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I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
ah gangz! what the bleah!
10/30/2007 06:30:00 pm
EMO LIAO.why emaths so easy =x haha. nt humble at all huh. and i manged to do high high into the sky alot of times today ;D very happy haha. but hai shi you bu gao xing de things happen ANYWAY MET GANGRUI TODAY hmmmmms. he quite good looking what! and he is very tall. and he is very cute. wanted to jie ji hui shake his hand but bu gan AIYAH! and saw jonathan also. haha one day see two guys. one that i sued to like. one that i like now. actually i was just listening mp3 then look up saw jon. den i was like happy. but no longer like last time so high. because of gang rui la. take my heart. WAHLAU GANGRUL GANGRUI i give him a sweet today. is a marshmallow. hope he think of me when he eat it. i m thking of him now. and everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Monday, October 29, 2007
PISSED
10/29/2007 11:25:00 pm
wo cong lai jiu nvr wna snatch anything w you.i nvr wna outshine u in anything. even though i know i can. i feel so miserable w u. u make me look pathetic and small. you make me feel worthless. you put me down. find sth u hadn't done to win the worst fren award. what did i do wrong. Saturday, October 27, 2007
I NEED LOVE AND I FOUND IT!
10/27/2007 11:53:00 pm
v tired today.but will rest! i need to rest definitely! or not will just die. monday have 3 papers! hahaa!!! god will save! anw v high now. called yilun just now. talk until i gna cry! she is one woman that everytime i wna tok to her. HHA! i know she i busy but she talked to me. and i m happy. talk to her is like talk to jesus. she just brings down god's prescence can feel loved. can feel that she dun condemns. which i feel great :D i kant turn back time but i wun just regret le the present and future is in my hands i will grab hold of it. YES I WILL. feeling quite down recently. its nt recently bah. its all along dno whats wrong w me. i dn even dare to share my dreams w pple. i dno whats wrong w me. maybe is cause too many pple doubt me hai wo emo liao. en v sian liao. but i can visualise it! my dream will come to past. I BELIEVE I CAN! I KNOW I CAN! 灯光点亮千万声的呐喊 布幕拉开了热闹的开场 没有人知道我屏住了呼吸抑制紧张 谁都说这是他们的梦想 在台上一分钟也是奢望 没有人相信今天晚上竟然换我上场观众 焦急的等待 下一个节目又会是哪个天王天后天团 我可以猜到我的下场 观众会去上厕所记者会去吃便当 可是我还是愿意拿出我的诚意 让你们知道我做了多少努力 虽然我不是很会唱可是我愿意把我的一切拿给大家分享 都说我不会唱歌我的嗓音没有那么独特 但我保持一份自信保留我的个性 你们说我还行不行 别说我不会唱歌我的声音就算没有特色 可是我还有份热情要让你们开心 你们说我还行不行 我的声音听来有些孤单 对抗那一千分贝的冷淡 多少人在乎这是我多么重要的夜晚 时间还剩下最后一分半 能不能来得及让你鼓掌 我舞步不乱再怎么样也要漂亮地唱完 观众焦急的等待 下一个节目又会是哪个天王天后天团 我可以猜到我的下场 观众会去上厕所记者会去吃便当 可是我还是愿意拿出我的诚意 让你们知道我做了多少努力 虽然我不是很会唱可是我愿意把我的一切拿给大家分享 都说我不会唱歌我的嗓音没有那么独特 但我保持一份自信保留我的个性 你们说我还行不行 别说我不会唱歌我的声音就算没有特色 可是我还有份热情要让你们开心 你们说我还行不行 都说我不会唱歌我的嗓音没有那么独特 但我保持一份自信保留我的个性 你们说我还行不行 别说我不会唱歌我的声音就算没有特色 可是我还有份热情要让 你们开心你们说我还行不行 I WANNA SAY THIS TO EVERYONE. i know its terrible for u to listen to me sing. but bear w it. its just for now i can visualise myself getting the keys and pitch right one day. give me positive and constuctive comments. i will be touched. dun suan me. dun purposely disgrace me in front of pple. dun hurt me unknowingly you know i cry so ever easily. doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooont Friday, October 26, 2007
10/26/2007 08:01:00 pm
woke up at 9 then 10 then 1230.haha. lied in bed slacking. v tired lorh. -______- anw went to sch. wna go wish wo de bimbo friend good luck de. sian i was too late when i got there can hear the chief examinor screaming she wore like same pants for 3 days? ewkkkk yating fetched me from school. hahahaha. went to j8 then go ehr house. her house is like my house liao. heh heh. good la. palace. and i m quarreling w a blackie now. someone rlly black. v v vv vvv vvvv black. rlly dark. he puts me in my dark place! HAHAHA. he is black and evil. haha. his name is sam! >=[ i m his sister and he scolds me! :( sob. go cry liao! BYE! Tuesday, October 16, 2007
=D here to blog agn. and gg sch soon!
