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敗 犬 |
I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Friday, June 30, 2006
arghhhhhh. i hate hypocrites
6/30/2006 09:32:00 pm
rahhhhs. it like today is super bad in everything.reached schoo. never do bio. can i like just die? wanted to copy. no time. wadever mans chem sat with mindy. cheese bread feast. was super hungry =( mr VOOdoo digressed from sum color dyes stuffs to mad cow disease is he like pro or what?? =( i m like so sad. depressed agn. but mindy is kinda of funny too. me n bimbo had a gala of time laughing abt tissues. WE R LIKE SO FUNNY bio sat with kelly =D u know actually i dunno why i just feel that IF U ACTUALLY GETS FAVOUR FROM A PERSON U SHLD STOP GOSSIPING ABT HER. esp when the whole bloody holiday she was with you, cared for you. help u get $$ for haircut. AND HERE U R GOSSIPING ABT HER. eh, u r a piece of shit okays. maybe worse cuz u r so B! i mean, it hurts me. and u mouthed to me that u all r laughing at her. when u all laugh at me too. OH THANK YOU! u r like 2sided or 3sided. -anger brewing- me and kelly had recess tgt. mee soto gang. XD hahas. thx woman. recess aint exactly good. why mr ong nvr cum find me? and after recess its like want find people help me go find ONG SOCK PUAY so hard loh. its like pelase, u owe people clothes u so thick skin keep for 9mths. still dunwan return? can u b like less thick skin? asked kell but she cant so ask bimbo. dne she kant i showed her a buay gum face. walked out of e class room. i heard her scolding me cb. its like thanks man. its like who help u in chinese class. without me u will b bloody sent out by wang lan ni. wadever. den went to look for sushan. she also nt in class. wadever. den ben make me cry b4 maths. maths i so pissed off by CYBIL PEIXUAN WEILIANG. oh thanks man. thanks for playing e joke on me. actually would like to say sorry for hurting weiliang. i dun mean to hurt ur eye de. really sorry abt it ok. but i really kannot stand e way u behave. and sorry to xiangyun. cuz i no reason go scold her. but weiliang should understand. ur bahaviour is digusting. phy is okays la. maybe i kant stand him. he say dunnid care abt him. but when he is e one givin me attitude den wadever loh. btw, renjie is so funny. =.= WE GAY LAI GAY QU! den we down there i dun friend u u dun friend me. DEN I KAJIAO HIS XINGXING. after sch go kelly house.no details allowed but i think mich is scared. barbie cum find u! hohoho. we "raped" barbie. =x so sad.and i dance la. and we erms try on kel belt which is just nice at the smallest part of my body. SAD LA! tired. my prayer focus this week is to have happy family. i must be bulimic n anorexic =D i can do it one!
6/30/2006 08:33:00 pm
so many days never blog. its like so rahhhs. mon i like dunno do what la, if i m not wrong i went after school and leeyishi came loh. den we eat noodles and talk n talk like as if we never meet for 5yrs. actually shld be less den 50hours. lalalalalas. i force her to continue to lend me her belt. its amzing i use her belt la. her waist is abt 20inches XD and den i m like 40inches. the belt go around her twice XD okay tell em i m not funny. =x her belt is nice la. its $5 i also wanna buy lehs. but now got fiananical problems. sian diaos. i one day only got $5. weekend no $$. den everyday i will eat mee soto during recess. den save $4 everyday. den lunch chiong home and eat. and if i continue it for a long term, i m gunna be underweight like yishi huanqing n weiting. YES I WANT TO BE UNDERWEIGHT. maybe i should not even eat mee soto. should drink 2litre of water. den super full. summore water from water cooler is free de. FREE! den i will b happy. and mr tan chee siong will cum running after me. hahas. i spent $1 on meesoto today. $1.50 to return yishi =Dtuesday pon-ed pe. pe sucks like TOTALLY la. i know pe will help lose weight. but my fat thighs dunwan to move wad can i do. but luckily is measure ht n wt. omg. i m like 173cm only?!?!?! ridiculous la mr lian. last semester is 175 de horhs. ah lian bo zun one. sian. my bloody body weight increase. i m like 200kg. i very sad. den i ate recess. mee soto. wheeee. cheap food. den after school daddy bring food to bus stop so i can eat on dah way to biblestudy. biblestudy hen rocks. like sis yilun like crazy. FOUNDATION TRUTH ONE! its like she preached dao hen amazing. i was like stunned. never move. wahhh. I LOOK FORWARD TO BIBLE STUDY AGAIN! i spent $1 on meesoto. $1.50 on sum strawberries at mos. weds i went lib with nury n wt. there is this super shuai guy there. i keep consoling myself that e woman beside him is his sister. ya rightttt. a sister and brother hug n kiss in public` WAKE UP WAKE UP. hahas. i ate lunch at 6plus. ridiculous right. ebn lai bu yao chi de. budden hor i just eat. cuz i use ezlink. i m suppose to save $25 every week. =D KELLY QIA-ED ME MEE SOTO TODAY =D today no expense. THURSDAY! kelly qia-ed chicken rice. okay. i suck. i m her mom n i use her money. i m a piece of shit. i will treat her one day. promises kelly =D sum1 ask me if i miss my mushmom specs. yeah. my mushmom specs. red n black de. i want green de now lehs. $60. cough* i want alot of things. want new pencil case. i want back e roxy one. $12.90 lehs. sians. and converse wallet. i want e england de. but e brazil one better. whit n green. =DDDDD KELLY BETTER BUY FOR ME ALL ELSE I CALL U QIAN NING FOREVER. jkjk la. hehex. later u body slam me how. my mum helping me do