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I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart.
I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web.
Love is an addiction I can't quit.
Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings.
Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance?
Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs.
When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece.
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
那一天手心里的爱我放不开
3/30/2008 08:33:00 pm
not a blogpost. just a quick update.
17mar08 i was damn happy
he probably have forgotten about it, but i haven't.
18mar08 i was damn happy too.
i think J8 is a damn cool place =D
i think mac is a damn cool place too
19mar08
i had lunch with jaslin shiuan and jarryl.
and FISHY CO!
fish and co -.-
i got to know chicken and pasta :)
20mar08
watched RULE #1 with osman and jaslin
i think it is damn scary.
should be M18 not NC16
i found my twin on this day. <3
21mar08
went for easter svc with huimin =)
ate dinner with yishi
and went home
with a bloody mess :X
22mar08
went for ah yuan's wedding.
omg his wife is freaking pretty!
jap woman! DAMN HOT AIR STEWARDESS!
i met some long lost distant relatives!
AND THEY ARE SO FREAKING HOT.
just.. SHORTER THAN ME
23mar08
went for study session with jaslin.
haha talked all time.
and bought jackets
she bought 3 i bought 2 and 1 adidas shirt.
3stripes is better than 1 swoosh!
i think doughnut factory make great doughnut :D
24mar08
had netball and then ptm duty.
ate dinner with jarryl.
got to know junhao and edwin =)
25mar08
i think derrick hoi damn hot.
i rlly think so.
i damn addicted to him.
DERRICK HOI DAMN HOT.
buay tahan!
26mar08
i think there is nth much today ^^
27mar08
econs test was cancelled.
sucked like crap
got sent out of class.
sian. hais. dunno....
met _____ at J8 at 1040pm
it was mac again.
poor _____, his finger has a wound.
28mar08
HAPPY BDAE TO YONGSHENG PRIS AND ZHENGRONG!
decorated the class with cherie and michael.
ate dinner with jaslin osman michael bong and fabian
just so terribly affected by some people.
who i thought were my friends
i meant
who i thought WAS my FRIEND.
i understand that my actions were misleading
but now i know we are awkward because you are reconsidering the friendship.
why must you treat me like that?
WHY WHY WHY.
cause i m unworthy?
29mar08
damn sian damn damn damn sian
spend some time to think about alot of things.
THANKS BOB FOR CALLING ME.
and saying that i sound like crap!
haha. but it nice talking to bob!
you called from the pineapple under the sea!
just very thankful for people arnd me!
thanks bob seriously. =)
thanks joel for being concerned.
thanks gary! MEOW MEOW MEOW.
i wrote this on my handbook
"if you need to consider the friendshipbetween us because of someone, you are not worthy to be my friend. seriously."
30mar08
woke up late today.
but watched svc online. i liked it.
how to not procrastinate
Activate your planner
Break things down
Create deadlines
Deal with the mess
Encourage yourself
Face your fears
Goals review
Hang on
Initiate now
this seriously rocks
had cg meeting too
i rlly missed weiting my ass like crap
she rocks :)
那一天手心里的爱我放不开
anw tuesday suck
i have netball from 4-630
but lesson end at 5
and guess what 4to5 pe
then 5-630 netball
OMG.
no wonder cj people look freak skinny.
damn man.
Monday, March 24, 2008
i lost my sense of identity
3/24/2008 11:15:00 pm
DUN MAKE EMPTY PROMISES
DUN DUN DUN
hw are you going to make it up to me?
you can never make it up to me
hw joy just starts in my heart when we could movie tgt
hw sad i was when you just couldn't be bothered?
tot u damn on?
or rather i too stupid?
to let you manipulate lidat
AND TODAY GOT INTO NETBALL
the part abt getting in quite okay
i like the personal training with xin sth.
thk i was damn happy
for my classmates to witness me throw in damn many balls
basketball background :)
sum ass from bball called me SUSHAN
SUCK SUCK SUCK
i hate people who call me sushan
i m so much better
smarter
taller
IN WHAT WAY ARE WE ALIKE MAN
SUCK SUCK SUCKS!
