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I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Saturday, April 28, 2007
I DUN NEED YOU
4/28/2007 11:40:00 pm
ahhh!can you believe it! I SAW EUHAO AND HIS GIRLFRIEND WALKING SO CLOSELY TOGETHER. cuz with cc larh, we going same bus stop. den we walk out of gate de shi hou. saw euhao and his malay girlfriend. so i pretend to be nonchalant. remained happy. the moment i psss by them by face was like show sad sign tio seen by tan! WAHLAU! anw cc guessed that i will go home and cry. i didn't. i cried on the bus! HAI! but them ain thing is i went on shopping spree :D i bought 1 topshop tube 1 topshop jeans 1 topshop skirt WHOO! total $27 only! CAUSE SALES! the tube originally more dne $29 leh. i bought $9 the jeans normally at least $100 i bought $9 the skirt $73 i bought $9 SUET THENG IS AWESOME. lalaal!!! and den tml rebecca is giving me a topshop top! WHOOTS! so happy lah! if you are happy and you know it clap your hands! -claps like crazy- recently know this guy called MARVIN. think he rather cute. very nice to talk to :D not say know him alot and i already wrote his name on my TEXTBOOK leh. opps! no larh. today was rlly fun. hehe. e440 and e409. den shared word during the worship. yeaps. now watching some show. thk damn funny larh. and anw got new shoe! BLESSINGS! and my topshop clothes all daddy pay de :D MUACKS TO YOU! da lah da lah!! lovely <3 Friday, April 20, 2007
=D
4/20/2007 08:23:00 pm
WADEVER!toh eu hao. stead with ur MALAY GIRL for all I care >=[ rlly detest you anyway. bleh anw ytd saw JONATHAN :) he waved to me thrice :D WHEE! happy happy =D anw recently did a lot of kwang ye stuffs. like boiled tea and coffee in class. pao mian in class. HAHA! so cool huh! and CYBIL placed all the people i like in the OAM club >=[ screw you!! haha! thk i very dumb recently! i went to cry in ss class on weds. den renjie sia dao =x LOL. then at night i msg him den he say he v scared girls cry. AHAH! wait till your anna cry =x da lah da lah da lah da lah ANW TML IS GUNNA BE SPECIAL! :D whee. and hereby must wish DEL HAPPY BDAE. ytd his bdae :D cool! boom boom boom boom! Labels: I JUST DUN LOVE YOU NO MORE Friday, April 13, 2007
YEAPS! finally sixteen
4/13/2007 07:55:00 pm
yups can post again!anw was real happy :) on the 08april, my cg celebrated for me at expo =D it was like after svc they gave me the present and stuffs. carrie left the cg gift for me at home. URMS. but she brought beien and xiaoyu's gift for me =) a wonderfully nice bag :) SO AWESOME! den also have gifts from jasmine elaine and seowli! NEW BIBLE! yeaps very nice! den some of us went to eat at marche! YUMMY FOOD! the finale! i got indigestion. so the whole of monday i was vomitting around school! HAHA! pathetic larh! and even bus stops loh! MEGA DISGUSTING LAH! blehh. den went home ANW KHIAN LAM FELL DOWN BECAUSE OF ANNA!! i m nt gunna say the whole thing. cuz its super internal! but damn funny. received alot of sms-es. this bdae is rlly great :D I LOVE ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND CG. thank god for all of them :D they are awesome tuesday was kinda cool luh. the class celebrated for me. got a mushroom toy from CYBIL, GH, JJ, FLUFFY! damn cool lah. anw just realised that the people who like to act in front of me forget to act that they rmbed my bdae. POOR THING HOR! next tym just pretend okay. so that i will nt see thru u. andden jiamin gave me present too. and not forgetting HUAZHEN! hais. sumtimes its friends that you dun thk they care but they are e one damn good lah. XINYI GAVE ME A CARD TOO :D very happy with all i have Friday, April 06, 2007
3 more days
4/06/2007 12:05:00 am
yeah. now 06april le :D3 more days. SO HAPPY. sixteen. can legally watch nc16 le okay! haha! i know cg sure sabo one. SO I MUST BE CAREFUL! esp minghao is bdae coordinator. scary luh! i dun wan be sabo-ed on sunday. thk wun look forward to what the class will do. i buy cake for myself lor. cuz i bdae coordinator! HAHA :D okay then normally i will be like calling people de saying things like " hey st here, u wanna share.. example ys cake?" den now i can say "st here u wanna share in st cake?" LOL! damn dumb pls -_________- anw i just hope that day EVERYTHING TURN OUT WELL JIU CAN LE. just hope no scolding. YEAH. hope that day WUN fall down =x i realise impt dates i will hen clumsy one. STUPID RIGHT! >_> like humpty dumpty lidat! anw today went out with yating! so fun at bishan was waiting for yt mah. kena spotted by MRS ANAND! wahlao she suddenly call my name. scare me! i serious. den she talk talk talk then she say "somemore you din tuck in your shirt" then she walked off! anden me and ting had a gd time. though she was ******ED and she IS. thats damn bad of me to laugh at her. when returning home saw lin lao shi! WAHLAO! anw today was very happy la. cause during eng me and bimbo sabo-ed GOH WT! kwan also weiting. chin also weiting. but i only like to bully goh! LOL! then pe was fun. after run liao den go play badminton with the lamers. cuiting renjie guohao xiannneng. den we tio kan by tan cs. so we neh play den skip~! grow tall! I WANT BE 177cm! dun care if jonathan dunwan me anw i wad height he also wun want me so i might as well strive to grow taller and then find a 185 boy to marry DUMB. recess damn shit la. i pathetic until had to go borrow bottle. anyone kind enuff to buy me a bottle on my bdae? WATERLESS!! hais. chinese damn shiok. i slept for 1hr15mins :D den went assembly. the class dramas were relatively nice. but everything also have room for improvement :D YEAPS. den remedial for 2 things. damn geog. but eng one damn fun :D I LOVE IT PLS :D yeah yeah 3 more days! COOL! Wednesday, April 04, 2007
HELLO? anyone there?