skirt. sian. do till forever. i super fat so must custom make! XIAN NENG MY IDOL =D cuz he is tall and long n SLIM! this is like so unfair. =( he dun have fat tummy n bulging thighs. if he girl n b super model liao. i m 2ton overweight. lemme b 55kg la. den i can b happy. i shld have anorexia and bulimia. it will be so helpful. can anyone teach me how to get that illness. make me hate food pls! i want 2 stop eating forever. den i can save money. den when i m underweight i will have money to buy nice stuffs le. and i shall wear XS! den report book will say that i m underweight. everyone will b proud of me. i tot of buying laxatives. but i dunno where to buy. i will vomit n shit till i m underweight. that will b so cool. i also tot that lose blood will lsoe weight. den i keep making myself bleed for a period of time. that will rock right. den i can be so slim. yeah! when i m young i is underweight. people force me to eat. XD YEAH! 176cm. 55kg. I CAN DO IT. but i still went for recess. and we sat at the round table. apparently MR ONG LOVE ME SO MUCH LAH. i dunno why he love fat people like me. but he just sits down beside me. and i was like heart thumping. super da shuai ge lehs. DEARIE ONG. he got ask nicely if he can sit with us den of cuz i cant resist him right. so sexy. WITH ALL THAT CURLY LEG HAIR AND TANNED LEGS. muscles =DDDD ONG U KNOW I LIKE U SINCE SEC ONE! U KNOW U KNOW~ I KANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU! u r e reason why i want cum school =D and i ate recess. and he dunwan treat me green tea. HEART BROKEN. =( but tis becuz he love me. green tea r fattening. chinese sucks. sum people splashed water on me. den i just heck n sit down n wipe myslef dry. if u cant win by sum beat lai beat qu jiu play with water. luckily kelly took my bottle or not i can make duck soup. arghhh. slept n slept. song bo! lan ni dun care. den assembly de drama by 31 n 32. not bad la. =D hope ours better. wheex. =DD XIAN ZAI WO ZHI XIANG HUI DAO ZUI CHU DE SHI HOU` keep dreaming of him recently, bad OMEN Sunday, June 25, 2006
shu neng sheng qiao
6/25/2006 10:16:00 pm
woke up at 620 today. cuz lee yishi serving today i scared hor she late becus i late. sorry la i singaporean. i is lidat one. i speak engfish. haha. thking fo the msg darren send me. laugh at china people =( HAHAS! okays. so i bathe till 640. den i heat up food eat till 647. rot at home awhile. go down early loh. den me n yishi go liao. THANK GOD for the bus driver driving 145! ben lai we is miss train one, den she stop for us. how sweet lorhs. den we not late. reach lavender mrt at 710 lidat. missed train so train came at 720. go to tanah merah dunnid wait so we reach expo at about 740? we overtake alot of people when we walking. its like faster n faster XD its like 740 alot of people from E402 n E409 still sleeping. i decide liao when yishi serve de shi hou i m nt going to cum so early queue. zi chian very faithful. seriously e402 dun have him n yishi. they can go die liao. never see their member early b4 one u know. its like so pathetic. last tym b4 multiply also. nobody cum one. they reach at 10 very good liao loh. den dewen when multiply de shi hou tell me if i m the only one queuing i must tell sis yilun. he should tell zichian that. XD den queue like crazy. den seow li cum liao. xiao yu also. jingyan also. he veh pathetic at e expo there. he carry alot of things marhs. den heavy. den jamie also come. YES! finally sum1 from e402 other den zichian. PHEW! hahas. we were talking abt some belt stuffs. hahas. den jing yan very bad. he say its good that erhem n erhem nt in our cg. ahhh. so bad. but he listed the CONS. hahas. funny larhs. den finally we go in le =D. jianan cum liao. WE KAJIAO SEOW LI N HIM LIKE SIAO =X heeheex. hahahahas. den svc hor, i like gunna fall asleep liao. pls hor. 620 wake up lehs. very good. the rest dunno like dilly dally... dotx. den after svc. i went find yishi. people serving bookstore worxx. i from behind say i want buy book. stupid la she, expose me. den this woman want yishi help ehr queue. dne i volunteer. this Rich Tai Tai buy $6 only dne gimme $50. dne i buy e book le hor RTT haben cum back. wait very long. dne i follow carrie. our cg sit at 711 there so long. jing yan n ziyang make me very angry. jy nt that bad la. Zy veh bad. i not talking to him forever. pls la. i never say him he want say me. HE say i fat. so u want me to TELL THE TRUTH n say he short n ugly n freakish?den xiaoyu go home. =( sick mah. we go pasir ris. i see them eat. pek chek left n met yishi i want her go home w me one. she say she want play so i go home alone la. den i quite happy. i learn to b less selfish. like i will know like must understand my friend XDXD WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Saturday, June 24, 2006
p6 rocks
6/24/2006 09:27:00 pm
