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I found your fingerprints on my shattered heart. I'm a lousy spider, entangled in a love web. Love is an addiction I can't quit. Love isn't a science, you can't calculate the feelings. Can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance? Sometimes when you love someone you gotta forget your own happiness. And remember theirs. When love and determination work together, expect a masterpiece. |
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
WE WILL WILL THE RACE (:
5/30/2006 10:41:00 pm
s0 long never blog liao. have to say alot of things. will talk abt hq, den mum, den pos, den SUPERBAND, andden cg and den alot alot of things. oh yeah babe. get ready to take off =DTO HUANQING! sorry dear, i keep neglecting you, was really guilty when i received the msg " enuff of ur empty promises ". i really treasure u alot! YOU KNOW THAT! after this emerge week, i can call you more often! so dear relax. YOU ARE MY GOOD BUDDY =) i m very guilty okay, so from the bottom of my heart, i present you three muacks. MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS TO MUM, i m sorry too! sorry i kept lying to you. okay, it revolves around pos la. but i can choose not to lie, but this is white lie = so god pls forgive me! cuz i keep taking cab home, den it aint that cheap especially when taxi uncles GEI GAO! andden it was like she ask me how much e cab fare, i told her and she screamed. gosh. so i say, church will pay back de. den she smiled. i say this lie for like 2 times liaos. hmmms. next time i will just say i take bus. but still lying. hais! POS! i am feeling much much much better le! thank god man! i really feel good good good =D i feel happy. i feel accepted. it was like SPELLING BEE, the thnig i wanted to win most for EMERGE, the thnig i felt that emerge is worth gg for, i most unfortunately got KICKED OUT! the pos people cheered me up =D thx people. i tot everyone hated me. hahas. =D and now i m doing quite well in pos. =D at least i wun spend the whole bloody day crying until my eyes turn swollen and bloody. i realised i am stupid. hahh! although i still feel sad sumtyms that why my fat body cant move. but hmmms. i will try harder! PHIL 4:13 says I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENTHENS ME! SUPERBAND! ZOMG. KUEK KUEK KUEK. hahas. I like SNOOPY, SOUL, LUCIFY and MI LU BING. i seriously hope xia re feng can go out. xia re feng really cnnt sing. EWWWWWWWW. yeah. amber out liaos. please la, man tou, xia re feng, go out. i quite like J3 and JUZ BE and BRODS. =D =D =D CG. i miss yishi =D today events. GRRR. was late for pos. i was like kinda buay song with mum and we kinda have a tiff. resulting in the delay. =( den yishi called me loh. it is like horhs, i RUN to the bus stop, alight and RUN to the mrt station. take to boon lay. RUN from boonlay tap card to 179. people those who always go chruch. u know how far okays. den run halfway stupid darren shout bangla, den we both chase the bus. LOL. it was like was like so so so so SIASWAY ='( hahs. den we go buy bubble tea. very funny loh. den we go b4. yeahs. practice cheer. yeah. ANDY SAY XUETING ROCKS. cuz i can CHEER loud =0 i m great. today very fun. I WANT TO BE QIAN SHOU GUAN YING. today its like damn FUN. super rock. SO FUN. we r like indian mamas. we rule =) den so fun derhs. btw, i cant stand ****ER. hahas. think weiting and gabriel know. bleahs. they were ahving a discussion abt him. den today i think i want to hai gabriel den hubert walk in front of us den i say very loud, EH GABRIEL DUN TALK BAD ABOUT HUBERT LEHS, VERY BAD U KNOW. den was like hubert turn back den i was like act like so sorry. den hubert ask me wad gabriel say. den i say cnnt. HAHA. den in e end tell him joking only. den i scold hubert PARCHYDERM, and FATUOUS. den i dun wan to tell him the meaning den he say if i dun tell him and he find out den i will die. so i told him = THREATEN ME! lol. den we go the wad huh. room 5 =D den we practice practice. that was where the qian shou guan yin started andden we did the act cute stunt dance. SO FUNNY =D hehex. lol. its liek so gay. bleahs. hahas. den we eat lunch. me and weiting super irritated by this guy. with ... with.. wadever. HAAH. den we went back. hubert and aaron and jonathan doing some car crash background music with thier mouth. i videoed it down. sounds funny. LOl. i dun rmb anythnig funny. btw. i really like the SP cheer. WAD YOU GUNNA GO ABT THAT, SP HAR. WAD U GUNNA DO ABT THAT UHHAR. and the COME ON EVERYBODY LETS ROCK THE HALL. from NUS i think. COOL LIKE NTH! so rocks one mans. i cheered like crazy when we went back to b4. it is really crazyy. REALLY! i shouted at the top of my voice. they say they hear very soft. HOW SAD!. den practice end liao. den me and wt n lynn go JP. we walk walk and we we go eat. YUMS! den we go home. YEAH! the fridge gt alot of food =D YEAH! MUACKS. NEXT YEAR I MUST BE POS FLYER! I MUST! I PROMISE MYSEL I WILL SLIM DOWN. I PROMISED YISHI THAT NEXT YEAR I WILL JUST CHU GA LIAO AND I WILL JOIN 4X100m AND TALENTIME! AND POS DE! yeah! if i break promise i m wu gui! I M HAPPY. NOW AND FOREVER :) Monday, May 22, 2006