4/04/2007 10:03:00 pm
WHOO!today was great! cause chemistry was like damn funny :) MADE FUN OF YONGSHENG :D andden biology lesson i sms-ed sth. i dun regret it. because i dunwan it to drag anymore. though i rlly wanted to pretend we r still close but no point pretending. wo gei ni zui hou de teng ai shi shou fang kai. i mean this damn thing is just one sided and i m just like an idiot clinging on. thking that me alone can salvage this damn thing. ok i m stupid. and i m not gunna bother anymore. i mean after each time we quarrel, everything just gets worse. so whats the bloody point. i m not superman i cant do this on my own. so i might as well just give up. better than hanging there. at least by giving up i know for sure the result is negative. i dun like the feeling of me hanging there. not knowing what will happen next. letting go feels so much better. i wun feel that you owe me any love or what. because i chose to gave up. its my fault. and i will be solely responsible for anything and everything. will say sorry to myself. i let myself down because i let you go. i chose to let you out of my life. but i cant take it anymore. you just treat me as nth. am i even ur friend no i dun thk so. dun bother telling me the answer. i know u dun. the end. the fullstop means the end. u r out of my life. period. and i wun be so dumb asking you begging you to come back anymore. you're just entertaining me. i guessed i have taken up enuff of ur time. sorry. anyway recess was dumb la! i was like eating pear. HELL-THY! haha. den after recess was chinese and den maths and then cme and then hell. nvm dun wan say. I M AS HAPPY AS CAN BE. had a great lunch with cheml and ting! ANW I RLLY LOVE MR TONG :D just talked on the fone :D hais. even sum1 who is nt my best friend can show concern. BETTER THEN SOME PPLE. when i TIO KAN you laughing. THX. when you fail olevels and retain i LAUGH haha. sian. gunna write a song le. will post here. heartbroken de shi hou hen rong yi xie ge :D FIVE MORE DAYS TO MY BDAE :D Monday, April 02, 2007
lalala! happy bdae jingyan and linus
4/02/2007 10:39:00 pm
kao. it has been 500yrs since I blogged.anw rlly happy ytd ohh. the 2 cg celebrated jy and linus bdae :D first talk abt AMKSIAN FAMILY DAY ON SAT FIRST! it was like rlly cool. met up with sushan and guohao :) we took some dumb train there.. ohh.. its called monorail. SUSHAN CALLS IT A BUS -_______- anw got there was rather fun. and i realised everyone is like suppose to be thrown into the water. i clung on to the coconut tree like crazy pls =p anw the whole event is dumb la. but i love watching the people running in frm aquathalon. allan wu! AWESOME PLS :D drools- anw went suntanning with sushan and cybil. we took tram to palawan den took fof our shirts there =x cause nobody mah! :D then we suntan. no. THEY suntan. i SUNBLOCK :D i put sunblock until i m ghost pls =x hahaha! anw got back kinda packed up and leave. then chiong for cg :) had a fun time playing bball with them AND I SAW THIS SUPER SHUAI ANGMOH PLS its like drools! HEHE. smiles anw i was SERIOUSLY INJURED! the opposing team from duno where ok. one of the player step on me then i piah! fell =[ and then my mr-tallie-and-shuai threw the ball on my HEAD :( hello. you are suppose to throw the ball to me =x anw more injuries =x its liek so much more pls! anw that was about all loh. not gunna mention what bad things are there. anw sunday was fun :D i thk pastor rlly preached well =D and me and ys bth gt in into SPELL and MATHS cool huh. den after the briefing i went to this fashion with ys. she bought me a dress. as a bdae present :D IT IS RLLY NICE anw i rlly hate the pair of new shoe in my room. it sucks. cause actually is suppose to be hq and jo share for me de. they say i pay first. den i bought le. they say they broke. i m nt blaming them cause they did me a card as substitute :D but just that i rlly hate the shoe. if i know then i wun buy. but on the other hand i like it cuz its nice. BUT IT WASTED MY MONEY. damn pissed with myself. buy so quick for what. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! andden cnnt refund. like sucks pls. but since buy le jiu heck la. but next time wun lidat. HASTE MAKES WASTE. everything must confirm first. anw jas n ren maybe getting contacts for me for bdae. BUT HOW CAN. cause i need to buy contacts solutions if they gimme contacts.and i m damn broke. LIKE SERIOUS. actually i pledged abt 80-90% of my allowance for bf de every mth. so i must fulfill! :D yeah! when may comes then can spend loh. den gunna buy gifts for alot of people :) REAL HAPPY yeaps. looking forward to by bdae. 07more days went to jon's firendster profile today. thx to amanda yaw i cried in geog class. yeah i know he is close w girls. but u dun haf to say it agn n agn. i m just showing you his pic what. HAI. its dumb its dumb. HE is dumb. loving him is DUMB. |
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