meet yishi n keisha at my house downstairs de bus stop. we took 124 to newton. meet them. all look so different. i missed them. there was lydia, elaine, peiwen, calvin, keith, kennenth. and we all WELCOMED LEO CUZ HE LATE. took 66 to elaine house. we spend so much time deciding hor what to watch. den yishi gotta go liao. so sad la. den we down there decide den XUAN XUAN finally come le. den we play SQUIRREL GAME. so gay. pair me up with KEITH. want me to do spin on my ehad lehs! DIAOX! den too bad he got forfeit instead =D den it was like we played zhong ji mi ma. den kenneth tio first. den i think kenneth tio by me twice. den clavin tio by lydia. its like we play hor u guess e number they put powder plus water = sticky mixture on ur face. lydia traumatised kelvin la. den hor calvin smakc my left face with sticky powder. =( ITS LIKE OH SO SAD. =( den we play and play. den keith never tio any number but i made the powder on him anyway! randy also tio by me hor den i made his face so style. like phamtom of e opera. =D i m so ARTISTIC. =D den right we play TRUTH OR DARE. so heng lor. its like after 1hr plus den my turn and xiaoyang spoil everything by asking. THAT TYM XUAN XUAN TOLD ME U WRITE IN UR DIARY U LIKE HONGWEN ALOT, YES OR NO. suettheng nods n says YES! wah piang =( den we ask until keith admit he likes XUAN! XIAOYANG LIKE JIAYI! ELAINE LIKE HEROSHI! LYDIA LIKE PHILLIP! EU JUN LIKE JASMINE! LEO LIKE HONGLING! and KENNETH LIKE ALOT. KEISHA LIKE ******. good friend i keep confidential. its like so fun and they also ask me IF U WERE TO CHOOSE FROM THE BOYS HERE: eu jun randy leo calvin keith xiaoyang mr yap who will i chosse. i say keith loh, though i want say kelvin but pull him down also very bad. den we know alot of secret. they ask me WHY I LIKE HONGWEN ALSO! =x =x AND WHY I LIKE ZHOU HAO. the one we dare right.... we erhem erhem la. we know ourselves can already =D BUT IT WAS VERY HIONG. i kena beaten by mr yap la. cuz i shouted I SELL OTAH. FOUR FOR ONE DOLLAR. i also say I SELL FISH AND SOTONG FLAVOUR. we doing dare mah. den we very bad. hehex. den mr botah yap left =( den it was like we eat pizza and we watch fantastic four =.= xuan n keith sit so close tgt. den when we elft i wanted to put yishi n calvin tgt one. hahas. =p din suceed. =( den we took 124 back. very fun. i really miss them like crazy =DLALALAS` QI SHI WO MAN XI HUAN TA DE. even though 3yrs have passed =( Friday, June 23, 2006
6/23/2006 11:33:00 am
i dunno lai feel very bad suddenly. seems like those who are my close close frendz seems to suffer all becuz of me. hais. nvm. talk abt thursday! =D i went out with mum to toa payoh. we meet with aunt. i bought from popular a double side pen, a refill for G2, a stapler bullet packet, sum nice paper. total $4 cuz i got 20% percent off den we went to ntuc. we buy like nobody's business. i tot will very ex. but no. $11. round down la. we walk and saw the body shop sales. 60% off! gosh mum was interested. i introduced stuffs to her. i bought sth. this tee tree blah blah. told the person the condition on my face. she intro loh. $10.90 mum paid $10 aunt paid $0.90 top up my card with $10. TOTAL EXPENSE TODAY... $35 nt bad. =D wheeex.i m happy. as for now back to the friends thing. i just want to clarify. i nt that kind that doesn't talk to u after we quarreled once. i will most probably not talk to you becuz 1* we quarrel mostly of that incident. 2* everytym i get e same response from you. same response as in ur way or acting, it disgusts me 3* i just dun see e reason why we must get back tgt. since it only adds on to my misery 4* i think our friendship is hopeless. 5* i have tolerated enuff maybe more. but i kant be bothered. its just like sum things is accumulated den u angry dne burst. like dat tym. alot of city harvesters just let their cgm cut e queue. den when the woman behind us cnnt tolerate it anymore, she complain when it was seow li n linus who cut. its like tolerate until cnnt. its just that maybe too many friends are nt willing to help u print lyrics for e song u like and sway sway ur best friend wun even read out to you.... u flare up. becuz u both r talking and its all abt nonsense. why kant u b nice n read to ur friend. it makes the meaningless conversation meaningful. since ur POOR friend kant fork out $20.95 to buy junyang cd. it makes sense right? i mean i wun flare up becuz of all these. its all accumulated. accumulated selfishness just like when u call ur friend and ur friend just keep talking abt maple and soccer. u get tired. and when u say u want put down e fone. they give u attnetion and den they drift off agn actually my best friend must be VERY FUNNY. so we can lame tgt. i think if u r a very funny person. u wun make others arnd u pissed or sad becuz of ur childishness and selfishness. and u wun act like a pampered spoilt brat. i feel very NUMB. its like i m immuned to quarrels that it doesn't hurt me anymore. means i dunwannna care. i reply and talk to u is just basic manners. unless i feel that theres a need. maybe like u change that character of urs. nt change ur character to suit ME but EVERYONE out there wun kant stand it. to me, a close friendship doesnt just mean affectionate names! its also willingness to love n tolerate n stop hurting e other party. i m numb becuz i know wad i will expect. its always the childish reponses. actually it will b better if u think thru ur brain b4 u say sth or msg or msn sth. it will b better. dun always think ur childishness will get yu somewhere. esp when u friend have been telling u since sec 1. when everyone have left u and there is only one person hanging on and u chase dat 1 person away. u r pathetic. u were ONCE loved but now nobody cares. they want to love other people who know hw to love. CONCLUSION: i will learn to treasure n i will learn nt to hurt THE FIRST ON E TREASURE LIST IS LEE YI SHI! WOMAN U RE MY BEST FRIEND FOR 6 YEARS! IT WILL EB A DECADE SOON! =D wheeex wah. after i type everything. i veh SHUANG! Thursday, June 22, 2006
I M HAPPY
6/22/2006 02:16:00 pm