lalalas`
5/22/2006 10:19:00 pm
rahh. get back almost all my results except the stupid chemistry.i fail all lehs. =( as in almost all. HAHAS. and my mother was like super buay song. think she gunna call dewen. arghhhhhhhhhh. mum say its becoz always go church and pos. wadeverrrrrrrrr. i kinda agree. before phy and maths i have POS. before bio and maths also POS before amaths and ss also have POS before geog also POS all my impt papers =( WADEVER. even if i do well next yr also wun take part. i m not smart, but not stupid to open myself to let people hurt me. WADEVER. and after exmas le. must buck up on GUITAR! and hope strike force accept me. and if i earn enuff money, i will go take up dance class. =D yeah, not gunna be look down LOVE PERFORMING ARTS. therefore shall let no one look down on me. or to say i suck at what i like. WO HUI JIA YOU DE. hmms. lets say you have a good friend and you like her boyfriend. wad will you do. hahas. cnnt hen dao duo ai horhs. so.. hahas. i also dunno <3 hahas. superband. lets vote for jade and lucify okays. WHEEEEEEEE lalalalalalalas` i have a dear le. WOAINI <3 Saturday, May 20, 2006
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
5/20/2006 11:58:00 am
hahs. dunno why. why joweel so nice. she cheered me up last night. i felt guilty. yet i cant be happy. =(ARGH. COME ON COME ON. I NEED JOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. IS THERE A FORMULA TO CONVERT FATS TO JOY????? ying wei wo fei, ying wei wo fei. YING WEI WO HEN FEI HEN FEI =( arghhhhhhhhhh
5/20/2006 12:30:00 am
argh....... rats =XPOS REALLY SUCKS. YES. THE ONE THAT JOWELL MENTIONED ABOUT IS ME. I M THE ONE WITH BAD ATTITUDE. YES ME. OH WADEVER........ I M EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO today met chmel de. but she meeting jowell. den also got isaac hubert jonathan. den we eat liao go church. practise very very hard for the robot thing that i could not do. just wanted to get in stunts dance so much. bad choice. why should i bother. wadeverr. den i think everyone come liao. jowell wanted weiting and chmel to dance. den i was like thinknig me leh me leh. she mentioned lynn but nvr mentioned me. i was like come on come on call my name. come on. she didn't, i cried. hais. den have to vote for one of them. alot vote for chmel. also got people vote for weiting. so both got in. yeah. i m the LEFT ONE. of cuz. why should they put a REAL OBESE there? yahyah wadever. den was like try uniform loh. =D mine turn out fugly. wadever man. sick and tired. ITS LIKE EVERYDAY GO HOME LATE. INCLUDING EXAM PERIODS LATE GO HOME. EXAM FAIL, PARENT SCOLD M I SUPPOSE TO BE THANKFUL? THANKFUL THAT I GET THIS TINY WEENY SPOT IN POS IN EXCHANGE FOR ALL THE BAD STUFF. even huanqing thinks i shld not waste time loh. ya. dancing is sth i like i always love to dance i can dance at home. just cant in front of others. can sing, just cant in front of others. wadever. dancing is not waste of time if i enjoy it. i enjoy dancing. but but but. wadever i was liek crying and crying. wthhhhhh. lynn come liao. she kant find her unifrom. so we search. LOL. hunt hunt. den since we got nth to do, lets just go out and eat. DANCERS KANT EAT. GOTTA BE SLIM UHUH. WADEVER. SO PISSED. ATE AND ATE. TREID TO FAKE SOEM HAPPINESS. COULDN'T. TOO HARD. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. kill me okay? was confiding all my problems to yishi. she just listen and i wept n i wept. yeah =D wadever mans. i dunno why i kept my cool, as in didn't burst or sth. i did burst out crying. but nt swearing or anything. dunno why. shld just quit. but i paid $28 dollars. $28 out of my pathetic pocket money is a lot. alot alot in fact. fine la. wadever mans. SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK suddenly rmb peiyi always say suck bra = lols. I SHALL BE HAPPY another voice says ya right. so much confusiion. huanqing called. actually i think its bad of me to tell her my problems kind of la cuz lidat she will think church is bad seriously if i m her, and after hearing all i say, i might never step into a church agn. hais. but its the truth. dun ask wad