damn insulted
am i not worth a part of someone's brain
NT WORTH?
there are people who know me as the same time as him
WHY THEY RMB ME BUT NT HIM
HE SUCK LA JUST SUCK
ARGH
ate dinner with gia-ty just now ^^
i love ty group :)
Sunday, March 23, 2008
wo bu hui chang ge =|
3/23/2008 06:38:00 pm
DAMN HAPPY!
bought 2 adidas jacket and an adidas top
SMILING TO MYSELF
went out with twin today :D
she bought 3jackets.
i thk we are deem fit for each other.
we decided to wear the green jacket to sch tml :)
SMILES SMILES SMILES!
-pasta and chicken chop-
RANDOM!
i need to spend like crap la! =D
but was rlly happy
twin and i shared 6 dounghnuts.
i rlly love doughnut factory de doughnut like damn seriously :)
and i love twin and
THE BEST NEWS OF THE WEEK
i haven't been studying like crap man!
fri had svc
sat had wedding
today suppose to study but who cares :P
v v v happy dunnid buy chinese tb
thanks to chuan
damn weird just calling my the last name
but them he only got 2name
first and last. quite cool.
thk hei s rlly nice to lend me his book!
cause he dun rlly know me!!
like only know him when i sent him his video
and then when i saw him in the canteen
but rlly rlly happy ^^
chinese is crap >=[
STUDY SIX YRS HMT to ultimately take H1 chinese >=[
SO DIULIAN.
i rlly suck loh =\
sian.
i want go singing with shiuan and twin alrdy :)
listening to xiaozhu's song
super freak nice :)
这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后
是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动
我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得
我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么 哭什么
明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我
这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后
是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动
我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得
我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么 哭什么
明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我
我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的
下一首已经不是我
我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得这首歌给我最爱的
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
LIFE SUCKS. =)
3/19/2008 11:13:00 pm
i need to rant rant rant rant rant!
this is so freaking unfair! =(
HATE MY BLOODY PW.
i din even expect to be grouped with THEM.
i m just damn stucked.
just v emo.
why grouped with the people that i m super uncomfortable with?
when all the homework is drving me crazy, i get the bloody pw group.
anw i thk ________ badmouths me abt christ n cherie.
IF U THK THAT I M JEALOUS OR WHAT GO AHEAD.
like whatever okay.
at least i m not being kicked out.
i dun rlly give a damn. actually i do.
ever since 2nd intake i know chris likes cherie
and so i just get out of it la
imagine we are still playing the husband and wife game
so awkward.
take it as doing good deed bah :)
bless the 2 who are so deemed fit for each other
just damn buay song that SOMEONE actually warned ______ to be careful abt me
like i will go break them up?
and what do i want?
christopher?
what a joke?
you can say that i m jealous or whatsoever but cannot say that i gt bad intentions la
WTH.
i cant be bothered abt my own love life
okay i bother
but the one i bother about dun bother ;(
i want to cry so much.
i alrdy try very hard
maybe sometimes i try to hard
i feel like crap.
i miss gwen so much.
someone that waits for me at the door.
to lock the door
to walk down with me.
and then i dun appreciate
i nvr give back that love
what the fook was wrong with me?
she was so damn nice to me.
trying her best.
the best daughter award goes to her.
other than school i m so stuck with other stuff.
CCA
HTC ROLE
i dno la.
i cant cope
MASS PE.
2.4km 19mins
SCREW ME LAH!
where is renjie
but rlly thanks shorty for running with me
shiuan and jaslin are rlly nice
thk mel is nice too :D
I DNO I DNO I DNO
damn damn damn
hais
FIVE FOUR THREE TWO ONE.
HAPPY.
switched mood :D
PMS
damn weird feeling today.
HAI HAI HAI
emo finish le
go sleep.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
3/16/2008 06:25:00 pm
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