i just went to weiting blog.why she so stress. that tym we were still talking abt wang wang. u know e biscuit ok. nt funny but cheer up woman! when u cum online i will make u laugh. i will make u roll XD I WILL =) i read her blog abt e copying style. i m reminded of why ** **** left church, its becus **** copied her style. its really very sad. recently feel very happy =D really alot of blessings. i mean ALOT nt in terms of money i realised i feel very happy even though i no money 1] friend's mum treated me to lunch and movie. RUNAWAY VACATION 2] i have money to rent bike =D and i never let the person i m tandium-ing with[weiting] fall and die. =X 3] i have money to bless carrie one small ice cream =D 4] after sunday when i return home with gastrict pain, dad promises to give me money to eat. THANK GOD 5] i have spare cash to lend to people. 6] germaine treated me watch DA VINCI CODE 7] my family is eating almost every meal tgt. WE R POOR BUT HAPPY. 8] I MAYBE CAN JOIN STRIKEFORCE MINISTRY! wheeeeeeeeeee 9] my cell group member who lives in tampiness cum to my house, IN LAVENDER! just to fellowship =D UR GREATNESS HAS NO BOUNDARIES i really very very happy. but i realised my sms like bao le. so PLS GOD LET THE NINETH MIRACLE HAPPEN! dun let my bill EXPLODE. x] i even msged seowli to tell her how happy i am! STUPID LEE YISHI GO CAMP LIAO. BORED! lalalalaalalalas the da vinci code : apple
6/22/2006 12:24:00 am
went for prayer meeting on tues!i feel so happy =D den we go fellowship. ME YISHI ELAINE GERMAINE SEOW LI XIAO YU LINUS we turned PS foodcourt upside down we sung loudly. and we did imitations of ONE NIGHT IN BEIJING =p gayded! and we talk abt generation gaps` like .... me n yishi youngest there. HAHAS! damn rocks we pei yishi go buy jacket. =D HOORAY! its nice $25. nt veh ex right? I.P.zone i want a jacket from there too (: i m saving up MONEY for my ZARA SKIRT n IPZONE JACKET who says FATSOS can be pretty (:(: i need $60 =D and i want a new wallet and pencil box. abt $30 can settle in first week of school =D HOORAYS! i rocks. =D in high spirits. today went out with germaine. i was late for 7mins =( HAHAS! den we walk walk. i very happy. she qia-ed me DA VINCI CODE! movie la. or nt what? tom hanks? LOL i scared i dun look like 16 luckily the person heck. THANK GOD do u think i can make it for M18? hahas. SLITHER. hmms. lalalas. i want to watch it. den i go tpy. dne go home. WE ATE SUPER BIG CHICKEN! =D the thigh la. not e whole thing. u think tpy chicken farm? LALALALS i m so high. I LOVE JY SONGS. hmmmmmmmmmmmms. i look forward to meeting glory 6 this sat. =D keisha called me. hahas =D I WANT TO BE A PRETTY FATSO =x okays. i m crazy le I M SEVERLY OVERWEIGHT OH NO I M SKINNY I WEIGHT ONE TON OH NO I WEIGHT ONE HUNDRED... POUNDS okay. enuff of my nonsense Tuesday, June 20, 2006
rahhhs
6/20/2006 10:20:00 am
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6/18/2006 06:17:00 pm
rahhhhhhs.woke up at 630 today! i wanted to get seats behind ps kong!!! reach there 750` i in top 15 among the queue! den the other cg de hor, cut cut cut in. den when we want seow li n linus cut in right, got people complain. =( i felt sorry for that woman too. chiong inside to the hall! nt say veh in front but nt bad la wheeeeeee XD den i pei lynn go toilet den go back le den hor i want go toilet so we go toilet den after dat go back le den praise and worship i jump jump jump hor like jumping more n more front LOL MANS! today gt the father day drama did i die from laughing? got 3 brothers. first group, son veh bad, cuz father n mother divorce den he go to amzing race trip with dad for mum sake second group very bad! father n son dun click. third group rocks! the winner group. cuz cooperate! the son eugene ho, father robert ho. they veh funny one. got geisha dance, the groups eat chou dou fu.... very dotx one! den the eugene ho means you jin ho, means u good. i laugh like mad. den after svc, i went off with fuquan loh. he also take train. saw xinyi and qian jun. i gastric. reach home my mother dun let me see doctor. >_> grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr YESTERDAY WAS 1st CG AS E409 =DD rocks mans. and we go east coast. OUR DEAR WEITING KANT CYCLE! so we hor tandium. so damn funny can. but quite okays la. aint that bad. only got one accident happen. hahas in the end our ASS veh pain. cycle 4 2 hrs u see pain anot lah! we talk alot, den sing alot, den when i zi high the bike sway sway sway hor den weitng say " relac relac biek steady bike steady!" WAHAHAHAHAHS den after that i zai lynn hor, HAAHAH! cnnt start! =X uh no la, no MO QI! den she very scared LOL MAn den me n germaine n beien n seowli n jianan go eat they qia me agn hais! den me n beien take bus home tgt =D den reach tpy i take 145. reach home ekna scolded! RAHS i want go see doctor, my mum is horribleeeeee. alot of problem with friendship recently` dis is the sms conversation btw me and mo ren i mean after we quarrel lah. human: Seriously. Am i supposed to apologise to u? ME: ??? Ask your conscience bahs. i dunoo the answer too. human: kaes. ME: maybe normally i would have patch up with you when u call. but i think i want to reconsider our friendship agn. gd frends is nt just dear here dear there. human: if you think it is all my fault and u r supposed to forgive me den pls rethink.who is supposed to forgive who. who was the one who was wrong.tell me u r nt hungry n complain to my mum u r hungry and tell her i didnt want to go eat kfc. wth. as if i really hate kfc lidat. we dont