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I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
back to blogging!
12/26/2007 11:40:00 pm
ok.i desperately miss blogging! everyday is like work work and more work. but i proudly declare, i use finish my $105 from telemarketing liao siah! -faints- dno where the money go also :( thats the sad case! anw most recent update. tio owned by my boss's boss. DAMN DAMN DAMN PISSED. i got scolded for being present. OMG. what rubbish la. anw i next year got alot of wedding to attend. i SERIOUSLY still wna marry at 21 :D if ______ can do it at 20! i can do it at 21! but the point is she is attached alrdy! and me? still floating somewhere. but ______ is SUPER PRETTY ^^ i m in love with her too :D she is the ultimate pretty one leh. =D and she knows HIM! and she promise to help me get his number. BEFORE I LEAVE THE ICA! which is pretty soon! haha. 31 my last day siah! dno t b happy or sad siah! HAHA heck la. get out better! anw damn sian . lazy blog. and my work place got this 185monster. so freaking tall! XIA SI WO. and his name damn funny. LOL ok tired. RAH! my random blog piece Thursday, December 20, 2007
YAYA SHOPPING. =D
12/20/2007 08:40:00 pm
bought giordano top $15.60original price $26 =D smart shopper! went to COTTON ON and bought two bottom =D $20 haha. =D went to pharmarcy. GUARDIAN. bought my medicine!!! like finally. $11.70 actually is 12plus de. mum paid abit for me =D and by right we today suppose to go to CARREFOUR de. but from 1 to 5pm still buying my things. =x haha got eat lunch w mum also i made her let me pay! cause anw ytd got pay from boss also. our lunch $8 =D that ass -.- finally reached carrefour :D now for the list! =D AS ACCORDING TO THE RECEIPT =D pokka lemon tea x6 $.185 pokka guava juice x6 $2.10 pokka jasmine green tea x6 $1.85 pokka oolong tea x6 $3.05 stupid chocolates $5.50 3 toblerone $6.50 gardenia bread -.- $2.20 jellybeans =D $4.85 picnic ham =D *perfect match w gardenia bread* $3.25 some dumb breakfast bar to bring to ICA. l0l. $10.05 eh grape/raspberry juice? $2.65 sushi! =D $3.40 skirt WITH GREAT DISCOUNT $11.90 POCCILINI BAG WITH GREAT DISCOUNT $16.90 philips brand product $69.90 $145.95 =D HAHA. of course mum pay. blehhhhhhhhhhh but she rlly damn nice today =D as in i have decided to set aside all my stupid thking. adopted jiu adopted. they love me jiu hao le. if they can love me till so deep and real, they will love their real child even more de. =D where to find such parents? AT MY HOUSE. l0l. bathe time! yawnsss i need to blog!