truth. wadever. realised that my dad called dewen n dewen called yilun thank god it was yilun hu called. not dewen. i will burst if he called. will be at a loss for words. hahas! wadeverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. came home. at 12 lidat. well done. out at 12 came home at 12. i spend 1/12 of my time outside crying. well done i shld cry more huh. wadever mans. wo zhong yu ming bai zai zhe shi shang, bu shi zhi yao ni you suo fu chu jiu ke yi de yao xiang yao de. wo bu zai xiang xing " yi fen gen yun, yi fen shou huo". suddenly rmbed abt i not stupid 2. the YING WEI WO BEN YING WEI WO BEN for me, YING WEI WO FEI, YING WEI WO FEI i asked myself, why do i want to waste my time and dance for people who thinks my dancing sucks. hais.i shld go back to singing, song writing. joymaking. creating new recipes. drawing you de mei de. dancing for MYSELF and the mirror. cycling. i might not excel in performing in front of others. but i make great songs. =D YEAH. hais wadever. rah rah rah rah. i want to bite. rmbed that i make a song with a lyric " why hold on to sth that i dun believe" POS. three alphabets ringing in my head. STUNTS DANCE. two words ringing in my head. FAILURE. my conclusion reading in my head. Friday, May 19, 2006
will i shine?
5/19/2006 11:12:00 am
woke up. super tired. yawns. but if i dun wake up i m gunna b late for pos liaos. hais. ben lai now i shld b waking up in huanqing house de? hahas. long story. wadever. LOL. ytd went for pos training. they were teaching. i really veh slow. at first teach the cheer. i couldn't get it right. and then jowell had to make them redo and redo becuz of me. i felt super bad okays. its like why i this piece of fats must go join pos and make life difficult for them. always take longer to teach me one. =( so redo and redo. when it was finally perfect. i went back and seat down. i just kept on crying. =( why i so lousy one. its like no one is as lousy as me. cuz i fat marhs. fats cnnt dance. can bounce. and in someway when they call samuel obese. it pricked me =X cuz i m much worse den samuel. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. i dun mean he is worse. just i m more obese. but he is not obese. wadeverrrrrrrrrrr. feeling super lousy now = i shall find back my confidence. =D and xinyi encourage me. =D nice girl. always sent funny msg to me. it appeared funny becuz its not meant for me de. she sent wrongly. LOL. den we also teach the main dance. sth like double time double time single single double time. den have to switch leg and do superman pose. awwwwwwwww. den do this turn step boom turn step boom. den sweep shoulder both side. do fish shape and bend and lock. den do the slant slant den cum back. slant slant den go out. u know the superman thing hor, jonathan took super long to teach me. super long. i m like block of wood like that. SUPER LOUSY OF ME =( den agar agar i pass loh. actually is taiko de. den wadever. go eat dinner. =D yeah. yum yum. den isaac keep shooting ices at us =X bangla... den we go take train. den isaac squat down and act pathetic. den hubert and jonathan and samuel also squat down. so funny. downthere beatbox. isaac nvr. so we give him money for keeping quiet. in the train they also ki siao ki siao one. den everyone left. left me and darren loh. den i tell him later i go back sure very scared one. LOL. those hu cum my house b4 sure know one. must go tunnel wadever. bleahs. den somemore stop at lavender got alot of darren gang one. LOL. hahas. dne i took bus home. 2black face staring at me. not bangla but parents. they super buay song me go one. =( hais. den drink some soup loh. dunnno la. ask me testing. quite okay lah. hahas. den go bathe la. msn kinda thing. boreddddddddd. den go sleep. yawns.i shall find back my confidence. =D Thursday, May 18, 2006
booooooooooooooooooooo
5/18/2006 12:12:00 pm
rahhhhhhhhhhhsits been so long since i blog wadever! LOL. tues went for pos. was like 10 den reach home. mummy was like super buay song okays. can tell loh. cuz weds i got like amaths and social studies loh. my bio chui liaos. amaths and ss more chui. ytd my amaths i also dunno why i so dumb. rah loh. sibeh diao one lehs. i want to bite =X den pos agn. was trying to read some geog on the train end up HUMPING with sushan weiying xinyu nury amanda yaw LOLOLOL! i hor damn pathetic. dun thk can dance. actually i only rmb this isaac person in pos did sth veh lame he showed " palmtop" and he put his finger on his PALM! can u believe it? den he want show the O2 phone. he use his finger form a ring and put on his face I NEARLY FAINTED. all siaokias there. LOL i cannot believe it. den i think training end was gaying with lynn for a while there was this funny thing that happen in the end train only left me and issac n hubert so they were playing with my phone hubert tried to zilian. think he press the video mode de. DIAO he end up videoing himself. laugh laugh. isaac also. -.- and they zilian using my phone. den i go home. nvr study. SLEEP =D later gg pos. today geog suck. Saturday, May 13, 2006
