29sept08 GP 30sept08 CL 03oct08 BIO 06oct08 ECONS 07oct08 MATHS 08oct08 CHEM bwangness. and what I hate is not exams. is YOU. I am so annoyed I can DIE instant death =p SPECIAL THANKS TO SEOWLI AND YISHI FOR THEIR PRAYER EVERYDAY! MORE THANKS TO YISHI WHO ACCOMPANY TO STUDY. MORE THANKS TO YISHI FOR RJC NOTES MORE THANKS TO YISHI WHO GIVES MORNING CALL THANKS TO HONGYUN AND SHAVI FOR BEING FAITHFUL AND NICE STUDY PARTNERS THANKS TO MR GOH FOR BIO CONSULTATION THANKS TO VIOLET pretty TEO FOR CHEM CONSULTATION and thanks to PARENTS WHO HELP OUT IN NIGHT STUDY! and THANKS TO BIO GOD CHEM GOD MATHS GOD for all your help WHEN XUETING PROMOTES, SHE IS GOING TO JUMP FOR JOY (and hopefully not get stuck) listening to emo jay songs now =\ EMOOOO SI LE. today is the officially day to go back to emo about him. i crown him king. can stay in my mind for so long. =\ Monday, October 06, 2008
EMO SI LE
10/06/2008 01:13:00 am
Wo zhi dao ni mei you ai guo wo, dan wo hai shi hen xiang ni. zhen de hen xiang ni.ke shi, wo zhi neng huo zai hui yi li =(
Friday, October 03, 2008
台灣龍捲風
10/03/2008 11:43:00 pm
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