12/20/2007 12:35:00 pm
deprived of blogging.now gg out w mum! going to walk walk lorh! =D so happy. but she wanna buy stuffs for xmas only SO MY CLOTHES ARE NOT INCLUDED. OH FINE! kuku jiao. =( i need clothes. i mean WANT. haha. i thk my nightjob boss is the ultimate selfish. HMMMMPFT shaln't care abt him talked to xiaodi ytd. meeting him on fri. he reminds me of MR ******************** hahah. so damn annoying. but dun care. bleh =x Sunday, December 09, 2007
wo shi shei
12/09/2007 10:58:00 pm
ARGHHHHH.pissed. quarrelled w my parents over the same TOPIC agn. about music again. SO WHAT IF I WNA LEARN. DUN FREAKING SAY I M NOT CUT OUT FOR MUSIC. when u didn't even give me a chance to try. just because my cousins learn music and nvr succeed i cannot learn? they are losers, i m not they cannot make it, i can. they dun have the passion, i have they are not suettheng, i am. they are forced into it, i want it. they are they, i am me. AND U DUN WAN PAY FOR ME JIU SAY haven you heard abt renowned musicians? dun thk i cnnt succeed u have been critising me abt whatever i want even my bloody job u wna choose it for me. dun thk u know what is best for me because YOU DUN. i m not happy about whatever u say and slowly one by one u r gna realise tt all the things that u say its impossible for me are gna b made possible you said i wldn't do well f prelims, i did well didn't i? you said i wldn't stay long in church, i stayed didn't i? you said my cookies will turn bad, they tasted nice didn't they? you said that i m nt gna do well for olevels you said i will lose to eileen you said i will not pass alevels you said i cnnt get into uni. you said i might not get a good job you said i will not marry someone rich AND FOR EVERYTHING U SAY, I M GNA PROVE U WRONG. oh i forgot yaya. i m not ur real child what. give me so much for what dun need to treat me so nice de what. HOW CAN I FORGET. i m SOMEBODY ELSE'S CHILD bloody. i am damn affected by this larh. damn damn damn damn damn it. i thought i wld be okay. that you have brought me up for 16yrs. that i shld b grateful t u. that u r the best parents that during every dinner you leave the best for me that u earn v little and yet u can give me ur weeks's pay to make me happy that u paid for my prom dinner and u din want me t pay u back the extra $ i borrowed and that u will rather stay hungry and shop w me because we had so little time that u walked the whole mall w me twice so tt i can buy my stuffs. that u tried so hard to keep the secret tt i m an adopted child that u feel hurt tt i have t take up 2 jobs because our family is nt well off that u told ur frends tt u r proud of me that i m filial that u have loved me to ur very best. but sometimes u say things that make me doubt myself. since you have decided to adopt me, why nt just pretend that i m rlly ur own instead of saying all these mean things to me. that make me hate u and then hate myself. but its gna be over. i m gna take up music. i m gna succeed. YES I WILL. that u made me love music even more. to cherish it whenever i can. tt i must believe that i can make the impossible possible because i have a genuine parent thats GOD, he loves me. i m his real child i m created by him and he loves me. that he tells me that w him i can do great things. that with me i will excel and soar. thank you god, for being my friend GOD'S joy is my strength Saturday, December 08, 2007
love is more than just a game for two.
12/08/2007 10:52:00 pm
FEEL LIKE her SUBSTITUTE.EVERYTIME WHEN SHE IS NOT ONLNIE, HE WILL ASK ME WHERE IS SHE haha. firstly, i m not her personal bodyguard. secondly, i m not a street directory. thirdly, i m not obliged to answer your qns. haha, we are friends right? friends dun make use of friends to find our where their crush are. dun make use of me EMOTIONALLY. and dun thk i m joking when i sound so bloody serious. dun "haha" me. it gets annoying. ok. woke up early today. sat and i m working. ANNOYING. worked till 1pm went ah sim hse =D ate lunch. seriously they like to say i m tall. ok. after 16 yrs, if u still cnnt accept the fact tt i m tall. i hav nth to say. or shld i say, tell me sth new? ok. like i said. dun make use of me. blogging halfway then that jerk talk to me. ask me to tell her he misses her. its none of my business PLS. bu hui zi ji tell her? ok back to sat. ate lunch then sleep until 4 woke up then go dua yi house =D take bus w ah sim then change cab. nuah there whole day. i damn miss ah tior la. he damn cute. fat tummy like me are adorable. HAHA. nahh, joking. anw then play w choco! dumb dog keep licking =p ate dinner there and watch PU WEI ZHI YE loves zhou ding wei pls! haha. cabbed back to ah sim house. =D then stayed a while. then left. ah tong send me down. talked alot. nvr knew we had so much to talk about. ^^ he is a good cousin la. not bad i must say. to share so much. when i joked abt him must invite me to wedding he was like saying " OF COURSE MAN, U R MY RELATIVE " haha. he watch me grow up de lor. when i was young and dumb till the tall and smart PLUS PRETTY hahahahahha! i rlly miss the times at his house. then eh reminded me, our parents dem atter is their business. we are the next generation and there are no grudges btw us. and i agreed. he ask me got bf anot. then i say no then he ask me dun bluff. LOL ok fine. dun believe me how can! i damn honest de okay. anw monday must work until so late mon to weds. i can die in camp. hais. sucks man! bloody hell. gg to attend many weddings next yr YAY all my new bought dresses are super worth it =D i love shopping and XXX Thursday, December 06, 2007
AH!. ta hen piao liang.