10/16/2007 12:12:00 pm
EMO.v emo. enjoyed myself from sun to ytd! cause was w yating. i haunt her derh! no la. finally my final destination 1 - 3 is completed. haha. FD3 shld be M18. and not for the FAINT HEARTED. sibeh @#$%#^^^@$%#$^#% and its porn -_________- okay la. then when the porn part i told yating desmond tong tong watched the show. and we burst out laughing. =p ITS DAMN FUNNY. go watch it. online. we must be honest and not smoke through M18. heh heh heh. but after that show i dun dare go suntanning! and why on earth would i do that. and then the rest all very kong bu de lor. and i found the song i liked. byu daren tan. DOU SHEN. but it youtube de. I MUST GET THE SOUNDTRACK. ytd 9pm show suck. whjat kind of ending is that larh. freak lorh! HATE HATE HATE HATE. why mei ge ren dou si de. Days swiftly come and go, I'm dreaming of her, She's seeing other guys, Emotions they stir, The sun is gone, The nights are long, And I am left while the tears fall. Did you think that I would cry on the phone? Do you know what it feels like being alone? I'll find someone new... Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of My heart is crushed by a former love. Can you help me find a way To carry on again. Wish cast into the sky, I'm moving on, Sweet beginnings do arise, She knows I was wrong. The notes are old, They bend, they fold,and so do I to a new love. Did you think that I would cry on the phone? Do you know what it feels like being alone? I'll find someone new... Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of My heart is crushed by a former love. Can you help me find a way To carry on again. Bury me.(you thought your problems were gone) Carry me.(away, away, away...) Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of My heart is crushed by a former love. Can you help me find a way To carry on again. love this song. EMO STARTS NOW Monday, October 15, 2007
finally my pictures :D
10/15/2007 10:54:00 pm
 one of my bestiie too :D  mr half body or full body guy. there is a story behind it. DAMN DIAO  the sibeh zhuai A1 freak in my maths band. let's assassinate him  converse shoes are bimbo's adidas are mine! awesome huh!  tadahhh! my form tcher for 2yrs! miss her to bits and pieces  kelly and I =D  the class bought it for me. freaking tasty!  my mum larh. whats wrong w her buay song face. annoying! but i do love her  the one that looks normal and cute is mine. the freakish looking one obviously belongs to desmond tong larh! freakkkk.  guess who are the blackiies  answer revealed! :D  my lover and his cake, and his rolex is ten for $3. he say derh!  who would believe yongsheng is so artistic. it's a hidden talent, lets apprecaite it okay. -claps-  finally take a picture w him lerh! so finally la. everytime suan me in class. rawr! u dun have the chance anymore.  xiaoyu and I, adores her larhhh!  the guy beside me is nt my long lost brother. we just have the teh tay surname. and he is the one that did the flower thang. don't look like right? Friday, October 12, 2007
MUACKS TO BERBER
10/12/2007 10:47:00 pm
CYBIL SAY MUST DEDICATE A POST TO HER!so thisi s a post. no larh. ber say no post no picture! >=[ HAAHAA! sarboh. anw i love ber. she looks cutei n her dress ytd. wear so nice still say SHUI BIAN WEAR >=[ irritating. RAH. love ong! desmond tong and me =x
10/12/2007 12:18:00 pm
 i made us look so much skinnier. blehhhhhhhhhhh my love and me
10/12/2007 10:16:00 am
 nahnah huanqing. i posted you. -mad. pms
10/12/2007 01:19:00 am
RAHNESS!WNA KILL SOMEONE who will be that someone? that person is YOU! Thursday, October 11, 2007
I MISS AMKSS
10/11/2007 11:42:00 pm
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. its farewell assembly :( i m gna be so freaking sad. din rlly cry until i saw mrs koh. OMG SHE MADE ME CRY LA. but rlly love alot of tchers =x MR ONG! (love 1) MISS DEEPA DESMOND TONG (love 2) MRS ANG MDM ANATHA MRS VEDA SHINING MR TAN WH MRS ANAND MISS KARIM YIZIMAO VOO TECK ZHONG (love 3) MR LIAN (love 4) -note i love all the male andm arried tchers- HAHA! wo hen se lorh! anw bleh. who cares. love XIAO XU ALSO. anw today took pictures with euhao =x i was taking pics w sec 23/05 girls den i said i wna take pic w someone den amanda wee go shout to him that i wna take pic w me. he damn on la. so we had our pictures taken =x HOPE THAT WILL BE MY WEDDING PHOTO. no la. but i do miss him lorh! REALLY. =( wo ai de ren bu shi wo de ai ren. anw i know we wun end up tgt. cause i kant accept the fact that he was w farhanah b4. I REALLY CANT. but wo hen xi huan ta larh. DAMN ME. anw lets talk abt steamboat. actually aloto f things happen. which made me damn tulan larh. and me and bimbo was the last to leave. i was damn highing. like REALLY! we rock larh =x haha. saw this v handsome guy on the train. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms anw ytd i dreamt of someone lorh. SO SHOCKED DERH! maybe cuz i talked to him b4 i went to sleep so dreamt of him. if it is true i thk i will melt. cause he is really that kind of guy that u one look will like, but apparently he dislike me as in xian qi lorh like some pple also thk that he only make friends w pple that r nice looking. well then too bad. we r nt meant to b. who gives a damn. friends only can be pple that r gd looking meh. wth lorh. ok i m emoing agn >=[ bloody bad mood. i wna die alrdy lorh. SIBEH SIAN. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! anw love my new camera :D its lovely. i wna hug mr ong. NO COURAGE! :( one day. blehhh! abnw mdm tong and mr siva talked to me today. abt my results. ahhhhhhhhhh. agn! and mdm tong saidi grew taller den her alrdy. i was taller then ehr when i was in sec 1. a hgt of 168 okay :D now currently 176. way to go suettheng. i wanna go slack alrdy. freaking tired. steamboat buddies. bimbo renjie toad mel kel huiming jason cecilia cybil elena gina jessica jingjing yenru jiamin liwen grace mich xianneng del jeremy jincheng dave guohao i m contented with what i have. i dun need to be ur priority. i m someone else's priority. uhuh. i m pretty sure what i siad was true. what have i done wrong, i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness ): |
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