owe u anything ME: actually i dun owe u anything either. time is more precious den money. i also spend e whole day with you. others can buy me movies n meals. not everyone can accompany you and tolerate you. u understand ma? i didnt complain or anything. human: ya. i noe. so now wad? it is my fault that u have to tolerate me the whole afternoon n u go scold my mother if u dun like e whole idea ok. so i m sorrie 4 wasting ur precious time that is worth more den money. ME: i dunno wad to say. but i m just disappointedeach other a few days to straighten out our thinknig. maybe the outcome will be better. human: i already know u dunwan to b frends with me. dunnid to guai wan muo jiao. i know wad u thinking. if i dun apologise we will nvr b frends agn. N if i apologise there may also be a chance that u wun accept it. so what the point. the point is nothing. ME: no. how can u let suach a thought enter ur mind! u thk i m only a hi-bye friend? human: no. but i think we have no more trust in each other. u think i m childish n intolerable. so ur point is i have to change myself to become ur fren. ME: no i never lidat say! human: ok. so now we have to coem to a agreement b4 anything rite? but i dunnowad u wan from me or wad r u unsatisfied with me. name them. ME: frendship is nt what i wan frm u, is wad i can offer u. human: ok. so what cant i offer u that u r unsatisfied with. ME: i mean lidat friendship will b artificial. wat i want from u IS A NEW IDEA OF FRENSHIP. SERIOUSLY THAT WILL BE WHAT I WANT human: ok. i totally get the point. so now what must i do to obtain the new idea of frenship? ME: be a friend to others. human: lols. so how whats the conclusion. ME: give me a few days to consider la human: ok lor. anything u want. i also cnnt stop u wad. ME: i mean if have a few more days we can see things clearer. human: lols. ok den. good luck. ````````````````````````````` human: are you still angry with me ME: cnnt say angry. just nt sure what i feel. just very mixed. like sadness n disappointment. human: kaes. i got tag at ur blog. go see. the end =D WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE- Friday, June 16, 2006
pissed
6/16/2006 11:23:00 pm
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhsuddenly feel so pissed i kant take it. its like I feel so bad BLAME IT THAT I M NOT IN TRIPLE SCIENCE CLASS NOT LIKE HER MAH` THE OH-SO-SMART-GIRL BLAME IT THAT I M FULL OF FATS AND OIL LA NOT LIKE HER MAH` THE OH-SO-SLIM-GIRL BLAME IT THAT I HAVE POOR UNBRINGING LA NOT LIKE HER MAH` THE-OH-SO-POLITE-GIRL BLAME IT THAT I M VULGAR AND RUDE LA NOT LIKE HER MAH` THE-OH-SO-SWEET-GIRL BLAME IT THAT I KANT AFFORD GUITAR LA NOT LIKE HER MAH` THE-OH-SO-RICH-GIRL BLAME IT THAT I M EASILY JEALOUS LA NOT LIKE EHR MAH` THE-OH-SO-KIND-GIRL I MEAN MY PARENTS THINK SHE IS GOOD, SHE IN TRIPLE SCIENCE. PEOPLE IN CG THINKS SHE IS GOOD, THEY DUN WAN TO PUT ME WITH HER SO THAT I WUN INFLUENCE HER. YES I M THE BAD ONE, THE FAT ONE, THE UGLY ONE. THE ONE EVERYONE DETESTS. THE ONE WHO WANT TO LEARN GUITAR DANCE AND SINGING BUT GOT NO MONEY LEARN. THE ONE WHO SAYS WANT TO BE SLIM BUT EATS ICE ICECREAM. I M A SUCKER COMPARED TO HER, NOW AND FOREVER. Wednesday, June 14, 2006
hope is found in christ divine
6/14/2006 03:24:00 pm
You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19) You say: "I'm afraid" God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7) You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated" God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7) You say: "I'm not smart enough" God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30) You say: "I feel all alone" God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5) found all these in the email ade sent me. so true right? PRAISE ＴＨＥ LORD =D WENTＯＵＴWITHＤＥＡＲTODAY =D MUACKS. Tuesday, June 13, 2006
dear and me. together forever (: (:
6/13/2006 10:21:00 pm
rahx. holidays. arghhh. so happy and lucky =) seriously just thank god for everything. i mean ever since i come church, he have shown himself as a true god in big n little things.sec 2 midyr. this project superstar made me so crazy, make me go home till 2-3am in the morning. i couldn't control. i everyday also derrick derrick. other den derrick still derrick. =( but i mean god's delay doesn't mean denial mah. i manage to tone down a bit and den slowly slowly forget all about it. sec3. forget TOH EU HAO, the shitty man. STUPID MONK! i suddenly rmb nury laugh at his bag!!!!! wahahahs. I LAUGH AT HIM TOO. sec 3 campus superstar. cheeyang =( i was so crazy too. but luckily i forgot him soon =D thank god. sec 3. delwyn n bimbo. i tot i cnnt accept the fact that amanda yaw will choose del n dunwan me a a frend. but slowly i forget. and i forgive. sec 3. KELLY AND HUANQING ARE TREATING ME WATCH MOVIE =D houhou. yups. tml me and dear gg watch movie lerhs =DDDD wheeex. tml dear mum buying us lunch and movei. thank god. rahs. i just now choose clothes loh, choose until very long. dunno wad to wear. finally decided on a formal top and a pmk skirt loh. =D not bad luh. hehes. wahahahahs. den carry a bag. yeah! we r watching either she is the man or R.V. not bad sia. den go queenstown to buy sth. l0l. LALALAS. i miss NR. weiting kwan. u know hu is that. =p=p WO DE XIN PIAO YANG GUO HAI WEI LE NI ER LAI Monday, June 12, 2006
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6/12/2006 03:46:00 pm