12/06/2007 09:54:00 pm
viewed SOMEONE'S profile is friendster.OMG SHE IS SUPER PRETTY LARHHHHHHHH!!! ahhhhhhhhh. rlly hen piao liang =DD gorgeous! ;D full of envy eh! even without makeup. !! goodness. =( anw rlly v thankful to god for giving me this job. i feel v blessed. and VERY SLACK. i even slack until can doze off de. i zai anot! =pstarting from next wekk jiu must wake at up 7 sleep at 11 lee.. just nice 8hrs sleep =( POOR SUET! HAHAHA. gg to slp soon. i love my job. but next week changing department siah! dno gd or bad siah. love GOD ;D I M A WORKAHOLIC EH!
12/06/2007 09:38:00 pm
YAY. got new work lobang! =Dmorning work at my current workplace. night work somewhere else. geylang. MY FOOT. haha work sth else but fun ;D YAY. damn happy now! Wednesday, December 05, 2007
list for xmas!
12/05/2007 07:50:00 pm
pair of heels, CHARLES AND KEITH [40bucks]handbag, GUESS [100bucks] wallet, GUESS [69.9bucks] a bag for gg out, BUGIS STREET [40bucks] a new sch bag, NIKE! [80bucks] sports shoe, ADIDAS -gna throw my new balance away after camp- [90bucks] turqoise jacket, PUMA =D [91bucks]sch shoe, NIKE [90bucks] and i secretly want the dress from TOPSHOP [116bucks]and one more dress from F21 [70 to 90bucks] thats the old one. lets ignore it. but kope some idea from it ;D shoes! are a must must must ^^ and CNK is therefore my target. [40bucks] bag f gg out! ideal one frm cnk NOW.haha. [40bucks. checked out alrdy] dun intend to buy guess anymore. they shld b gifts =D no more jacket also. realised wear 2 also dun keep e warm. FINE. top from f21. [33bucks] maybe 1 more dress frm f21 [68bucks MAX] dun wna get adidas shoe liao. nike also dunwan. but must get 1 sport shoe [90bucks MAX] sch bag! frm dno where. wnt it to be can big can small tt kind. HW T FIND get that topshop dress outta nmy brain and it's out. dun want it anymore.. i wna have 50bucks to buy stuffs to make own accessories. i think can make a dozen la! and they will be owned by SUAT. then only one in this whoel world. GOSH! thks to kwannie she showed me a webbie where girls make own stuffs. i think its good la. if buy frm others might be same leh! YEAH HANDYCRAFT SUAT! i want dinner. NOW NOW NOW or never =[ BORED
12/05/2007 07:00:00 pm
yawns.intend t slp v early today. tml n fri must work from 8 to 6 CHIONG AH XUETING! money oh money i love you ;D Saturday, December 01, 2007
updates abt malaysia =D
12/01/2007 01:17:00 pm
SAT 24NOV07finally arrived in penang ;D took a bus on 23nov07! so the journey was LONG. it was like so freaking cold okay.. brrrrrr. ken drove his mum to the bus terminal to fetch us. HE GOT A DRIVING LICENSE AT SEVENTEEN! rawr. they keep talking abt the car accidents they had recently. GOSH lidat i dun dare sit in their cars alrdy! reached the house and took out the 6doughnuts and 6fishballs for ken. that 98kg monster =p he slimmed down. he used to be 104kg and he laughed at the way i put in my contact lenses. oh whatever man! ate breakfast at geletong market. dun thk i got the spelling right. ate some food and mum bought shoes. haha. walk arnd and then went back to ken's house. then changed and went to peranglin mall i think. bought boots! and some stockings ? HAHA. dno what are those called. =p all so cheap de!!! >=[ not fair went back after a while and then slept. at ken had dinner at a place near the sea. seafood are fresh! =D the pple present were: mum and i, ken plus parents. 2nd aunt ben and parents. ben is crazy abt his excavator. my gosh. GAY OR WHAt keep using the excavator dig sand -.