vesak day = break leg day
5/13/2006 12:22:00 pm
woke at at 740 lidat. bathe and everything oredi like 830 liao. go out of house. i wanted to take the red line one. in e end took green line. lavender go boonlay faster den from toa payoh go boonlay faster. hinog lehs. yishi called my hp abd we talked the whole journey there. first take bus. den take train. wheeee. not much people. actually is slowly den not much people. i was on e train. irritated by bangla. i mean bangla(s). i had no choice but sit beside a bangla. den i see insects crawling out from his shoe loh. so disgusting! >.< super pissed okays. horriblee. den waited for bus 242. awhile den it come liao. den when i reach church there. so shocked. everyone was like wearing long pants. i the citizen of singapore wore FBT pants. was like siasway. they eating breakfast. so i was like talking to yishi and reading my spelling bee. =D its okay. den we go down auditiorium liao. today better den weds. they started teaching early in the mroning liao =D den weiting and lynn not here yet. =( den i was like abit sadded. heckk. den i think jonathan wanted water. i see him pour water into the mouth like 7th month de ghost lidat. LOL. m i funny? =X den we dance in likem ass dance lidat. hahas. i couldn't get the chest in chest out right. i m lousy. den weiting say her that step best. wahh. make me miserable issit. LOL. no larhs. hahas. in fact most i suck de. den andy was like laughing at me la. stupid. people stone cnnt mehs. =( how can u expect a pile of fats to move =X bleahss. and den we have break time! HOORAY! its liek most pupils favourite period in school is recess =D 3cheers for recess! =D lol. den we ate kfc. den lynn told andy me n weiting name. den he started on ting dong bell. = gay ass. den i called him auntie andy =D i m morep ro. den i ate as fast as possible! and i ta bao drinks and food for jowell and hubert. wad a funny name =X shh* LOL den i think we suppose to go the the 4th floor. yeah. i heard someone mimick a person on tv or sth : ur mama is so fat dat when she stand on the weighing machine i can see my handphone number. super diaos. and den the hiong training liaos! den my leg very pain. cuz monday i sprain the leg ankle. weiting ask em turn it back the other way. dne my whole leg cramp like siao. i cnnt endure pain de lehs =X sorry. LOL. wadever. and den we dance and dance and dance. i thank god i survived. den after dat. weitng left le. den me and lynn stayed marhs. joke with the rest. know more people! i wun feel so lonely lerhs =D we joked and we joked like crazy =X wad bangla gorilla =X and gays and jing mao. =X WHEEEE. den the whole lot fo us go wait for bus. half way jowell say her watch missing. ahh. den jonathan and her go find. den while we stand there, we cracked super lot of bangla jokes. RACIST! lols. so bad. den we take bus. poor huanqing. i talked to her. hoped i made her felt happier =D den we took train. u know wad. it was like and i rmb me den lynn den seah hui den gabriel. he saw this pregnat woman. den eh wanted to give up his seat. den i invited the moan over. realised the husband carrying another baby. so we both stand loh. happy and unahppy. LOL. but more of happy. dne gabriel said this funny thing i almost rolled. its abt his cgm and the mother watch king kong. den when the dinosaur come out. the cgm's mother say " king kong lai liao" dne @ e end when king kong drop. the mother say " na ge da kuai de dong xi si le ". sth like that la. LOL. den dewen dun wan let me go service. so i go home loh. SUPER TIRED. i just had breakfast =D
no i don't cry on the outside anymore. becuz i chose to be strong. you chose to hurt me more. PARADE OF SCHOOL ZHEN DE HEN ROCKKS. Sunday, May 07, 2006
so long neh blog liaos
5/07/2006 10:24:00 pm
arghs. so long didn't blog. i am not happy. rahbut i lurve cg and svc =D YEAH BABE! PAP ROCKS` ALOT ALOT i watched the result announce kinda thing not bad larhs. 82 for pap. 1 for wp. 1 for sda. wheeeeeeeeeeees. stupid loh. SARK LEHS WHY PAP LOSE TO THE DUNNO WHO FOR HOUGANG AND DUNNO HU IN POTONG PASIR. =( WTHWTH. hate the worker's party loh. sibeh sian nvm. PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP PAP |
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