hmmmms. so long neh blog!SAT SO FUN! cg outing! =D as in all dah zones. dunno man. JUST LIKE SOME CG IN CHURCH! so fun. our first game. PAINT WARRIORS use toes to kiap a brush n paint e opponent la. WE WON! hohoho. merry xmas XD next station, CATCH ME IF U CAN! its like 1 person from each team put bowl on the heal. others right hmms. 2 be interceptors of e other team, rest b throwers! me n linus intercept like siao! >.< ROCKS LEH! we won agn. they 4 peanuts, we TEN okays! den next is the EGGY ONE this one i m the star okays cuz two person run from reach team. meetl e scissors paper stone. u win u proceed till the other team run n scissors paper stone! so cool den i win scissors paper stone all e way! den must choose eggs. if i chose a boiled egg i win, if not boiled de. the other team die, cuz must choose any egg n test by smashing on e other team! I RULE! we won =D den the HUMTY DUMPTY TIAO LOU ONE! so funny one. we lost cuz zi yang run too slow =( act is climb too slow! LOL but its okay GARDEN OF EDEN THE WORST! must eat stuffs. so scary one! we all aim for chilli =X and must gel hair. ewwwwwwwwwwwwww den go back! end le. we din win but nvm! its fun =D den we hor we cg fellowship JINGYAN QIA ME BIKE. rocks mans. we play will very late! den go home. sun svc! GOSH! so nice. i like the new song =) praise de ALL GOD'S SAINTS IN THESE LATTER DAYS HAVE YOU EVER HEARD WHAT THE HOLY BOOK SAYS VISIONS AND DREAM WE ALL SHALL SEE HOLY GHOST FIRE SATURATE OUR BEINGS -AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW- SOUND THE DRUM WITH A HEAVEN'S BEAT HEARD THE SOS FROM THE DEVIL'S KEEP TIME IS TICKING AND THE WORLD IS CYING RISE UP CHRUCH TO THE HOLY CALL -RISE UP CHURCH TO THE HOYL CALL- POUR UR FIRE, WE BURN WITH DESIRE HEAVEN'S CALL, OUR HEARTS REACHING HIGHER SHAKE THIS WORLD, EVERY SOUL WILL TURN TO YOU POUR UR FIRE, WE BURN WITH DESIRE HEAVEN'S CALL, OUR HEARTS REACHING HIGHER BUILD THIS CHRUCH, THE GATES OF HELL WILL NOT PREVAIL HOLY HOLY GOD ALMIGHTY, LET THE WORLD WHOLE SING GLORY GLORY JESUS YOU SHALL REIGN! nice riteeeeeeeeeeeee? love it =D today i waiting for superband XD HOORAY! Thursday, June 08, 2006
6/08/2006 03:42:00 pm
life's boring. i dunno wad to do to the pile of fats clinging on my body. dunno how m i suppose to survive with both my parents currently w/o a job. hais. dunno wad to do. shld do work. but i kant bring myself to do it. rahs. later gg jogging with mich. hope can shake some shake some fats! shake the fats off i mean. why i m fat and ugly. act i dun think i m ugly, yeah. at least i not disfigure! or have some weird stuff growing on my face. =D lynn say if i wear contact and tie hair i will be better looking. yeah. at least more humanly =D WHEEX! i will try to more nice. as in i dunno why everyone like to say i always wear the same clothes. hahas. i got alot fo clothes. u know considering those top thats suitable go out and go church i got 40++? but i always chose to wear tshirts only. sum more black black de. hahas. i want b banglah. =D cnnt mehs. =pRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH dino need love =( talking to huanqing now! she is super high! RAHS si siao kia. talk abt JY and she is HYPERACTIVATED. shld record HAHAS! just recorded! so funny. she went to bathe lerhs. arrrrh. boring! I M GOING TO EAT UP MY FRIDGE LE~ ISHI` ALFRED =D KUEK! Monday, June 05, 2006
WE EMERGE =D
6/05/2006 05:15:00 pm
whoo! woke up at 1030 lidat. rahh. so tired mans. by 11 i was ready lerhs! was suppose to leave house at 1115! but i keep eating so i end up leaving at 1130. doesn't matter!btw, b4 i continue, thanks lots to JASMINE from POS. thks 4 e PINK PANADOLS = hahas. really thoughtful. and you help me buy and you dun wan to take money somemore. wad else can i ask for! okay. MY TODAY MEANS FIRST JUNE! den i was like 1140 i reach LAVENDER! this is like so fast?!?! DUN MAKE SENSE! normally will like TRAFFIC JAM! den i reach expo at 1210. waited for weiting. at 7-11 the staircase there. and we go to EXPO HALL EIGHT! den we see stella. so we change tgt. =D i look like chao ah kwa lidat. =X hehex. den we go meet e rest. put on make up. iginsia help me make the face. foundation and blusher. blusher help me put blusher. AM I FUNNY? den was like they attempt to do my eye or sth, den i was like stress stress stress. i very scared! the second time in my life i put make up. so shi baii right. l0l. hao ke lians. i m like so unlike a normal girl. =( awwww its like so sad uhuh. den jowell say she will do my hair. =D at first i didn't expect anything nice cuz my hair is like HAY! so thick like nobody business. LOL. BUT LEMME TELL YOU, JOWELL DID A MIRACLE! yeah! i was like so happy =DDDDDD she actually manage to tie up my hair and it was nicely clipped! she asked me where i cut my hair cuz it was like so thick! i was so satisfied. i was like so high so high. the break go song also have " so high so high ". MUSHROOM NO MORE! i really very happy. den me and sabrina and chmel go eat BURGER KING =D. mushroom swiss, i dunno why, i like to eat my own kind = hahas. den we eat and we laugh and we laugh. den we go back. there was a problem. poor darren, somebody spilled drink over his costume and nobody wanna admit. i could b a suspect la, cuz i never wear specs, i got kick or not i also dunno. HAHAS. but kant b me bahs. i can see a big gulp okays. den we go hall 7. put on alot of make up and more hairdos. TOOK ALOT OF PICTURES! the guys all have nice hairdo. LOL. wahahahahahas. * JONATHAN HAIR - very very nice. =D the behind very very nice one. people short