- the seafood was rlly great. I LOVE THE CRABS. they ordered 2kg ehh!! keesiao! went back to bathe and slept. no, actually watched a dvd w ken. sme dumb ass hongkong show lai de. dumbass but v nice. GOT PATRICk ^^ SUN 25NOV07 yayyy. woke up and ken's parents drove us to this place to eat siah. i dno what is it called but i have been there many times b4. ate lor meee =D mummy and ken's mum took 5hundred years to find their clothes! hahaha. it happens all the timeeeeeeeeeee. went to gurney plaza. saw many nice things but nvr even buy a single item. i m v pissed actually. the family live in penang. so they just walk walk and they are done. den nvr care if we SHOP FINISH ALRDY ANOT. damn suck larh. i dun care loh. nxt tym they come spore i also liek tt siah. see they cry anot -.- went to yunting market to buy food ;D ate charkuayteow and cheecheongfun and laksa. and ytd de seafood!!!! the crabs larhhh! drank my vital for life honey drink. my voice larh. gone from prom. all the screaming on stage. and now i kant even hum. and then ken still got to say i WU YING BU QUAN. feel like killing him lorh >=[ damn damn damn emo. found it damn hard to sleep ;( why why why why! tell me why. haha! i love a bad habit of mine =( called : "san fen zhong re du" hahaah. its good for forgetting all the guys i like ;D MON 26NOV07 ken went for his biology exam so i m stuck at home w mum and 2nd aunt loh ;( we went to peranglin mall again! ^^ to eat -.- and then went to komtar to pay bills. den went to gama. din buy anything from those freaking malls. not enough time to bioh finish everything.damn damn damn it ;( anw went to yunting market to eat lunch ^^ went back home and then 3rd aunt came ;D game me 200Rm! yay! loves! went upstairs to watch shows w ah ken. den had dinner. yummy loves =D ben and jerry joined us. NO LA. ben and family larh! he is like 4yrs old only lorh. act like da ren! =[ he damn stick to me. ass! WENT FOR A WALK AT THE PARK AFTER DINNER. finally. walk and breathe fresh air. fight w trees for oxygen =p finally got to use the internet ^^ happy or what siah! so many mails. hate hate hate! ken's mum gave me a dress and a cardigan and a jacket. not bad bahhhh actually penang got alot of nice dresses. in peranglin mall i walk one round jiu saw alot. and so cheap de. i think from 80rm onwards jiu have leh. annoying siah. MEGA ANNOYING dirt cheap. you anyhow pick one also can win best dressed for prom de ^^ annoying right! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i went to bathe and continue to watch show w ken. damn gay larh! watch same show but is variety show de. amny episodes ^^ i like~ TUES 27NOV07 slept till 10plus and apply nail varnish when i woke up ^^ mum and gang bought breakfast back! heheheeh! so happy. went to bathe liao. lunch had cheechongzhok. with mum and ben and ben's mum and 2nd aunt and ken's mum sad la. ken din go w us. he quarreled w his mum. nonsense siah. and ben was bloody noisy cause of the bloddy excavator. screw him! haha. and i had 2nd tots abt having 7kids. and reminds me of amos. everytime i start w the 7kids he will start the kheeyau thing. HAHA kheeyau is cute lorh. he IS. very. ^^ after we went back home i slept agn. damn damn tired larhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! and then ah keong's wife came thk ehr name is weiyi. ken ad i used to hate her. we still do =p not exactly hate. just tt dun exactly like =p she is my mum's 3rd sister's son's wife =p if you dun see the link, she is my cousin-in-law. she is 5mths pregnant. zuo ren cheng gong. HAHA. she said i m tall, even taller than her. diao. who she think she is? yauming? and if pple dun grow taller, we shrink? ok we do shrink but i m only 16. dodobirds. after tt went out w ken and firend they went to eat then i went to "islee" the shop v nice. but stuffs v v v v v v v ex! annoying. but got slaes. saw a very nice dress. 