hair i also short hair wad happened to mine? * ANDY MAKE UP - very NU REN! very very very CHIO! den i said he can be man and woman =DDDD HAHAS * JOSEPH! - HIS HAIR SUPER COOL OKAYS. everyone was like WOW. like dragonball. really very very PRO. so many people MAKE HIS HAIR! like da shao ye okays! * HUBERT HAIR - very nice. very like HORSE = no fair. why everyone short hair so nice =( * RONNIE or sth... - HAIR GOT LIGHTING DE! so nice~ BTW, WEITING THANKS FOR HELPING ME SCOLD ****ER! andden we make up and make up! so fun one. the guys were like gunna to cry cuz their make up make them look so weird. samuel keep saying he look like butch and gay. everyone also wad! opps-. btw its like we waited like super long okays to perform. i want to cry mans. we have praise and worship la. it was cool. while we waitng, we added in alot of actions for praise and worship. it was like so high. but our performance not very good. the SOUND CREW GUY. sue him. didn't on the mike. hais hais. BUT SO FAR B4 POS SOUTH WAS WINNING! yeah babe. den it was like after the cheer i had to be the popper. very scary! the thing in front could not open! scare me! thank god in e end can! =DDDDDD den i downthere wait wait wait for it to pop. =DDDDDDD after pos, i wun get to see them le. all e people in north are so great. i really miss them. I REALLY MISS YOU! =D qi shi wo zui fang bu xia de shi ta, guo le jin tian, jiu mei you li you zai he ta shuo hua. =( SANCTUARY when my world was in darkness you spoke ur word night turn into day ur beauty filled this place when my world stood in silence you filled my heart with songs that never end forever i will praise to think that the universe could not withhold ur glory you choose to live in me i'm so amazed AND I WORSHIP YOU LORD MY LIFE IN YOU RESTORED HERE IS MY HEART MAKE IT UR SANCTUARY FOR NOBODY ELSE BUT JESUS (YOU) you are faithful and true glorious lord all my life its you i adore you touched my soul completed my world i surrender to you today is the first and last time i praise and worship with NORTH btw our cheer rocks NORTH ZONE WILL WIN THE RACE [ X3] har har har HAK! ALL THE CHAMPIONS OF THE NORTH UNITE REVIVAL VICTORY THATS OUR CRY BROTHERS AND SISTERS LIVING IN CHRIST TOUCHING THE HEAVENS AND CHANGING LIVES EXTRAODINARY CLUSTER WE WILL SHINE come on WE WILL SHINE come on WE WILL SHINE =D i love the SIM/SMU and NTU and JC and SOUTH and SP. COME ON, LETS EMERGE! -the above was the supposed post for THURSDAY, JUNE 01 today is like so tired pls. den the stupid yishi sucks okay. she said 0815 one. den becoz she reach earlier force me to go down earlier. feel like giving her one tight slap. but i din bother. too tired. reach expo at 9. chopped seats. sth veh funny happened. the group in front ask if me and yishi r locals. i know why la. cuz he ask in eng, we answer in chinese. i not the taiwan delicates okays. = pastor was super hilarious today. he was talking about the paradym shift thing. preach before but like wad he said mah, message remains unchanged, only packaging different. he was talking abt some speedo trunks kinda stuffs. i laughed till i wanna burst. today learn new de praise and worship. very very enjoyable. and the dance people teached up how to dance! SO FUN MANS! den after the preaching me and keiko and yishi and xiao yu go fellowship. =D keiko went crazy. LOL. she is hyper activated. and it was like i eat till i wanna burst. den we queue up. den keiko realised her jacket gone. den go back food court. the uncle throw away. YUCK! so disgusting. den me and billy and yishi and THIS GIRL THAT I DUN LIKE play taidi tgt. i dunn really know hw to play. andden its like the security say dun play le she still want play. childish. wadever. i kant stand her. she was like hand all over billy. not exactly all over like wad u all imagine la. uhuh. but irks me. dun ask me if i m jealous or wadd. haha. i also dunno. i also dun care. billy gg army le. nobody teach me guitar le. thats like so sad larhs. den we queue up i already want go toilet le keiko still make me and yishi laugh n laugh. i nearly burst. as in my bladder burst! hahas. den we go in. very ridiculous loh. the person bully dewen. its like we say wanna take le. den its like so disgusting okays. rahs. den it was like praise and worship pastor sidney rock like crazy. i love him to bits and pieces. very annionted. and he doesn't look like 33 yrs old. and he has got 4rings. hahas. SHUAI DAI LE =D hahas. den we had wrestling competition. i was such a sore loser. i very scared south win den i scared north lose so i keep cheering for the tp one. LOL mans. den pastor meng and pastor derek also wrestling. den pastor kong very bad. he say pastor derek 500pounds. pastor meng 400 pounds. is that a cow or waddd. hahas. i was laughing till i crazy. den got dance by oschool ppl. i saw sophain or sth. this guy that taught north the dance steps! =DD and den the higlight of the night liaos! highlight for the entertainment larhs. was super shocked loh. THEY ACTUALLY INVITED KELLY POON JIA LIA AND HONG JUN YANG AND TAUFIK BATISTA. super cool okays. i was like shocked shocked. ohhh huanqing so sad. ask u come church u dunwan. haha. jesus is our superstar.jabezzzz. today preached abt jabez. rocks okays. den we prayed and prayed. revival will come man! HE took the same toa payoh bus. HE same colour wristband. HE LIVE NEAR ME =D=D -the above was the supposed post for FRIDAY, JUNE 02 Friday, June 02, 2006
COME ON WE WILL SHINE!