68Rm only. original i think 190Rm. gay or what. damn damn damn and they got v nice skirts there! 24rm only. original 58rm de lehhh. and i din bring money out lorh. and i lazy to walk 1km back to get it. OH FINE! had dinner, went online and then had supper. gosh when i bathed ken nearly wanted to tou kan my notebook. thebook which i write all the stuffs im blogging abt. gay la. idiot. watched dvd w him agn and slept. so tired. yawn yawn. WEDS 28NOV07 woke up with ben in front of me. so annoying de. cause ken and i woke up late so we must take care of ben. sucks right. had breakfast. haha. family of three. omg i would die w a husband like ken and a son like ben. i would not kill them. i would commit suicide for sure ;p went to queensbay mall in the afternoon. damn annoying la. they just gave us 2hrs to shop. wth? all they brag abt the mall b4 we went is tt it is big and we need a whole day to finish shopping in there. so why the hell you give us only 2hrs. you finish shopping ur prob. cnnt wait for us meh. like what the hell la, then they left and as ken's dad to fetch us in another 1hours. its like damn ass derh. rlly. 3hrs to finish walking in a mall as big as vivocity. LIKE WHAT CRAP. i bought a dress only. the black dress in the previous post ^^ the shop i bought it from has damn lots of dresses. =( and i bought one =( =( double sad =p queensbay mall rlly got alot of thnigs. f21, mng, guess, puma, esprit, bonia, levi's. AIYAH ALOT LARH. went home and ate dinner lorh. showed the gay face. WHO CARES. and the day end just like tt. suck suck suck THURS 29NOV07 dreamt of mindy peixuan darwin jonathan and bimbo. weird combi =x slept till 11plus. super yawns. ate some food and went out w ken and family. den they left mum and i at peranglin mall agn. shopped till we shuang. ken's mum gave me 100rm. =D i bought a shirt 4 myself and a pair of shoes =D bought some gifts too ^^ came home and ate my dinner and supper =p watched slither! omg. i damn scared. =p hehehhe. rlly erxin de lorh pls. and goodbye to malaysia FRI 30NOV07 took bus in the morning =D aloha singapore. 4cute guys sat in front of me. din have chance to talk to them. HAHAAHA. wadever man! it was a long journey. liang lao shi called me! actually i sms her first de ^^ love her. she coming to singapore next yr de july. YES! wo de ma ma! i love her alot alot. ^^ and i learn alot frm her. haha. =D she is cute. ate dinner and slept at only 4 this morning. wake up at 12plus. 8hrs of sleep makes one healthy. what crap =p back to packing house. vacumming. yucks yucks. missed the pri6 gathering. damn la. i want to go de. but i now v sian also. hen luan. so shldn't go. i know i m better than you.
12/01/2007 03:39:00 am
damn.why i have to visit her blog why i have to see that picture. the whole holiday in malaysia was hell. made me so hurt and upset made me feel lousy. but after some thinking. i realised i m better than you. =D IN FACT WAY BETTER. I M NOT GG T LOSE T U EVER AGN. YOU HEAR ME? and then enxt year when i see ur face i m so gna smile at you. at then u will give me the sympathetic look LIKE WHO CARES. wo bu hui zai shu gei ni de ;D |
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