6/02/2006 12:52:00 am
whoo! woke up at 1030 lidat. rahh. so tired mans. by 11 i was ready lerhs! was suppose to leave house at 1115! but i keep eating so i end up leaving at 1130. doesn't matter!btw, b4 i continue, thanks lots to JASMINE from POS. thks 4 e PINK PANADOLS = hahas. really thoughtful. and you help em buy and you dun wan to take money somemore. wad else can i ask for! okay. MY TODAY MEANS FIRST JUNE! den i was like 1140 i reach LAVENDER! this is like so fast?!?! DUN MAKE SENSE! normally will like TRAFFIC JAM! den i reach expo at 1210. waited for weiting. at 7-11 the staircase there. and we go to EXPO HALL EIGHT! den we see stella. so we change tgt. =D i look like chao ah kwa lidat. =X hehex. den we go meet e rest. put on make up. iginsia help em make the face. foundation and blusher. blusher help me put blusher. AM I FUNNY? den was like they attempt tp do my eye or sth, den i was like stress stress stress. i very scared! the second time in my life i put make up. so shi baii right. l0l. hao ke lians. i m like so unlike a normal girl. =( awwww its like so sad uhuh. den jowell say she will do my hair. =D at first i didn't expect anything nice cuz my hair is like HAY! so thick like nobody business. LOL. BUT LEMME TELL YOU, JOWELL DID A MIRACLE! yeah! i was like so happy =DDDDDD she actually manage to tie up my hair and it was nicely clipped! she asked me where i cut my hair cuz it was liek so thick! i was so satisfied. i was like so high so high. the break go song also have " so high so high ". MUSHROOM NO MORE! i really very happy. den me and sabrina and chmel go eat BURGER KING =D. mushroom swiss, i dunno why, i like to eat my own kind = hahas. den we eat and we laugh and we laugh. den we go back. there was a problem. poor darren, somebody spilled drink over his costume and nobody wanna admit. i could b a suspect la, cuz i never wear specs, i got kick or not i also dunno. HAHAS. but kant b me bahs. i can see a big gulp okays. den we go hall 7. put on alot of make up and more hairdos. TOOK ALOT OF PICTURE! * JONATHAN HAIR - very very nice. =D the behind very very nice one. people short hair i also short hair wad happened to mine? * ANDY MAKE UP - very NU REN! very very very CHIO! den i said he can be man and woman =DDDD HAHAS * JOSEPH! - HIS HAIR SUPER COOL OKAYS. everyone was like WOW. like dragonball. really very very PRO. so many people MAKE HIS HAIR! like da shao ye okays! * HUBERT HAIR - very nice. very like HORSE = no fair. why everyone short hair so ncie =( * RONNIE or sth... - HAIR GOT LIGHTING DE! so nice~ BTW, WEITING THANKS FOR HELPING ME SCOLD ****ER! andden we make up and make up! sp fun one. the guys were like gunna to cry cuz their make up make them look so weird. samuel keep saying he look like butch and gay. everyone also wad! opps-. btw its like we waited like super long okays to perform. i want to cry mans. we have praise and worship la. it was cool. it was like so high. but our performance not very good. the SOUND CREW GUY. sue him. didn't on mike. hais hais. BUT SO FAR B4 POS SOUTH WAS WINNING! yeah babe. dne it was like after the cheer i had to be the popper. very scary! the thing in front could not open! scare me! thank god in e end can! =DDDDDD after pos, i wun get to see them le. all e people in north are so great. i really miss them. I REALLY MISS YOU! =D qi shi wo zui fang bu xia de shi ta, guo le jin tian, jiu mei you li you zai he ta shuo hua. =( SANCTUARY when my world was in darkness you spoke ur word night turn into day ur beauty filled this place when my world stood in silence you filled my heart with songs that never end forever i will praise to think that the universe could not withstand ur glory you choose to live in me i'm so amazed AND I WORSHIP YOU LORD MY LIFE IN YOU RESTORED HERE IS MY HEART MAKE IT UR SANCTUARY FOR NOBODY ELSE BUT JESUS (YOU) today is the first and last time i prasie and worship with NORTH btw our cheer rocks NORTH ZONE WILL WIN THE RACE [ X3] har har har HAK! ALL THE CHAMPIONS OF THE NORTH UNITE REVIVAL VICTORY THATS OUR CRY PROTHERS AND SISTERS LIVING IN CHRIST TOUCHING THE EHAVENS AND CHANGING LIVES EXTRAODINARY CLUSTER WE WILL SHINE come on WE WILL SHINE come on WE WILL SHINE =D i lvoe the SIM/SMU and NTU and JC and SOUTH and SP. |
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